Sometimes I Feel like my happiness will never last. The second I am happy it never lasts very long and sometimes when I complain I think I say more than I should and Im too whining I understand that its getting on peoples nerves I feel LIke everyone is angry with me. what people think of me is something i think about alot and I feel like the world is only saying negative things

No one cares about me my family doesnt care im not interesting to them they dont care im never a priorty and my friends dont care about me anymore they are moving away from me and they are most important people in my life so when the push away its like betrayl*i know im dramatic* but these people are the best friends i ever have had and i wish that would care just a little more

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i hope no one gets mad

i think im just in a mood right now

im just feeling very unloved

Im such an idiot
I'm almost positive that I am the most stupidest person I know

here is why
*I always speak before thinking
*I always act on impluse

and there is tons more but I dont think myself esteem can take much more of a beating

But these things always get me into conflicts I just hope no one gets mad at me!

Im such an idiot
I'm almost positive that I am the most stupidest person I know

here is why
*I always speak before thinking
*I always act on impluse

and there is tons more but I dont think myself esteem can take much more of a beating

But these things always get me into conflicts I just hope no one gets mad at me!

I dont like secrets!

The alone feeling is gone


and in other words

I\'m done watching beauty and the beast

im glad to have Kate i hope this relationship works

I love you Kate

So much anger
I have a few things to say about different things and you know what everyone who reads this please leave a comment i love to read them

*I dont think i am selfish
*I'm losing faith in my friends and how they feel about me
*I hate Aaron
*I'm concerned for someone new and you know the way that they deal with it isnt right
*I dont like it when people are mad at me for no good reason
*I am having jealousy issues
*A certain friend is hurting me alot
*I feel hurt and unhappy and no one can see that and on the other hand i am saying suck it up and quit whining
*Im feeling hurt still
*I want to suck it up but i am having trouble but that doesnt mean i will give up


I hate Aaron

I went through a phase of wanting to Rebel and to be bad ass but now I have satisfied my desire

I got this idea from another journal but its not exactly the same.

Of my friends

The most quiet:Sheely or Zach
The most hyper: its a toss up between Theresa and Lindsey
The loudest:prolly Krystal
The one I have known the longest: Krystal
Lives farthest away:Zach
Shortest:Carinna
Tallest:Zach but i am not far behind LOL
most friendly: Theresa or Sheely
most sensitive: i really dont know
Most creative:Theresa
Makes you laugh the most:Theresa or Lindsey or Poe
Best one with comments or comebacks: Maybe Theresa cause she will just call you a dyke LoL
Best Hair: Carinna or Lindsey
Best eyes: Im gonna say Carinna cause one is green and one is blue cause of her contacts or Theresa her eyes are hauntinly blue
Best Smile:Krystal or Theresa
Most likely to be a writer: Theresa
Most likely to be a famous athleteL: well thats a given Zach
Most likely to be a actress: Lindsey
First to get married: Theresa
Last to get married:Lindsey
The one who will have the most kids:only time will tell that one but so far me and Lindsey have like a thousand kids
Lives the closet:Lindsey
The most secretive:Zach
the most confusing:they all are


Brought to you by Rob
Inspired by Dani

Thank you Dani

She is gone for four days the evil woman known as mom is gone

i am so excited

I dont think i can stress this enough but i hate my own mother that cant be a good sign. She has been in super bitch mood for the last 13 years


you know what i hate her but i love PEPSI ONE and she cant stop me from that

okay there isnt much i dont hate right now at the current moment i hate

*Aaron
*every member of my family
*and every extremely skinny and athletic person
*and people who dont have diabetes

Friendships cant be the strangest thing to happen to you in life. They are one of the most important things you need in life.I mean u are always gonna need friends but sometimes you meet someone who you consider your friend and they dont feel that way. or when your young you can make a friend so easily if each of you like bubble gum your set for awhile but even that friend you made in elementary school can change and become cruel and different through out the course of life everyone is growing apart from there old friends and closer to the people they can realte with and its such a sad process even the people u meet like in the sixth grade are changing and growing away from you. sometimes you are lucky and the friend you made in elmentary is only growing closer to you as you age

I wish i was that lucky

I hate my family
holy crap i am still pissed my parents are so annoying they always go out on dates and last minute are like "hey rob will u babysit" and Mom doesnt make dinner anymore cause she is too busy getting ready for her date. It's not only that anything i want to do or anything i need comes after everyone else. Beau wants a bedroom and all of sudden when there not working or on dates there devoting there time to his room and there so mean to me they always point out my flaws and correct my grammar and my dad and sister make cracks at my weight and think its so funny and my mom is such a bitch she never pays any attention to me if i run off in a fit after we fight she never comes to see if i am okay. but if that was Mary or Sam she would follow them into there rooms she is always making me do chores and if i slightly argue she gets all in my face. We always are fighting about something and since i got diabetes she is always on my case "do ur bloodtest is your pump working okay do we need to change it. you would think that she is just trying to be caring but when i dont do a bloodtest its"holy shit Robin Dine what is a matter with you. you cant miss a bloodtest your in trouble" luckily she doesnt believe in grounding and i am not a bad kid at all i dont drink or do drugs or sneak out damn it she should be grateful i mean she treats me like i am turning into beau like i am her second chance for her guess what i am my own person. Overall i just Hate My Fuckin family