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2008 24 July :: 10.29pm
To: get.your.gun
From: BankShot (Jesse)
Date: Thu Jul 24, 2008 10:26 pm
Subject: Re: No Subject
thank you<3
Date: Thu Jul 24, 2008 3:49 pm
Subject: No Subject
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tell me why your friends with me.
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Because theres been so many times you've been there for me when no one else was.
No matter how many mistakes I make, or how stupid they may be you've always stood by me.
I can confide in you my most darkest secrets and trust you even if we aren't close anymore.
We've been friends for so long and both of us have gone through a lot of changes together.
And we've also made it threw some pretty rough times.
No matter how horrible I feel you can always put a smile on my face and no matter what we do I always have a wonderful time when I'm with you.
And you always have and always will mean a lot to me regardless of if were close or not.
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2008 20 July :: 3.51am
:: Music: Your 8th Birthday by Cloud Cult
Update
We moved from a two bedroom apartment to a three bedroom apartment in the same apartment complex.
Katti and Oliver are here.
Which is cool because we have a place to live. Not cool because I wanted change. I wanted different.
But that'll just have to wait until after graduation.
Saw Batman. It was great.
Need to do my resume tomorrow.
Love you.
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2008 18 July :: 9.11pm
I need you like a heart needs a beat.
Tommorow is mine and Gregs two months. This past month went by really fast.
Work is going well my hours aren't that great but atleast im making money :)
I've been feeling really sick a lot lately. I think I just need vitamins or something.
I'm looking after this ladies dogs while shes away for the weekend and one of them has to stay in a crate and so obviously this thing doesn't want to get in and Greg was helping me, but really he was doing all the work and I was laughing so hard I almost pissed myself.
Were celebrating my gradnparents 60th wedding anniversary tommorow.. I can't imagine being with some for 60 years thats insane. I hope I find a love like theirs.
& I believed in everything you said to me.
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2008 14 July :: 12.48am
We get the same twelve months to fuck things up year after year.
I feel really ill right now.
Me and Greg are arguing.
Uh today was okay. Woke up hella early and went out to Sooke with Greg, Brett and Jada to play paintball!
We met up with some other people, some of them use to work at Canadian tire and there was like 10 of us so it was really good.
It hurt like a motherfuck though and it was bloody hott out. I also really suck at it.
After that me Brett, Greg and Jada went out to Sooke potholes and swam, we went to the part where there was like no one and when we got there the people were just leaving. It was so nice and beautiful. But I was climbing this rock and it was really slippery and it was a verticle climb and I got maybe about a foot up it and slid right down and bruised up my leg and arm and cut my knee.
But all in all it was a rather eventful day full of painful yet good times haha.
I seriously wanna get off this fucking Island and just be away from everyone though.
I'm so sick of living here, Jodi always has stupid people sleepover and shes such a huge lazy slob, I'm sick of living in this. ARGH.
TOTALLY FORGOT ITS POSTSECERT DAY.
Or was... up until like an hour ago
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2008 9 July :: 12.23am
Count your blessings now.
So I finally put my two weeks in at Canadian Tire on the 2nd. I got a job at the video store.
It's a pretty chill job, other than learning all the computer stuff and when it gets hella busy. Otherwise I love it, and I don't have to wear a stupid uniform and I get paid more, and the hours are better.
Things with Greg are really good.
I'm lovin' life right now :)
Who knew?
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2008 5 July :: 1.09pm
One of my sister's friends died the other day.
He was driving his moped from Kroes to Courtland, right by my parents' house when he was hit by a car. The police say he didn't yield but I think he really just thought he could make it across in time. He wasn't wearing a helmet.
He was 18. He was going to attend Aquinas in the fall. I was getting his information ready for STAR when Ashley found out.
I saw him do stand up at Rockford High School. He was a funny kid.
It's just so sad. He was so young.
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2008 30 June :: 12.02am
I got my hair cut this weekend.
It is pretty hot.
Katti said it is an adult version of my asymmetrical haircut from high school. And it is. And that's awesome.
We're watching The Pixar Story and it just makes me want to watch all the Pixar movies again.
I love you all.
P.S. We saw WALL-E this weekend and it was fantastic.
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2008 27 June :: 10.59pm
Let me go, I'm not done.
Well I can't believe it's been six years. I remember it all so clearly, even though I wish I could just erase it. I miss you so much it's unbelievable. I love you.
Other than that, I've been so depressed lately. I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm having severe mood swings and just can't get past it. I keep thinking just give it time, but I'm sick of always waiting for time to change things. And yes, I have tried changing things myself, but I always come back to this.
& I will try to fix you.
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2008 26 June :: 10.07pm
Katti and Oliver are here all weekend (today is only the beginning) and I am pumped.
It is going to be an awesome weekend.
ALSO! I am getting my haircut on Saturday. ALSO! Nick is getting a facial (AT THE SAME TIME) because I told him how awesome it was and called them and set up an appointment and told him he was going.
