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2005 18 December :: 11.40am
New Tat
well i got a new tattoo.....its the kingdom come logo for superman.....i really enjoy it.... now i'm evened out i have good and evil on my shoulders so yay go me.....hehe well i gotta go so i'll talk to you all later
peace, JOey
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swimfan14
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2005 18 December :: 12.52am
My eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding, I try to make it seem okay, but my faith is wearing thin. So help heal these wounds, they've been open for way too long. Help me fill this hole even though this is not your fault, that im open and im bleeding, all over your brand new rug and I need someone to help me sew them up.
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2005 17 December :: 10.55pm
haha im seriously going crazy with these things
| Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton | 
Funky, bohemian, and girly.
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OMG this is weird..I keep getting mischa barton stuff....I swear were like the same person!
| Your Birthdate: November 14 | 
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May
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You Are a Bright Star Soul |
Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous.
Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
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haha it's just meant to be...theres no way around it.
| What Your Pink Outfit Means | 
Unsurprisingly, you are very sweet and cute.
But you're also a bit of a tease - and not that innocent.
Shy but sexy, you're an alluring mix of contradictions.
Designer match: BCBG
Signature accessory: Tortoise shell sunglasses
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Your Heart Is Pink
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In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance
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| Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl | 
You rule through teasing and intimidation..
Yet, people would give the world to be your friend
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haha wow
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alastar
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2005 17 December :: 8.49pm
If this was paper, I'd burn it.
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brokenmentality
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2005 16 December :: 11.56am
ugh.. i can NOT believe we have a snow day today.
last night i filled out 70 fucking christmas cards for staff appreciation (student senate committe) and now what.. i give them to them AFTER christmas? not to mention i bought a whole bunch of food to put in the staff lounge... now its just sitting in my kitchen. BAH...
and i was really looking forward to drama. i made peanut butter balls last night and everything. GAH.
oh.. and i better say goodbye to saturdays. thursdays are gone. but hey "its only for 4 months" yeah the rest of my senior year.. GOOD thing it wont be focused on me. fuck that.
STUPID SNOW DAY!
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bleedingsun
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2005 16 December :: 5.33am
Snow drifts
Vacation starts one day early.
I bet Modisher is pissed.
That just makes me laugh. No Unit test, WOOH!
I bet Dolbee is mad, too. She probably planned on giving us a shitload of homework to do over break. Now what, biatch!?
Have I ever mentioned how much I love snow?
The only bad thing about this is, that none of you will get to see me and Amanda's really cool hawk talk.
Oh well. I can edit it and just play it another time.
Now, I'm going back to sleep.
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swimfan14
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2005 14 December :: 7.19pm
I just want you to know, your not making this easy.
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bleedingsun
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2005 14 December :: 6.56pm
:: Music: At the Drive-In
Peripheral
I just WHOOSHed.
Now it's time to do my homework.
Just in case.
[Edit]
This just in:
A freezing weather advisory is in effect until 7 AM.
Whoosh does it again.
Hopefully.
WHOOSH has failed me.
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2005 14 December :: 4.34pm
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember..
Today went better than planned. I'm really happy about the roles I got in the play and when I found out that I have huge monologue that made me even happier. I'm definitley going to be working day and night at memorzing it. I already have the first paragraph memorized. I'm definitely not going to complain about that. I'm also in "Yes" and "Cinderella". I love my lines in "Yes". I love everyones lines in that one.
I'm so glad we only have to perform tomorrow and then we are done. I'm getting sick of doing these in front of half the school when half of them are really immature and annoying.
Do you expect me to believe I'm going to let us fall apart?
