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:: 2004 13 December :: 6.02 pm

new journal.

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add me ok?

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:: 2004 6 December :: 8.20 pm

i could get used to this...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!!!

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:: 2004 4 December :: 1.46 pm

i hate IHOP.

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:: 2004 2 December :: 9.42 pm
:: Mood: PISSED OFF!!

i'm in a really bad mood, thank you dad!
well the first play is over now. it went alright i suppose. a few tech things didn't work out but its ok. i think we did great for an opening night and the play was over half full so that was good.

right before i left my house to go get ready for the play, guess who called? my father. then i was forced to tell him about the play (he asked i didn't bring it up) and he says he's gonna come one of the nights. so we get in the huge argument because i said i didn't think he would want to go because he kicked me out of his house and he doesn't even want to see me anymore. but of course he "loves" me and "misses" me. yeah right. bs. then we argued about a bunch of the unfinished business that we have and he made me cry. and it HAD to be right before a show so i was all pissed off at him and couldn't focus.

and if i wasn't mad enough at him he decided to show up TONIGHT! he couldn't let me cool off or anything because he doesn't really care about anything i have to say... oh, but thats not the best part. ya know what he does? GIVESS ME MONEY TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER!!! yeah like money is gonna make me like him. i don't think thats ever gonna happen. hes such a jerk... and i hate him. i don't think i could hate anyone in the world as much as him. well i think i'm done now.

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:: 2004 26 November :: 8.26 pm
:: Music: Homecoming by Green Day

i cant wait for december to come. its always the best month of the year. always. winter isn't my favorite season but december is my favorite month. reasons its the best month:

*the play
*KANSAS CITY!!! which includes seeing JASON UPTON!!!!
*the end of a year
*only one more month until i'm 16
*christmas
*heathers birthday
*moms birthday
*allisons birthday
*did i mention kansas city and jason upton???

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:: 2004 25 November :: 8.55 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: the TV

i'm soooo bored right now. i'm at my aunts house and she doesn't have messenger so i can't talk to anyone.... rawr. i've been stuck with family all day (which turned out better than i expected) and now i just wanna talk to my friends.

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:: 2004 23 November :: 10.07 pm

yep so i modified my journal. it looks good i think. i'll get sick of it in like a week but oh well. its very different so... yup. anyways let me know what ya think.

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:: 2004 23 November :: 10.07 pm

yep so i modified my journal. it looks good i think. i'll get sick of it in like a week but oh well. its very different so... yup. anyways let me know what ya think.

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:: 2004 19 November :: 10.05 pm

omg! somehow a bunch of people know me and i have no idea who they are... its kinda scary. i guess they all know my sister (who doesnt...) and so that means they all know me but the scary part is they know things about me... and i don't even know who they are. i am officially freaked out.

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:: 2004 19 November :: 9.15 pm

today was... pretty boring and average. didn't care for it too much. until 6th hour it was really crappy then i got my bio test back which i could have bet my life on failing and guess what!? i got 100% on it! how crazy is that! i got a better grade on that test than the smartest kid in the class and all i did was guess! haha! aint life swell? that was pretty exciting for me so now i have all A's in every class except for, you guessed it, stupid american lit with stupid mrs. dolbee. but i suppose i'll just do all the extra credit and maybe manage an A if i'm lucky.

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:: 2004 18 November :: 9.50 pm

Just think about it...
Would the day still be as sweet
If it had no end
If you never knew an enemy
Could you understand
The worth of a friend

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:: 2004 17 November :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: happy

Ryan came over and spent the evening here. it was nice. i haven't seen him in a while so it was good to spend time with him again. we rented a movie and it was kinda weird but oh well. he just left like 5 minutes ago and it seems like forever. i bet anything that he gets lost on his way home and has to call me for directions. lol. only he could get lost in cedar springs. but yeah i better get going now or i wont wake up in the morning.

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:: 2004 15 November :: 9.50 pm

i don't even know what to say anymore.

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:: 2004 12 November :: 7.57 pm
:: Mood: bleh...
:: Music: Rain by Breaking Benjamin

Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,

I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around

Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

~Albino Bob~

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:: 2004 8 November :: 8.46 pm
:: Music: Pup by the W's

i am a good girl.
X the ones you have done:

