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swimfan14

:: 2006 4 April :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: Confused

Our first little fight.....ahhh..

We could end up broken hearted, if we don't remember why all this started and if they try to tell you that love fades with time, tell them there's no such thing as time.


joeydomina

:: 2006 4 April :: 1.18pm

You scored as Christianity. Your views are most similar to those of Christianity. Do more research on Christianity and possibly consider being baptized and accepting Jesus, if you aren't already Christian.

Christianity is the second of the Abrahamic faiths; it follows Judaism and is followed by Islam. It differs in its belief of Jesus, as not a prophet nor historical figure, but as God in human form. The Holy Trinity is the concept that God takes three forms: the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Ghost (sometimes called Holy Spirit). Jesus taught the idea of instead of seeking revenge, one should love his or her neighbors and enemies. Christians believe that Jesus died on the cross to save humankind and forgive people's sins.

Christianity

83%

Judaism

67%

Buddhism

50%

Hinduism

50%

Satanism

42%

Paganism

38%

Islam

17%

agnosticism

4%

atheism

0%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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joeydomina

:: 2006 3 April :: 10.30pm

new update.

well jess and i are doing so much better even though nothing was ever wrong. we are at that point were we can finish each other's sentences and know almost exactly what the other person is thinking. (given most of the time its about the other person but still) she is the girl i want to marry and want to have a family with. i'm sorry ladies but i'm taken full on by this girl.

in other news.... the garbage company is open for business so if you want to get ahold of me you can by using my BUSINESS line (616)901-4044 so umm yeah let me know k. i gots to go bye JOey

(and 40 days till my b-day) yay go me

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swimfan14

:: 2006 3 April :: 9.59pm

Well these are fun...

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 3 April :: 11.29am
:: Music: Trisha Yearwood: Angels in Waiting

spring break.... boring.. relaxing.. but boring. i asked keegan to get some days off.. but noo.. im alone all week during the day. both my best friends are gone.. so im stuck babysitting.

good news though.. my moms giving me her gand am! woooooo. im so excited. i have to finish paying it off.. but theres only 2 grand left on it. this is my graduation and birthday present. finally i'll have a NICE dependable car. i've ALWAYS loved her car... i really wanted it when i was queen cuz it was red.. lol, but nows good too! as soon as everythings set.. which i think is gonna be tomorrow... i need to start looking for another job. i REALLY wanna work at logans. not just because keegan works there, but because you make more money working there than most other resturants. keegans friend tommy works at Branns and said on a BUSY saturday night he walks out with 130.. but at logans on a busy saturday night servers walk out with around 190. hmmm... pretty big difference there.

i cleaned today... that was my excitement.

OH, my moms getting an Aztec. it's blue and BEAUTIFUL. i dont really like aztecs, but the color seriously makes it like the coolest vehicle ever. its so pretty.

one of the BEST love songs of all time is "hold on to me" by john micheal montgomery. download it. it reminds me SO much of me and keegan. we dont have a song yet though. odd... 17 months and we still dont have one. thats ok, it'll come to us. THATS right... 17 months and breaking up has never even been an option. i think when a relationship turns to an "on and off again" relationship.. its time to end it. because obviously neither person are happy anymore. personal opinion. whatever though... im just so happy. :)

could it be? are there still a few GOOD clingans? i must say... i thought hell must have froze over yesterday. chris is gone, and the rest of his family is FINALLY starting come around and respect my mom. throughout the divorce and even towards the end of their marriage.. the hardest part for me was seeing how my mom was being treated. she's the strongest woman i know. i cant imagine being one of those kids who "hates" their mom. she's the one thing that holds me together.

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tonyp.

:: 2006 3 April :: 1.36pm

ive never been more misserible in my life.....some of this shit just isent fair.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 3 April :: 12.30pm
:: Mood: Excited
:: Music: Cascada-Everytime We Touch

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I guess I'll update really quick.

Saturday we went to the beach all day and went to all the little shops and then we went to the pool which is an everyday thing for us.
Sunday we went to the pool and then we went to Johns Pass and shopped. It was really pretty there and it is all over the ocean and then we went out to dinner at this resturant on the ocean.
Today we are going out on the boat to go find dolphins and then we have a party to go to later.

There's this little boy named Jake that goes to the pool everyday and he's the cutest little boy ever. I am basically in love with him. I winked at him in the pool and he didn't even know what to do. He just smiled at me. Haha. I shall keep him.

Ahh this weird thing happened yesterday with these two boys that are staying in the same condo as us. I guess I'll explain it later since I'm out of time.

I dig my toes into the sand. The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket. I lean against the wind, pretend that I am weightless and in this moment I am happy.

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here.

