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AnnaLeBelle

:: 2003 31 October :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: rejected
:: Music: Chop Suey by SystemofaDown

It's Halloween,YAY!
Okay! Today was good..I igorned Shannon and them and overall it was a good day!Tyler had his make-up gayer than ever and I guess one of his teachers sent him to the brig to wash it off XD Kristen, Jenna and I all outlined our lips with black eyeliner and then put stitches through them! It was sooo cool! ^___^ I weote a new poem..actually two new poems! I'll write them but only if you people promise not to steal them! They are copyrighted afterall.

Happy Or Sad?
Happy or sad?
Happy or sad?
Are there really such feelings
As happy and sad?
Is the laughing all fake,
Like all of your tears?
Are the smiles just pretend,
Like all of your fears?
Happy or sad?
Happy or sad?
Is there really such a thing,
As happy and sad?
We're all little puppets,
In a sick play for God.
We're all little corpses,
Living just in a pod.
Happy or sad?
Happy or sad?
Is it really just fantasy,
Happy and sad?

That was the first one! I wrote it in reqading..don't ask. I just saw the heading Happy and Sad and felt poetic Kyoko coming on so I wrote! Thats going into my published book. (P.S.: If you really like it,please comment!) This is the second one..its a little longer and yah have to think to get it. (My favorite animal and spirit guide is a wolf btw)

My Beloved
Alas! On the distant hour!
Look,do you see it?
The figure I've learned to love.
The image of all beauty.
Not a man, not a beast.
The wolf with the golden eyes.
I miss him already...
And yet,I'm not even awake.
Oh, please, don't let them open;
The crystal, gazing eyes of a maiden.
Please, don't let them open!
I have to see him again,
It's fatal attraction that gets me so deep.
Feel black fur between slender fingers,
Smell the scent of roses on his fine coat,
His wet nose against my plump cheek,
And his soft body curled against mine.
Wolf of the shadowy dreams;
Please, don't let me wake,
For all I want is to stay by your side!
Don't shatter my soul,please, don't wake me.
Let me be the Goddess of all dreams,
Keeper of sweet childrens' longings,
Protectress of innocent fantasies.
Please, oh please, my guised prince,
Don't let me wake!
Oh, wolf with amber eyes,
Wolf with starlit fur,
Grant me serenity;
A neverending eternity with you.
Your my Romeo,
And I'm your Juliet.
Don't let the blue eyes see day.
Thank you,my beloved.


Well! That was the second one! Pain in the butt to type,I'll tell you that much! I'm waiting for Margeaux to show up..so far only two kids have come. One was dressed as a teenage mutant ninja turtle..and the girl was Buttercup from the Powerpuff girls.
I dunno if Ronnie was here today...poor Ronnie. I think hes mad at me. Well be back tomorrow! BYE!

Kyoko-kun!
Comment for the day: To the world your just one person, but to one person you could be the world! In anotherwords... DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE!!

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AnnaLeBelle

:: 2003 30 October :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: The sound of the angry voices in my head

I hate people...
Everything was fine and dandy..tomorrow Shannon, Jocelyn, Tyler, Andy, Bret, Freddy and I were all gonna go trick-or-treating together (Shut up...Its free candy). So I went to the breezeway at school (hallway by the office) as usual. I stood there and finally saw Shannon. I asked her what we were doing tomorrow and if we were still going over her house. She was like: "No..we're going over to Andy's house." I was a little skeptical but nodded and agreed none-the-less. (This is really painful to type cause I cut my hand cutting an apple LOL..I'm such a dumb arse) Well after the bell we all went to class and Gir usually walks me..but he didn't today because I was a little pissed at everyone..its all their faults. I guess he thought I was mad at him..I'm not. So we were walking and Tyler (Shannon's asshole of a boyfriend) turns around and yells: "Andy doesn't want you coming over to his house,so don't come!" and I rushed off.
So a few minutes later I saw her and Andy. I signaled to talk in private with her and told her that I WANTED to come with her to Andy's so she dragged me over and I said. "I'm coming to your house." and walked away scowling. Sooo...at lunch Kalyanee asked me what was wrong. I told her not to worry about my petty problems and that everything would be fine. I left because Tyler was there and went and sat with Margeaux and her friend Brittani,talking about why life sucks. Margeaux asked me if I wanted to go with her and Brittani to a party on Halloween and so I figured it'd be fun and at least I wouldn't be sitting around at home handing out candy to juvenile deliquient 5 year olds dressed as Power Rangers. So I went on until Home Ec. Kalyanee was crying but we patched things up as sisters do. Then onto Math again and then to Geography. Everything was going fine,we read our books and then did our group activity thingy. Jenna wanted Tyler to join us but I told her he wasn't to get withing 5 feet of me that bastard.
So thats about it..Shannon didn't stick up for me and tell Andy to back the flipping devil off and just let me come with her to his house. She just told me: "Oh..I'm sure you'll find something to do." Some friend,huh? I feel betrayed and unwanted..
Sometimes I feel like it'd be best if I took a 5 foot rope,tied it around my neck and jumped off my roof. Gotta find out when the full moon is...I can't wait for its arrival so I can turn and kill those bastards. I hate them..I hate them all. It's all their fault I'm like this. All..their..fault.

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cradleofilth

:: 2003 30 October :: 7.50am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: Leaving Song pt.2 by A.F.I

:yawn: so sleepy....yesterday was hell...all day i was doing soemthing.....first it was school, and guard practice, than right after that i had to go to confirmation class....soemone please kill me now....ugh....im so tired!!!!! i dont wanna go to skool today!!!!

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AnnaLeBelle

:: 2003 29 October :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: The sound of southpark on the tv in the other room

Gah..
Okay..last night we(Me, my dad, Kathy, Sean, and Terri) all went to Universal Studios for the Halloween thingy. I slept til 12:49? Because we got home at 2:30 last night. I fooled around on the compy til a few and uhm...gotta go daddy bitching at me!!

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cradleofilth

:: 2003 28 October :: 9.57pm
:: Music: scorched earth erotica

so/so
well....im single again....that can be a good thing and a bad thing i guess.....i need to find someone who i can have a lasting relationship with.....and can deal with my problems and accept me for who i am.....is that asking to much? i shall keep looking i guess...i'll eventually find that "special" someone....apparantly i havnt been looking hard enough....well another day of school is ahead...im going to try out my new look and see what happens...

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cradleofilth

:: 2003 28 October :: 3.54pm
:: Mood: pissed!
:: Music: "dress to depress" by Murderdolls

dentist....urgh
today i got to skip skool to go to the dentist......what fun..........my mouth hurts.....and my sister is like pmsing!!!! so its not a good day for me....

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cradleofilth

:: 2003 27 October :: 9.32pm




i was bored....so i added this lil piccie of dani filth....i love his rings!!!!

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cradleofilth

:: 2003 27 October :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: "her ghost in the fog" by cradle of filth

me happy!
i got a new screen name and a journal! weeeee so happy now!!!

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