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:: 2008 11 May :: 10.19pm

I miss you more than words can say.

"The ones we love never leave us"

Standing at your grave wishing you were still here is almost unbearable.
I love you.

:: 2008 11 May :: 10.19pm

The key to moving on and my happiness is new bed sheets.

4 ...sweet love...sweet love | waiting to grow

:: 2008 9 May :: 11.43pm

Okay. Enter the Haggis is coming to the Intersection on Thursday. It's 10 dollars in advance, 12 the day of. Doors open at 6:30, show starts at 7.

I heard them on 88.1 today and they sounded pretty awesome.

Anyone up for it?

1 ...sweet love | waiting to grow

:: 2008 9 May :: 5.22pm

Who wants to see the band Enter the Haggis with me next week?

Details to follow.

:: 2008 8 May :: 1.57pm

I can't let go.

I'm constantly full of emotion.
I'm so ready to move forward in life and just let go of everything, and I don't understand what's holding me back.
Fear I guess.
I don't want to go through everything again.
But at the same time I just don't want to be here anymore.
I don't know if I can.

2 ...sweet love...sweet love | waiting to grow

:: 2008 6 May :: 10.53pm

I am watching TiVo'd episodes of CSI. First episode I watched had Mini Brittney on it. Awesome. She actually got brought up too so it was like she was in the episode. Second episode? Adam and Jamie from the Mythbusters. No mention. No lines. Just thumbs up. It was weird.

:: 2008 5 May :: 8.40pm

In Rockford all week. However, I am working 9 to 5. So if you want to hang. Gimme a ring a ling.

:: 2008 4 May :: 11.57pm

Wishin' I was by your side...

Friday night was ridiculous.
I went over to Kyles and hung out with Brandon and Tylor.
They huffed glue for like five hours it was awful.
But I had fun just chillin. And then me and Kisa drove to Mcdicks at like 5 in the morning and then went down to the beach to watch the sunrise.
Then we realized that it was cloudy and the sun wasnt going to come up.
I didn't get to sleep until like 6:30 and kept waking up every hour until 9. Called into work obviously and slept until 11.
Then just lazed around until Kisa got her lazy ass ready haha.
We hung out with Brett and Greg and played pool, which I'm terrible at but whatever.
Then we got sleepy so me and Kisa slept in Bretts bed and once we layed down we werent really tired so we sat there and made the wierdest noises. Then Brett joined in and oh man we were laying there for atleast an hour and a half just making fucked up noises.
Finally I took Kisa home around 3 and came home, went to bed. Woke up around 11 and was hella cranky.
All my plans got cancled but later on I went over to Kisa's and we went back to Bretts and Brett, Greg, Kisa and I all went to see Ironman again which was just as good the second time around :)
Good week :)

1 ...sweet love | waiting to grow

:: 2008 4 May :: 8.42pm

I went to AQ's graduation yesterday. The girls (Bekka, Laura and Theresa) all graduated.

Today they moved out. And even though I know that we will keep in touch and I will see them again, it still makes me sad. I hate endings.

:: 2008 2 May :: 12.32pm

When I'm with you
I'm oh so full of emotion these days.

:: 2008 27 April :: 10.34pm

Never let go.

Vancouver sucked ass.
My cousin and her boyfriend fought so much, and they both fight so immature.
Not to mention we didn't even end up doing anything really.
Saturday after I arrived we went to Ikea and Sunday we went to Metrotown. Other than that pretty much just sat around and slept.
And I got no sleep, people were always partying.
It just sucked.
But it's not like being back is much better.

8 ...sweet love...sweet love | waiting to grow

:: 2008 27 April :: 9.25pm

Looking at cars as ours is dying/dead. I found one I really want. They say it runs fine, it just doesn't reverse. How much do you need reverse anyway? Just park where you don't have to back up.

So if you guys find/see/hear of any cheap cars... let me know.

I love you all.

:: 2008 25 April :: 1.09am

Thing I just remembered:

When Hannah and I went to see Don Quixote, we thought during the entire ballet that this one woman was this other chick's mother. But then she suddenly marries/hooks up with this creepy guy. And she is apparently other chick's really old and ugly sister.