Impersonality
|
::
2005 4 November :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: cold
yanno what's really gross/weird? close your eyes and put your fingers over your eyelids and roll your eyes around. haha.. yeah. you can tell i'm bored.
Laugh for me.
|
|
Impersonality
|
::
2005 31 October :: 9.32pm
:: Music: The Horrorpops - Walks Like a Zombie
and you wanna hold hands in the cemetary
You walk like a zombie
You talk like a zombie
It's not in your head
You're a living dead
Whatever you're gonna do
You're gonna make me cry
You walk like a zombie
You talk like a zombie
It's not in your head
You're a living dead
Whatever you're gonna do
You're gonna make me cry
And you wanna hold hands in the cemetery
And you wanna be lost for all eternity
And everything is dark and kind of scary
And you crave the full moon
But I don't care
And you want a mountaintop with a little castle
And you wanna name our kids Morticia and Fester
And all the flowers you bring are always dead
And you howl at the moon, but I don't care
Six feet under
You make me wonder
You wanna be undead
So you can be hunted
But whatever you're gonna do I'm gonna follow you
Six feet under
You make me wonder
You wanna be undead
So you can be hunted
But whatever you're gonna do I'm gonna follow you
And you wanna hold hands in the cemetery
And you wanna be lost for all eternity
And everything is dark and kind of scary
And you crave the full moon
But I don't care
And you want a mountaintop with a little castle
And you wanna name our kids Morticia and Fester
And all the flowers you bring are always dead
And you howl at the moon, but I don't care
And you wanna hold hands in the cemetery
And you wanna be lost for all eternity
And everything is dark and kind of scary
And you crave the full moon
But I don't care
And you want a mountaintop with a little castle
And you wanna name our kids Morticia and Fester
And all the flowers you bring are always dead
And you howl at the moon, but I don't care
Laugh for me.
|
|
Impersonality
|
::
2005 27 October :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Descendents - Mass Nerder
gonna kick their asses in class,gonna kick their asses in class, gonna kick their asses in class, gonna get good grades!
so i took a good nap today and had a splendid dream... twice O.o like, i was on the bus going home but it really wasn't my house nor was it my bus but Josh was there, everyone else were just random people, and like.. they all got off at my house and were in my house and stuff and they were in my room messing up my room and the second time i had the dream they broke my tv O.o lol. but you know why i say the dream was splendid.
my mom got mad when i brought up the halloween store and said all this crap about what she has to get done this weekend. she is way to stressed, being a single mother and stuff, working, taking care of bills and whatnot and like taking care of my overly dependant grandmother because all she has left is my mom and us, so.. lately my mom's been kinda mean, b;ut again, that's the stress... but.. i thought about it.. when was the last time we ever did anything fun? with my mom? that was in the summer... she almost never takes me anywhere yet she wheels my sister around everywhere... i asked her if she could do my make up for my costume and stuff and she yelled at me a bout how she has to go work yet she drives my sister to college all the fucking time when she should be driving and not getting the baby treatment that she does. why can't she take me and make Val take the bus? my mom is too tired to wake up the early for something stupid like that. i liked it better when she didn't have a job, she was a lot more relaxed.
anyway, it's not right me to complain about something like that considering the state of the world in general.
anyway, my party is sunday so i am happy. i hope everyone can come <3
1 audible grin |
Laugh for me.
|
|
Impersonality
|
::
2005 24 October :: 11.01pm
Little Round Mirrors - Harvey Danger
All alone
On the floor
Next to your twin-bed box-spring and mattress
The door
Is ajar
From afar
You can hear bands practicing
And When they dream they all
Dream of somebody like you
Somebody who takes what they make
Twice as seriously as they could ever hope to do
And when you dream
You dream of a day...
When you find something you could love half as much
As you love all your little round mirrors
See yourself reflected in one, theres a hole in the middle
You can't seem to fill
Bring them home
Watch them go
All you know is you hope they'll hurry back
And you cry
Then you lie your frail body down
Like a penny on a railroad track
And even if they stay in touch
The past stays in the past
But every time
You crash a little bit harder than the last
And every time you crash don't you
Wanna find something you could love
Half as much as you love all your little round mirrors
See yourself reflected in one
There's a hole in the middle you can't seem to fill
A shooting star is
A little piece of
Cosmic debree desperately wanting to fall to earth
It doesn't get too far
It's not a real star
It's hardly even worth footnotes in your memoir
Shoulder to shoulder
Up on our tip-toes
Chewing our fingers
And craning our necks
Just to see
Quite the collection
Divide by section
It's just a surrogate connection leaving you all alone
On the floor next to your twin-bed box-spring and mattress
The door
Still ajar
There you are and now you're coming to stay until
You can find someone who will love you as much
As you love all your little round mirrors
Murdering your tired, cold blood
There's a whole in the middle you can't seem to fill
Laugh for me.
|
|
Impersonality
|
::
2005 22 October :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: achy
:: Music: Dir en Grey - Cage
| I have issues with... | children
mirror
society
power
gender
| Take Word Association Test
| I have issues with... | past
intelligence
gender
scars
health
| Take Word Association Test
Laugh for me.
|
|
impersonality
|
::
2005 21 October :: 6.31pm
:: Mood: zombified
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
| Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com
Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.
trait snapshot:
messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, low self concept, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, unadventurous
Laugh for me.
|
|
impersonality
|
::
2005 16 October :: 2.32pm
:: Music: PENICILLIN - Limelight
[hell bound heart]!
