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:: 2004 8 March :: 7.21 pm
:: Mood: good-bad-ok/stupid and pointless
:: Music: Misty Edwards

i had a bad day, a good day, a horrible day, and ok day, and a really stupid pointless day all in one. first i got up in the morning. i think that started all this maddness... anyway then i went to school. that also could have started this good-bad-ok/really stupid pointless day. so i got to school and talked to nick and dustin for a while then i went to my locker and allison gave me this awesome picture that says "there r no elephants in hell" and its way awesome and a half times 3. then jacqui gave me a new lucky penny thingy cuz my other one broke. so those two things were way awesome but then i went to algebra and had a test. grr. i didn't do too hot on it so hence the bad sort of day. but this was just the begining. the rest of the day just sort of went by slowly until it got to be 5th hour were my stomach started to hurt really really REALLY bad! ron and blaine were not helping any by saying i was "going into labor" while they fought over whose baby it was. yeah sorry but no. its not gonna happen. so then i told H b4 6th hour that i was prolly gonna go home but i stayed anyway and i ended up having fun at practice. but now i'm all like not in a good mood cuz i'm sick and some other things r going on so yeah i gotta go.

~Re~

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:: 2004 7 March :: 4.21 pm

i just got back from my dad's house. it sux over there so much. grr... he angers me. but what r u gonna do right? i suppose i'll just get over it for now because a don't have to see him for 2 more weeks! yay! oh wait no thats not right i'll see him thursday... hes coming to my play. oh well after that i wont have to see him for a week and 3 days.

so anyway as we were leaving dance practice and heather just out of the blue says that she needs sandles and a sport bag so we HAD to go to mc sports and the mall which was ok by me. well we get all her stuff and then she pulled out of her parking spot and she hit some guy in the back of his suv thingy. it was really funny but kinda not cuz she was really pissy after that. lol. yeah then as if that wasn't bad enough we were on the highway and some other guy was being dumb and he didn't check his blind spot and almost hit us. the weather didn't help much anyway but ya know... craziness. well i gotta fly! luv much!

~Re~

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:: 2004 6 March :: 7.19 pm

today was an ok day. it wasn't great by any means but it also wasn't too bad. i'm at my dads so... yeah enough said. lol. no wait its not funny... or is it? i'm so bord. well i'm really trying not to be or at least seem like i'm not because if i'm bord then my dad will make me do like dishes or something that has to do with cleaning so i'm trying to avoid that as much as possible if you know what i mean. yeah well i'm done with this now cuz i've got nothing else to say except i hope you all have an awesome and a half weekend! yay!!!

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:: 2004 4 March :: 7.28 pm

i've had a very good day today. no homework, a good play practice (mr. h was in a good mood!) uh met someone new, yes it all seems to be going my way. oh and in case for some strange reason you haven't heard, nick asked me out on a date! and i said yes! yay. fun stuff. well i must be off!

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:: 2004 1 March :: 7.19 pm

What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?:tiny snow flakes
..rain?:summer
..tornado?:gray
..summer love?:short lived
..Jon?:jonathan
..Mike?:allyns bf
..Shea?:sheep
..banana?:monkey!!!
..dizzy?:getting spun around
..Laura?:lauren
..Juan?:japan
..car?:red
..white?:dirty
..peppermint?:gum
..New Found Glory?:uhh new found glory
..placebo?:spain
..orange juice?:grape juice
..candid camera?:kodack
..sister?:heather
..brother?:joshua
..hate?:school
..school?:ha thats funny ^
..President?:bush
..football?:fall
..rap?:suckyness
..pop?:coke
..rock?:can i throw one at u
..punk?:black
..sex?:uhh not gonna put my answer in here...
..death?:grave
..baby?:joshy!!!
..duuude?:my cousin
..the end?:and they all lived happily ever after...

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK!

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:: 2004 1 March :: 7.09 pm

just in case you were wondering, i'm not going out with nick and as far as "do i like him" goes, i'm not saying yes but i'm not saying no. i guess you'll all just have to wait for a while and see what happens cuz i sure as heck don't know.

