Don't forget the sandwhich!

:: 2004 3 February :: 11.15pm
:: Music: Hansen

Horny and or spankin
I'm sitting here with my thum up my butt, Its 98 degrees so dont worry Im ok. and naked

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:: 2004 29 January :: 5.18pm
:: Mood: crazy

I need to break out.

:: 2004 28 January :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: Bed Time
:: Music: Something Corporate

Lying In a patch of four Leaf Clovers
So times I get so nervis I dont know what to say and I dont want to say something stupid so then I think about and end up saying the stupidest thing....ouch why did you say that. goes in my head right after I say it. When it comes to some things I wish I wasnt such a pansy.

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:: 2004 27 January :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: busy

If I were a month I would be: May
If I were a day of the week I would be: Tuesday
If I were a time of day I would be: 12:30am
If I were a planet I would be: Mercury
If I were a sea animal I would be: a jellyfish
If I were a direction I would be: southwest
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: the futon/couch thingy that mel and i had in the dorms
If I were a sin I would be: lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: Margaret Sanger
If I were a liquid I would be: bleach
If I were a stone, I would be: a kidney stone....hahaha
If I were a tree, I would be: maple
If I were a bird, I would be: a grey dove
If I were a tool, I would be: a screwdriver
If I were a flower/plant: an amaryllis
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: drizzly...
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a dragon
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a violin
If I were an animal, I would be: a kitty
If I were a color, I would be: Dark purple
If I were an emotion, I would be: envy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: green beans
If I were a sound, I would be: a jukebox
If I were an element, I would be: nitrous oxide
If I were a song, I would be: Ben Kweller- Cally
If I were a food, I would be: chocolate pudding
If I were a place, I would be: kentucky
If I were a material, I would be: glass
If I were a taste, I would be: peanut butter
If I were a word, I would be: vital
If I were an object, I would be: a camera
If I were a subject in school I would be: sociology
If I were a cartoon character I would be: a girl in an anime porn.
If I were a shape I would be a: hexagon
If I were a number I would be: 26

Congratulations, Stefanie!
Your IQ score is 131

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.

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:: 2004 26 January :: 11.15pm
:: Music: Thrice-to awake and avenge the dead

Just one night
just one night to be honest... yup that would do

:: 2004 26 January :: 9.05pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Dave Matthews Band- Warehouse

This...I admit...taste so good�hard to believe an end to it. Smell, touch, feel...how could this rhythm ever quit? Bags packed on a plane, hopefully to heaven....
Planning the coolest fricken spring break trip ever.

I cant wait!

On a less positive note, I have toxic black mold growing in my apartment. I may deem it constructive eviction and get the hell out of here.

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:: 2004 24 January :: 7.37pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Counting Crows- Eistein On The Beach

One more sun comes sliding down the sky....one more shadow leans against the wall...
mmmm........
i am so disconnected from everything that is going on in this world..

but the funny thing is that I dont think that I mind...
i never thought that i'd say this but i think i may be at a point in my life where i prefer being by myself or with only a few select people rather than a group.

starting to really like the life i'm living....hope tonite doesnt bring that down.

also have reverted back to the "real" pen and paper-type diary for the "real" thoughts about my life right now. because i realize that there are a lot of you who dont want to hear it.

:: 2004 22 January :: 2.05pm

wowwwwwww
this is too much.

it is freezing outside. so many things to do but i would rather take a nap. i have been sweetly sleep deprived.

:: 2004 18 January :: 10.30pm
:: Music: Blink-182 asthenia

Whats more risky words? or thoughts?

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:: 2004 15 January :: 2.49pm

I hate it when you get put into a situation where you know you SHOULD tell someone about something but you know you can easily get away with NOT telling them and it will be a lot easier and a lot less stressful... just not the right thing to do.

:: 2004 12 January :: 7.25am
:: Mood: exhausted

I really need to start sleeping more.

It seems that there is not enough time in life for all of the things that I want to accomplish.

:: 2004 11 January :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: !two Thumbs UP!
:: Music: Blink-182 felling this

People at my house stoped awnsering the phone....
Tonight was very plesent, just talking, eating cookies, playing cards and laughing...good times.

:: 2004 7 January :: 11.23pm
:: Music: the used- box of sharp objects

I saw steel train tonight, they were ok
____________________________________
Falling
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This word could be taken both good and bad or both at the same time. Think about that

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:: 2004 7 January :: 12.54am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Boys Night Out-Yeah...I Know...

Its really cold in my house
As time goes you Learn to let go, but there are something that you dont ever stop missing.
......................................................................
that is a line that I think I might use in a song

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