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2005 25 February :: 4.18pm
I finally got on the laptop. Nick told me this a day or so ago.
Nick's grandfather's cancer came back.
They're giving him 16 months but with the chemo and maybe radiation therapy, it might not even be a year.
My grandfather had lung cancer too. He died when I was in first or second grade.
Cancer fucking sucks.
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2005 25 February :: 7.25am
:: Music: Deftones
I havent updated much in a long time.
I havent been on the computer much because Ive been busy with other stuff.
Life is wonderful right now, I think Im actually starting to be happy for once.
Joel is a wonderful boyfriend, he is amazing<3
Cara is here again. I will be so sad when she goes back. She has spent most of her time here with me. Joel and me set her up with Shawn, one of Joel's friends and they are so perfect for each other.
So Cara really doesnt want to go back, and Shawn, Joel and I really dont want her to go back either.
Im having so much fun with them<3
But all good things eventually come to an end...
School hasent been going to well. I skipped a lot of my afternoon classes so Im way behind but I will get caught up.
Blahhh
I have a psychiatrist appointment on Monday and a doctors appointment, cause I need to go on birth control and get some stuff checked out. Im so nervous.
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2005 23 February :: 5.24pm
I got a 26 on my ACT. Third time's the charm.
Nick got a 23.
Nick had his Davenport interview today. He was accepted and will be starting in August.
My first day at Aquinas is August 22nd. Orientation is the 18th.
I went around yesterday filling out applications so I can get me a job and, therefore, Nick's cat. Actually, of the three places I went to, only Schuler's actually accepted applications. And if I get a job at Schuler's (which I know I won't) that'd be awesome.
I plan on driving once the snow stops falling and I'll hopefully get my license soon after that. I plan on heading down to 28th Street and filling out an application at Barnes and Noble's too. It'd be easier if I could drive.
I'm going to go amend my Blockbuster application and then go do my Japanese homework.
I love you all.
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2005 22 February :: 8.30am
Motherboard = fried.
I won't update or be online or comment or anything until it's fixed. Sorry.
Loves.
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2005 21 February :: 10.05am
The computer is wigging out at home. It's doing that "no signal" thing again but it might just be because I kept restarting it last night without shutting down. Nick fixed the fans last night so it's not loud and I don't have to beat it.
Our hard drive on our xbox might be going out.
We had a two-hour delay today but they're cramming all the classes in. Right now I'm in French "studying" for our quiz tomorrow. It's very exciting.
I love you all.
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2005 20 February :: 12.20pm
I hope we don't win that duct tape prom thing because you have to send them your dress.
And you don't get it back.
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2005 19 February :: 12.37pm
"Strange that cars, clothes, liquor, medicine, cosmetics and tiny, wireless video cameras are sold with sex, but mattresses are marketed with sleep."
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2005 18 February :: 9.40pm
Their bleeding hearts never lie
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2005 18 February :: 5.11pm
Well. My mom doesn't want the dog anymore.
Now she wants to buy a mattress and down comforter.
For a bed she doesn't even sleep in.
My mom is crazy.
I hurt my index finger. I don't know how. I cracked my knuckles and I guess that one cracked weird. My knuckle joint hurts. I'm typing and clicking the mouse with my ring finger. It feels really weird. The finger, not the change in operation.
Something. Something.
I want to get out and do something this weekend. I don't care if it's seeing a crappy movie, I want out of the house.
Next week, progress reports come out. You know what that means. I have a lot of Japanese homework I need to make up.
I love you all.
P.S. Jeremy Lister rocks.
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2005 17 February :: 8.20pm
Names. This is going to be amended a lot.
I'm going to name two of my 47 children Constantine and Tellurium.
Kelly and I agree that Const is a good nickname for Constantine.
It's probably not a cool thing that I think this periodic table is totally awesome. And sexy.
I think Viscosity would be a really awesome name too. I think that's got to be the sexiest word in science besides friction.
I think bombardment is a pretty awesome word too but you can't just go naming your kid "Bombardment".
Or can you?
Velocity would be pretty cool too.
I've always though Adenine sounded like someone's name. Some really pretty girl's name.
Okay, I'm officially not allowed to name any of my kids.
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2005 16 February :: 5.50pm
Kyle!
I just bought Eisley's CD off of iTunes.
Want me to burn you a copy?
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2005 16 February :: 5.26pm
Speaking of little things being totally awesome...
Yesterday, at lunch, I was standing in line and looking around because the line wasn't moving.
I saw this kid. He had orange hair, a grey sweatshirt with some words on it and must have been a sophmore. He was wearing this gold chain necklace. Just a thin gold chain.
But on the chain was evil. It must have been the devil himself who crafted such an decorative instrument of torture.
On the chain was a rubber monkey. Not just any monkey mind you, but a large, evil monkey that looked at me funny.
In fact, a quick google image search for "rubber monkey" had that thing as the first result.
WITNESS THE EVIL!
Read more..
I thought it was the coolest and scariest thing ever.
I love you all.
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2005 16 February :: 4.36pm
I turn everything little into something totally awesome. Jessa might appreciate this Smiths mention.
I don't read magazines and I'm not up on the celebrity things.
But I read Entertainment Weekly. Why? I don't know. My dad gets it and I read it to find some attachment to the outside world. Mostly so I don't look or seem like a total idiot who has no idea which chick Nicole Kidman is. (I don't. She's one of those women folks. I like her. Unlike that other one who always looks like she's wearing a wig. I don't know what her natural hair color is. Not Nicole Kidman, but the wig-wearing one. I think that one doesn't have real hair.)
Anyway. My point. EW had a list of The 50 Greatest Love Songs or Some Really Stupid Title Like That. I normally wouldn't care. It was just another V-Day thing in another periodical and I'm sure they just needed a filler.
I love music. So I flipped through the pages, trying to search for some song I knew or recognized.
Number 39 was There is a Light That Never Goes Out by The Smiths. I love that song. I love The Smiths.
So I wigged out and thought it was so totally cool that The Smiths was in a big magazine that people read. I freaked out when they had an article on Morrissey too. (He's pretty dreamy for a guy who is about as old as my dad.)
I like that they included that song in there. I like that they looked past The Smiths' normally mocking tone and into the true meaning of one of their songs.
I really love that song. I'm going to go put all my The Smiths CDs on the computer now.
I love you all.
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2005 16 February :: 7.48am
You spin me right round baby right round like a record baby right round round round.
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2005 16 February :: 6.15am
I'm not going to complain when I should be thankful.
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