:: 2008 24 May :: 12.18 pm

My dad is going to be here in a little while on his motorcycle.
He is coming up for the Car show, and we are going to eat elephant ears together.
I am really excited to spend time with my dad, my boyfriend and my boyfriends daughter!
It's going to be a great weekend!!

*watch the stars fall*

:: 2008 15 May :: 6.31 pm

I have amazing news.
I AM GOING TO HAVE A NEPHEW!!
his name is going to be Seth Ryan Decker.
He is due October 3rd.

My sister had her ultrasound on tuesday.

I am extremely excited!

1 *gazer* | *watch the stars fall*

:: 2008 11 May :: 12.04 am

Today I spent the majority of the day sitting on my butt.
I went down to my dads to visit.. and see his harley..
He bought a motorcycle yesterday.
And I ended up spending most of my day down there.
And the 2 hours before I went down there I was making ringtones.
And for like 30 minutes while I was there I was making ringtones..
And for the last 45 minutes, I was making ringtones..
I think I made a little over 20 of them today..

And now I sit here and wait for mike to bring me home a pop..

*watch the stars fall*

:: 2008 7 May :: 7.28 pm

I applied for a student loan last night.
Today my loan was approved.
Tomorrow, my money will be sent to MCC.

Finally, all my ducks are afloat and in a row.
My birthday is in 32 days.
Right now things are going really great in my life.

4 *gazer*s | *watch the stars fall*

:: 2008 5 May :: 4.00 pm

I am not eligible for a Pell Grant.
Therefore I have to get Student Loans.
I am mad because tuition is due Thursday.

Fucking cock suckers!

1 *gazer* | *watch the stars fall*

:: 2008 28 April :: 8.02 pm

I have tough girl exterior that i show to everyone except my family.
Which also means that my family gets to me most of all.
They know what pisses me off, and makes me cry.

My brother most of all, knows each and every button to press, like he's dialing his best friends phone number over and over and over.

Today I got told that I am too small to be a corrections officer. And that if I work in a mens prison facility, I will be gang raped..

8 *gazer*s | *watch the stars fall*

:: 2008 19 April :: 11.32 am

You'd think I'd be used to this bullshit.
The feeling like shit because my mom puts rolling cigarettes and shuffle board before me.
Especially when its for something I NEED.
I need her to find her 2006 Tax info.
There isnt a want for it, it is an important need.
I need it for Financial Aid.
I need it to get money for college.
I need it so that i dont have to ask for money elsewhere, and take out loans.

But whatever.

2 *gazer*s | *watch the stars fall*

:: 2008 18 April :: 6.04 pm
:: Music: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

6 *gazer*s | *watch the stars fall*