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miniredhawk

:: 2006 3 April :: 12.20am

Thursday night, 6pm, Craigs Cruisers on 54th street and Clyde Park, thats where my birthday party is at, be there or be square

Comment and let me know if you'll be there or not!

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 2 April :: 9.54am

pretty much even tv isnt safe anymore. stupid whore. uhh.

but anyways... yesterday keegan popped his shoulder out of joint again at practice. he picked me up from work and told me and i was like "yeah ok, i know what today is... hahaha" and he's like no really i did... and once again i was like "OK keegan"... but he actually did. poor thing. he brought me home this morning before he went to work, so now he has to carry plates all around and make it even more sore. *sad face* *kisses it to make it ALL better*

after tonight i dont work again until the 12th. woot woot. that'll be nice. washing dishes tonight however WONT be nice. at least i have a respectable job though... not dissing on anyone who works at a fast food restaraunt.. im just glad i can say i work at Metron where i record food acceptance and aid in properly nutritioning diabetics than i flip burgers and drench french fries in grease. its all good... i still hate my job though.

tonights a new desperate housewives AND Flavor of love.. which keegan and i got strangely addicted to because it's so stupid.

friday night keegan took me to disney on ice. it was really cool. we went last year too. we have so much fun at things like that. its wonderful. then we went to coldstone.. because that's simply the perfect end to a perfect date. OH and the BEST ice cream you can get there is (strawberry cheesecake ice cream with strawberries, rasberries, bananas, and pie crust) mmm.

lets see what else... i guess thats it. have a good spring break.

( i miss brandi and stacy... fricken COME HOME! )

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snowman

:: 2006 2 April :: 12.53pm

so yea NO FELONY. they reconstructed it, and they found out he was speeding, which i have been sayin all along. the charge is driving on suspended liscence, improper lane usage, and attemt to commit felony. so yea, har har i'll end up in prison 1 way or another, either as an inmate or employee

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Jacqui-Chan

:: 2006 31 March :: 8.49pm

Every long lost dream, led me to where you are...
I miss him like crazy... and it's only been a day.

Spring break sucks... it always has... why did I think this year would be any different.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 31 March :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: Happy

F-L-O-R-I-D-A
Well Lisa and I are here in Florida. It's 84 degrees right now :D.

We sat in first class on our plane. It's pretty much the only way to go. Once you sit in first class, you never want to go back to...half ass class or economy class. Whatever people call it these days. While everyone was getting served peanuts, we were getting served breakfast.

Yesterday we got here really early so we went to the pool most of the day, went shopping, went out to dinner, watched The O.C. (which was very dissapointing by the way.) and then we went to bed.

We just got back from the pool and now we're getting ready because in a while we are going to the pier to go shopping and then out to dinner.

I guess I really don't have anything else to say besides I miss everyone.

much love, ashley

I guess i'll take this really quick. Thanks pie.

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Jacqui-Chan

:: 2006 30 March :: 9.30pm

A word of advice: Don't say anything to JD about the talent show, he'll rip your fricken head off. No doubt about it.

Yea, J's gone. He left for Florida today with Caleb. I didn't really get to say good-bye... and he was in such a rush when he called me... it kinda' sucked. I don't know why I care so much. I shouldn't. I shouldn't still like him... but I can't help it. He told me to move on, then the next day was all over me (literally). I just have no clue what to do. I give up on guys all together.

So yea, the most odd part of the day had to be going back to my locker after school with Heather. Caleb kissed me on the cheek, and when I went to kiss his cheek he turned his head and we kissed on the lips. It was weird. But he just played it off like nothing and said that he'd miss me. I love that kid, but that was definetly a one time occurance... FREAKY! lol.

Anyway, hope everyone has a good spring break, I'm bored already... but that'll hopefully change. I love you guys. XOXO.

-Jaq-

P.S.
Allie and Brie, we should definetly all get together and kick his butt someday. I'll let ya' know the when and where, okay? Okay! ;) Later

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swimfan14

:: 2006 30 March :: 12.53am

Tomorrow=Florida! We just got to our hotel room in Detroit about 20 minutes ago. Our plane leaves VERY early. We'll be in Florida at around 9:00am. We have to get up at 4:00am which is not too far away so I doubt Lisa and I will even go to sleep. We're going to try to stay up. My dad is already sleeping haha..

In other news I guess I was just being paranoid about Aaron and tonight everything worked out like it was supposed to. He was like "seriously Ashley, I ran out to your car after school just so I could see you before you left!"...*smiles*

I hope everyone has a wonderful spring break. Stay safe.

I had quite the time putting my suitcases in the car today...Kelli knows that haha.

Love, Ashley!

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tonyp.

