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:: 2004 22 May :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: perfect- simple plan

well its official..
i turned my life into a pile of sadness... 8th grade dance was yesterday...i barely held back the tears in class, i felt i was going to burst...so i came home i cried...and than that night my sisters friends came over... and now i come back to check my mail and i get an e-mail from my boyfriend...an email that made me cry when i read it.. one that is expected after what i've done....

Frans....i need to talk to you....it is about why i havent talked to you in weeks...get online tommorow please...i need to get this out so that i dont hurt you or me anymore than i have done already.....im almost in tears as im writing this entry...

it seems that everything thats been going on lately has been leading to sadness...and it seems that i cant do anything right and i always hurt someone...

im gonna stop writing now, before i get into this too much...

im out for now..

-Joe

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:: 2004 22 May :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: ...

I havenm't been on in a super long time.. I know.
Hey all you happy, or not so happy, readers! I bet you missed me didn't you? Yea, the reason I haven't updated in so long is because my computer broke and I won't fix it, so my dad's like: Screw it, and thus I haven't had a computer in a month and a half. But Kelsea's letting me steal hers for a few minutes so I can write to all you wonderful people.

I broke up with that kid, Joe, I was going out with. Now he's going out with some 6th grader. Which leads me to the next big story, I was going out with Jocelyn (Squee!). Well, you all know how I hate Tyler and how much of an asshole he is, he told me he was going to kiss her at the dance. So, I said "No, you're not. I'll tie you to your bed, gag you, take a .45 to your head and shoot you cause I'm a psychotic bitch and I'll do it too." Well...

At the dance he was all hanging all over her, I was off in the corner feeling as socially not accepted as usual. He was dancing with her on the first slow dance and I guess supposedly he asked her ou. She said no, so he went and moped in the corner and then everyone was giving her crap about it so she said yes. And then everyone was mad at her for saying yes >.
That's.. all I can really think of right now. I'll update next week or something when I get to another computer.

Lot's of Love, Little Dark Child

I MISS YOU BOB!

:: 2004 21 May :: 7.58am
:: Music: Missy Elliot: Gossip Folk (lol)

Subjected to teirany of what seems to last only in school. When I'm out of school. .. it's me time, and only me.
Well, I decided to tell you about my past days.

Band Banquet was awesome. Won a couple of award for All-County Band and Solo & Ensemble Superior ratings. I "broke it down" lol. But seriously, I did dance. It was f-ing awesome.

Now for last night. It seems that an arguement spurred jsut because I don't like Jessica Dasher's friends and she said "I speak my opinion about her and it sounds like I'm talking shit"
Well, i HATE Anysia. How's that? I can hate anyone i want. People want to beat you up Jessica because of this. But you know that I try to tell them not to. But you can go ahead and get your "brother's friends" to "defend you". You're such a hypocrit.

"Omg robert. Why are you telling other people about our business. You're telling them to stand up for you and shit"

"No....i tell them what's going on in my life. It's there choice to defend me. I don't really care what my friends do."

She's so dumb. You're losing friends. But what do I care? I love band. HAHAHAHA.

-Robert

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:: 2004 18 May :: 10.43am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Missy Elliot: I'm really hott

::still laughing about subject::
I stayed home from school today.. . .

Two doctor's appointments occupy today's schedule as i stay home and await our departure to the Del Prado office where he resides.

What have I done? To deserve what seems not to be fair. I have a thyroid disorder. . .blackouts, dizziness, migraines. I only wish I would have done something differnt to change the enevitable. But we could have done is no excuse for the present. I guess I must deal with it somehow....after all, it is the present.

-Robert. Just. . .. Robert

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:: 2004 17 May :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: weeeee!!!
:: Music: knocking on heavens door- avril lavigne

im happy-ish!
well today was great! it was crazy hait day at school ^^ and i spiked my hair in bright purple spikes, it was soo kewl^_^ and tommorow its clash day! im gonna wear my ghetto guard uniform with other thingys that make it clash, its gonna be sooo much fun!

the spring concert went well, i didnt mess up toooo much.....i can to 5's now on meh rifle!!! w00t! *cheers to himself*

*cough*

well anywhos, me and mojo exchanged html codes to fix up our journals, i can finally make it so that my backround doesnt move ^____^ thankies sooo much mojo!!!! *hugs*

schools coming to an end next week >.< it makes meh sad...because im gonna be seperated from all meh bestest friends..im gonna miss everyone sooo much.

well im off to bed, g-nite journal, and whoevers reading this ^^ bai bai

~joe

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:: 2004 17 May :: 7.42am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Kelly Osbourne: Shutup

I don't really have the expressive imagination right now to think of a witty and clever subject.

Friday, I went to the moveis with my girlfriend Kara and ehr friend Emily. Of course, her Kara's mom hasn't emt me so she just had to meet me. lol. She thought I was a "lovely young man?" I think?

