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holiday

:: 2005 8 September :: 1.57am
:: Music: PURGING

GET UP
GET DRESSED
GO TO WORK
they all know who you are...
They can't believe you'd show up here
BUT THAT'S JUST WHO THEY ARE
SHUT UP
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I miss you.

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holiday

:: 2005 8 September :: 1.13am
:: Music: The Honorary Title- Everything I Once Had

This song is so good. I can't get to sleep. I am going to play some guitar. Hopefully I won't wake anyone up. bwahaha.

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holiday

:: 2005 7 September :: 10.59pm

Gahhhhh my heart. Yikes.
El interneto hasnt' been working very well so I never updated anything. The weekend was fun.
I had an interview at Applause Catering that I don't think went too well. Saturday Char and I went to Riverside to grill out w/his folks/sis/bro-in-law/baby. Yummy. Then we went to Lare-bear/Liz's new house in GR and it is cute! Jeff was there too! haha. And we played poker until 2 am and I won money! whoooo! Then I stayed the night at Char's and Sunday we went to see The 40-year Old Virgin which was slightly funny. Sunday I cooked out with my parents and Tuesday my classes started.
After a minor parking set-back that didn't seem too minor at the time, everything went fine. Nutrition was semi-okay but Bus. Eng. was boring and I met a girl that I already knew because we hung out/drank together before. We just didn't remember at first. It's Casey's friend Randi. So yeah, at least I know one person. My teacher reminds me of the 40-year old virgin/Eugene Levy/someone from Office Space. hooh. Since the class is over 3 hours long we got a 25 minute break so Randi and I went to the bookstore to get her book and the line was really long so we were late getting back to class and the door was closed so we walked in with chips and other stuff and had to walk all the way to the back and everyone was quiet so I don't think he likes us at all. But oh well.
Man I go on a whole heck of a lot. Anyway, I worked today at el cafe and it went fine. Tomorrow I have Nutrition from 2-3:30 then I see Char :-) hooooray.
G'night (for now)

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anachronism

:: 2005 7 September :: 7.54pm

Bonfire at my house this Saturday.
8pm-12am or whatever.
It's not really a party, nothing is planned. I just want whoever that wants to be there, be there. To just chill, talk, and hang out.
My dad dug a new fire pit out by Brad's current home (camper) haha. So, please if you wanna come and hang for a while do.
Let me know if you are coming!

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Brad

:: 2005 7 September :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: Skynyrd - Gimme 3 Steps

It's been a while, it's been a while... i don't really feel the need to post anymore, even with access to do so. but i figured once in a while wont hurt.

I'm living at Stacy's now. I move into my new apartment October 5th. It's 160sq.ft. bigger than the last apartment (700sq.ft.). The new one is pretty rad. it actually has a dining room. It'll be really nice to have a sweet apartment to MYSELF. I'm buying all new furniture and whatnot. I have this whole month to save money for everything. The apartment is on the E. Beltline and 5 mile. So Plainfield township. The drive to work now is costing me about $10 a day to drive there and back, about 60 miles, pretty shitty, yes?

I work at Electro Chemical Finishing now. I'm a copper plater, so i pretty much work with a bunch of hazardous chemicals all day. No one thought i would make it this long because i guess the past few guys before me quit before 3 weeks. One guy quit after 3 hours because he could'nt handle it. It's the heat that makes the job hard. I've been there about a month and a half now, so i'm doing good.

Well that's enough for now, later.

Bradley

I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY!I LOVE STACY! =)


(I don't care if you told me not to) =P

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anachronism

:: 2005 7 September :: 5.08pm

Today in 3rd hour (office aid) I was told to make a copy of a paper.
First of all I have no idea where that fucking machine is.
So, I find the room and there's like 8 machines! I know, I know..a copy machine doesn't seem to be a complicated thing to spot, but their machines are EVIL! And the copy machine was the worst. It's so confusing, it's not like normal ones where you just put the paper on the glass.. Anyway, the lady tells me to make one copy and to type in her code '4994' so I do it and it starts printing '1 of 4,994' and I was like, "Shit!" So then I hit stop and it stops after printing like 10 sheets. Then I see that I copied the wrong fucking side. So I flip it over and try to copy it and it copies the same wrong side and I tried to stop it, but once again it copied like 10! So I finally went and told them I had no idea what I was doing. They weren't too mean about it.

I'm sorry, you must think I'm an idiot, but it really is more complicated than it sounds.

Being an office aid is scary.

Anyway, I hate school. Today was a little better, but it still sucks.
And today was the bad day..the day when actual work and homework starts..bleh! ;(

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 7 September :: 3.57pm
:: Music: the Strokes - Is This It?

