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2006 20 February :: 1.24pm
:: Mood: bored/pissed
:: Music: PENICILLIN/MIND MASTER MIND/FLOWER CIRCUS
wake up mind master mind
I'm bored. not wait, I'm pissed. When i'm bored i have nothing to do but be pissed. So which am I? Bored or pisssed? pissed pissed pissed pissed. it sounds funny when you say it too much.
Damnitkladsjflkadsjfldsajflsadj I promised my mom i'd clean my room today.. it is nightmarish in there, but.. wahh.. _-_ well i want it to be clean but i don't want to do it myself XD and i have to start my journal entry for people to people, and later start looking for a current event. Origami cranes aren't due till later :)
my grandma kidnapped me to go to wal mart, but she got me pocky (one box is already gone..) and more green nailpolish 'cos mine dried up (bastard..) i feel really guilty because she wanted to get me food but i passed and she wanted to know if i wanted to go to her house or mine and i said mine.. :{ damn that looks like a mustaschio. anyway, yeah, i feel really bad because i'm such a people pleaser. In fact, actually i first told her i didn't want to go to wal mart but i felt bad and called her back and told her I'd go.. : /
so who else has off for president's day? (stfu casey and als, i didn't mean you xDD)
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2006 15 February :: 9.39pm
Better late than never:O
Happy Valentines Day
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2006 6 February :: 9.14pm
:: Music: Bang-Doll/DUAL PERSONALITY/Bang'EM ALL
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2006 6 February :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: optimistic
:: Music: PENICILLIN/Hell bound/Hell bound heart
everyone calls me crazy 6th beast
hmm.. so i looked over at the dog bed and expected to see Dakota there, that made me sad. I keep having dreams where he's around again, even though he's dead in the dreams, i still see him and touch him. Then i had a dream where he came back to life _-_ *sigh* It's just not the same without him here. But, at least, we are getting a baybay in the summer, another rotty, don't tell Jess though XD
So we are doing more career things in english class, and we got a book today. Did you know the number of job openings for a commercial artist per year in PA is 40? Pitiful. A photographer has more, but they get paid less :] They didn't even list fashion designer in there. It's hard to narrow down the choices. Can't i just do them all?
We made rainbows today in science class :]
My mom said i could save up for Sebring, but first i have to worry about saving for my trip. She also said that when/if i get him, i have to keep him in a display case when he's not in "use" ( >:D ) That's alright with me, he'll look smexy under glass XD
I'm waiting for my mp3 player to come and the anticipation is eating me from my toes up. >.< I wonder if my Jenny shoes have come yet xDD
I realised something, at least, i think i have. About personal things. One of my big drawbacks that i've found ( or choose to acknowledge) is that i lack serious motivation. I need something that makes me care, and inspires me. Where is it? I've realised also that when i talk about myself i feel like a liar.
I think that's it.. well.. yeah.. pretty sure? Did i miss anything?
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2006 4 February :: 8.36pm
:: Music: Thousand Foot Krutch - When in Doubt
i know i got the answer for ya baby
woah. did anybody else just watch that puppet thing on toomani? The dubbing was B-A-D BAD but the puppets were smexy XD
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2006 31 January :: 9.54pm
Pale Green Stars
hey look, a real update!
well no not rly...
