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:: 2008 5 September :: 8.09 pm

So we are all moved into the house.
I get to get a kitty cat!
But we just have to agree on one before I get one.
I want an orange and white one.

I have alltel internet!
And no cable tv until the 15th..

2 *gazer*s | *watch the stars fall*


:: 2008 28 August :: 4.30 pm

Mike's mom passed away last night around 11:30..

5 *gazer*s | *watch the stars fall*


:: 2008 27 August :: 6.53 pm

I start moving TOMORROW!!! :D

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:: 2008 15 August :: 4.53 pm

We went down to visit his mom last night.
She was able to remember who Mike and Jerry were, but she didn't remember who I was.
I told Mike that it wasnt that big of a deal because it's probably her short term memory that is afftected by the infection and it hasnt gotten to the long term completely.
But he insisted that it is a big deal because she remembered me on wednesday.

I dont like how quickly things are progressing.
Tomorrow his family is all getting together with the doctors to discuss what options they have, and what is the best for her.
Its going to be rather depressing, but it definately needs to be resolved soon.

*watch the stars fall*


:: 2008 12 August :: 9.02 pm

So things have gotten worse..
Mike's mom is doing a whole lot worse..
The end is definately closer than what the doctors were saying.
She doesn't remember who Mike is anymore.
Seriously, I cannot stop crying.
It's horrible.
I feel so bad, and there is absolutly nothing I can do.
There is nothing the doctors can do.
Nothing.
:(


EDIT: oh, and one of the ladies that live where my grandma is at, died on monday.

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:: 2008 10 August :: 8.18 pm

So to add to my weekend filled with bad news and unfortunate events, I found out today that the Stanton man killed in the car accident friday morning, was a kid I work with..
And he was one of the only people I talked to at work.
We made fun of each other all the time.

Seriously, Im sick of bad news..

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:: 2008 10 August :: 8.59 am

This weekend has been pretty crappy..
Started thursday night..

Mike's mom is in the hospital.
It's pretty serious business..
The doctors are saying that it won't matter if she is in a medical facility, or goes home and has nurses come in, she might see labor day.
Spent all day friday at the hospital, and we're going back down there in a little bit..
I feel really bad..

*watch the stars fall*


:: 2008 4 August :: 7.18 pm

We finally got around to rearranging our living room.
I have been begging and pleading and threatening doing it for months now..
And Mike finally caved and I bribed him into doing it.
And we have one of his turkeys on the wall.
The whole turkey.
On a perch.
And it sticks out from the wall.
Like 2.5 feet out from the wall.
A whole stuffed turkey..
From its beak to its feet, turkey.
And soon, there will be another one on the other end of the wall..

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