Root of all evil

The bus is the fucking devil. I can't stand it. I'm considering walking, even though it'd take me even longer.

Lots more work this year. I hope I can handle it.

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munkysaurus

:: 2005 6 September :: 3.07am

Dubayu Tee Ef...
Fuck. geh. What the fuck have I been doing! It's time to seize oppurtunity. No more procrastination.

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anachronism

:: 2005 6 September :: 9.15pm

If you're wondering why I am so stlyish lately (haha) it's because my boyfriend picks out my outfit and straigtens my hair for school every day. :P

And he's not even gay!
What a keeper.

Proud parents: Read more..

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anachronism

:: 2005 6 September :: 6.13pm

School sucks.. blah blah blah..

Hitler, Nazi, Germany seems to be all right. It's just sad I have it first hour.. I won't be awake to even listen.
Econ is going to be hard for me since I am bad with math and all that. Does anyone have a JA Econ book I can have?? [With answers!]
Office Aid is interesting. I get to hear everything that's "private". I like it though, I get my own desk and get to deliver passes. Woo!
Advanced Drama scares me. That's all I have to say. I'm very nervous..
Bible as in Lit is going to be cool. I have a lot of friends in there and I know it's going to be a good class. I'm excited to learn a lot.
Yearbook is . . yearbook. The same as last year, except I'm an editor. Which is bahmb.. it's nice having some authority.

In other news.. I like Brad living here. It's nice because I get to see him when I get home every day. I wish he didn't have to leave in October.
I love yooouu.

My bunnie is still cute as ever.

So, who's ready to graduate all ready?

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 5 September :: 9.37pm
:: Music: 30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

Red eye flight, carry your luggage under your pupils

I haven't slept in two days.

Insomnia?
Not quite.

I will have the latest comic with me at all times tomorrow, so just ask if you want to see it. The camera is still fucked up.


I'll see you all tomorrow.

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anachronism

:: 2005 5 September :: 1.47pm

Brad got me a bunnie!

Pictures: Read more..

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anachronism

:: 2005 4 September :: 7.28am

I woke up this morning and the sky was a beautiful, glowing orange, so I ran outside snd there were two huge rainbows casting colors in the sky. It was so pretty.

Did anyone else see that?

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anachronism

:: 2005 2 September :: 5.33pm

I now own five cameras!
My dad and Brad found three old ones in some boxes and they're not shitty.
All they need is some clean'n up!

I think me getting all these sweet deals on cameras is a sign.
Maybe my dream can come true.

:)

I know.. I sound corny, but I don't care!

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anachronism

:: 2005 2 September :: 10.49am

Dresden Dolls
Intersection, Grand Rapids, MI.
Tuesday Oct 18, 2005
8:00 pm
$13.00


I am going, no fucking doubt about it.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 2 September :: 12.01am
:: Music: unwritten law

Let the beast sleep

Well, I'll never do it again. After that, I don't think it'll even be possible.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Anyway...
Lucy is back from the vet, we got her last night. She's perfectly fine besides being a little weak. She's still contagious for up to 6 months though, so we can't let her by any other dogs.

Since being home, she's peed in the house at least 10 times. I just now got her to stop whining and go to sleep in her kennel.

I just hope she doesn't wake up. I can't take more whining.

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anachronism

:: 2005 1 September :: 11.18am

Has anyone ever seen the show Gilmore Girls?
I was just wondering if how fast they talk makes you want to kill people.
That show seriously just made me feel stressed out because they talk so incredibly fast.

I just want to know if I am crazy.

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holiday

:: 2005 31 August :: 9.02pm
:: Music: JamisonParker- Dusk, The Day After

Holy Carp! Yes. . . Holy carp.
My mom just said that she had a customer from Otsego or something say that gas was $3.80 over there!!! I just wish I could boycott it but that wouldn't do anything except leave me stranded.
Sometimes I just get this overwhelming rush of joy and happiness with life. Like everything is going to be okay and everything is going to work out with my life. Everything will fall into place. I am going to get an awesome job, I am going to classes I like, I will be 18 soon, and more importantly, even if those things don't work out (except me being 18), I am with the person I love and he will stand by me and help me through everything.

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holiday

:: 2005 31 August :: 8.23pm
:: Music: Gimme Dat

I LOVE CHARLIE!
Hmmm....GUESS WHAT!
Chef Simpson called me today and I have an interview on friday!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOO
It's my dream job. Seriously. Awesome. I could have a chance of going to Italy sometime. Maybe after a long time of working there, but still. Awesomely awesome. This will be my 5th job!!! I'm only 17 and this will be my 5th job. It's okay, it's experience. I've never gotten fired (knock on wood)
I can't wait till classes start actually. It's cool. For my birthday we're all goin' to margarita grill and then I'm getting a tat. For sure.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 31 August :: 2.12pm

Give up

We're going to pick Lucy up from the vet at 5 o'clock. They called today and said she's doing fine, and that we have a very hyper dog.

