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:: 2002 29 December :: 8.14 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: A moment to be real

do your ears hang low?
I took this from allisons journal www.woohu.com/shiningstar27460

sorry allison

1. Full name:Robin___Dine

2. Single or taken: taken

3. Male/female:male

4. Birth date:April 10

5. Astrological sign:Aries

6. Siblings:Beau(21)Samantha(18)Mary(9)

7. Eye Color:Greyish Blue

8. Shoe size:8 and a half

9. How old do you FEEL:depends when you ask me

10. Did you have an imaginary friend as a kid:yes lol

11. Your #1 life dream:All I want is a happy ending

12. Who are your top best friends:Theresa,Kate,Allison,Carinna, Krystal,Aaron,Zach, Amber, Lindsey,Sheely

13. When are you online:when am I not

14. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend:yup

15. Did u send this to your crush:no I am not sending to anyone

Fashion..

16. Where is your favorite place to shop: mall?

17. Do you do drugs:not anymore jk

18. What kind of shampoo do you use:
this highlighting protection stuff

19. What are u most scared of:being controlled and not being good enough, and umm...snakes

20. What cars do you wish to have: any car!!!

21. Who is the last person you called:Theresa I think

22. Where do you want to get married at:a beach
Faves

23. Color: blue

24. Number: 11

25. Food: PB and J

26. Boy's names:I have always liked Aaron or Aden

27. Girls names: Fiona or Maye

28. Favorite subject:gym

29. Animals:Polar Bears

30. Favorite games:i dunno

31. Flower: tulips

32. Song:Space between of course and Innocent by Our Lady Peace

33. 80's cartoon: I dunno

34. Elemental/spiritual sphere: Water or Earth

35. Legendary (mythical) creatures:Phoenixes,

Have you ever..

28. Given someone a bath:no

29. Smoked: Nope

30. Bungee jumped:never will

31. Broken the law: Everyone has broken the law atleast once in their lives and not known it, right?

32. Been Drunk out of your face: not yet

33. Gone skinny-dipping: ya but no one was around so...

34. Been in love:yup

35. Been in detention:nope

36. Been suspended:nope

37. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble:not since age 8

38. Loved Somebody So Much it Made You Cry: nah but i am not really a crier

What comes to mind..

39. Red:Blood

40. Cow: hamburger

41. Zebra: Lion KIng

42. Greenland: Iceland

Which is worse?

43. Barfing on your date or your date barfing on you: barfing on ur date

44. dying alone in a ditch, dying knowing that you've never loved someone, or dying from getting so drunk you choke on your own vomit: Dying alone knowing that you never loved anyone

45. lying to someone you love, or getting lied to by someone you love: Getting lied to

46. being hated for who you are, or being loved for being someone you're not: ...Being loved for someone you're not..=/

Which is Better

47. Vanilla or chocolate ice-cream: Vanilla, with chocolate stuff on it

48. being held or being kissed: Being held

49. If you were given everything you ever wanted, or enough money to buy anything you ever wanted:enough money to buy everything i wanted

50. having tons of ho-hum friends, or having a few great friends: A few great ones..no, A LOT of great ones

Final Questions

51. Do you like filling these out:I suppose

52. How many people are you sending this to: No one

53. Who will send it back:blah

54. Who won't: Ugh..

55. Gold or Silver: silver

56. What is the last film you saw at the theater:Two towers

57. Favorite cartoon character:Bugs Bunny or Invader Zim

58. What do you have for breakfast in the morning: Nothing

59. when was the last time you cried: uh..like a month ago

60. Last time you cried of happiness: Never

61. 2 things that bring you pure Joy: knowing something good is gonna happen, and my friends*when there is peace between them*

62. If you stood at the peak of a mountain, what would you yell at the top of your lungs:Mandy Fierens is a Cow!

Its raining inside my head


:: 2002 29 December :: 1.06 pm
:: Mood: alright
:: Music: A moment to be real

Theresa I am gonna shoot myself!!Theresa:dont rob cause I love you. Rob:ok good enough for meTHeresa:we are so much better than you know who
gawd I stayed up until 7AM watching empire strikes back and return of the jedi*star wars* and its like 1:10 meaning I have been awake for ten minutes,lol oh ya break is fun

So what if I am a downer/dramatic everyone is allowed a few faults.

