I havnt updated this in a long time, the saddest part about it is.....nothing exciting really has happend-to me at least. Sam and Dusty broke up..then got back together..then broke up again..that girl i tell ya. I wish people would just be happy together, enjoy the time they have, just stop worrying about everything little thing. Its crazy how much both of them think alike...then bicker and bitch about what the other one is doing when they do the same exact thing... its insain. But...i hope things will work out, i wish they would just be happy.

Me and Linz are seeming to become alot closer now..wich is pretty cool, i feel really comfortable with her..like i could tell her anything and...she wouldnt think less of me..or blab it to people-well at least i hope she wouldnt*knocks on wood*

Isnt my summer-saltin' penguin awesome...im so easily amused...

EVERYONE SHOULD READ THIS
I DIDNT WRITE THIS BUT I THINK ITS VERY GOOD ADVICE....

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less; we buy more but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgment; more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life, we've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but Learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw-away morality, one-night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the show window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.

Remember to spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember to say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember to say "I Love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to Love, give time to speak, give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind. To all my friends in my life, thanks for being there!

Today..has been the funniest day ever. Jake doesnt hate me and i guess thigns got kidna mixed up. And me and Linz laughed like no other day in biology today..it was good times. GOD IM IN A GOOD MOOD. I made french toast..wich was really good cause i havnt had it in a long time..it hit the spot itell ya what-god this entry is pointless..but apprently its entertaining cause your reading it! ..hahaha

Im not sure whats goin on in my head. I guess..like i keep telling myself im happy. And in some instances i think i am. But yet, something is missing. I dont know what to do i dont know how to explain, fuck i dont even know what it is. I feel so confused, and yet i dont even know what about. Just that feeling. That pit of ur stomach-something-gone-wrong-feeling. I keep writing, and I always seem to write more when something is bothering me, and yet all the things i write all have the same meaning, same...purpose, same theme. I dont know about anything anymore--i hate that feeling.

Im so sick and tired of people calling people they dont even know names..i mean i understand if you have some reason-like they did something to you perhaps..but just to call them that when they know absolutly nothing about them-fuck off ya know, thats bull shit. And "beating people up" for shit you do urself..my god.

Its strange, how the feelings you have for someone can change so quickly. What you thought you knew about them, wasnt true at all. I feel so stupid because of this. Because i bought into this little game. People acting so imature and calling people names that they have no way of knowing are even true. People doing things that in my opinion..are the worst things you can do to people. This whole "love" word. I swear for a word that people make such a big deal out of-that little word...my god do people throw it out there fast, like it doesnt mean anything at all. Sure love is sweeter than any rose but love pricks you far deeper than any thorn.

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Me and Kevin are fine again... so thats just super. im extreamly bored and have to pee extreamly bad. But thats alright lol. THis is completely pointless..sorry for waisting ur time!