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2004 25 November :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: chillin
:: Music: MSI - tornado
you're just like all of the rest
whats up kids? just chillin here at the apartment. kinda bored. halo2 party the other night was kickass. had some fun, drank a little. it was good to see people again. thanksgiving was pretty good. i spent it with stacy and her family. i didnt wanna spend it alone at home so that's where i went. my family isnt big at all and they had other plans so yeah. but shits good. im doing pretty good here, things are picking up. im looking forward to getting a job soon. hoping to have another party soon, so ill talk to nate and give some info hopefully. but other than all that, not much has been going down. i miss you all, hope things are going good. i guess ill be going now, later.
Bradalee
p.s. feel free to show up if you're bored..soon!
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Kate
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2004 25 November :: 12.49pm
:: Music: Le Tigre - Eau D'Bedroom Dancing
Thanksgiving: done.
All I got out of it was food that made me want to throw up, an intense irritation, and the strong reminder of why I hate existing so much.
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suspensionrings
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2004 25 November :: 8.19am
Self-righteous fuck. Wimmins do not appreciate knowing a guy wants them only for their body. Especially a pudgy, acne-ridden nerd. So get me the hell off your agenda and get a real girlfriend.
. . . Idioth.
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2004 24 November :: 7.33pm
.contemplating a second Oath, in relation to the first. same reason, different person. [&i think we all know who, hmm? you're such a child around him. JUST LIKE BEFORE. you dumb. SHIT.]
.having already decided. now i just need to stick to it.
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holiday
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2004 24 November :: 7.26pm
:: Music: Queens Of The Stone Age-Mosquito Song
When you walk among the trees, listening to the leaves...
In a matter of days you are forgotten. And okay with it.
The further I go, the less I know.
P.S.- I love this song.
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holiday
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2004 24 November :: 2.57pm
UPDATE: We now have snow.
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holiday
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2004 24 November :: 2.55pm
Painting A Reality
How intimate it is
I drew the way your shirt flew liquidly over your body.
The way the sunlight hit your face
The glare off your somber eyes
The green grass rooted underneath our backs
That day,
That minute
was ours.
Captured forever, by pictures
and lines drawn
and memories.
We hold no lines
no boundaries
We are endless-
yet captured.
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holiday
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2004 24 November :: 2.54pm
:: Music: Son Of Sam-Stray
If anyone can find/has the piano tab for The Used "Sometimes I Just Go For It" and they could get it/find it for me, that would be really awesome. I've been playing it from ear but it's just not the same. And I really want to learn it.
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holiday
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2004 24 November :: 12.43pm
:: Music: Benton Falls- All These Things
JOB!!!
So cool. Career is taking flight, i think... Went to Blythfield Country Club yesterday. Kevin, the general manager was there, but he was in a meeting. When I told the guy that the 1st time I came here they called 2 days later, he said "Wow." But I don't know. Then he gave my resume to Kevin. He said they'd be in touch with me real soon. So I hope it's good. Also, I changed my recipe for Johnson & Wales, talk about last minute. I am adding a 5 oz. salmon fillet. And I need to get a bigger plate. Yeah, I'm really just blabbing to myself.
I'm just excited.
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2004 24 November :: 12.40pm
You Are a Liberal for Life |
You've got a bleeding heart - and you're proud of it.
For you, liberal means being compassionate, pro-government, and anti-business.
You believe in equality for every person, and you consider yourself universally empathetic.
Helping others is not just political for you ... it's very personal too.
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fadingfallenstar
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2004 23 November :: 1.44pm
KATEAMUS.. if you check thiiisss.. I need your phone number, and I'd like to know if you want to hang out today after school.
Leave a comment, punk.
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holiday
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2004 23 November :: 12.33pm
almost break-time! whoooo
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stinko
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2004 23 November :: 9.32am
he he
i have 5 tests today and i didn't study for any of them.
well, at least not until i was already in school.
this is what being a senior means.
slacking.
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2004 22 November :: 6.42pm
Okay okay okay. Hot stuff right here...no, i mean...new releases. SO EXCITED.