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brokenmentality
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2005 13 December :: 10.25pm
i just registered for my ACTs after my mom came in my room and fucking attacked me.
she walks in and says "you need to see your guidance officer or something" i turn and look at her like what the fuck.. and she starts going off about college and how its not her responsibility to line it up for me and in that same five minutes it some how spirialed to if i dont go to college i cant live here and blah blah blah.
you dont just COME into my room and tell me that i need to see a counselor and expect me not to get pissed off. i had no idea what the fuck she was talking about until she started in on her rant.
if its SO important to her then why is this the first time i've heard of it? and it was totally out of the blue.. completely random.
of COURSE im going to college.. but im going to CC... i havent been terribly worried that they wont let me in. i mean for the love of god woman...
so in retaliation i filled in all that un-needed information for like an hour and woke her up to get her credit card number. TAKE THAT! HA! laughs* whatever.
im so sick of all this "realization" stuff that its almost over. i dont care about anything except that its DONE. college will come when it comes... which i've ALWAYS been planning will be the very next year dear mother.... and life will follow shortly after.
im ready for bigger better things... away from everything here that has ever givin me limitations.
and on a second thought.... im about to go loco on the entire yearbook class. granted.. its a select few that make it miserable.. well.. not miserable because yearbook is pretty much the best thing ever.... more like irritating and stressful. FUCK YOU stupid people! YEAH..... i love my bitches. (stacy, jess and jess) well..i love alison too.. but she's to sweet to be refered to as my bitch! not that they're MY bitches.... but they know what i mean.
night dolls.
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2005 13 December :: 4.56pm
Incase you failed to notice, incase you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees.
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2005 13 December :: 4.08pm
Sometimes it's so hard for me to not say what I really want to say. I am very opinionated and I usually say what's on my mind but today I figured I probably should keep my mouth shut because I can say some really mean things so I decided I should just not say anything but I can't hold it in anymore so I'm just going to say what I really think and hopefully I don't end up regreting what I say.
I'm sorry but that whole idea just isn't going to work for some of us.
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2005 13 December :: 3.12pm
Mesicitic
I do not understand math. My brains exploded today while taking a quiz. I got an 8% on it. It dropped my grade from a 98 to an 81. Now I have to do homework that I don't understand. If I can just get a good grade on the homework, then I'll be fine. But I can hardly ever get good grades on the homework, even when I understand it.
On a good note, this weeks hawk talk will be awesome thanks to Amanda and me. Our segment "Fun in the Snow" is pretty funny, and not just same old boring thing. It will be on during seminar on Thursday.
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m&ms487
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2005 12 December :: 3.38pm
I've been so tired lately. I've gotten an average of ten hours a sleep a night, and still it does not seem to be enough. I don't have time to sleep, I have too many things to do. Too much homework, working, blah I have to call them. Blah Blah.
I want to cry. My body hurts. All I want to do is sleep. I'm drinking a mountain dew in hopes of staying awake until five.
I have an essay to write. I hate fricken ap lit. what a bitch.
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brokenmentality
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2005 11 December :: 10.29pm
wow... some girls are just sad.
jess and stacy... i love you!
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bleedingsun
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2005 11 December :: 9.57am
:: Music: Chiodos
Drawings in the margins
Today will be fun. I'm excited for chinese and Chiodos. (A band that sounds a lot like the Mars Volta. I finally discovered one!)
Now if I could just find the lyrics...
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swimfan14
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2005 10 December :: 4.34pm
If this what you want. This is what you get.
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swimfan14
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2005 9 December :: 11.49pm
Alright so maybe it was worth it.
Tonight was fun. I love Dani, Megan, Emily Sorensen, Aaron, Scott, Matt, Emily E, Brittany. We always have so much fun.
But I should go to sleep now. I couldn't even stay awake for the movie.
<3 Ashley
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bleedingsun
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2005 9 December :: 6.03am
We should not have school. Whoever makes that call is stupid.
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swimfan14
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2005 8 December :: 7.11pm
Today was probably one of the worst days of my life and I don't think it's going to get any easier until that day comes. The truth behind the reason why I didn't come to school yesterday wasn't all because I woke up late and I was sick. Yeah, both of those things are true but Veronica's mom did call me Tuesday night and she told me she was going to bring her to school on Wednesday and I was scared. I was scared to see her so I didn't want to go and when I got to school today I soon found out she was coming today. I can't begin to explain how scared I was. I don't know why I was scared. It's not like she was going to hurt me or something. I just couldn't handle it. I barely could look at her and when I did look at her for the first time, I can't even explain how it felt. I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't even introduce myself. Sam Foley had to tell her who I was. The only reason why I went near her was because someone told me that I might be the person to spark her memory. So I did it, just for her. It hurts so bad seeing your best friend look at you as if she's never seen you before. I just want to tell her all of our memories and I wanted to show her our spot but I knew it wouldn't help. It seems like were missing so much of our friendship. I feel like she's running out of time and it's frustrating because I want her to remember so bad, but she can't and I know it's not her fault. I miss her so much and I would do anything to help her, but unfortunately theres nothing I can do. Getting up every morning for school is just going to get harder and harder until she comes back. And if you don't understand how I feel, think about it happening to YOUR best friend. I think I'll probably cry tomorrow too. I feel like I still need to cry which is weird but thats just how I feel. Stacy told me I was cute when I cried and it's cute how many people kiss me when I cry. They did that in the play too.
