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2005 19 September :: 12.47am
I wasn't saying, Kyle, that people who drink are anything less than people. My parents drink and, before they were married, my father drank quite a bit. I'm so sorry that I'm upset that the people I care a ton about are making stupid decisions.
And I'm especially sorry that you think I don't give a flying fuck about them. I'm sorry that you think I don't care. I thought that by now, you'd know me better than that. I'm sorry that you weren't there to see me when I found out that Ben spent the weekend at his brother's drinking and getting drunk. I'm sorry that you didn't see how much I worried about him and still do worry about him. I'm sorry you don't see me pray every night that he, Jackie, Kelly and everyone at college or elsewhere will be okay.
Amanda's cousin died of alcohol poisoning.
I'm sorry that you don't see how important this subject is to me.
And I'm sorry that you don't see how important everyone is to me.
I apologize that I'm having a difficult time adjusting to everyone growing up and experiencing adulthood but I am. There's been a lot of stuff lately that has made me have to grow up and it's too bad that you aren't here to see it and that I'm not comfortable enough to tell you.
Yes, people with make dumb decisions. I accept that. I can suck it up.
I can care about them. And I do.
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2005 19 September :: 12.29am
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Didn't write my paper for I&E. Have to meet with prof tomorrow for 20 mins to talk about said paper and previous paper. Whoops. Might be a short meeting.
Start radio show tomorrow. Nervous as hell.
I love you all.
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2005 17 September :: 2.30pm
So we are getting the car. I just don't know when. I probably won't be able to drive it until I get a job and insurance but still: YAY!
Apparently, a Geo Prizm is just like a Toyota Corolla.
Then I'll get to do all those cool car things that I've been planning on doing (visiting Katie and Kelly, driving to school, visiting the houses I used to live in etc).
I love you all.
P.S. Leo is the cutest dog ever. He tries to usurp McHenry, it's funny.
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2005 16 September :: 11.22pm
I had a job interview yesterday and today my mom said she found me a car.
It's a '90 Geo Prizm (maybe?) and I hope I get to drive it before we actually get it. If we do.
And I hope I get the job because I need it.
I love you all.
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2005 15 September :: 11.27am
Speaker after speaker at the Nuclear Energy Institute's Nuclear Energy Assembly, held on 16-18 May in Washington DC, weighed in with variations on a single theme: over the next 20 to 50 years, nuclear power is one of the few options, if not the only option, capable of providing reliable baseload electricity to meet increasing global demand without exacerbating global warming.
Of course the NUCLEAR ENERGY INSTITUTE is going to say that nuclear energy is the only way to go! It's stupid to say otherwise. It'd be like a vegetarian restaurant offerring meat alternatives or a mosque having Christian services on Sundays.
To Bodman, the way forward was clear: "We need to develop new sources of energy to reduce our dependence on fossil fuels, and help protect the environment." These new energy sources and new technologies include hydrogen fuel cells to power vehicles, more effective ways to produce wind and solar power, techniques for removing pollutants and green-house emissions from coal, and improved fuel efficiency. However, "there is one technology already in place that can reliably generate large amounts of electricity with no dependence on fossil fuels, no pollution, and no greenhouse emissions. That technology is nuclear power."
Yes. Great idea. Until we have a nuclear meltdown and there is no environment to protect. That's not even going into the nuclear waste that's going to be left behind. What ever happened to hydroelectric plants? All nuclear plants do is make water into steam anyway, right? So why not skip the nuclear part?
I'm rambling. This is just to waste time before lunch.
P.S. "Nuclear power should instead be among our foremost options for ensuring that we have safe, secure, affordable, and environmentally responsible supplies of energy."
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2005 13 September :: 7.42pm
We got a puppy today! He's a pomeranian and has three feet and four legs. He is the cutest thing on the face of the earth. He's so small! For now, his name is Leo but that might change.
I'll post pictures later!
In other news, Switchfoot will be touring with Eisley! ZOMG! We have to go. I don't have any money but we have to.
10/27/2005 - Chicago, IL
Vic Theatre
10/28/2005 - Detroit, MI
Majestic Theatre
10/29/2005 - Cleveland, OH
House of Blues
I love you all.
P.S. Leo was on my lap and kept giving me puppy kisses and laying his head on my arm.
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2005 11 September :: 10.16pm
Starting next Tuesday from 10am to noon, I will be a DJ on WAQU (1590 - The Squirrel), Aquinas' radio station.
You can stream it off the interweb (whenever they set it up) here.
I love you all.
P.S. My dad is downstairs watching Wizard of Oz and listening to Dark Side of the Moon.
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2005 11 September :: 3.17pm
My boobs are bigger! Yay!
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2005 10 September :: 11.38pm
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2005 8 September :: 8.35pm
The Nordyke-Greggs Syndrome
This is the paper I wrote for my Inquiry and Expression class. All it had to be was a personal narrative.
I wrote about my father going into the hospital last summer.
I cried while I was writing some of it.
I was kind of mean in my descriptions of some people but I was in a fowl mood. I'm sorry.
It's six pages long so you don't have to actually read it.
Read more..
I love you all.
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2005 8 September :: 5.01pm
I really hate when my browser begins to wig out like this.
Mozilla decided to be mean. Anything I typed into the little google add-on or the address bar typed backwards. Since I couldn't really search for the problem that way, I just closed it out, opened it back up, and now my bookmarks are all gone.
And I'm scanning the computer with three different programs because that is never a good sign.
I love you all.
P.S. I promise I'll have a full school update this weekend.
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2005 6 September :: 8.05pm
Anyone know German, Katie?
His handwriting is awful but this is what I could see:
Ich habe Ihr gehelfen, und Ich liebe die zeit Ich setz und denke uber sie, Ich weiß sie ist zu nett, zu gut, und zu hubsch für mir. Mein lieb bracht sie nicht sie kann lieb aus einen grossen mann haben, Ich bin nur schlect für Ihr.
I put in the accents where they actually worked, everywhere else, I just got a question mark. Like on uber. ü ber ﲾr. Sometimes it worked, sometimes it didn't. Yeah, so if you could, what the heck does that say?
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2005 30 August :: 8.39pm
September is a big band month.
Switchfoot's new CD comes out on the 13th.
Socialburn's new CD comes out on the 27th. (I'm glad they still sound like Socialburn. Even when they got a new record company. I don't think I can take another Eisley transformation.)
Our Lady Peace's CD came out today.
The Arcade Fire is going to be on David Letterman on the 14th.
Deerhoof's new album's coming out on October 11th so maybe it's just a fall thing.
I'm really excited for Socialburn's CD. Actually, I'm really excited for both Socialburn and Switchfoot. And Deerhoof.
The Books changed their site around. I like it.
I love you all.
P.S. Wouldn't it be nice if The Cranberries weren't "taking a break" or The Smiths were still together? Sigh.
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2005 30 August :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Million Things by Cloud Cult
Life is awesome. College is awesome. Here is a song for you lazy folks now that you're back in school.
I love you all. Cloud Cult rocks. They have a sad backstory though.
Read more..
P.S. I know my icon is awful. It's a placeholder until I find something less tacky. Plus it just makes me laugh.
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