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2005 26 March :: 10.10pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Guilty Gear Isuka - The Cat Attached to the Rust
take my quizzlet!
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threshershark
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2005 26 March :: 10.05pm
:: Music: Latin Simone // The Gorillaz
Toady was fun, me and Brett went bowling. We hung out with Jess and Pam and David there, and talked and had fun and generally annoyed Jess's boss (you know, that grouchy guy at the bowling alley that yells at kids a lot). It was pretty fun.
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Impersonality
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2005 26 March :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: Waiting...
:: Music: Dir en Grey - Berry
i'm gonna blow your head off like raspberry jaaaaaam
Macabre came today. I am a happy girl.
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threshershark
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2005 24 March :: 10.57pm
PS
Taken From the Flatfoot 56 Website:
Attention!!!!! We have been given a big opportunity to be apart of a city wide competition put on by the Chicago Tribune news paper. We are one of ten bands chosen by the newspaper for the competition. What it requires is for the fans of each band to go to the competition's website and vote for their favorite band. We need you guys on this one! This is a big opportunity for us and a good opportunity for fans of punk to show that they are alive and kicking. We are the only punk band to be included in the contest. The voting will begin on Wednesday March 23 and will run until Sunday the 27th. The website is metromix.chicagotribune.com and the contest and information will be put on the site on Wednesday March 23. Please help us out and go to the site and vote for the good old boys from the south side.
http://metromix.chicagotribune.com/music/mmx-050323-musicrocknvote1,0,1253288.story?coll=mmx-music_top_heds
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threshershark
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2005 24 March :: 10.09pm
:: Music: Close Behind // Calexico
I'm sorry about my rant there, I was just really mad and blew stuff out of perportion. I do that a lot.
In short, if you haven't heard, I lost my job. Dang ol' economy.
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impersonality
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2005 24 March :: 9.04pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Dir en Grey - Jesus Christ R'n R
jesus christ rock'n roll
well.. Withering to Death came on tuesday, like i knew it would... and i orderd Macabre (plus some Gauze VCD :D )
in another weekend, (not this one) my mom is making an appointment with Kent for me. (he's the hair-cutter man) I'm thinking of getting it like a wedge cut, only instead of the sides being long and getting shorter as it goes back, it will be short on one side and will get longer as it goes AROUND to the side :D not only that, but i will probably have bangs, too. and pretty soon her i convinced my mom to let my dye my hair black >:]
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2005 23 March :: 10.33pm
:: Music: Plane Crash Girl // W.A.C.O. (the wild acoustic chamber orchestra)
MAKE ME A STEAK
If you do not I will have to eat your brains
Have a terrific night's sleep.
-the monitor lizard kisser
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2005 22 March :: 7.21pm
:: Music: Untitled II // Calexico
Just for y'alls pure infotainment, I will be leaving Rockford on May 31 for other lands. I might be back a weekend or so but maybe not. So, if you want, get all your hangouts with me for the entire ensuing year out of your system over the next two months and a half. I'll miss you guys. : (
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impersonality
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2005 21 March :: 8.46pm
:: Mood: hey sex-ay bay-bee...
:: Music: Vendetta Red - Shatterday
our days are numbered 666
for the most part i am content, which is pleasing in itself. um. but somehow i still have a part of me empty.
as in the words of the great Courtney Love...
"It came from my mom. She's like a therapist and I said "I had a really fucked up childhood" and she said "Well, Courtney, you can't walk around with a big hold inside yourself about it" Then I realized that a lot of different kinds of anger and stuff came from my hole, this hole that needs to be fed-the angst inside a person is like their hole...Like when you feel that human emptiness and you have to feed it..."
this is how i sort of feel, and i when i find what ripped open this hole, i am going to rip IT apart.
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threshershark
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2005 20 March :: 10.33pm
Sunken Waltz
--Calexico
washed my face in the rivers of Empire
made my bed from a cardboard crate
down in the City of Quartz
no news, no new regrets
tossed a Susan B. over my shoulder
and prayed it would rain and rain,
submerge the whole Western states
call it a last fair deal
with an American seal
and corporate hand shake
take the story of Carpenter Mike
dropped his tools and his keys and left
and headed out as far as he could
past the cities and gated neighborhoods
he slept ‘neath the stars
wrote down what he dreamt
and he built a machine
for no one to see
then took flight, first light
of new morning
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impersonality
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2005 20 March :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: boxed
:: Music: Dir en Grey - YURAMEKI
well, today was a pretty good day.
I went to my grandma's house, and as my mom puts it, she is starting to lose it. Why? well three years ago her husband (my grandpa) died on Easter Sunday (i take this as a good omen :] ) and soo this is going to be a really tough week for her. She started digging out all her old pictures of family (loneliness) and gave my sister and i a box of pictures of us. I don't really want them, but they were kind of interesting to look through. I really don't want to get old and lonely....
