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snowman

:: 2006 3 June :: 11.55am

well turn onto old alpine from alpine DONT try to take it at 110, espically when you have been drinkin. not good, if you go by there the skid makes are from me and Unk. lol i actually didnt get an MIP(edit) and i told the cop i was a minor and i had been drinkin.

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m&ms487

:: 2006 2 June :: 9.29pm

"I want what is yours, and I want what is mine"


It's like putting the kool aid into the pitcher and watching the water turn a lovely shade of translucent red.

It all dissolves into a homologous mixture, each part containing equal parts of the solution.

Except, it's never really that perfect. It's all very unequal upon closer inspection.

A closer inspection reveals what you may have never known as the fruity, sugary goodness flows down your throat.

someone say moo


brokenmentality

:: 2006 2 June :: 4.31pm

i was just reading some of my old entries. i should have seen this coming, and yet how naive i was to still be so happy.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 1 June :: 6.49am

New Ringtone
Okay all.... I have officially made the coolest ringtone in the world.

"Curl in a ball, grab your ankles. Stretch out your back till your vertebre crack. Bend your left knee, leverage is key. Fight the gorlax. It's the lick your own butthole party dance."

That would be joe's ringer.

someone say moo


joeydomina

:: 2006 1 June :: 6.18am

does anyone know when graduation is tonight? thanks if you do.

oh and i need the time lol.

bye JOey

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joeydomina

:: 2006 1 June :: 1.09am
:: Mood: okay

So Proud
I am so proud of my babe. After everything that she and I have been through, mainly her, she still managed to get her diploma and everything. The ceremony is tonight and she is all worried about it but she has nothing to worry about. She's my girl, of course she'll do great. I'm gonna hate it though because I really wont be able to see her once college starts up. :( I'll have to deal with it though. After all we've survived this long together. Hehe. almost 9 months officially now. I love her with all that I can.

Love always,
Your Boy

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m&ms487

:: 2006 31 May :: 3.49pm

You send me off,
With wishes of
Good Health and Good times.

Forget-me-nots line the road,
and i'm not suppose to
look back, but i do.

It's not your fault
But my very own
Don't look back and see me here.

I am stagnant,
in a pool
of my own blood and tears.

someone say moo


swimfan14

:: 2006 29 May :: 10.51pm

This weekend was pretty good.

Friday I went out to dinner with my dad, Stacy, Luke, Mandy, and Danielle. Afterwards we went to Cold Stone and then Luke came over. We sat on my roof and looked at the stars! It was pretty cute.
Saturday Luke came over and we also had a cook out with some of our family. My little cousins all came over. They are so cute. Later I went to Mikki's bonfire. We played this game with April and her boyfriend against me and Elyse. I don't know what it was called, but it was really fun. They lost both times haha. Afterwards Elyse spent the night.
Sunday we went up to Brower and up on the Muskegon River on my uncles boat. It was pretty awesome. There was so many people from school there and we got chased by this crazy lady on the sandbar. Good times.
Today I had to babysit Kamie's baby Kelsie. She's so cute! Afterwards I went to Lukes and that is pretty much my weekend.

I'm pretty excited because my dad is getting a boat now! We used to have a house boat and we would stay in it almost every night at the marina, but I don't think he wants that big of a boat anymore. I don't know. We'll see, but I'm pretty stoaked about that.

Four more days left of school. Yesss!!

Ashley----<3

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bleedingsun

:: 2006 29 May :: 6.35pm

A Recollection

And the studying begins.

After a half an hour of just gathering materials, (notes, worksheets, quizzes) I am finally ready to start remembering all the information I've forgotten in the last few months. This will take awhile.

I'm dreading tomorrow. Math never has been a strength of mine.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 28 May :: 12.20am

I saw x3.... could have been much better. but angel kicked butt so i was happy about that. hopefully he has a bigger part and more ass-kickery in the next one. haha. so umm yeah i have nothing else but to say or ask if anyone knows what i can do on monday or sunday. lol. i'll talk to you later.

