:: 2004 1 August :: 8.46 pm
:: Mood: crushed

my last days with Megan...
i just got off the phone with Megan. shes in Ohio. she left yesterday. i guess it didn't really even hit me that they were gone until we drove by their house today and someone else's cars were in their driveway. it almost made me cry all over again. but we spent all weekend together so that was fun. friday we went and saw the village and it was AWESOME!!! if anyone wants to go and see it i'll come with u k? then saturday we were just together the whole time until she left. justin was there too and it was fun but when they were leaving... idk. it was just really really hard to say goodbye.

~RE~

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:: 2004 28 July :: 8.58 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: ASAOK by.... idk

1 moo | someone say moo

:: 2004 27 July :: 12.12 am

i'll cry for you whenever you need me to. remember that k? i love you.

~Re~

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:: 2004 22 July :: 6.43 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: and the hero will drown by story of the year

someone say moo

:: 2004 20 July :: 8.47 pm

old people....
so today we went to visit mrs.tillmen (friend of the family) in a nursing home. gah, it smelled like old! and her room mate was crazy. she wouldn't stop rambling about how she needed to "go" and then she randomly shouted "MOM!!!" and then she started moaning. if i ever get that way, i give u all permission to shoot me mk?

~Re~

someone say moo

:: 2004 13 July :: 5.31 pm

so dang busy yet super bored with nothing to do. rah, i hate summer.

~Tree~

someone say moo

:: 2004 5 July :: 4.32 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Donna by FM Static

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:: 2004 2 July :: 7.25 pm
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: My Private Nation by Train

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:: 2004 29 June :: 5.18 pm

its official. rachel is gone forever. she left yesterday for the navy. she'll be gone for anywhere between 6-8 years and shes not visiting until christmas. she will be missed greatly until she returns.

but on a lighter note, the little chitlen (aka: josh) can now say uh-oh, mama, and da. hes still having trouble with the other da. hehe. and he can almost crawl. joy. i cant wait until he can crawl and i get to chase him everywhere....

~Re~

someone say moo

:: 2004 28 June :: 6.48 pm

How to make a Cherie

Ingredients: 3 parts friendliness 1 part self-sufficiency 3 parts beauty

Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion

:: 2004 28 June :: 6.14 pm

meh
drivers training started today. what joy. i guess its not that bad cuz i know almost everyone there but its still boring. who wants to sit and listen to *shudders* THEM talk? not i.

~Re~

someone say moo

:: 2004 27 June :: 11.50 pm

FIRE!!
hehe. today at dance practice some of the adults were cooking in the kitchen and the fire alarms went off. then like 20 minutes later a fire truck came with 3 un-uniformed men. haha. they were late AND un-uniformed. thats pretty scary. but it made my day to see a fire truck with real firemen. lol.

~Re~

someone say moo

:: 2004 26 June :: 11.32 am
:: Mood: upset

i didn't think it would hurt this much
my dad came today to pick me and jonathan up, or so i thought. he said that i was being disrespectful to him last time we talked and he didn't want me to come over to his house anymore. i didn't think it would hurt as much as it did considering i don't even want to go over there but it did. i just feel so broken.... so alone. i really don't like him at all but he's my dad and he basically said he didn't want to see me anymore. i have no idea what to do.

~Tree~

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:: 2004 25 June :: 7.45 pm

i just made an aol im account so add me k? fishyrere

~Re~

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:: 2004 24 June :: 5.45 pm

it feels good to be home. but kinda not. i just got back from camp :) it was sooooo much fun! i miss it already. it was my first year as a worker. i cant wait to go back. only 360 days left. camp is great! hehe. it was so funny, on sunday me and ryan were walking together and i was holding josh and he was pushing the stroller and jason (someone from some other state) thought that we were married and josh was our kid. lol. it was pretty funny. well i must be off now. i'll return later and tell of more camp adventures.

