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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 22 December :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: crazy


1) If you could be instantly fluent in one other language that you currently do not read or speak, which would it be? greek. i think it would impress people.
2) If you could have the starring role in any film already made, what would it be?
that is tough. i'll say Lux Lisbon from the Virgin Suicides.
3) If you could receive one small package this very moment, who would it be from and what would be in it? mix tapes make me fall in love. it could be from pretty much anyone.
4) If you could own one painting from any collection in the world but were not able to sell it, which work of art would you select?
Raphael- Cherubini
5) If you were instantly able to play one musical instrument perfectly that you never have played before, what would it be? acoustic guitar.
6) If you could possess one supernatural ability, what would it be? mind-reading.
7) If you had to choose the most valuable thing you ever learned what would it be?
i would have to say, the power of being a female...
8) If you could have only one piece of furniture in your house, what would it be?
one of those futon bunk beds. multipurpose.
9) If you could read the private diary of someone you know personally, whose diary would it be? i think i would pick nicks. but i dont think he has one.
10) If you could have one person you know as your slave for one month, who would it be? i dont think i would want a slave.
11) If you could choose the way you will die, how would you want it to happen?
i would love to die in a super fast car crash.
12) If you could wake up tomorrow to learn that the major newspaper headlines were about you, what would you want them to say? "Western Michigan girl wins hearts of millions in Broadway performances"
13) If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would do? get a new car. a beeeeaautiful one.
14) If you could choose the music at your funeral, what would it be, and who would play it? maybe my sis could play something on the piano...i dunno what
15) If you could take away the vocal cords of any person, who would it be?
jeremy. he squaks so much.
16) If you had to describe your idea of the perfect mate, how would you do it? intelligent, funny, individualistic, a gentleman.
17) If you had to have a personal friend redecorate your house, who would you pick to do it? definately eliz. "it would be just like trading spaces!"
18) If you had to choose the worst home you've ever lived in, which one was it?
umm...we lived in a trailer on our property for the first three months...i guess it was pretty crappy although i dont remember it...
19) If you could have prevented one thing from happening between you and a friend, what would it have been? i kiss way too many of my friends
20) If you could learn the total number of hours you have spent in your life doing one thing, what would it be?
kissing. yeah.
21) If you had to describe yourself as a child in one word, what would it be? geek

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 22 December :: 9.28am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Jack Johnson- Bubble Toes

His dreams are like commercials but her dreams are picture perfect, and our dreams are so related though they're often underestimated...
ok, the situation is dying for an update but I'm not sure how much I want to disclose...andy was there and he knows whats going on, if any of you know why I kept cards in my car...well, they're gone now, for good. something happened that i've been waiting on (passively) for about a year and a half. lets just say it was pretty awesome, i'm not sure how it'll play out from here but i am chipper.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 21 December :: 2.21am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Ben Kweller- Wasted and Ready

Running as fast as I can...
its just nuts how life can do this crazy little turnaround thing at the absolutely least expected time!

:) :) :)

I am speechless.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 19 December :: 11.39pm

well then..




Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?
quiz, by Angel.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 19 December :: 11.03pm
:: Mood: giddy

so he actually called me.

i just like looking at the caller id
i dont think i actually want to talk to him
just look at his name on the caller id.

i think if i spoke to him, i'd ruin it. like, he wouldnt be as perfect as i keep imagining.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 19 December :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Elliott Smith- I Better Be Quiet Now

It was easy when I didn't know you yet...
Wish you gave me your number
Wish I could call you today, just to hear a voice.
I got a long way to go
I'm getting further away
If I didn't know the difference, living alone'd probably be ok.
It wouldn't be lonely
I got a long way to go
I'm getting further away.
A lot of hours to occupy, it was easy when I didnt know you yet.
Things I'd have to forget
But I'd better be quiet now.
I'm tired of wasting my breath
Carrying on and getting upset.
Maybe I got a problem, but that's not what I wanted to say.
I'd prefer to say nothing.
I got a long way to go.
I'm getting further away.
Had a dream as an army man with an order just to march in my place,
While a dead enemy screams in my face.
But I better be quiet now.
I'm tired of wasting my breath,
Carrying on, not over it yet.
Wish I knew what you're doing
And why you want to do it this way, so I can't go the distance.
I got a long way to go.
I'm getting further away.
I got a long way to go.
I'm getting further away.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 19 December :: 5.11pm
:: Music: Elliott Smith- In The Lost and Found

Day breaks, and every morning when he wakes, he thinks of you...
It would be really cool sometimes if life was simple.