I love how my journal looks its exxxxxxxxxxxxcellent

hmmm there is so much drama in our group of friends, I sorta fear to go to an up coming party

but I think everything will turn alright

Theresa you are my best friend we are so much better than you know who lol

good times...

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:: 2002 27 December :: 4.17 pm
:: Mood: a lil angry but not to bad
:: Music: Innocent-Our lady Peace

Ok I will admit it sometimes life is a bitch
OK sometimes life throws us a few curve balls but that doesnt mean you have to be all dark and sucidal and weird. I hate that, I hate when ppl say the world will be happier w/ out me, I hate when ppl talk all dark and are like "fuck this!" I think its pathetic to act like that and I am sick of it, I do it sometimes too but I dont take it to an extreme, so you shouldnt either.

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:: 2002 26 December :: 12.13 pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: When I am gone-3 doors down

Joy To The World
Mary needs to learn how to shut up for like ten minutes.

Christmas was alright I wasnt really in the christmas spirit, I got some pretty nice stuff that, I am grateful for but... I dunno christmas always makes me feel extremely spoiled

I think Episode Two is becoming my favorite movie I have watched it like eight times now.

I know its dumb to mention this but I have had like zero comments on this journal and I know this shouldnt get to me but after this long I am taking it kinda personal lol

well happy holidays everyone

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:: 2002 24 December :: 1.32 am
:: Music: Theresa's Star wars Cd

Best friend
Awwww! Theresa you are my best friend

Turns on light saber:::not sexually:: Theresa you also are my best friend!

We are so much better then you know who lol

Theresa:Oh, where ya going?

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:: 2002 23 December :: 11.54 am
:: Mood: Sad
:: Music: Beautiful-Christina A.

What the world needs now is love,sweet love....
Its so awful everyone is hating each other its so fucked up he did this she did that. Its right before the holidays cant we all just be friends again, But I fear this time its gonna be more difficult just to go back to good ol times. Gawd I wonder what the party will be like:::shudders::: I hope just we can all move on from this.

Enjoy your holidays

-Rob-

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:: 2002 22 December :: 11.44 am
:: Mood: Mad
:: Music: Puddle of Mudd:Blurry

Fuck this
Fuck fighting for friendship its worthless if she isnt gonna contribute at all

Fuck this I dont deserve it, I deserve to be cared about

::::growl::::

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:: 2002 20 December :: 3.27 pm
:: Mood: Better much better
:: Music: Beautiful(Christina A.)

Its over...finally!
No worries I am doing better I went through this week of unhappiness but no worries I am ok now

It hurts to see her so unhappy.

Kate I love you

Theresa I know sometimes I forget to give you credit but you deserve some, You are my best friend and I love you very much I know sometimes I forget to show it. I am sorry

Sorry that you havent been feeling your greatest Krystal I am here for you.

Dont think I forgot you Carinna I know you are in a ruff spot but I am here for you too if you need someone to listen.

I feel alot better, nothing happened at home to encourge this happiness but I am much better for no reason hmmmm spontanious happiness thats new lol

Some ppl smoke pot when there depressed.I eat doritos lol

Its raining inside my head


:: 2002 18 December :: 8.02 pm
:: Mood: Bitchy/annoyed
:: Music: none kazaa is forever dead

Robin is cleaning out his clostet \
Why is she so awful to me, I am sick of crying. I hate her, Sam says hate is a strong word, what does she know she isnt ever around. She doesnt treat anyone else like she treats me, maybe it is cause I am not crazy like my fucked up siblings. I just want to crawl to a hole a die when she enters the room.

and least no one can call me a momma's boy

Its raining inside my head


:: 2002 17 December :: 6.17 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: none still Kazaa is dead

oh happy day....oh wait its not a happy day
I have alot on my mind right now like this fight with my mother isnt getting better at all! its not worse but its defintetly not better and right now I feel ugly and stupid and worthless cause a certain someone is making me feel that way aka Mom.