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:: 2004 29 February :: 5.34 pm

lalalala... i'm so bored, i'm like beyond bored. but thats ok cuz i'm talking to allison so that just makes it all better. lol. omg! the dance on friday was horrible! it was totally bad! yeah so me and megan left and hung out with some other people who stayed to help build the set for the play. that was pretty fun. i've met a lot of people just by being in the play. its like crazy! there r people who i saw every day and i never knew who they were until now. awesome...ness!

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:: 2004 23 February :: 7.35 pm

ooo i had such a good day today!!! i got licked by a sheep which was the coolest thing ever!!!! it was totally awesome!!! lol. plus this weekend was great! i went with my youth group to a weekend retreat and that was awesome! we did tonz of awesome fun things and we only got like 3 hours of sleep each night. it was great!!!! well i g2g. oh and by the way, if anyone need tickets to the play please buy from me!!! i need to sell more tickets!!!!!

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:: 2004 19 February :: 6.30 pm

*sighs* another pointless day. not horrible not good. *sighs again* its all just craziness. random craziness. but i did figure out that i really like random things today. just not when people make fun of my liking randomness just because they don't understand it... no names *cough* ben and corey *cough*

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:: 2004 17 February :: 8.39 pm

right now i'm designing my class ring! its so totally gonna rock! fer real, its gonna be the best thing ever!!!! i can't wait until i get it!!!

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:: 2004 16 February :: 6.06 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Misty Edwards

omg i'm so mad right now! i hate my dad. i really do. he was supposed to come over to talk about some issues we've all been having with him but he didn't show up. he didn't even call. he really pisses me off. besides that he only cares about money not us (thats what the whole thing was supposed to be about). and on top of that he doesn't want us to go to our church things. i mean what kind of parent DOESN'T want they're kid to go to church!?! especially if that parent was a pastor? sorry, i'll stop now... i'm just really pissed.

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:: 2004 13 February :: 1.47 pm

ahh mid winter break... gotta love it... or not. its good about the whole sleeping in thing but other than that its pretty boring. plus its valentines day weekend which sux if you don't have anyone to share it with. but i'm not complaining. i don't care if i have a boyfriend or not. i'm not one of those girls who go crazy if they're single but it would be nice to get one.

did anyone else notice its friday the 13th? why is that bad luck? i was just wondering...

ya wanna know something strange? i used to write poetry like all the time and now i don't so i started writing stories. and thats crazy cuz if u know me at all you'd know that i never write stories unless i have to for a class. i don't know whats going on with me but i'm like totally changing... i don't know if i want to....

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:: 2004 13 February :: 1.47 pm

ahh mid winter break... gotta love it... or not. its good about the whole sleeping in thing but other than that its pretty boring. plus its valentines day weekend which sux if you don't have anyone to share it with. but i'm not complaining. i don't care if i have a boyfriend or not. i'm not one of those girls who go crazy if they're single but it would be nice to get one.

did anyone else notice its friday the 13th? why is that bad luck? i was just wondering...

ya wanna know something strange? i used to write poetry like all the time and now i don't so i started writing stories. and thats crazy cuz if u know me at all you'd know that i never write stories unless i have to for a class. i don't know whats going on with me but i'm like totally changing... i don't know if i want to....

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:: 2004 11 February :: 1.55 pm

right now i am in the computer lab at school. i'm so bored. we're supposed to be working on our papers but i'm finished. i don't even really have anything to say... i'm in a really bad mood today though. and i have no reason to be. i'm just grumpy i guess. and i feel really mean cuz people who have done nothing wrong to me i just suddenly... i don't even know how to put it... i just snap. like something just goes... snap...and i go crazy. i just don't know why.

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:: 2004 6 February :: 6.20 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: hero

the dance is tomorrow! yay! i can't wait. its gonna be fun! i don't have a date but thats ok. it doesn't really matter to me.

just to clear some things up, i AM moving over the summer, i'm not sure where, and DON'T YELL AT ME CUZ ITS NOT MY FAULT!