Amanda is in love
With the sight of the moon
She's got pale green stars
In her room
Right above her bed
Put them on the ceiling
Leave on the light
When the sun goes down
Then the stars might shine
Shining in the dark
Skinny little girl in her room alone
She's got hell to spare
In her home
If you can call it a home
Doesn't want to be
Like anybody else
When no one is around
She talks to herself
I can hear her in the night
Hey--hey yeah
It's hard on a girl
When the blood won't come
When it ought to come
It's hard on a girl
When you try to walk around
On the shaky ground
Hey, hey
Daddy's going away
Scared little girl
Watching aladdin on tv
Amanda always cries
When you yell at me
Yeah -- please don't yell at me
Climb up all the stairs
Close the door
Doesn't want to
Hear us fighting anymore
Yeah, better call it a day
Hey -- hey yeah
It's so hard on a young girl
She thinks it's her fault
When it all goes wrong
It's hard on a grown man too
See my baby crying at the window
Calling out my name
Hey, hey
Daddy's going away
She's got pale green stars in her room
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2006 21 January :: 9.15pm
:: Music: PENICILLIN - MAD MAX
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2006 7 January :: 12.09am
:: Music: The Hazzards - Gay Boyfriend
One, two, ready go
I'm tired of boys who make me cry
They cheat on me and they tell me lies
I want a love who'll never stray
When he sees other girls, he looks away
And if he never kisses me, well that's alright
'Cos we can just cuddle all night
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I don't really care that you are queer
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I never feel lonely when you are near
It'll be a great romance
We'll go shopping and buy tight pants
You don't care how big my ass is, just how fabulous my dress is
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I don't really care that you are queer
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I never feel lonely when you are near
One, two, ready go
You cry at movies, on our dates
Romantic comedies sure are great
But when you're sad I'll dry your tears
'Cos I'll always think that you are fierce
I like cigarettes, and that's no gag
But you'll always be my favourite fag
You'll always be my favourite fag
You'll always be my favourite faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag
My gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I don't really care that you are queer
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I never feel lonely when you are near
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I don't really care that you are queer
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I never feel lonely when you are near
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I don't really care that you are queer
Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend
I never feel lonely when you are near
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2006 2 January :: 9.26pm
:: Mood: tense
:: Music: Harvey Danger - Sad Sweetheart of the Rodeo
the man died of cancer, aaannd he wasn't a rocket scientist when he was healthy ha ha ha
why am i feeling so behind lately? In what, you say? Ho ho ho, In what not, I reply!
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2006 1 January :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: PENICILLN - Furiijia (Freesia)
wow.. it's the new year... don't care :P My resolutions? i have some but i'm not ambitious enough to following them through. I'll forget about them by next week. But they are not to be afraid anymore*, and, maybe get a boyfriend or something, the latter of those two is practically unachievable even if i had the effort to look for somebody XP My expectations? None. I'm losing my concept of time anyway so what does a new year matter <.< It's all the same ^_^;
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2005 31 December :: 11.42pm
Repugnance of blood coming out of my limbs does not appreciably differ from vomited food. Repugnance is only one of the forms of stupor caused by a horrifying eruption of the disgorging of s force that threatens to consume. I AM FREE TO VOMIT MY OWN BEING.
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2005 31 December :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: waiting
:: Music: Bang-Doll - Toki
#1 On 10/18/90
UK Popchart - Show Me Heaven - Maria McKee
US Popchart - I Don’t Have The Heart - James Ingram
What was No.1 on the day you were born?
http://www.thisdayinmusic.com/inner.php
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2005 28 December :: 9.26pm
:: Music: PENICILLIN - Kakumei Striker
revolution striker
this is really sad.. some lady got hit by a car and died on christmas eve by the country fair down the road. she was hit by a drunk firefighter driving a fire truck. the really sad thing is is that she was looking for stalking stuffers for her kids : (
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2005 27 December :: 10.38pm
ride on ride on now
ride on ride on now
ride on ride on now
hurry up hurry up wipe out the world
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2005 20 December :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: tired/bored
Take the first sentence (or 2) from the first post of each month of 2005. That's your year in review.
January - ^^ The weekend was fun! hehe i slep over at Als's and we did our normal things,
Feburary - update coming to you from the library. Not much going on lately, My mom quit that job.
March - god that sucks..
April - I got my hair cut today.
May - you know what would be the BEST therapy?
Well, i think, anyway.
June - i'm such a crappy little dirt clod. oh well.
July - SO. I'm due for an update.
August - damn, i had no idea how boring summer can be <3
September - everything's shit :(
October - okay, so Trillian sucks fat balls, yo.
November - yanno what's really gross/weird? close your eyes and put your fingers over your eyelids and roll your eyes around.
December - some google name fun
"Brooke needs"
survey leech :P
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