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2003 23 November :: 3.57am
:: Mood: tired/pained/happy/lonely
:: Music: techno on tori's computer, now on mine!
tori's eyeware
i say get contacts. no hiding for you missy. besides, i think you'll like it...i know i would. the glasses dim your eyes, though my opinion shouldn't matter to you...well actually, it should. but don't let it sway your decision. you choose, though my vote is for contacts...
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2003 22 November :: 11.54pm
goddamn it tori, i miss you like hell. i am dying. i am also sober, if that at all speeds your return. though, i am in large amounts of pain and will probably take a painkiller again very very soon. tons of love, XO, your own manic retard,
paul.
post script: though i made quite sure you heard with comments in your journal, my cousin showed me the link to the site from which the techno on your computer originated. it was most hystarical and random. i was most impressed when they played rammstien (german anarchist, let me enphasize this, ANARCHIST heavy metal band) as the theme song to the nazi crab which so malevolantly tried to steal poor blotes zepplin and was foiled by the combined forces of mr. pringle in a minitary tank and hairy in the zepplin itself, though it was hairy that stopped him and not mr. pringle and his military tank...how sad. (goddamnit i talk funny when i'm fucking sober, where the hell are my narcodics???!!!??!!?!)
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2003 22 November :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: lonely/hungry
:: Music: techno on tori's computer
ah...i had and anger rush today...i dropped a knife on my foot. i didn't mean to of course but i did and it squirted blood up and around. it was funny. so...i watched a LIVE world war 2 movie...it was a little unnerving, i mean, you're watching real people get mutilated with flame throwers and shells and you begin to wonder "what if that were me? would anyone cry for me? would anyone care if i were that guy getting melted alive?" it was pretty bizarre. -sigh-...tori is at a movie. i miss her...hurry back love. i need to speak with someone.
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2003 22 November :: 6.41pm
ah man...it was 3:33, but now it's 3:34....sad
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2003 22 November :: 6.31pm
wow...look at all that blood. did i do that?
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2003 21 November :: 6.59pm
lmao!!! right as i say that she and morgan call on a cell phone and tell me they're coming over!!! hahaha...yay!!! i can't wait to see her.
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2003 21 November :: 6.50pm
tori should be on soon...yay! hehehe...i miss her...*sigh* i wanna hang out with her but she has to go to her dad's house.
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2003 21 November :: 6.41pm
"when one is on narcodics, it's pretty easy to stare at a wall for ten hours and not think about anything at all"- paul d. mahugh
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2003 21 November :: 5.30pm
hey guys...how'd you put music in your journal? i think mine could really use some...
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2003 21 November :: 5.29pm
:: Music: unwell, matchbox twenty
unwell
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
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2003 21 November :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: high...really fucking high...
a name for my knee
i think i'll name it...SAMMY!!! fitting...it's stupid and fat and ugly and annoying and....hehe....drugged up. my knee shall be named sammy. i watched lord of the rings this morning. my dad strapped that machine to me today, and so i wore that instead of my brace and splint until about 12:30. my mum brought me david's pizza and dr.pepper and man, this is awesome. it's like i have my own slaves...if i want music, bam, i have music. if i want food, bam, i have food. drinks are the same way. i get to pick meals...last night, chinese, tonight flank steak. the world is at my finger tips...almost. i really miss tori...i miss all of you. i'll be at school monday. probably on crutches. i have my brace so i should technacally be able to walk but it hurts like nothing i have ever felt or will ever feel. no one can comlain until they have children. my mom says the only things that hurt worse than a dislocated knee is an apendix three days from popping and, of course, birth. and she grew up on a farm. she knows pain....and more types of pain than you can imagine. but the drugs really help...god, if my sister bitches about guys having no pain tolerence i WILL kill her....kill her good. so, the other day she didn't want to go riding due to a "tummy ache"...heh heh heh....my mom even said "oh, i got it." yeah...anywho. it's swollen again, and it looks like a fat person's knee...thus the reason i named my knee sammy.
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2003 18 November :: 8.07pm
I AM DEATH!!!
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2003 18 November :: 7.11pm
tori...get on!!! i need someone to talk to...jen isn't saying much.
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2003 18 November :: 5.47pm
:: Mood: frustrated
so far today, as of 2:55 (sixth period for you suckers :P!)
shit...my mum said it looked like i'd be out for the rest of the week. man, i say tori today when i went to find my AR book, and it was all i could do to keep myself from grabing her and twirling her around and lauphing till my head popped. but...i'm still sick. so yeah, don't take my shitty attitude today to heart, i just feel like...well...shit. i'd rather not get you sick too.
ok, so my day has been OK. i listened to alot of evanescence and rammstien. it was cool. i'm reading this dragon song book, and it's OK, kinda easy though, but i guess since it's due next tuesday that's a good thing. my mom said she was going to get me all my home work because my fever went down and i could actually think, but i read about fifty pages in that book and my brain went dead and my fever came back. ao yeah...and fuck, people, and fuck...
next on my list of things to bitch about. i'm currently on my mom's office computer because the family one down stairs has been tweaking out since the power came back on (this morning a tree went down and got a power line and everything in our area of the grid lost power until about eleven). so yeah, i tried to fix it and i made the moniter come on, but it's still not receiving a signal. so why's it so bad to have to use my mom's computer? why do you think?
1: it's slow as hell.
2: i can't ever get on msn anymore
3: my mom bitches at me about being on it all the time
4: AIM rarely works on it
5: woohu is REALLY slow on this one
6: the one downstairs has a WAY nicer moniter. (it's a plasma screen;)!!!)
later people.
post script: if i do manage to get the computer downstairs working, i'll be on AIM and probably msn, but no garantees that i will.
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2003 18 November :: 12.09am
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You are...Fucking A!
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