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:: 2004 6 February :: 6.20 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: hero

the dance is tomorrow! yay! i can't wait. its gonna be fun! i don't have a date but thats ok. it doesn't really matter to me.

just to clear some things up, i AM moving over the summer, i'm not sure where, and DON'T YELL AT ME CUZ ITS NOT MY FAULT!

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:: 2004 28 January :: 7.38 pm

SNOWDAY!!! yeah i love snowdays! i got to sleep in and everything! its great stuff. the only bad thing is whenever we have a snow day theres no drivers training. i know that may sound like a good thing to u but its not because then we have to make it up and we were supposed to be done last week but we had so many snowdays that we have to go all week. now we have to go next week too. it sux... big time. *sighs* another week with mr. relich... grr

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:: 2004 25 January :: 9.47 pm
:: Mood: crazy

hmmm what to say? i have so much to say and yet nothing to say at all. i'm really going insane. like fer real this time not just joking. i swear i've been seeing people like standing beside me or in front of me but i look away and then back and they're just gone. its crazy, no i'm crazy! like this one time i was sitting on the floor ina room with a bunch of people and a guy was in front of me and he was standing there for the longest time but when we left the room my 2 friends said no one was ever in front of me. anyway i have to go.
~Re~

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:: 2004 23 January :: 5.17 pm
:: Music: Raised In Harlem by Hero

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!
i had such a great day! Guess what!?! ben gave me a pink cow.... well kinda, it was on a card but still it was awesome! yeah so.... whos all going to swirl? i don't know if i want to or not so i just wanted to know if ur all going or whatever. i prolly wont go if i don't have a date cuz heather said it was gonna be mostly slow songs cuz of valentines day and thats not too much gun if u don't have anyone to dance with but who knows i might change my mind. well i gotta fly!

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:: 2004 21 January :: 4.35 pm

hello everyone! guess what!?! only 2 more days until my birthday! YAY! i can't wait! but i don't know what i'm gonna do for my birthday party (if i even have one) because it seems like all my friends hate eachother. not too much fun for me. *sniff sniff* oh well...

guess what else!?! i was thinkin' about the school paly and ya know how its the jungle book? well i think it would be so awesome if in like the middle of a totally random scene a PINK COW just walked across the stage... for no reason... just to do it. i might be going insane here but i still think it would be really cool!

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:: 2004 17 January :: 10.26 am

blah. my life is so just blah right now. i have tonz and i mean tonz of stuff going on right now but its all just blah. like theres no meaning to it all. its like i'm just going through the montions of what i think a regular day should be when what i really want is an irregular day. i've never really been a person whos hard to please or even very demanding but lately i just feel like i have been. i must be losing my mind or something. like i'm caught in a lope hole or something. i don't know. i gotta fly

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:: 2004 16 January :: 2.25 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: blink 182