( ) I have been drunk
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) I have kissed a member of the same sex
( ) I crashed a friend's car
( ) I have been to Japan
( ) I rode in a taxi
( ) I have been in love
( ) I've had sex
( ) I've had sexual relations in public
( ) I've shoplifted
( ) I have been fired
(X) I have cut myself on purpose
( ) I have smoked pot
( ) I still smoke pot
( ) I've had a 3-some
( ) I've snuck out of my parent's house
( ) I have been tied up. (yes...in THAT way)
( ) I pissed on myself
( ) I have been arrested
( ) I've made out with a stranger
( ) I've stolen something from my job
( ) I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
( ) I've gone on a blind date
(x) I've lied to a friend
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) I have been to Europe
(x) I've skipped school
( ) I have thrown up in a bar
( ) I have purposely set myself on fire
( ) I have eaten sushi
(X) I have been snowboarding
(x) I have been happy with myself
( ) I have met a movie star
( ) I had sex in a pool
(x) I went to a dance with someone of the same sex
( ) I've bungee jumped
( ) I have been to a pop concert
( ) I have dated someone for over a year
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
(x) I have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
( ) I have given oral sex
( ) I have recieved oral sex
(x) I've shot a real gun
( ) I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
( ) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstasy
( ) I've gotten my ass kicked
( ) I've been caught smoking
(x) I've worn boxers
(x) I've milked a cow
( ) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) had sex with a best friend
( ) Lied one time in this survey
( ) Lied more then once in this survey.
( ) Lied to a friend you see everyday
( ) Kissed a person that has a g/f or b/f
( ) Used ice cubes as a foreplay accessory
(x) Wasted time filling this out instead of doing something productive
( ) Have nude pics of yourself on your computer
( ) Walked across 8 lanes of interstate highway
(x) Have been to camp
(x) Have read a book(s) more than one time
( ) Have eaten cat food
( ) Have been pulled over by a cop
( ) Own porn
(x) Am a Republican
(x) Likes classic movies
(x) Own a kitty
(x) Carried a lunchbox in high school
(x) Buy gumballs to watch them swirl in the machine
( ) Likes to be dominated
(x) Likes to drive with the windows down and the music turned up
(x) Eats PB &J for breakfast because there's nothing else

see! i'm not naughty whatever you may think.

~Albino Bob~

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:: 2004 8 November :: 6.24 pm

School Play
The school play will be december 2,3 and 4 thats a thursday friday and saturday. 7:00 pm and tickets are $7.00. if anyone is interested please buy your tickets from me!!

~Albino Bob~

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:: 2004 7 November :: 8.51 pm
:: Mood: meh...
:: Music: The W's

my weekend...
well megan FINALLY decided to visit me this weekend. i don't think she could have picked a worse weekend to come if she tried. i was soo busy on saturday and not to mention in a really pissy mood. he parents were being retarded as always and wouldn't let her stay the night or see anyone BUT me because they thought we were gonna do something. right... i don't think they remember who i am or something. so yeah. all we did was go to my church function which would have been really fun if she wouldn't have decided to pick fights with all the black kids because "they're poor and shes soooo much better then them" gah...

anyways, i have rediscovered my love for swing music. *listens to the W's* i love Justin for burning me this cd!!! hes the coolest. haha.

~Albino Bob~

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:: 2004 2 November :: 8.06 pm
:: Mood: super good!

these are really funny... thanks amanda, enjoy!
General Ways to Annoy People




Adjust the tint on your TV so that all the people are green, and insist to others that you "like it that way".


Answer every question with another question. As soon as one of you says a statement instead of a question, shout "I win!".


Ask people to prove everything they say. (e.g. "I'm Bob, nice to meet you..." "PROVE IT!")


Before exiting the elevator, push all the buttons.


Consistently refer to everyone as 'mortal.'

Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace."


Every time someone asks you to do something or says something to you ask "Is that a threat?"

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:: 2004 2 November :: 7.53 pm

GO BUSH!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2004 28 October :: 9.12 pm

i should have guessed, ben you were right, megan ISN'T coming home this weekend either. prolly not the next. and i doubt ever again.

*sigh*

*cant hold on any longer... finally lets her go*

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:: 2004 26 October :: 8.38 pm

today was a good day. i had a lot of energy and we did fun stuff in most of my classes and i have no homework and play practice was fun. :D so i'm happy. i like being happy. lol. as if there are people out there who hate being happy...hehe.

ok so in french we watched mary poppins and they told this joke thats sooooooo stupid/corny or whatever and i love it! it goes like this:

so the other day when it was cold, my friend went to the store to buy some long underwear. the clerk asked "how long to you want them?" my friend replied "from september to march"


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! see, i told ya it was dumb. but i can't help but laugh everytime i hear it even if i have to listen to myself to hear it. anyway... good times, good times. *glances up at what was written and laughs again*

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:: 2004 22 October :: 7.31 pm

venting...
ok so i had a really really awesomely bad day today. first of all i was super tired and that never helps anything. then i had a big test in civics which i didn't study for. ummm lets see, i almost died in french today and got yelled at for it. then i came home and had to clean and watch Josh at the same time. once my mom got home he wouldn't stop screaming until she picked him up and she wouldn't so he just kept on screaming. then jonathan just HAD to have two of his friends over even tho hes been at their houses pretty much every day this week. so they're over here now. AND to top it all off, my mom forgot who i was. nice to know i'm loved eh?

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:: 2004 21 October :: 7.57 pm
:: Music: The Cure

I wish "if only..."
But "if only..."
Is a wish too late

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:: 2004 19 October :: 6.25 pm

"Sometimes you wish you never found out the truth about them, because then and just then you thought they were something else. You thought there was someone different out there, and at that moment before you knew the truth everything had hope."

thank you Jamie.

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:: 2004 14 October :: 7.13 pm

well its been one year since i created this journal. go me! and Ron! lol.

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