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2006 10 September :: 6.23pm
5 Years. They may have fallen. But they still stand high in our hearts.
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2006 10 September :: 1.29am
I don't know why that bothered me so much, but it just did.
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2006 7 September :: 7.29pm
Ah, I'm done with school for the week. I'm leaving early tomorrow morning to go to Wheatland with Rueben and his family. I'm not sure exactly how that's all going to be.
I'm doing my laundry right now, a much needed task, since I haven't done in the two weeks since I've been here.
michelle
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2006 7 September :: 2.33pm
School is going well so far, I like all my class' for the most part. I have to go to the book store to get a workbook for french but I am not looking forward to that considering that on tuesday when I was in there the line wrapped around the entire store atleast once and you have to check you bag at the door.
I think I will join some student groups. There aren't amn that seem interesting but I want to get to know some people and try to get some of the college experience that I missed oh so much last year at davenport. Man I wish I could find some people I knew from school to hang out with on campus and what not. It would be nice to have a few freinds to grab lunch with or hang out at my house, or sometihng. I geuss I am just looking to make sure that I make the best of my situation and I am dying for some socail activity and those of you who know me well enough know that I am intimidaited by large crowds. *sigh*
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Jacqui-Chan
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2006 6 September :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Acoustic #3
What's the point in all this screaming? No one's listening anyway.
Josh and I, ONE MONTH tomorrow. Seems longer, but shorter at the same time. It's weird. I like it though. I love him. I love the feeling when I see him for the first time of the day. And then the feeling everytime I see him after that. I love that we don't fight. Our first official argument was over him not going to the doctor. His wrist has been hurting him for a while now, but he refuses to see a doctor. He finally said he'd ask Julie (a nurse and family friend) about it. I agreed to that compromise. Anyway, the point is that I love him. I really can see this lasting. It's different than JD and I... it's more real. He makes me better, and I do the same for him. He's like my gaurdian angel or something. It's amazing.
Yep, pretty much awesome.
I should probably jet though. Can't go to sleep late anymore... not when I have to wake up at 5:30 in the morning. So check ya' later peeps.
Mucho amor a todos,
Jacquelyn
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2006 6 September :: 9.55am
I hate receiveable accounting. They are stupid. They are mean. I hate them.
They suck.
They are stupid, stupid, stupid.
:(
They charged me for not paying my tuition, which, I did, on Friday.
They suck.
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Kate
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2006 6 September :: 3.37pm
My literature teacher is a polish Mrs. Dolbee!
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Iron-Cipher
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2006 6 September :: 2.37am
Searching for purpose beyond my own horizion.
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2006 5 September :: 2.33pm
I just realized that I've had my journal here for four and a half years. That's crazy. I grew up here, with woohu. I could never thank Gunny enough for giving me this journal, as I'm sure many of you feel the same.
From eighth grade to Central, I've changed so much, just as the rest of us have.
I just thought I'd take a moment to reflect on that, since so much has happened these past four and half years that make me really amazed that I can go back and remember who and how I use to be.
I'm glad I'm here with all of you. I'm glad I'm still here, and you're here, and we all still can stay caught up.
Thank you Gunny!
michelle
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2006 5 September :: 2.28pm
I want to know everything in the entire world.
I want to meet everyone in the entire world.
Most of all, I want to feel everything I am able to feel.
Step out of the darkness,
And into the light.
The brightness may blind you,
But the chance is worthwhile.
michelle
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2006 4 September :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: calm
happy labor day.
mine was/is.
except they closed the cafeteria this weekend.
jackasses.
:)
the moths are fliting around the light-so close to a death that they cannot resist.
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2006 4 September :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: content
http://public.fotki.com/Kate-in-Poland/
If you would like to see my life in Poland, go here periodically: http://public.fotki.com/Kate-in-Poland/ There is also a journal there that you can read about my life too. I probably won't update that much, but check now and then. I'd update this, but I think it's easier to just keep it all together on that site.
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2006 4 September :: 12.23am
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
Gave you the best that I have
So, so long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
I hate the winter, in Lexington
I hate the winter, in Lexington
In Lexington, Lexington, Lexington.