Saturday was the Band Performance at a church. Don't ask me which one. After the performance, me, Brittani, and D.J chilled in the church. We weren't very religious and never will be.

Sunday was lazy day. . . . phone and sick most of the time. I threw up Saturday night and Sunday morning. Took medicine though.

the sun seems to shine when not needed
today, i'd rather have the clouds.
-Robert

:: 2004 14 May :: 7.59am
:: Music: D12: My Band (lol)

The update of ALL updates.
Well, alot going on...maybe I should tell you what's happenin huh?

Well... as of two nights ago, me and Kara Colley are going out. I pray that we get along unlike my many other past girlfriends. No, I'm not a man whore.

But anywho, Saturday is our band performance at a local church. And our Busch Gardens band Trip is next saturday. And as for our 8th grade festivities;

May 17- Crazy hair Day/Twin Day
May 18- Clash Day
May 19- Highschool Spirit Day/Sunsplash
Trip/Band Award Ceremony
May 20- Barbeque/Award ceremony
May 21- Busch gardens Band Trip

Any other things i missed, please post. I would like to make my last couple of weeks enjoyable at Trafalgar....

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:: 2004 13 May :: 7.43am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Story of the Year - Anthem of our Dying Day

Does the sky look cloudy to you?

no? maybe it's just me

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:: 2004 9 May :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: so so..

well well well...
i havent updated in such a long long time...but i finally did...lots of things happened recently *nodnod* got in fight with a so called friend, went to busch gardens, tried out for smmb and made it *cheers*, and somehow became closer to my sister.....so its been a rather eventful time since i was last here *nodnod*

i finally fixed the backround to my journal....i dunno why my website wont host my images i stick on it >.<...but i found an alternate way, and it actually worked...so its all good^^
*sigh* schools out soon..but than again, its not really gonna end for me...because i have guard practice for mariner all summer..and the last few weeks of summer is band camp...so school shall never end for me...but at least i'll be doing something fun while im there ^___^ im such a guard nerd, lol...

i have to finish this dumb book for french by tuesday...not reallytoo fun to do, im missinf half the stuff to do it, argh...but i guess i'll have to improvise...

well, they finally put the pictures up from f.f.c.c championships so yeah, i might as well show em to ya....they got such bad piccies of meh...but i can live with it i guess *nodnod* no harm done.

Fear my blue and neon green guard uniform of doom!!!!! lol...

whole guard (informal)

whole guard (formal)

meh in action *hides*

so yeah...arent they bad?.....well anywhos at busch gardens i had soo much fun!!!! i was hanging out with amanda, kristen, morgan, shelly, mitchel, corey, alexa, and jamie...it was great ^____^ we rode all this stuff and we saw this really cool performance thingy called "katonga" i bought this cool lil red swirling thingy ^^

we rode this one air car thingy that like went all through the park...and all these people were making out in it, it was kinda nasty, but funny ^^ because there was like 4 in a row!!!! we were saying wierd things to the people in in the lil car thingys as they passed us ^^

the spring concert is on tuesday! yay! the final day i have to wear my ugly green and blue glowstick-ish uniform!!!!! woohoo! i just hope i dont mess up when i perform >.<
W00t! i can catch triples and quads on my rifle now! yays!...well..i can catch them sometimes..lol...rarely...but hey, at least i can catch them now >.> hehe... well i think im gonna end this post for now...because i think i took up waaaaayyyy too much room already...hehe....so im out for now,

Joe

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:: 2004 9 May :: 2.02pm
:: Music: TA Kingdoms Theme Song

April showers bring damp
Subject ring a bell Elanna? Haha.

Well....mother's day today... of course, mine isn't home. As ehr "present" I am supposed to do yard work. Pshh... yeah right.

Anywho. . .not much else to do today other than sit on the computer and talk. Busch Gardens trip for the 8th grade was yesterday, and I, of course, have had too many referals to go on it. But I'm going on the Busch Gardens trip for Band so all is well.

summer s p r i n g fall winter
-Robert

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:: 2004 7 May :: 9.34am
:: Mood: moody

i'm shedding every color...trying to find a pigment of truth within myself. it's different that your away and that my soul and hand can't grasp yours......
Woke up at 7:05 to go to 8:00 A.M Band Tutoring. . only to find that it was canceled

I began to walk home again. Circling the bus ramp once so that I am not to stay at home that long when I got there.... you wouldn't want to stay in my household. Passed a cardinal on my way home. Landed on a dead branch on a shrub and then looked at me for a brief second, then flew away.

When I dream, I dream of what c o u l d be. . .
-Robert

:: 2004 6 May :: 8.10am
:: Music: Brittney Spears - Everytime

love will be there for you

i pray that it's not late

:: 2004 5 May :: 11.09am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Unfortunatley....Outkast.

