Smelly Cat
.Sean Hunter's Trailer.
This day was a good day laced with bad. I got hurt just now. Damn this excercise equipment and the burdens it brings me. sigh
Well we did pretty good. I messed up i think.. so did Vanessa but she's allowed to because she is really good. and so is her band.
Rated R , they are a bunch of 'smack-ass' kids. They are great -o. The singer tries to hard. Everyone was great. Derek Assaf? Colin Boyle. He's just neh. And he hates me. yay to the masses.
My hair is disgusting.

um. Vanessa is cool.
the end

One cigarette at a time. One cigarette at a time until you can walk into a room and the first thing you notice is not that someone is smoking. I'm not there yet [ hypothetically]

Quotes Love
http://www.angelfire.com/indie/funnyhog/songs.html

love this page.. i know i do

You've been asking me to bleed
City Place with a Raving Republican. Fun is not exactly the world. It was ok. Akward. Blah. Allison and Stacey kept raving about 'their apartment'. It got annyoing. fast.
I miss Sara. Shes going on a cruise. We like taking pictures. But doesn't Everyone. I want to say more but i can't express them in words. Sara is utterly wonderful
Well Danas adventures have left us all a little unsure. Keith matt and casey all in one room. I don't want someone like that anymore. Which possibly is added to by the fact that i am insignificant and they inturn do no want me (not someone like me). Everyone thinks that i do not compare. I don't. Simply covering up your thoughts, backtracking on things that you didn't mean to say. Its ok i know. The secrets out. I'm not as "good" as u. My loss right?
But i figured what i do want from a guy:
someone who complements me a lot. (I don't get that enough)
Someone who likes me as much as i like him. (possible?)
someone who is musically inclined
Someone who is intelligent
Someone who is funny
Someone who is sweet
Someone who thinks that i am better then i think i am (easy)
Someone who dresses the way i like. Hard to explain. (Stacey categorizes it as 'dirty emo boys' but not so much dirty i mean yeah like rough but they can be clean too :) )
nice smile
nice eyes
cooooollllll hair (also categorized as "dirty emo boy")
thats it really. the look thing is not set is stone though.
But i will not be like ever so i don't care. hmm yeah
insignificanlty yours

This is old (just wanted to remind everyone)
Its insane,
don't know why i came,
guess just to see you here,
but from far away,
all i see is him and i just move on.
This is crazy.
No dates,
for the prom you say,
as we both finally meet.
Then your smile fades
And i see in your eyes that it's all no fun.
Then you turn back to him
as a calm theme song comes on.

I'm still in love,
but im one of the
million hearts you'll some day break.
Close my eyes,
but still i won't give up.
Still i wont give up.
Nooo....

I wait,
in this dance floor haze,
suffer the silly suit,
just for one more gaze.
And I'm sneaking around like a fool
so dumb.
On a saturday night man,
is this what I've become?

I'm still in love,
but I'm one of the
million hearts you'll some day break.
Close my eyes,
but still i wont give up.
Still i wont give up
Nooooo....

And i know that i still don't believe it's true.
but i cant let you go,
and i told her what to do.

I'm still in love,
but I'm one of the
million hearts you'll some day break.
Close my eyes,
but still i wont give up.
Still i wont give up
Nooooo....

Slugger010: i have a song for u
Hmm.. I was going to say that i was happy.. but i forgot why? I might like someone but I probably don't. He makes me smile though and thats B-A-D. ok yeah

I don't think all these people understand
Apparently, Sara and I are the only people who know what it feels like to be underappreciated (at least we think so.) We realized through our discussions though that we are realllllllyyyy warped and we aren't as great as we think we are (obviously) therefore thats why no one ever likes us. Makes sense. I love Sara and she loves me though so we have eachother and we can pretend we are beautiful (she really is not me but thats what pretending's about)
No guys. Sucks but I suck so its ok! See I am doing that whole sarcasm thing again.
ps. I like people who make me feel bad; that's why i hang out with them so often. I think they like to hang out with me too. I make them feel better about themselves. :) adios muchachas bonitas (excluding myself.. but you know who i am talking about)

' I'll be there painting the town your favorite color"
o ye of little faith
I kept my promise
I am a lot stronger then you think i am

(ps disregard the previous entry.. i remembered that i never thought that)

*Skeeters the one for me*
Ugh
AHHHHHHHHHHH
some people are so annoying.. they think that they are the center of your world. Maybe they aren't so fucking important. Definately not. I was making fun of u not worshipping u. goosh get a life and a new wardrobe!