Good.

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anachronism

:: 2005 31 August :: 12.38pm
:: Music: John Lennon - Give Peace a Chance

Blah blah bla.
I feel really wierd. Like physically.. I don't know what it is, but I need it to go away. I'm not in the mood to vomit.

Brad's moving in today. It's temporary. He just needs to find a new apartment to rent so he's not stuck paying another months rent in the shitty apartment he's in now.

Things have been ok lately. It's really strange to think I'll be in school at this time next week. But, this summer has felt like an entire year to me. More happened this summer than all of the last school year.
I am excited..only because this is my last year. It still doesn't seem real to say it. I can't believe I'm a senior.
When did my life pass me by?

In other news.. I am bored. My life consists of watching old T.V shows and eating way too much when I'm not even hungry.

I just want to be happy. And this has nothing to do with anything I just said.
Whatever.

Oh and Erika, Keegan.. you guys are awesome. I love that we're spending time together lately. You help, truly. And you're a great couple.

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holiday

:: 2005 30 August :: 10.28pm
:: Music: Boys Night Out - Purging

I'm feeling kind of weird. Anxious-like. Earlier today I layed in bed and knew I had places to go and that I should get up and I wanted to, but then I didn't want to leave the house at all, I just wanted to read. Ergh. I visited Ash at work today and dodged el bosso. Then I worked out. Then I went to Applause catering. Head...hurts. I think I'm going crazy. I just don't know what I want to do ever!

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 30 August :: 6.46pm
:: Music: Bedlight for BlueEyes

Pyro
Read more..

My dog, Lucy.

She has parvo, and is at the vet right now. Tonight will be the third night she's stayed there. She has about an 80% chance of living.

For all of you who are wondering, (I haven't told someone about it who knew what parvo was) parvo is a disease that doesn't let a dog's body absorb any food or water so it slowly dies of dehydration or starvation.

So, yeah. I have a dog!

Oh, and did I mention she's part wolf? How cool is that? Her dad was half wolf, so I'm assuming that makes her a quarter.

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holiday

:: 2005 29 August :: 10.38pm

I love you more than words can say.
I am so tired. I woke up around 2 this morning then went back to sleep until 4:30 when I had to get up to go open at work. Blahhh. I didn't feel very well this morning. Uh oh. Eh I never feel very well in the morning. I saw Char later on today. I got him a grill. Yay! Then I worked out at the gym for like 15 minutes because they were closing. So I'm going again tomorrow and I'm going to Applause to send my resume and hopefully talk to Chef Simpson. Then I'm going to chill because I need time to relax before next week. Classes start. Eek.
On Saturday Char and I went down to CC and all the buildings were locked because we went too late. Ugh. But one of my classes is in the North building and I like the grassy plaza in front of it I will be there a lot I'm sure. And in the ATC building. VISIT ME IN THE CAFE IN OCTOBER! Ya.
That's about it.

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brad

:: 2005 29 August :: 4.37pm

:P
I love Stacy.


anachronism

:: 2005 29 August :: 3.26pm

Today reminded me how much I really hate my class.
Minus like.. 6 people.
Yup.

I'm a senior!

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anachronism

:: 2005 29 August :: 3.14pm

New Schedule.
1. Hilter, Nazi, Germany - Norkus
2. JA Econ - Busen
3. Office Aid
4. AP Drama
5. Bilble as in Lit - Olsen
6. Yearbook
7. Seminar - Hazel

Once again, let me know if you're in any of my classes. Thanks.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 29 August :: 2.53pm

Comic Delay
For some reason, my camera will not work properly. I'll have to wait until I can scan it in or something. Sorry..

But, I do have it, and I think it's a pretty good one.


I'm exhausted. Last night I got four hours of sleep. The night before that I got five. I usually get more than those nights put together in a single night.


Tonight I will sleep like a baby.

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anachronism

:: 2005 29 August :: 9.52am
:: Music: Bob Dylan

These are some lyrics. I know, I know.. it gets annoying 'cause people are always posting lyrics. But, this song is amazing and it really describes half the people in Cedar. So, if you can spare one minute that'd be grand. :)

Read more..
-Bob Dylan - Positively 4th Street

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holiday

:: 2005 28 August :: 7.52pm

We're back together. We got back together on Friday morning.
Everything is wonderful. We are more in love now than ever before. It's like love makes more sense now, in a subconsious way. Like everything is brighter. Anyway, things are really good. I am so in love with Charlie. I can't wait till we get married :-D hehe

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