Annoyed by the fact that I am told what to do on a daily basis....the penality of being a teenager.
Yeah....in computers once again.... forced to listen to a stupid Outkast song because of the kid next to me. (he's spanish.)

God.... have you ever had a dad that was an asshole? It seems that EVERYTHING I do annoys him and is wrong. It's not my fault I'm not perfect for him. (god, i hate that song by Simple Plan.) And he gives me so many things to do at once and expects me to remember them. And when I dont, he's gets SO pissed. Whatever, fuck him in the head.

Not much to do today..... my things for Baker High comes tomorrow in the cafeteria. Any suggestions for classes I should take? Baker is supposed to be the best school to prepare you for real life... acadamies ranging from 'Bio-Technology' all the wa to Construction and Police duties.

i'll s p l a s h you with my thoughts
-Robert

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:: 2004 4 May :: 11.09am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: listening to the computer's exhaust system...boring

The subjection to Tierany had forced me to update my journal.... sometimes, I wish it would all go away
But then again....I wish it wouldnt... because pain and pain again makes me feel better. Am I wrong?

Well....finished with my work in computer class. Thought I would update a bit. My music doesn't seemt ow rk anymmore...www.trixies-fantasy.com was suspended, so the music no longer works. Ughh...music was what made my journal's theme fit. But alas, no more.

In other news, MICHAEL IS GOING OUT BRITTANI KERSEY.

michael brittani
8====D . ;(); .

Haha....I'm so witty.
-Robert

:: 2004 3 May :: 8.29am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Jessica Simpson - Sweetest Sin

Recovering from what seems to be only a dream. Last night was one of those forgetless night to where all seems possible....but then it ends, and you return to your everday life of what seems to be an
Yes, yes.... last night was awesome.

Brianna picked me up and we chilled at her house for like 3 HOURS before we went to get Ice cream. But before that, we saw Sarah Delaney walking down the street (sarah, LEAVE THE ASIANS ALONE!) and I ran to the door to yell out her name. We talked outside and I prank called her boyfriend a couple of time...no Sarah, he's not a hottie. We went back inside and relaxed by the computer.

For dinner....we had pasta and sparkling Mineral Water. Then chilled by the computer some more until fianlly it was time to go get Ice Cream. Sarah caleld ehr mom to amke sure she was home...but she wasn't. So she came with us to get ice cream. Whoever thought that someone I hated THAT muhc in the beginning of the year, could be a good friend? Hmm....questions..no answers.

Well.... it was a fun night blurting out different things in Brusters... I LOVE Sundays. (the day, not the food) Every Sunday for me and Brianna is ICE CREAM DAY! Hehe.

Well, my thoughts run dry as I prepare for school. Blue Day is what I await... i LOVE Blue days.

and so it goes
-Robert

:: 2004 2 May :: 10.43am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: none what-so-ever

college
Mmm...typing in a saving plan for college

:: 2004 1 May :: 9.20am
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Story of the Year- Until the day i die

I like music. . . .

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!

[Lyrics to early version are a bit different:]

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes

Do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
And do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
Yeah do you need this as bad as I do? (Until the day I die)
Yeah do you need this as bad as I do, as I do? (Until the day I die)

:: 2004 1 May :: 9.00am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Smile Empty Soul - whatever the fuk this song is called

Summer

let summer's warmth blanket y o u

for the time being

:: 2004 29 April :: 8.38am
:: Mood: blahhhh
:: Music: NOFX - Seperation of Church and Skate

As I smell you for the first time all over again I'll begin to remember to be alive So if you don't mind I think I'll wear my heart on my sleeve cause Im tired of not being able to breath.
I've been bombarded with idiotic comments from people all over woohu. Not in my journal, but through AIM.

1) Is it any of there bussiness?

2) Andy is getting all this attention from people, because those people hope to earn brownie points with him.

People, he's NOT the god of Woohu. We make up this wesbite. NOT him. If we all quit this website, he would have no one to service. Just a thought.....still angry about him making fun of my old Woohu S/N. I did feel 'sadand4gotten' when I made that s/n.

Anywho..... I found his undercover journal if anyone's interested? Leave a comment asking for it.
(thanks hailey for finding it!!)

the sky grays

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:: 2004 28 April :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: Jessica Simpson - Sweetest Sin

Shup the fuck up man. I can listen to jessica simpson if i want. stupid CUNT.
Not much happening in the world of Robert today....other than the usual cunt lapping events. But one of the cunt-lapping events seemed to have stuck out the most.

Hehe, someone stole Mrs.Doherty's wallet and after lunch, we were forced to sit by the oak trees for an hour to await the perpatraitor. The administration was forced to search our personal belongings and, as usual, I walked aorund totally avoiding the topic. Socializing was MY main goal.

Well, as I said in the beginning of my entry....nothing much new.

the sky grays

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