It`s unbelieveable how we pick ourselves up everyday, just to be let down anyways.
That hurt. It's okay, I'll remember that next time.
Ashley
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2005 7 December :: 10.51pm
stacy... reading that, i think made my heart stop beating. i dont remember breathing for a couple of minutes and my eyes welled up... which they hardly do. i miss you guys being "you guys" so much. and i'll support you in whatever decision you make. just know that you wont have to stand on your own and i love you sooo much!
:)
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2005 7 December :: 1.07pm
They said I can't take, what, what do they know, any girl who's anyone is out at the mall and I can't dress up, what, outta control. My friends stand out so I wanna be bold. Even no make-up, what they're outta touch. They think my blue mascara is way too much. It gets a girl wondering what's wrong with this world when a girl can't choose how to be a girl. They said you're going the wrong way, the wrong way to no where but I said it's the right way, the right way to get there. They said I'm too young to follow my own way to the future but I stand in my own way, right or wrong, it's the only way
that I'll get there.....
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2005 7 December :: 11.43am
I didn't go to school today. My alarm never went off and when I did wake up Lisa was calling me and it was like 7:20 so I wouldn't have had time to get ready anyways. I don't feel good and I hate school so I guess it's okay.
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2005 7 December :: 8.46am
sometimes you drive me crazy. this morning was perfect until you started feeling sorry for yourself. and as much as i want to just slap you and be like "QUIT WITH THE SELF PITY" i cant because i hate to see you upset. you have alot of stress this month... and sometimes i make it worse. i apologize for that. you know i've got your back though... as stupid and cliche as that sounds.. thats what we do. we catch each other when we fall... i know there are times i wouldnt beable to stand on my own without your support. and i pray to god that i make you feel the same.
i dont know whats wrong with me lately. i've been really depressive(ish) barely anything sets me into it... and hardly nothing gets me out of it. i dont understand. winter is supposed to be overwhelming in its beauty... and all i can concentrate on is how cold it is. how i lost my 4 dollar gloves, or how i'm ruining my "winter" boots by wearing them out in the snow. its hard enough that i can wear my heels in the snow.
and with the whole heels thing. i feel at times that i've become just that. the girl who wears heels everyday. i know it sounds stupid. but i also know that poeple have probably said amongst themselves something along the lines of "why does she wear those everyday" and no i dont care, but then again i guess i do. in a way i hide my insecurities in wearing them. i used to be really self concious about how i walked. now im not anymore. yeah.. im just gonna stop.. whatever.
i just hate school. and a part of me thinks that its just because of algebra. i dont mind any of my classes except that one.. first hour. so i have no motivation to get out of bed in the morning... which yeilds all my absences. the only reason i took that class was because one of my stupid math teachers told me that if i didnt i'd HAVE to take it in college and they would make me pay for it but it wouldnt count towards my credits. well its a good thing that's not true.. ESP after im in a class that im failing. it doesnt help that i have babbit. like im really gonna go home and do algebra for an hour. i hate the subject, im not gonna use it later in life, and its making me miserable. yeah.. i could suck it up and try harder and all that jazz.. but im a senior. i just want to get out of here. sorry if im not to concerened with one stupid grade. BUT this one stupid grade is gonna bring down my GPA. thats just GREAT.
i went christmas shopping yesterday... hoping to get it finished, far from that. which further put me in a bad mood. and what do i do when im in a bad mood? i take it out on whoever happens to be around me at that time.... sorry again doll.
i just go through phases where i hate existance.
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2005 6 December :: 6.13am
Remember?
I forgot to do WHOOSH! and now we don't have a snow day. Sorry kids.
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