Joey

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Jacqui-Chan

:: 2006 27 May :: 12.01am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: silence

bonfires...
I'm never going to get what I want, am I? I'm never going to be able to do stuff that I went, have a late curfew, have a guy love me back. I'm not going to get what I want ever. Why can't I just except that? Life is not going to work that way... it never has, and never will. His friends are always going to talk badly about me, they're always going to think I'm a loser, a bitch, a controlling freak. I'll never fit in, and he'll never let me. I'll never kiss him, hug him, hold his hand, or feel his touch again. I'm always just going to be his friend. I'm going to be his friend in the way that Jamie is, not the way Katie is. I'll never be the one he hugs and messes with and gives back rubs. I'll never be the one he flirts with and laughs with. I'll always be the one who's making him look like an ass. I'll always be the one trying not to cry. And in the end I'll always end up going home repeating over and over to myself that he doesn't matter, and that I'll find someone better.

I'll never be what he wants, but I'll always be what he needs. And I'll always love him... even though I won't always like him. I hate the pain I feel... it hurts worse than anything ever has before. And trust me, I know pain... I really really do. Physical pain is nothing compared to this. I just want to be the one he wants. I want someone to want me too... and I want it to be him. Why do I have to still want him? Why do I still have to love him? Why can't he just still love me?

Why am I even asking? I'll never know the answer... but I'll always wonder... and I'll always miss him. Always.

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Jacqui-Chan

:: 2006 22 May :: 8.45pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: The Real Thing :Bou Bice

Tell me that it's fate drivin' me insane.
So, I really cannot get over him. I just can't. I literally cry myself to sleep a LOT thinking about him. It drives me nuts. What I like, however, is that he hasn't gotten over me yet either. He kissed me tonight. We had a serious talk, which ended in tears, then I showed him my scrapbook and pictures of us. (Amazing pictures!) Then I asked if I should do a page devoted to us or not, and he kissed me. That was his way of saying "yes" I suppose. We just laughed after that. We wrestled and laughed and talked and had the BEST time. I wish he could hold me forever. I wish he could kiss me forever. I just love the feeling being with him gives me. Yep, *sigh* I'm in love. Funny how that's not always good though, huh?

Anyway, I should jet. I just thought I'd gush about everything. But now it's sleepy shower time... and then maybe early to bed. Who knows, I could definetly use the sleep.

Anyway, I'll check ya' later loves.

-Jacqui-

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joeydomina

:: 2006 22 May :: 9.01am

Clarify
Ok I am going to clarify the cell phone thing more easily.

I can take any song from any cd that either you or I have and edit it or put it in whole onto your cell phone by use of a usb data transfer cable. I need the specific data transfer cable for your phone so that would be all that U would pay for or I would pay for it and you pay me a few bucks or just a reimbursment but either way a much better deal because the few bucks you would pay me would be a one time payment. you can do this anytime you want as long as i'm available which shouldnt be any problem. I wont charge but once and just enough to pay for the cable. besides that there are no other charges. i enjoy doing it far to much to charge for it besides the data cable. so if you want anything transfered off of any phones onto a new one or anything put on your new one let me know. I can also put any images on your cell phone no matter the size.

thanks to all who are interested.
Joey

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swimfan14

:: 2006 21 May :: 7.06pm

This weekend was pretty fun. Friday I went over to Lukes and had dinner and I stayed the night. Saturday we woke up at like 5:30am and we had to leave for Three Rivers because that's where his AAU tournament was. They won all three games and they won against one of the best teams in Michigan so that was really exciting. He claims that I'm his good luck charm because if he's thinking about me then he'll do good and if I'm there then they win and since they haven't been winning at all these last few weekends and this was the first one I went to then I guess that is true haha. We went out to eat a lot since there was a huge gap in between games and then Saturday night I stayed the night at his house again and on Sunday he had more games so we went back, but this time we didn't have to wake up so early. They did really good this weekend and I'm really happy.


Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way.

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m&ms487

:: 2006 21 May :: 7.47am
:: Mood: apathetic

School is done.

Now I get to look forward to working. at meijer. at the service desk. for six an hour. bitches.

It was fun while it lasted, i guess.

Now i get to go to college, that's the scary part.

