All over a bowl of bitter beans

I felt I was on fire with the things I could have told you
I just assumed that you eventually would ask
And I wouldn't have to bring up my so badly broken heart
And all those months I just wanted to sleep
Well the spring it did come slowly
I guess it did it's part
My heart has thawed and continues to beat

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:: 2006 29 May :: 12.15am

It's also triple entry journal day.

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:: 2006 29 May :: 12.12am

I'm now officially claiming "edge."

*stretches* Hah.

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:: 2006 28 May :: 10.58pm

I'm rolling around the idea of getting my lip pierced again. Opinions?

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:: 2006 20 May :: 10.37am
:: Music: Deadsy - She Likes Big Words

Today I'm off to wonder around best buy and finally buy a new tv for my bedroom. Hoo-rah. I don't really have anything else to say right now, I just noticed that it's been 18 days since I last updated.

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:: 2006 2 May :: 2.07pm
:: Mood: tired

Mom offered to buy me $100 worth of new clothes last night, but I went to mall to try to find some new shirts or whatever today and came home empty. I just called her and said to keep the money.

Jess ended up coming home from school today. I hope you feel better soon, love.

On a side note - Soul Calibur 3 is not nearly as cool as the second. Dammit.

so don't let the world bring you down
not everyone here is that fucked up and cold

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:: 2006 20 April :: 12.51am
:: Music: Ice Queen

I have been sitting online for 9 years and I still make typos.

Right now:

I have 2 lights on.
The cat's asleep on the stairs.
Everyone is asleep.
I keep looking out the window.
No one is outside.
I'm updating x10.
I'm listening to music.
I'm rocking in my chair.
The chair is squeeking.
I'm wishing I had oil.
I'm pressing keys on a keyboard.
I have to go to the bathroom.
I'm reading profiles.
I'm wishing I never met Bateman.
I'm wishing I never met most of the people I know.
I just got done shaving.
Michelle just signed on.
I'm thinking about hearing fans in the orchard from Carley's room.
I want a present.
I need sleep.
I need to clean my room.
I wish I wasn't here.
I wish there was something on television.
I'm done with this entry.

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:: 2006 19 April :: 10.40am
:: Music: Napoleon XIV

HEEeeEEeey there pineapples;

let's bake a saaaAAndwitch"!

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:: 2006 17 April :: 2.18pm

research paper = pwned.

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:: 2006 12 April :: 1.19pm

Why am I so tired all the time?! I woke up at 10:30a, it's not even 1:30p and I'm already falling asleep. Yeah... I'm going to go nap for an hour or so. *turns down the air*

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:: 2006 7 April :: 9.38am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Bella Morte - As Night Calls

So I was at work yesterday (my last day there) and I got this customer with a little girl. Her doctor denied her pills so she was bitching to me about how much she needs it and this little girl walks up and says, hi or something to that extent and she bitch just fkn snapped on her. So I finish ringing her out and the lady starts skreaming at her for putting a metal loop on the counter... Which... Was... You know... Actually attached to the counter. She felt like a fkn moron after figuring that out. So the girl wanted to use her 3 dollars to buy some kandy, and did so. She got yelled at the whole fkn time. I just kind of smiled at her before they left.

*sigh*

Anyways, I woke up rather early this morning and have been looking over this math handout. I have a test at 11:00. Sooo... Wish me luck or something. I wish it wasn't so bright in here all the time, a nap would probably do me well.

I want you near.

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:: 2006 3 April :: 1.02pm

So someone came into my apartment last night and took my 2 liter of Mountain Dew and a can of Fritos. Seeing as only 4 people have been here the past 2 weeks, and my mom doesn't like either, I've narrowed it down to a fat girl, a prick, and an ex-best-friend.

Thanks for nothing
Absolutely nothing
Thanks for all your bullshit too
Thanks for everything you didn't do.

On a lighter note - my armys are manly.

My myspace is gone. I can't delete it because the e-mail address they have for me is no longer active.

There's also a good chance that you've been removed from my buddy list. Sooooo if you never hear from me again, that's why.

We're taking a train. :)

-LosrNancr

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:: 2006 17 March :: 9.01pm

A few pieces from the trip...

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Round trip to Michigan: $1300
The 69 Eyes concert tickets: 13.00
The Lost Boys DVD: 19.99

... Leaving your girlfriend's house at midnight with a bloody lip: Priceless.

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:: 2006 12 March :: 7.37pm

Guess what!
I made out with my girlfriend all weekend in Michigan! Hah. Fuck you! I'm going home with a bloody lip. How hot are we?

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