The First Questions you’d find on any Boring Survey:
Name::Cherie but u can call me re
Age::i'll be 15 in a week
Race::white
Gender::girl
“Normal” Questions:
Define “normal” using approximately ten words.:there is no normal
Would you frame someone else if your friend committed murder?:prolly not
When is killing just?:when its self defense
What do you like most about yourself?:i've never really thought about it
What was or is your favorite subject in school?:plant and animal just cuz we have so much fun in there oh and english
What do you want to do for a career?:not sure yet
Do you support the war in Iraq?:yeah
Are you religious?:you know it
Do you read, watch or listen to the news often?:in the morning
Is older always wiser?:no
Is George W. Bush a good president?:yeah
If not, does he deserve to be assassinated?:no
Who gives a f*** about the rainforest, right?:sure
Are you going to marry your favorite celebrity?:no
Do you wish you were a celebrity?:sometimes but only cuz they have lots of money
Is body structure a good indicator of personality?:no
Is choice of clothing a good indicator of personality?:no
Is choice of friends a good indicator of personality?:sometimes but not always
Are more and more technological advances good for mankind?:to and extent
“You faggot,” smirks a popular guy at a lone classmate. You::don't say anything
Suppose he tells you in private that he really was gay?:i would laugh until i cried
Between male and female, which is the weaker gender?:males
Do you believe in karma or predestiny?:whats that
Are you vegetarian?:no way i love to eat cows!
Do you get along with your family?:not my dad
When you discover that you’re angry, what do you do to calm yourself?:yell at people in my head
When you’re sad, what do you do to make yourself feel better?:think
Do you need a significant other in your life?:no
Have you ever truly loved?:i don't think so
Is it okay for you to show weakness?:honestly, no
Is revenge always the answer when you’re wronged?:not always
Is revenge ever the answer?:yeah
Is everyone like an open book to you?:no
Do you keep your mouth shut in public for fear of sounding stupid?:sometimes
Does your IQ mean much?:yeah
I grant you three wishes.:i'll have to think about that one
Yet Another Overused Way of Questioning Due to Utter Lack of Originality:
Passiveness or aggression?:depends
Clinginess or detachment?:detachment
Flattery or honesty?:honesty
Passion or reason?:both
Liberal or conservative?:a healthy mix
To listen or to talk?:listen
To discriminate or to be hurt?:niether
Friends or lovers?:friends
Money or fame?:money
Power or freedom?:freedom
Pain or numbness?:numbness
(the rest of these don’t require much thought) Night or day?:night
Marilyn Manson or Justin Timberlake?:niether
Pink or Evanescence?:ecanescence
Nine Inch Nails or Blink 182?:blink 182
Bowling for Soup or Tool?:bowling for soup
Kittie or Britney Spears?:neither
Ani or Madonna?:neither
Malice Mizer or F4?:neither
Escargot or no?:what?
Johnny Depp or Orlando Bloom?:oh please don't make me choose!!!
United States or Canada?:us
Felines or canines?:doggies!
Charlie’s Angels or Kill Bill?:never seen kill bill so charlies angels
Chicago or The Hours?:chicago! i love that movie! the hours just sucked
The Lords of the Rings or The Matrices?:LORD OF THE RINGS BABY!
Summer or winter?:summer
Finding Nemo or Scary Movie 3?:finding nemo
Newsweek or Playboy?:neither
Renee Zellweger or Angelina Jolie?:angelina jolie
Buy CD or burn CD?:burn
I'm out of questions, but this thing won't load until I get to #75.:well that sucks...

Various Identities for your F***ed up Self brought to you by BZOINK!

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:: 2004 14 January :: 9.26 pm

hello. i'm am in a very bad mood this week. this week sucks so much u have no idea. exams r tomorrow. grr on exams. i hope i pass them. they're scary. ya know what else is scary? megan's picture for msn. her eyes r freaky! but thats ok we all luv her anyway! lol. hey i actually laughed! omg! i laughed during this awful week! yay! well i g2g. but one more thing b4 i forget, me and ron r plotting a way to kill mr. relich so if any of u would like to help just let me know ok? thanks!

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:: 2004 10 January :: 12.03 pm

hello my wonderful friends. yesterday i went to basketball game and the dance after it. i had so much fun you have no idea. but i wont go into detail about it. i'm so bored now. grr on be bored. nothing to do. but i g2g!

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:: 2004 2 January :: 5.10 pm

hey. i just got back from kansas city. it was *SO* much fun! but i am very saddened to return and find everyone in the middle of some big fight!?! whats going on? i think i know both sides and from hearing them i have come to a conclusion that u prolly don't care about but i'm going to put it in here anyway. Jacqui, i understand what u r saying. i know what happened last year between u and that person and u have every right to be mad. but i have to ask u, has she done anything this year that would make u put something like that in your journal? did she say anything about u or something? cuz if she didn't (and i say this with complete respect for u) just move on. forget about it. u don't have to be friend with everyone but u don't have to be enemies with them either. i luv u so please dont take this the wrong way ok?

this is to the person jacqui was writing to (idk if everyone knows or not so i just wont say ur name) and i luv u too so don't take this the wrong way either. jacqui does have some points. i mean it really was a stupid thing to get mad at her for. it shouldn't have been taken the way it was.

i don't want to take any sides because u r both my friends but i think u both just have to get over it. well gotta fly. see ya.

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