Don't forget the sandwhich!

:: 2003 15 July :: 1.10am
:: Mood: crushed

I just dont know.

this hurts.

:: 2003 12 July :: 2.51pm
:: Mood: I'm good but i little sleepy
:: Music: Senses fail- the ground folds

I cut my finger on my drum.
Jess I hope your back feels better soon and that you feel better too. Another time we will go to muskegon and stuff. I'm really sorry you arent up to it today. I wish yesterday would have went better and I look forward to seeing you again and thanks for the help yesterday. Get better soon.

:: 2003 8 July :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Here It Comes

Walk to your house on my lunch break
Here it comes
"Come inside and pour a drink"
You'll probably tell me everything you think
Here it comes
The place and the time that we knew that things could go wrong
The grass grows green, could you step away from the screen, it doesn't mean
I don't want you to be seen, just not like everyone.
Grass grows green and it's everyone.
You always told me life's a dam that breaks
Here it comes
If you sit still or if you run
Here it comes.
So now we're drownin' in birthday cakes
Here it comes
The place and the time that we knew that things could go wrong
Keep it clean. I didn't mean to be mean. Why does it always seem that I've
never won. Keep it clean and no one's ever won.
The empty promise makers said
"Here it comes"
Make a point to make no sense
Here it comes
Speak about the future in the past tense
Here it comes
"Don't look down." So what'd we do?"
Here it comes
Walkin' around with shit on our shoes
Oh, here it comes
The place and the time that we knew things would go wrong.

:: 2003 8 July :: 12.48pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: no music

Motion City Soundtrack
Late Night was so awesome. Motion City soundtrack rocked. It was cool I was just talking with the band and I went with justin(singer) and jess(piano) to Mikes landing. and so i can say i went to eat with motion city soundtrack justin got a BARITO W/ only beans and tomatos. They singend my cd and poster. I talked with jess a lot he is the coolest out of all of them. I figured i would meet them and get some stuff singed but i didnt think i would hang out and talk with them. If they are ever playing you should go check them out becausde they f'ing good. and you should get their cd. The live show is awesome even jessica started maussing so yeah.

:: 2003 6 July :: 1.08am
:: Mood: awesome
:: Music: motion city soundtrack- the future freaks me out

Pyrotechics here i come
Tonight I Had a real firework show. With a Real pyrotechnition and it was awesome. Wow there were so many fireworks
I was in heaven and I didnt pay for any of them. The grand fanaily was sweet I got to help put it together we had 60 shells that we atcach to a master fuse and made it all timed with numerus other cakes and what not around. and after we were done i talked with dan(the pyro) and I found out what type of stuff i have to do to get my liceince and i have a bunch of information on it and i am so exited, NOW I AM ONE STEP CLOSER

:: 2003 5 July :: 1.07am

overall....tonite was a very pleasant nite.

:: 2003 3 July :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: Lamb- Gabriel

I can fly...but I want his wings...
My arms are golden brown.

This is surely a lazy, crazy summer.

:: 2003 3 July :: 6.05pm

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:: 2003 27 June :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Motion City Soundtrack-Boombox Generation

Stuck in the middle between what is and what could be great
I have had a very good past few of days. This week goes down in the good week folder. Tuesday jeff and I entertained kevins ants and then kevin got home and we went swiming. Wednesday i had my orintaion for collage and got my classes.Thursday I got the new motion city soundtrack cd which awesome but it wasnt easy to find.I got new shoes and new shorts. Went to eat at Logens. Today I took a nap after work then went to Jess's and myself and her family went to eat at trinys in sparta. I was good. I had fun playing with ashley. We pl,ayed eucher with her parents and got spanked by her parents. And saturdfay or sunday I am hopefully going to grand haven. Yup you should listen to motion city soundtrack because they are awesome the name of thier cd is "I am the movie" and a good song by them is "My Favorite accident" So check it out

:: 2003 26 June :: 7.18pm

something to remember...

intervenous sedation makes me puke.

i got all four teeth out this morning....which went fine but i didnt wake up from being knocked out for like, two hours afterwards and when they finally kicked me out of the office, moving around made me throw up. A lot. Mind you, I've only puked 4 times in my life until today...and today I can add 6 or 7 more to that tally. Plus the only thing in my stomach was a whole lot of blood because i wanst allowed to each this morning. So I was puking up buckets of blood. Deee-licious.

It doesnt hurt so bad, but my jaw is stiff and swollen, I'm still bleeding some and I can't eat much of anything, but I do think I'm done puking for now...

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:: 2003 26 June :: 9.05am

wisdom teeth out today.

if i dont wimp out.

:: 2003 25 June :: 11.58am

So I found the paper from the Meijer health report thing and finally got to reading the fine print.
It says my blood pressure is optimal, both systolic and diastolic. However, upon reading further...
Systolic- Optimal= Under 120
Normal= 120-129

Diastolic- Optimal= under 80
Normal= 80-84

My blood pressure is 103 over 56...

I'm not even sure if that qualifies me as alive....

:: 2003 23 June :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: hopeful

Well last week was my first voice lesson and i found out that I can really sing. I have a 2 octive range and i can macth pich so thats always good.

:: 2003 23 June :: 9.21pm
:: Music: Dashboard-hands down

WOW, I miss you more tonight. I want to hear your voice.
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Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep, this air is blessed, you share with me. This night is wild, so calm and dull, these hearts they race, from self control. Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine, we're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted; just lay entwined here, undiscovered. Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions.. "hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb. Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear... so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember, I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late and this walk that we shared together. The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it, and let you in. And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it, that you meant it, and I knew, that you meant it, that you meant it.
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:: 2003 23 June :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Authority zero-over season

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