AFI has a new album coming out next spring.
La la la la la. Oh hells yes.
Against Me! has a new cd coming out too!
yippee!
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2004 22 November :: 2.28pm
Reasons i am a geek:
1. Lord of the Rings
2. I watch pokemon and digimon
3. I play magic
4. My friends and i are afraid of the light.
5. I hang out in graveyards on weeknights.
6. I like Hanson.
7. AP Bio was fun.
8. I am obsessed with Mr. Norkus.
9. I don't do anything fun or cool or drastic.
10. I work at McDonalds and i like it.
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2004 22 November :: 1.19pm
It's usual.
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2004 22 November :: 12.29pm
Ugh. My stomach hurts. I just want to be over with today. I'm getting a 2nd job, too. And a lot of other stuff is going on. Gosh.
I am sad.
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2004 22 November :: 11.02am
OH MY
I dont know who all has heard of this "Virgin Mary Grilled Cheese Sandwhich" but you must see what i found on Ebay...
The Most Holy of Sandwiches on Ebay
This Sandwich could change your life !
Find God with the Holy Sandwich
Save your Soul with the grilled cheese!
I'm offering to someone something that has been in my family for many years. I have a special recipe for making grilled cheese sandwiches that has been passed down from generation to generation.
Everyone who has eaten this sandwich has experienced great blessings, they have also been
amazed at how good they are. They all claim it was the best sandwich they had ever eaten.
This recipe is worth millions of dollars and could change your life forever
This is a great financial opportunity for someone in the restaurant business who wants to expand and attract new business.
The winner will recieve my familys special recipe as well it will come with the toaster I have used to make these sandiwiches. There is only going to be one available beause I feel the person buying this should have the oppourtunity to use this for themselves.
I make no guarantees that you will make millions of dollars with this recipe but you will enjoy the sandwich.
Good luck
I ALSO MUST ADD THAT THIS RECIPE IS AT $250.00 WITH STILL 8 HOURS REMAINING
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2004 22 November :: 9.35am
this weekend i worked and nothing else.
how crappy.
i will have to make up for it this weekend.
PARTY!
or maybe not.
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2004 21 November :: 5.46pm
I don't know what to call it...
A metaphor to your life?
Do you know what it’s like-
To walk and search and never find?
To wander around till your heels are worn out?
Is this what it’s like when love is a drought?
A metaphor, of course, as to why something’s absent
Forever missing, to hear this lament.
Until now, no longer broken down,
No longer strung out on sound
No more wallowing here
No more swallowing tears
No more watching the rain and counting the years
A step to the front
A push from behind
I move from the back to the front of the line
My heart is not mine
My heart is not mine
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2004 21 November :: 5.28pm
:: Music: The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
Ugh.
*smashes head through computer screen*
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2004 21 November :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: Sleepy
:: Music: Sleater-Kinney - Sympathy
Can anyone help?
I need extra credit in Chemistry and Mr. Vree said that I could write a detailed report on Schrodinger and the Quantum Mechanical Model. I made an attempt, and explained it in a single paragraph. I don't know to extend it, make it into an amusing story, or relate it to something practical to show I understand it. Here is the paragraph I wrote in case you don't know what this stuff is, or if you want to build off it. That is, if you're willing to help.
Prodigiously intelligent, Erwin Rudolf Josef Alexander Schrodinger is known for his hypothesis of the Quantum Mechanical Model. Taking off from Neils Bohr’s model showing that electrons are in circular paths around the nucleus, Schrodinger determined that the electrons do not move in defined paths, but move from place to place randomly, while remaining in the same relative vicinity. An electron microscope picture shows dots where the electrons are predicted to be. The denser the dots, the greater the probability that there is an electron in that area. It is impossible to find the exact location of an electron.
Any ideas? Pleeasse.