:: 2006 29 March :: 11.27pm

well i got a hair cut, two new piercings, and the day off. well i think i look good. hard to talk but its good. doing nothing for spring break, hopefully having a tattoo party! wanna come?

what are you doing for break?

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jacqui-chan

:: 2006 28 March :: 6.53pm

I want to do to you what you've done to me. Only not figuratively... literally. You are a lying, cheating, confused son of a bitch... and that's all you'll ever be. You'll amount to a pile of shit if you keep up your life this way... so go ahead, I don't care. Just know that I'm not going along for the ride. Fuck you. If you want to be the person I know you can be, then you've got my number. Until then, you can shove every flirty, whiny, pathetic word you've said to me right up your hairy ass.

Love you. *kiss*,
Jacquelyn Jean DeFouw

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swimfan14

:: 2006 28 March :: 3.15pm

I really don't think things with us are going to work out. Maybe they will but right now I'm having doubts about this whole thing. I'm not doing the whole in between thing again. I really am not looking forward to tonight because I know I'm going to be forced to say things that are really hard for me to say. I really don't have any interest in talking to the kid right now. I would ignore him but it's not going to solve anythinig at all and considering I leave tomorrow, we have some problems we need to fix. We'll see what happens I guess.

I'm going to Dani's grandmas mansion today to stay the night. That should be fun.

I need to go pack though..

I should have learned over the years that good things don't last forever.

So apparently I messed up on my T.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 27 March :: 9.28pm

I’ll admit it got to me
Hearing your voice
It took all I had to just let you talk
And not pick up where we left off
Every night since your goodbye
I hit my knees and closed my eyes
And I pray that you’d come back
Too many tears washed out that bridge
You wanna cross, but baby, it’s too late for that
Last night would’ve been a different story
But the morning sun must’ve done something for me
Because I bet I’d gone the other way
If you’d called yesterday
If you’d called yesterday

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swimfan14

:: 2006 26 March :: 11.57pm

Fate fell short this time.
That was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I'm sorry.

I know things are a mess but everything will be alright. I promise.

This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How could you say you meant anything different to anyone
Standing alone on the street with a cigarette on the first night
we met
Look to the past and remember and smile
And maybe tonight I can breath for a while
I'm not in this scene I think I'm falling asleep
But then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you.



m&ms487

:: 2006 26 March :: 6.26pm

get off of it bitch.
you need to stop going after what will never be yours.

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m&ms487

:: 2006 26 March :: 6.22pm

i feel like i need to escape, or i need an escape.

whatever.
so much bullshit. of course my happy little world will come crashing down, what more could be expected?

i'm going to prom with josh.

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tonyp.

:: 2006 24 March :: 5.29pm

if anyone has any questions about tattooing or piercings i have a new email for that, its

Freedom_Ink@hotmail.com


and if theres any one whos intrested in coming to a tattoo party let me know on woohu!!!

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swimfan14

:: 2006 24 March :: 1.02pm
:: Mood: calm


Dear Ashley,

I love you. You're perfect just the way you are, don't ever change for anyone. Not that you would anyway, haha ^_^ You're the best, don't ever forget it. So no matter what, (and you know what I mean) chin up, because someday, you're going to be somebody. Those who couldn't make the time for you now (and you know what I mean) will be kicking themselves when they see who you've become.

You're a star, babe. Let it shine.

<3 M

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m&ms487

:: 2006 23 March :: 6.51pm

Saturday is state, i'm pretty nervous. I have my GVSU music auditions next saturday, so I'll get everything out of the way so I can enjoy my spring break. At this point I don't really care how I do at state, just so I can get it over with.

During the meaps today my english class was combined with a modern lit class. There was this kid who was bugging the shit out of me because he was suppose to be writing a paper, but didn't know how to do it. So I turned around (because of course I wasn't going to do any of the work I was suppose to be doing) and I helped him write his paper. The kid was a junior and didn't even know you could incorporate a quotation from a book into your own sentence. So, I helped him write a couple of paragraphs. He just didn't know how to say what he wanted to say. I bet when he gets his paper back it's better than a C he'll be surprised. It made me wonder just how some people can get so far in our education system and fail so badly. I really did like working with him, however, and it kept me busy for an hour.

Syrinx is going good, and I'm excited for the end of my senior year. The future is getting less scary the farther I travel. That's a good thing, a very good thing.

michelle

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swimfan14

:: 2006 23 March :: 5.35pm


Cant you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me.
Close my eyes.
You're the only one who leaves me completely breathless.
No need to wonder why.
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny.
I wanted to fly so you gave me your wings and time held it's breath so I could see, yeah you set me free.

When I was alone, you came around.
When I was down, you pulled me through.
There's nothing that I wouldn't do for you.


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