Then we went to Wal Mart and my mom bought me things (I'm totally not used to this, so i feel so guilty) I got a new pair of jeans, a black skirt to go with my leg warmers, a pair of pink fishnet tights and a pink hat.
"If the good die young, I am gonna live forever"
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2005 19 March :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: guiltyjealousviolenthateful
:: Music: Dir en Grey - SCHWEIN no isu
eins zwei drei vier...
today was ok. My mom and I went to D&K and she and i bought a lot of things. They were having a sale :] I bought a bunch of glow in the dark shapes for my ceiling, my mom bought me a bunch of beaded curtains (she says she's thinking of something cool to do with them, maybe hang them around my bed) a little magnet with a cute girl on it, chalk for my doors, socks and leg warmers, a new slinky (heh, you bastars keep taking them away, and i will just get more....) and..um.. oh...i think that's it. yeah, i'm pretty sure.
well... withering to death should come on tuesday (if not already, my dad may have it at his house) and then next weekend i am ordering Macabre. that will mean i will have all their major albums! yay! But then i have to get the remix album, (Kai) and Six Ugly. and possibly Missa if i can find it on ebay or something. fuck. then i have to buy the dvds and maybe the photo books...
Well, my mom is thinking of a chore list, so that means pretty soon i will get an allowance from her. cash flow, baby. She says now we can go shopping more because "Mama has a job that she likes and is going to stay with" I'm happy, now that we are getting secure.. she likes this job and it pays well, and the hours are normal so no more late shift :] I'm happy seeing my mom happy.
Certain...things at school have been going great, too...haha.
"As my feet touched the muddy ground on that wet day, my shoes stuck to it as if it were trying in vain to suck me into my own grave. Passing redundant ters of monuments and epitaphs, I stopped at one that was painfully familar. I've been here so many times before, but it looked new to me every time. It was cold when i touched it and the corner had fallen off. It read..
'May we remember you
As you were, not as you
Were on that day'
The date and name has been scratched and marked away, but they can never be removed from my mind
The back said
'Josh+Kayla
4
Eva'
in spraypaint. I wondered who Josh and Kayla were, and how long their forever would actually be.
I was the only one there, that day, whose flesh and blood were intact, which added to my feeling of being an intruder. That's when i remembered that part of me can be found buried in the very plot i am standing on"
If you are confused as to what you just read, you are not alone. I was cleaning my room and found this in one of my old notebooks, so i have no idea what the hell inspired me to write this or when i did it. whatever. it's creepy.
| You scored as Not Liked By All, but Loved By Some.
Not Liked By All, but Loved By Some | | 75% | Youre better than U think | | 67% | You're Liked an Average Amount | | 58% | Nobody likes You, but You, and Thats Okay | | 58% | You're not Liked That Much.... | | 42% | You're a Popular Person | | 25% | You are Loved by All | | 25% | You're Hated Completely (sorry) | | 17% | You couldnt be any More Popular | | 8% | Absolutly, Positively....Hated | | 8% |
What Do People Really Think of You
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 | You scored as Art Freak. You artsy fartsy kid you. You rock my world.
Art Freak | | 75% | Loner | | 50% | Loser | | 19% | Cheerleader/Jock | | 13% | Nerd | | 0% | Punk Ass Kid | | 0% |
What's You're Sterotype?
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You are Kyo.
Which Dir en grey Member Are You?
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i don't really feel sad, but i want to cry.
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threshershark
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2005 18 March :: 8.03pm
:: Music: They Dwell On Other Girls // Wild Acoustic Chamber Orchestra (W.A.C.O.)
Blah blah blah, some people are all talk
And now for the song mentioned above
You can find it here if you wish. I am not totally sure about the words but I think they're pretty accurate.
I always flirt with death, there ain't nothing I can do about it
I can face your threats and stand up straight and tall and shout about it
I think I'm on another world with you, with you
I'm on another planet with you
You get under my skin, I don't find it irritating
I always pay to win but I don't need to be rehabilitated
I think I'm on another world with you, with you
I'm on another planet with you, with you
Another world, another planet
Another planet, another planet oh no
Space travel's in my blood, there ain't nothing I can do about it
Long journeys wear me out but oh gosh, I can't live without it
I think I'm on another world with you, with you
I'm on another planet with you, with you
Another battle means nothing to gain
Another planet means bringing me down
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threshershark
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2005 17 March :: 10.58pm
:: Music: Subtle Alliance // Living Sacrifice
Down with emo : P
EVERYBODY HAVE FUN TONIGHT,
EVERYBODY WANG CHUNG TONIGHT!!!!!
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threshershark
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2005 17 March :: 4.15pm
:: Music: N'na Nega Bedjo // Terezinha Araujo
Way too much homework tonight. At least I have Smackdown to look forward to.
PaPeRo Bot
I want one sooooo bad!
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