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2004 20 November :: 11.07am
:: Music: Far- Girl
Song That Makes You... | Created by procrastinata and taken 2999 times on bzoink! | | Song that makes you happy | AFI- A Winter's Tale | | Song that makes you want to cry | Far- Girl | | Song that makes you feel dreamy | Senses Fail- The Ground Folds (acoustic) | | Song that makes you sleepy | The Used- Sometimes I Just Go For It | | Song that makes you want to dance | AFI- Perfect Fit | | Song that makes you want to close your ears | the macarena | | Song that makes you think of that special someone | All- Carnage | | Song that makes you feel relaxed | The Used- Sometimes I Just Go For It | | Song that makes you feel inspired | Far- Girl | | Song that makes you want to sing along: | Senses Fail- Handguns And Second Chances | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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2004 20 November :: 10.35am
I love Far.
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2004 20 November :: 10.13am
:: Music: Alexisonfire-Side Walk When She Walks
"Dressed to kill, you look so right
I am drunk with lust tonight
Your wounds are opening wide
And they might be just my size
Now I'm afraid of open water
But I often bathe in sin
Let's be honest, you know you shouldn't bother
'Cuz with me, it's impossible to win"
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Eh. I wish I could explain how terrible they make me feel sometimes. I don't really know why. I kind of had the urge to just run my car off the road into a tree. Yeah...These guys were good live. MMhmm. I just need a break.
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2004 19 November :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: sore throat
:: Music: John Lennon - Hold On
Hm.. I may have a job. I've worked at Sue's Kountry Kitchen for 4 days on a "trial basis." He hasn't told me if I have the job yet. I'm not really sure which way he is going to go, so I just hope it's good. Jenny Deters worked there. He told me during my interview he was going to let some girl go, and I come to find out, after stupidly talking to her about it, that it's her. I feel kind of bad if I took her job.
Things are pretty good right now. My throat hurts though, which is sad, I know. Oh well. I'm really looking forward to New Years. It should be fun.
Today was my sister's bachlorette party. I only went for an hour. It was kind of dumb, but whatever makes her happy; it's her wedding.
*sigh* I don't know. What do you want to know? Ask something..
Algebra II is becoming difficult. If anyone wants to be my tutor.. I would really appreciate that. The material sounds easy, but Babbitt just doesn't explain it right, so I can't do it. So if you had Algebra II last year, or currently have it, and actually understand it, that'd be cool. Just consider.
So.. yeahh.. hangin' out with people tomorrow. I know that'll be a good time. If we can find somewhere to go. haha. I'm glad Lisa got her freedom back. wooo.
well well well. I'm rambling, and I'm stupid. yay.
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suspensionrings
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2004 19 November :: 10.18am
Too fragmented. I hide too much, from too many people.
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2004 18 November :: 5.48pm
ohgod i'm shaking. is this right? how could it not be? ohgod. ohgod.
this pulling away. every time it throws me right back into the very worst of it.
and.
but.
i know that it's . . . not. and. i know that it's . . .
it's not impossible. but neither will it ever happen. and i don't know what i'm going to do with myself. it'll fade eventually, right? please say it'll fade. please say i'll forget how sweet the mornings were. please say i'll forget the rush of adrenaline when he kissed me in the theater. please say i'll forget the beach.
just let me forget it all. please.
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2004 18 November :: 4.07pm
When my lips twitches at certain concepts. When it overwhelms me and I arch my back, throw my head into my shoulders until the skin on my throat threatens to rip. Clench around my vocal chords in a silent scream and then cough, cough and then giggle. And my hands threaten to break themselves.
All of these neurotic habits that I thought would disappear when I killed Sab, when I was with Jim . . . she's back, and hating it, and the twitches are stronger than ever. I'm growling and not noticing it. I . . .
Here's what gets me: The Dog. Her wishes are as strong as they ever were. I think perhaps the brokenheartedness causes it, or makes it worse, or some shit . . . I don't know. I was the same way after Corwin ditched me.
It's frightening. Looking at girls that way. Feeling this beast writhe inside me, wanting out, wanting to use and abuse . . .
Feh. Continue later. Elsewhere.
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2004 18 November :: 6.31pm
So.. I saw a dead squirrel in the parking lot after school. Its guts were all hanging out, and it was nice and bloody. Its head was smashed into the ground, and its body was all stretched out across the cement.
It's nothing exciting.. just made me happy.
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