~Re~

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:: 2004 19 June :: 3.59 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Death of Season by AFI

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:: 2004 17 June :: 8.57 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

i just found out what a stupid loser my dad is. i always knew it but not to the extent i now know it. he lied to my face and said somethings about my mom he had no right to say. he angers me so much! he knows how to make me mad like no other.

~Re~

someone say moo

:: 2004 12 June :: 7.13 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: My First Stereo by FM Static

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:: 2004 10 June :: 7.18 pm
:: Mood: giggly

hehe. crazy old people
i found something that made me giggle today. it was quite funny until someone (wont mention any names) *coughmomcough* ruined it for me. just let me have my fun ok? and don't make fun of me it really was funny to me. anyways... we were driving down Becker and this old guy goes to check his mail. nothing was in it so he started to close his mailbox but then he just jerked it back open cuz ya know, something COULD have appeard. hehe. but still he had no luck. there was no mail for him today. but do u think he would give up that easy? no way! he had to stand there and stare in the mail box like there was mail in it or if he stared long enough some would just come for him. crazy old people. someone should just shoot them and put them out of their misery. *shakes head* i'm never gonna be old and crazy like that. nope. no oldness for Cherie. anyways... i found it quite funny until my mom said he prolly had an insect problem or something that he was checking out. i still think hes crazy.

~Re~

1 moo | someone say moo

:: 2004 8 June :: 5.49 pm
:: Music: Murder by Bride

someone say moo

:: 2004 7 June :: 7.56 pm

if only words could express how much u mean to me... but they cant. i love u all and dont want to lose u.

~Re~

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:: 2004 3 June :: 5.53 pm
:: Mood: chipper

i will never go down wipple street again
hehe. me and megan went on a bike ride today... it was scary. we went down myers lake to 18 mile and turned right cuz we were trying to get to wipple street but it was the wrong way and we got lost. so we called her sister and she told us to take pine road to myers lake but we went the other way and took it to 19 mile. did u know 19 mile was a dirt road? i sure didn't. it was crazy cuz when we started going down it something (i'm not quite sure what) made this really awful sound and it was just strange. then this really scary kid was riding his bike and he look at us like we were the devil or something. ok so then we get to myers lake again and start heading home and we find wipple street. so we decide home can wait... big mistake. its a dirt road as well and dirt roads just scare me for some reason. anyways, we go down it and it just smells like a dead animal. it was so grose. then we keep going and see a dead... thing... we think it used to be a deer but who knows? it was messed up and in a puddle with tires in it. but because we're stupid we keep going and theres this truck just parked in the middle of the road a little ways down and it didn't look like anyone was in there. so we stop for a minute and we both looked away from the truck and i looked back and it was just gone. it freaked us out. so we decided to get out of there. how smart are we eh? lol. then there was this kid in a golf cart on the side of the road and a van passed us with either a man in it or a very manly woman. we could figure it out. lol. anyway, thats my story and i guess i'm done now except to say... NO MORE SCHOOL! yay. im not a freshmen anymore.

~Tree~

someone say moo

:: 2004 2 June :: 9.32 pm
:: Mood: very sad. very very sad.

*cries*
i have returned from my little soccer thing with very very very very VERY sad news. *cries and can barely get the words out* Hazel is... hes.... well... hes quitting soccer. no more coaching. it sux! i only got him for one year and he stops. no fair. *sighs* he should come back. like now.

~Re~

someone say moo

:: 2004 1 June :: 7.14 pm
:: Mood: bored

i'm so bored. theres nothing to do here anymore. i used to not be bored at home very much cuz i always had someting to do. i don't know what happened but the things i used to do don't interest me anymore. its just boring. i wanna do something. i have really done anything in a really long time. i feel like a caged animal or something. so if anyone wants to do anything, i'm open to suggestions.

~Re~

someone say moo

:: 2004 29 May :: 4.53 pm
:: Music: yellow card

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