I need to organise (nize?) my music folders, put everthing where it belongs, correct the tags, and add album art to everthing on the comp and on my mp3 player. Everything is a mess. That will be my project for the weekend.
Feeling better today. Soo... leaving this weekend with Als. I'm actually more excited for coming back than actually going, because lots of good things will (hopefully) happen. I'm finally going to order my Kyle Reese, Nick will be back (!), I'm going to finally mail my host family back in Japan a letter, and I will work getting my permit. The last has been delayed mostly because my mom procrastinates whenever it comes to my requests. Also, we have to make a bunch of calls and check about my vision because neither us nor the doctor are sure I can pass the vision test....*sigh* Hopefully everything will all work out! DD:
"Your friends and coworkers may not be as supportive as you wish. Nevertheless, they are on the same side as you -- even if it doesn't feel that way now. Instead of trying to coerce anyone into giving you more, freely release him or her from any favors. Then, if someone helps you, it will be a generous act of free will instead of coming out of obligation."
Everyone and their fucking internet personas! I hate it! For some reason, you fell short of what you wanted yourself to be, or are too afraid to be, so you paint yourself anew and go off masquerading under a facade in secret away from the people who know the real you (Because even YOU know it's too late mold their oppinion into what you want) to impress others thousands of miles away who don't know any better than to believe is the truth! That shit's seriously fucked up. I blame the gross overglamorization of the tragic, the twisted, the victim, the pathetic, the martyr. I don't know what's wrong with people. I really don't.
I need to find something to do all day! Watching HBO doesn't cut it. So far, I wake up, transfer my body from bed to couch and that's about it. At least whenever I start to driving (lol) things will change, but untill then, I've got to get my ass up and go do stuff O.o But it's so incredibly hot... .__. Heat = sleepy. Blah. At least I won't be slothing around as much when work starts, and I'll have a nice chunk of change to boot. Maybe I should start riding my bike or something? :/
I balance on the wire
Of uncertainty, i'm going nowhere
Standing on top of the
Dreams i've bled
Lift me out this hole
You made me stumble in,
I'm flesh and blood
I don't wanna be here no more.
But people change
I guess i dov let me ask you something about love...
Let me get this baby out my head, you know
I feel him growing
Killing me off now, it lives just for you
I made you out to be some kind of savior then,
A childhood myth
Like black magic girls and santa claus.
People change, I guess I do
But let me ask you something about love
Do you know what you're doing?
No... I just have a feeling
Is it woman's intuition?
No... I think it's just the caffeine
Are you sad cause you'll lose me?
No... I've got lots of friends now
Do you know what you've made me?
No... it's not my problem...