Mine and Rueben's two year anniversary was Friday. It seems like we've been together forever....
He got me flowers and last night we went out to eat and then we fell asleep together. I love falling asleep with him. It's the only time when I feel safe. I can curl up next to him and know he won't let anything hurt me. It's a wonderful feeling.

i miss band.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 20 May :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: you're beautiful - james blunt

9 months
Jess and I have been going out for 9 months unofficially which I totally didnt celebrate with her today so I have to make it up to her. I will do my best at it.

With all my love

In other news i know how to set-up cell phones and transfer ringtones and such so if you have a few bucks or something let me know cuz i totally pwn people on doing that kind of stuff. what now bizzitches

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snowman

:: 2006 20 May :: 12.13pm

FOREVER FRIDAYS
every friday night the Tat 2 Kid is goin to be tattooing at my place, to come you have to be 18 or older and only people 21 and up can drink. unless you make it onto the V.I.P. list. there is a $5 cover charge to get into the door

if you are 21 and older 5 bucks will get you a cup that you can tap the 2 kegs all night long.

people come and support Forever

my number is (616)835-5896

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swimfan14

:: 2006 18 May :: 10.32pm

Omg.

I can't believe Marissa died on The O.C.

That pretty much ruined the whole entire show.

She was my favorite person, ever.

*cries*

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snowman

:: 2006 18 May :: 9.42pm

it takes a lot of sand to be a turtledove

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 17 May :: 4.01am

open house

june 10th 2:00-5:00
my house.

be there.

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tonyp.

:: 2006 16 May :: 10.39pm

TATTOO PARTY THIS FRIDAY

BIG BIG PARTY
anyone want a tattoo or piercings replay or call

520-1993

please we need your help and support.

someone say moo


bleedingsun

:: 2006 14 May :: 9.48pm
:: Music: Admit it! - Say Anything

Maybe this will wake you up.

I love this song.

Read more..

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swimfan14

:: 2006 14 May :: 3.43pm

Sometimes we just have to let some things go.


joeydomina

:: 2006 14 May :: 1.22am

Ahh What a B-day
I had such a great birthday. I didnt get anything except the tattoo from my cousin. oh well. not like anyone cares *cries* lol

in other news

I am selling a Snowboard complete with bindings and boots if anyone is interested. any one want info let me know. minimum willing to sell for is $150 but the board has only been used twice. great great great buy

Joey

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ladybug04

:: 2006 13 May :: 11.08pm

This is Disturbing
A German Man is sentenced to death for being a cannibal.. read on:

FRANKFURT, Germany - A man who admitted killing and eating an acquaintance he met on the Internet was convicted of murder and sentenced to life in prison Tuesday, following his retrial in a case that engrossed and appalled Germany.

Armin Meiwes, a 44-year-old computer technician, also was convicted of disturbing the peace of the dead. His lawyers had argued that the Frankfurt state court should instead convict him of the lesser offense of “killing on demand,” on the grounds that he was only following his victim’s wishes.

The retrial of Meiwes opened in January. It was held after a federal appeals court overturned his initial manslaughter conviction to allow prosecutors to seek a tougher sentence.

At the retrial, Meiwes renewed a detailed confession, telling the court his version of the grisly details of the March 2001 killing of Bernd Juergen Brandes at Meiwes’ home in the central town of Rotenburg.

Meiwes said Brandes — who had traveled from Berlin after answering his Internet posting under the pseudonym “Franky” seeking a young man for “slaughter and consumption” — wanted to be stabbed to death after drinking a bottle of cold medicine to lose consciousness. He testified that Brandes, 43, had wanted to “be eaten alive.”

“Otherwise, I would never have done it,” Meiwes, who captured the killing on video, told the court during the trial.

‘I didn’t want to kill him’
Meiwes also maintained that Brandes had urged him to carry out further killings after his death.

Still, the defendant claimed he had hesitated before going through with the act.

“I wanted to eat him — I didn’t want to kill him,” he told the court.

Police tracked down and arrested Meiwes in December 2002 after a student in Austria alerted them to a message Meiwes had posted on the Internet seeking a man willing to be killed and eaten.

In early 2004, a court in the city of Kassel convicted Meiwes of manslaughter and sentenced him to 8 years in prison, but prosecutors appealed the verdict.

Federal judges overturned the original ruling last year and ordered a retrial, arguing the lower court, in rejecting murder charges, failed to give sufficient consideration to the sexual motive behind the killing.

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