Second note this whole getting comments deal is sorta funny, people freak out when they dont get any, but then again a certain someone gets like four within the hour lol

I am constantly feeling jealously lately like in gym today everyone was talking about there scores and I was practically glowing green, Lately I just feel extremely insecure I mean this diet isnt going well and its gonna take time before all the extra weight goes away but my looks well... partly cause my stupid ass mother wont let me get a haircut or highlights and I dunno I was just feeling extra ugly I know I am not like hideous but people have made me feel ugly and discusting in my friends journal they mentioned that they felt ugly and everyone left comments reasurring him that they arent and if anyone is gonna leave comments dont say anything unless you truly mean it. ok?

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:: 2002 15 December :: 6.15 pm
:: Mood: Confuzed
:: Music: none Kazaa is still dead

God I am not a good friend
There is nothing on my mind except confusion my life right now is pretty good (: but everyone elses seems to be sprialing down, either people are doubting themselves and there friends or they bottle everything up and Sheely tells me to say what I feel so here it goes. I know that when I get concerned and I try to help It just backfires and makes things worse. Right now everyone seems so unhappy with each other and I dont understand why, I see my friends as the best people I know and I have no reason to dislike anyone cause I am happy. I feel sorta unapperciated but its not that important its just I feel like I am not getting closer to anyone like I am moving backwards I dont know whats happening with anyone I feel like I dont understand any of my friends I have no idea whats going on. I am saying Call me talk to me let me Know whats going,I feel like I should know whats going on with my friends and since I dont I feel like a sucky friend. Sometimes I think I am the worst friend in the world

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:: 2002 14 December :: 6.37 pm
:: Mood: Good for once
:: Music: none Kazaa is dead

Celebrate Celebrate
Sometimes I think what we need to do is just be happy I mean I know we all have rights to be angry and deppressed at times but I mean for the most part I think we all should be fortunate of what we have like I know that I have good friends that will be there when I need them and there are people who eat lunch alone. I am lucky to have suck solid friendships and a roof over my head even if i dont always apperciate the people who are here lol My last entry about my diabetes I read it and you know what my health could be way worse I could be CrAzY lol

Just Know I apperciate my friends so much and I am happy even if sometimes I bitch and complain alot(after all I am teenager) I am happy My friends are good people and I know they apperciate me even if I dont always believe it

Long story short
Friends=good
Parents= could be worse
Health=could be worse
Christmas shopping=done
Rob=happy even if he doesnt always show it

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:: 2002 12 December :: 3.46 pm
:: Mood: Sad

Diabetes Depression
Chronic meaning Forever.

I cant wait forever for this disease to be over I hate it I dont deserve it I am good person. I am sick of words like Insulin,Bolus,and Glucose I hate this disease sometimes I just want to die. There taking away my pump and putting me on shots again

No one understands no one knows how this feels

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:: 2002 11 December :: 4.02 pm
:: Mood: wouldnt u like to know?
:: Music: None Kazaa is Dead

I think Robin Has Truly Lost It
Hello everyone I am afraid I lost my mind Hot Damn I really need it too.

Guess what my father SUCKS DUCKS he got rid of Kazaa Ah!!!!
I need Kazaa also I need waffles I think we should all just stick a sryup IV into me adn I will be ok. Guess what I love Fanatises cause there like Dreams except you control what happens Like today I had one and Carinna Threw a party and I couldnt go but everyone sat in a circle and such nice things about me It was cool!!!!!

I think those waffles made me CrAzY
woo!!!!!! Mary Smells
Dad sucks he took away Kazaa damn portiricans grrrrrrr


o_O

Carinna if you ever decide to throw that party and you wanna say nice things video tape it K?

I have lost my mind all that sugar!!!!

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:: 2002 9 December :: 8.48 pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Save Me*Remy Zero*

Smile!!!!!!
I think i am gonna start to play the enthusiastic one in the family to show that bitch she cant bring me down

I call this one
Operation Smiley
muhahah
that will show her

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