PENCILLIN has a new cd [hell bound heart] coming out late november. MUST MUST MUST MUST BUY! >.<
Laugh for me.
|
|
impersonality
|
::
2005 12 October :: 10.29pm
Links
these will be in my profile, too
Myspace - http://www.myspace.com/popstarzombie
LiveJournal - http://www.livejournal.com/users/momentum_bath/
Xanga - http://www.xanga.com/ColorKid
DeviantART - http://glowsticky.deviantart.com/
add me please :)
Laugh for me.
|
|
impersonality
|
::
2005 12 October :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: Guilty Gear Isuka - Home Sweet Grave
today in school was ok. in science i think shannon asked Knox if the purse that was on his desk (someone left it there) was his. and he was like "what, my man purse?" and some was like "DO YOU HAVE A MAN PURSE?" and he said no and that someone left it there, and someone else asked what his name was, because the purse had an "s" on it, and someone said "it could be an s for super" and we were all like Super Knox! lol and mr. knox was like "i keep my super hero stuff in there." and then danny was talking about how superman sucks because he was like all the powers and i was saying how batman sucks because he's just angsty and rich XD
and in PE we were playing kickball and the bases were sliding everywhere and i slipped off of home and fell and got a brush burn on my knee. lol. everyone thought it was funny. after that Mrs. Walk decided not to use them anymore. lol.
well.. that's it?
Laugh for me.
|
|
impersonality
|
::
2005 9 October :: 3.36pm
:: Mood: chilly
:: Music: Guilty Gear Isuka - Sheep Will Sleep (if you become Fatigued)
so i wanted to update, but what about? hmm... well.. i ordered my kanji book yesterday (44 bucks :O ) so it must be big, that's good cuz i may be able to translate some songs now. I got my new issue of shojo beat, and did you know? in japan one of the most popular christmas dinners is KFC. not much else, well, my birthday is a little more than a week away, i am excited.. i really want to get my beloved all region dvd player, we love katamari, and maybe soul calibur 3.. i dunno yet about that thought, it depends on how much money i get.. i also want the horrorpops "bring it on!" cd and vendetta red's "sisters of the red death" and some d_skins.. yeah... i really need d_skins, because i'm tired of my cd's skipping and really want to protect my good ones..and.. i may want to get jimmy eat world's new ep, and maybe buy the import version of futures because half of my cd is unplayable, same with my goo goo doll's "dizzy up the girl" :O
i don't have to babysit tomorrow <3
i want to know what everyone will think about my hair......i get really funky bed head when i wake up though lol.
Laugh for me.
|
|
impersonality
|
::
2005 8 October :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: cute
so my haircut is like the most adorable thing ever!
"I love you all more than life itself man, but you are all fucking MAD..."
Laugh for me.
|
|
impersonality
|
::
2005 4 October :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: embarrassed
:: Music: The Horrorpops - Emotional Abuse
too much emotional abuse is a game we're both gonna lose
haha well now, I kicked ASS on the PSSA's
Reading - 1674
Math - 1795
anyway, i might not babysit friday and my mom told me she made an appointment with kent for that day so i don't babysit, i can get my hairs cut.. i was thinking some like this http://www.just-hairstyles.com/wall/w151.htm maybe a bit longer?
don't even get my started on my school picture..
aw wallace died :(
2 audible grins |
Laugh for me.
|
|
impersonality
|
::
2005 3 October :: 11.41am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: The White Stripes - Ball and Biscuit
right now you could care less about me, but soon enough you will care by the time i'm done
okay so this morning I woke up and felt like crap. but that's okay because that's how i always feel when i wake up. and i looked outside and was all "eww.....it's sunny...."
so like i have the day off from school and mom and jess are at work, and my sister's at college so i decided to help myself to the internet.
I hate mornings like this because there is absolutely nothing to watch on TV but Tickle U.
Laugh for me.
|
|
Impersonality
|
::
2005 2 October :: 11.04pm
:: Music: Descendents - Dog and Pony Show
just a lot of sad people caught inbetween desire and despair - i guess i'll see you there
okay, so Trillian sucks fat balls, yo. I'm downloading AIM and MSN Messenger just for my desktop cuz i can't deal with Trillian's crap. my babysitting hours may change, which means i'll be babysitting longer each day but i'll get paid a lot more. if this week goes according to plan, at the end i'll be getting 30 bucks just for this week :O
so i'm enjoying this weekend a lot, and i'm happy i have tomorrow off. sure, i have some homework to do, but other than that i'm going to spend tomorrow just chilling. i've been at my grandma's the past few days helping her with stuff and i've gotten like.. 22 dollars(?) for it. half of that went to reserve money, just to save (a good 45 dollars) the other ten is starting money for spending. should be getting ten more dollars from dad on tuesday, cuz he didn't pay me last week, so that will be 20 bucks total for spending, and after my babysitting dough i'll have enough to get one of those big, bad-ass kanji dicionaries.
aha that's strange, this keyboard has a key for the euro symbol. it's on the five key along with the percent sign. how do you use it?
i think it's about time i make something good hapen.
3 audible grins |
Laugh for me.
|
|
Impersonality
|
::
2005 30 September :: 11.06pm
:: Mood: pained
:: Music: Lapis Lazuli - Holy Orders (Be Just or Be Dead)
about time for an update, ne? Too bad i don't have much to say :P
PS. Why does chocolate ice cream melt so fast?
Laugh for me.
|
|