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2006 1 September :: 10.56pm
i am getting a jeep wrangler and guess what it will eventually look like
stupid i know but ha eff all you
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2006 1 September :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: Whose Line is it Anyway
In this river all shall fade to black...
Josh is perfect. He told me that if he ever found out someone made me cry he'd beat them. He said I have never and will never deserve that pain. He told me that I'm amazing, and that he never wants to leave me. We never fight, we never hurt eachother. We'd never do something stupid that we know the other would dislike. We love eachother. When he looks at me I know that he doesn't want anyone else, he just wants me. And he doesn't care that I'm a dork, and that I do stupid stuff. He just cares about me the way I am and wouldn't have it any other way. I like that a LOT! He is the jealous type, but he doesn't care that I'm friends with Cory. He even told me to keep a picture of Cory and I from prom, up in my room. Of course it is next to what will soon be a picture of Josh and I from Homecoming this year. Hmm... perfection.
So Josh's family is coming over on Sunday for a lunch/dinner. My Dad is making this thing called beer can chicken. Very redneck... but very good. When Josh told his dad about it he said "Oh, we're goin'!" I thought that was funny. His Mom's all nervous though, she said she's weird around new people. I doubt that though... she's SO outgoing. It would be odd to see her be shy. Anyway, I hope it all goes well. I think Rob and my dad will get along, but I'm not completely sure about the moms. They're a bit different than one another. We'll see I guess. If all goes as planned they'll be friends and be much more comfortable with Josh and I being together. ROCK ON!!
Anywho, I should get going now. Gotta' do absolutely nothing and wait for the fam. to get back home. Peace out home skillet. Love.
-Jac-
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2006 1 September :: 1.01pm
So, last night my roommates came home drunk, again. They opened the fridge and all of their beers crashed on the floor, making a loud noise. Then the RA's came in and looked around, and needless to say, although i wasn't drinking, i got my name taken.
This is my roommates' second offense in a week. They got an illegal drug violation the first night they were here. My other roommate is moving out due to finances, so i figure I'll be living alone here in a couple weeks. You get three violations and you are done at CMU. heh.
Anyway, told the parents so if they got a call they would know what's going on. It's all good. Hopefully. The worst thing that is going to happen is that I'll get a 150 dollar fine, which I'm not going to pay for because I didn't do anything. Whatever.
michelle
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2006 31 August :: 1.07pm
:: Mood: contemplative
So pretty much just chillin here in the library for a while. My next class is at three (my biology lecture). I really love this library. It's pretty neat.
When I woke up this morning, there was a guy sleeping on my living room floor. It was one of my roommates friends, but they had already left for class, Hollie and I just locked him in when we left.
Whatever.
The two of them (my two roommates) polished off eight beers last night. I showed them how to open them (they were glass bottles) on the edge of the desk.
I wonder what their livers are going to look like in twenty years.
it's pretty cool, i guess.
-michelle
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2006 30 August :: 3.25pm
:: Mood: pensive
We Wear the Mask
We wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes—
This debt we pay to human guile;
With torn and bleeding hearts we smile,
And mouth with myriad subtleties.
Why should the world be over-wise,
In counting all our tears and sighs?
Nay, let them only see us, while
We wear the mask.
We smile, but, O great Christ, our cries
To thee from tortured souls arise.
We sing, but oh the clay is vile
Beneath our feet, and long the mile;
But let the world dream otherwise,
We wear the mask!
-Paul Dunbar
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2006 30 August :: 2.58pm
Okay, I have all my financial shit figured out. Right now I owe about two hundred dollars-which I can totally deal with. Whew!
Well, I believe I'm going to be in my hall government, so next year i can be a RA and get free room and board.
Lovely.
Michelle
[edit] And I only had to wait for an hour and fourty minutes in line!