ALSO! You all = awesome people and I love you.
Happy (early) birthday to all you birthday peeps this weekend. Holla at me and tell me how awesome your birthday weekend is going.
I love you all.
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2008 23 June :: 11.10pm
I miss people that I have never met.
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2008 23 June :: 11.52am
Woooo just got back from camping!
I'm not really happy to be back.
I had a wonderful time<3
Spent two whole days with muh baby :)
It was all good except I got my period.
And it was freezing at night :(
But oh well. I'll update later :)
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2008 18 June :: 3.57pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Coldplay - Violet Hill
If you love me, wont you let me know.
Wow it's been a long time since I filled out the mood and music part.
The grad dinner dance was on Saturday, and it kinda sucked to say the least. I think theres to much hype about it all anyways, everyone claims it will be an amazing night that you'll never forget, but I completly disagree. It wasnt completly bad though, I loved dressing up and I'm so glad I brought Kisa as my date. Our ride was a 1926 for convertible which I loved. Everyone looked amazing as well. Me and Kisa didn't stay long, we went to Bretts around 9:30 for a bit and then my mom came to get us, we sat at home until 1 and then went to a party, stayed for about five minutes because it was pretty boring and then went back to Bretts, I didn't drink and I was pretty tired and started getting really sick around 3 so after awhile Greg just took me home. It was an alright night but nothing amazing.
I think me and Greg might take off camping this weekend, the weather isn't suppose to be to nice but hopefully it isn't to bad. I think it would be hella fun =)
I desperatly want to make the most of this summer, considering it will probably be the last time I get two months off, once I start working full time and going to college i'll be lucky if I get two weeks. Speeking of which I also need to start looking for a new job, I'm just so bored of where I work, and I don't want to have to dread every day I work.
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2008 16 June :: 11.03pm
Today was an up and down day.
Up: I got beginning boosts (TWICE) in Mario Kart. And then I never got it again.
Up: Work sped by. And I got thanked for being nice to someone. Which was weird but neat.
Up: Nick let me choose dinner and I ate chicken nuggets from Wendy's. And it was num-num.
Down: Our lease is up at the end of June, not July. That would be this month, not the next month. That would be a week and a half to find a place to live, not a month and half. So. Yes. Needless to say, I am freaking out.
Down: I am PMS-ing like whoa.
Down: My Marian Keyes book took a bad turn. So bad that I shouted at the characters to STOP and DON'T because they are ruining everything. I do not think they are STOPping. I should go check.
I love you all.
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2008 15 June :: 10.44pm
Mario Kart
Katti/Oliver bought Mario Kart Wii over the weekend. I are hooked.
I got my first sparks today. Blue and orange. I was proud of myself.
Picky thing one: blue shells show up a lot more than they used to. Maybe it is because I am in first place a lot more often but I never get one to throw at people, I only ever get them thrown at me. Every lap. Picky thing two: I oversteer and then overcorrect and then over the edge of the map I go. Stupid maps without walls. Stupid maps with walls, actually, messing up my sparks. Picky thing three: I am obsessed with those stupid sparks. They distract me from actually racing and I just focus on milking the drift for orange sparks.
For those with the game (Jason/Michelle), how in the world do I do the boost at the start? I have tried the Mario Kart 64 timing at the arm drop and it's not working. That is picky thing four.
I also suck at bikes. I need to practice more, I guess.
I still use Peach. I always have. Baby Peach gets used sometimes to because she is too darn cute.
Anyway, here is our Mario Kart friend code: 3652 1810 6619. This game is way fun, just frustrating. My New Year's resolution of not swearing is always put on hold as DK or stupid Mario go blowing past me.
I love you all.
P.S. Drafting? AWESOME.
P.P.S. Wario's mine level and DK's snowy retrofitted level SUCK. I hate them. I hate them like whoa.
P.P.P.S. We saw The Happening on Friday. I read what it was beforehand and was expecting horrible things. What did I get? A horrid movie. It was bad. And way too over the top. I just kept promising myself that if M. Night showed us one more person killing themselves, I was walking out. I stayed and just kept looking away and covering my ears. It was BAD. The people throwing themselves off of buildings made me think of September 11th and the thunking noise they made as they hit the ground made me want to throw up. The dialog was awful.
P.P.P.P.P.S. Hulk, on the other hand, was awesome. Nick is right, I am a closeted comic book fan. I am excited for Cap'n America's movie.
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2008 11 June :: 8.33pm
I don't know about you but I never knew
On Nielsen ratings and Nielsen boxes:
Read more..
So it's like some crazy exclusive quilt-making club that no one is allowed to see, hear, join or talk about. You only get to see the quilts and wonder why your favorite quilt design got discontinued. Then you can only conclude that they obviously aren't recruiting the right type of quilters. If they were, the Arrested Development quilt would still be available.
I love you all.
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