No more house. I am sick of dealing with it, so for next year at least, I will just settle for the apartment. Actually, it's not really "settling", I will have an oven and a bathtub. Those are the only things that I really feel like I am missing in the dorms.

argh, have to go eat. ramble more later.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 19 December :: 12.48pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Elliott Smith- L.A.

But last night I was about to throw it all away...
yep. the top three has been shot to hell. totally.

my mom is hissing and yelling into the phone. today will not be a pleasant day. i need to get out of here...

ugh..i also have bills to pay. i dont want to grow up.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 18 December :: 9.55am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Cranberries- Dreams

Now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me...
so i dont normally dream in my sleep, but last night i had one that was totally bizarre...this guy from my greek tragedy class was my roommate in an apartment, and one day he tells me that he thought he was gay, except he was in love with me. and i remember all i did was look at him. and wonder.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 17 December :: 11.56pm

I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies.
I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies.
Your kind of truth darling, is just the ghost of your lies,
I see through them all the time.
So i'm pouring some whiskey, i'm going to get drunk.
Yeah, i'm pouring myself some whiskey, i'm going to get real fucking drunk.
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, i'm going to get so so drunk,
pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 17 December :: 11.41pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: the shins- caring is creepy

It's a luscious mix of words and tricks...
ok i think i might have done something a little ridiculous. but i did it and its too late to stress about it now.

yeah, i've decided to eliminate stress from my life. i've just decided to give it up, no more stress from now on. it takes too much time and energy to be stressed.

i have a date on friday. another guy from work. i know that he's not a cowboy...but this one's a ghetto white boy. like...he thought ben kweller and modest mouse were in the same music genre as rage against the machine and foo fighters. sigh. he's really nice at least. still not the guy from work who i WANT to ask me out. but hey, talk about a nice pick up line...

"what do you like to do for fun?" "would you like to do any of those things with me sometime?"

a couple guys from my past are looking to reconnect as well. i guess i ought to focus, focus. its really not my thing.

i think i'd like a boyfriend.

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70billion

:: 2002 17 December :: 9.15am


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70billion

:: 2002 17 December :: 8.58am
:: Mood: happy

the last 2 weeks have been really hard for me for a lot of reasons. But they all had to do with the samething if that makes sence. well any ways we figured things out and due to a very good week end im back to normal again and am very happy with the way things worked out.
well thats all i have for now

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 14 December :: 11.37pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Elliott Smith- Junk Bond Trader

I don't need a remedy...
The imitation picks you up like a habit
Writing in the glow of the tv's static
Taking out the trash to the man
Give the people something they understand

A stick man flashing a fine line smile
Junk Bond Trader trying to sell a sucker a style
Rich man in a poor man's clothes
The permanent installment of the daily dose

And you tell off when you tell it like it is
Your world's no wider than your hatred of his
Checking into a small reality
Boring as a drug you take too regulary

The athlete's laugh, the broken crutch
The first true love that folded at the slightest touch
Brought down like an old hotel
People digging through the rubble for things they can resell

"Happy Holidays" said sick savior
The leading love I still favor
I won't take your medicine
I don't need a remedy
To be everything I'm supposed to be
I don't want nobody else
I can do it by myself
We're meant to be together

Now I'm a policeman directing traffic
Keeping everything moving, everything static
I'm the hitchhiker you'll recognize passing
On your way to some everlasting

Better sell it while you can
Better sell it while you can
Better sell it while you can
Better sell it while you can

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jedibumblebee

:: 2002 13 December :: 4.34pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Summer

go to the parties...listen to the dj's....dance...dance...dance...and go crazy...
ye-ah
it's all about

lumberjack-online.com


i am so bored right now... it's only 4:30...

btw, i'm home right now...if anyone wants to chill, go out and do anything...lemme know...i'm home all during the weeks i think, unless i go looking for my house...

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