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2006 30 August :: 12.09pm
School starts in 6 days. 6. That's it. No more summer. Just one last year of high school. One last year in Cedar. One last year safe, secure, at home. One last year with the people I've known my whole life. One last chance to make lifelong friendships. One last chance to prove myself. One chance to make this the best year of my life so far. It's starting out okay. Hopefully it'll keep going. My goal is to have at least a 3.9 GPA this year. I want to graduate summa cum laude SO badly!!! You don't even know. And I'm retaking my ACT's, again, in February just to try to get a little bit higher. Right now I have a 27. This year is all about school. Luckily Josh feels the same. He said he's gonna' do all he can to get to bed by 9 o' clock every night just so he won't be tired at school. Plus he wants to get good grades, he wants to have a 4.0 in college for goodness sakes. The kid is crazier than me!! And I like that. Hopefully between my goals and him pushing me I'll get a 4.0 or higher this year. I have a 3.67 right now... so I have some work. But I can do it. Especially since my new thing is that I DON'T lose. Josh told me that one... and I like it.
Anyway, I should get going. Mucho amor a todos.
-Jacqui-
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2006 30 August :: 10.38am
:: Mood: aggravated
Ugh.
i have to figure out all of this financial shit today.
The financial aid office is stupid, stupid, stupid.
They need to actually apply my financial aid to my account so i can take classes. Hmm, that's a new idea right there.
But, I have to go over and talk to them before my english class at noon.
Blah.
michelle
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2006 29 August :: 10.21am
work is great i just think i've lost the purpose to go. 56 hours this week....yay for me :(....then i dont get to see her on the weekend so all i want to do is spend 3 hours with her before i go to work and i cant even do that.
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2006 28 August :: 10.16am
Plan B is now available without a prescription.
How did that ever happen with a Republican President? To tell you the truth, I don't care. I'm just glad it's happened.
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2006 28 August :: 10.03am
:: Mood: envious
I just had my first class- computers and society. It's a huge lecture class with about 250 people in it.
I feel so sheltered here sometimes. In the library the book shelves move along a track so they can be squished together or moved, to allow for more books in less space. I just found it so cool, considering the cedar library is about the size of my dorm room. Just little things like that make me feel like I was cheated out of some things growing up in cedar.
I'm getting along a little better with everyone. It is known in the towers that my floor is the party floor. As soon as the elevator doors open you can feel the bass. You can't really hear the bass (it's too loud), but you can defineately feel it. Our RA is cool too. He pretty much told us that he doesn't care what we do, as long as we don't drink in the dorm. A bunch of us were in the hallway Saturday night, defineatly not sober, talking to him. I made a sign and put it on his door that says,
" I want to be the little man who turns the light on and off in the fridge."
I do good work.
Next, I have my English class at noon. I'm actually excited about that, and hopefully everything goes well, considering English is most likely going to be my major.
When I was reading Jane Eyre in the study room yesterday, I met a really nice guy who lives down the hall. There are some cool people here at Central.
-Michelle
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2006 27 August :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: tired, but HAPPY
Stone Sour -Looking at you through the glass
Josh told me he loves me. And I believe it. When we look at eachother it's like there's no one else in the world. I love that. I new I'd fall in love with him. You can tell it'll happen immediately. I love love love being in love. He treats me like a princess. You know the only argument we've gotten in so far is over who's more perfect. I say he is, he says I am. We're just always happy to be together. I like that a lot. Our relationship is completely perfect (at least so far...).
Oh wait, I forgot. There is one thing that is not so perfect. His mom. See, she seems to think we spend too much time together. She told him not to get too attatched. My parents think she's crazy. They LOVE Josh... they think he is it. They talk about him like he's their son-in-law or something. My Mom is even driving him all the way to Calvin Christian tomorrow just so that he can go to a baseball game with Steph and I. That does NOT happen. I just don't get why his mom doesn't want us to hang out so much. I keep trying to figure out what I did wrong... but I can't find anything. I hope I didn't do something bad that I didn't realize was bad at the time. I just want her to like me. His dad seems to, and Tyler is in love with me. Ty hangs out with just me and is perfectly fine with it. It's just his mom... which, by the way, is the last person you want not liking you. UGH!!!!
Anyway, I've gotta' jet. Love ya' all. See ya' tomorrow... if you're at school that is. Peace out.
-J-
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