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2007 10 April :: 8.07pm
I thought I would let you all know that I haven't taken a nap in over two weeks, and I'm damn proud of it :D
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2007 9 April :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: lazy
So yeah, this movie... This Arab girl, well, her bastard brother lost her shoe in the river or something, and now she has to wear these crappy sneakers and everyone has nice shoes, and then some other little girl FOUND her shoes, and well....THE DRAMA OF IT ALL (I swear this whole fucking movie is about her damn shoes, and well, you actually feel sorry for her)! DD:
So yeah, L&N is hiring, but, I'm not going to apply. I'm not sure how my hair would go over, and my mom said in small food places that hire a lot of teenagers, well, they don't even get minimum wage (waitresses, she said, get like 2 bucks an hour, which is totally lame. I'm better getting paid 7 dollars and hour at EPM for doing mindless boring shit all day...)
Oh, and I bought a few new shirts today, two of them might shrink to be too small though ;;
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2007 29 March :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
The past few days...I've been thinking. I mean, my time is really running out. I was thinking about my career choices and my talent and things like that, and as it stands now, unless I change this, I'm hopeless. So I started to take out my old books which, when I got them when I was 12, seemed like a bunch of pointless shit you didn't have to do to get good, but when I re-read them now, for the first time in years, they make a lot of sense. I have to start studying how other people draw things, so I'm going to start a style study, I guess, copying poses from anime and shows that I like the styles for paying close attention to anatomy, and trying to get a good handle on things, but I REALLY need to work on figure drawing. I'm also thinking I should start researching the field, famous people, and schools and stuff, because I'm starting to realize things aren't just going to fall in my lap and I really need to start getting serious. I need to start writing too. I'd love to be a character designer, or at least the character animators (as opposed to scene and machine etc. artists) I have so many stories and characters stuff in my brain, but they are of no use to me there, they need to be on paper before it can help me with anything.
But, I'm so overwhelmed.
The really big question is, should I go to a cartooning or animation school? I'd love to do both, and they're probably so close that I could jumped around after a while.. or something.. I just don't know :/
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2007 26 March :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: happy
So yeah.... I love my friends [:
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2007 24 February :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: worried
My mom went to the doctor's yesterday and now she has to make another appointment to get some tests done and she has to have her blood pressure monitored every week... Apparently she's also going on the no smoking pill. The doctor probably had something to do with that. I hope everything's okay. However, I don't know yet if she's actually going to follow through with quitting... but either way, it doesn't make a big difference to me.
Also, my dad asked if I want to go for breakfast with him sometime. That would be kind of nice.
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2007 19 February :: 3.32pm
:: Mood: pissed off
So yeah, I have this giant herpe-zit-thing on my lip, and it hurts like hell. Fabulous.
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2007 6 February :: 1.33pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: [Charlotte] + [ FUCK Kyuushoku]
I hope Cassie calls me soon. I miss her terribly. I miss Bobby, too.
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2007 5 February :: 11.56am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: [The Weakerthans] + [Leash]
have one of those days were you want to try heroine, drunk driving, some form of soft suicide
No updates for a while. Hmmm... I haven't been online as much lately, mostly because I've been sleeping. I hate being so tired all the time. I've almost convinced my mother and I both have some hereditory sleep disorder X_X But also, I go through these periods where the internet bores me. This is one of them.
Babysitting today. 2 kids. double money. Should be fun, and easier.
Redid my hair last night, nice and pink again, but, it only toned the roots. They're a little less noticable but still there.
I'm ordering Blue Heaven tomorrow with my dad, I've decided. Hopefully I can still get the first pressing. I feel bad I didn't get the Grind Candy single. It was the only song on it, and it's on Blue Heaven but there was some DVD extra n.n
Photoshop appears to won't work. Bugger.
I can hear the snow sifting outside.
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2007 27 January :: 9.03pm
PENI's new album has been officially named Blue Heaven! Comes out on Valentine's day ^__^
Bye bye moneys .____.
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2007 22 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: [3B LAB.*] + [Overtime]
I think I'm going to try weening myself off of day-time sleeping. It's unlikely that I'll keep this goal, because I never keep my goals, but it still feels good to make them. Staying up until 8 a.m. on weekends really has no excuse, not matter how you cut it. It would be really great to have enough energy and vitality to get all the things done that I want to in the day at a reasonable time, and to get a good night's sleep and wake up feeling good instead of waking up to every part of my body burning from lack of sleep. It sounds too good to be possible, but I'm going to try.
I'm going to set an alarm to wake me up every day, tomorrow at 9, then two days at 8:30, two days at 8, etc. Hopefully that will work. It's exciting just talking about it.
Keep you fingers crossed!
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2007 20 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: blah
I think I can start feeling good again if I make a list of things to do to get my motivation going:
1. Start Japanese for Busy People (tomorrow)
2. Clean room, a little at a time
3. Start drawing again
4. Save money, go shopping.
5. PENICILLIN.
That's all I can think of for now. Initially, there was more.
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2007 14 January :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: [The Apples In Stereo] + [Submarine Dream]
I guess it's time for an update. I don't have that much to say. I haven't been feeling good lately. Too many things have hit me at once, and they're things that I wish didn't bother me, but they do. I think I need to just reclude a little bit and hang out for a while...
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2007 12 January :: 3.14pm
It's funny much one's value seems to increase upon the changing of one's hair color.
How sad :/
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2007 6 January :: 9.26pm
I just signed his guestbook. It made me feel a little bit better. I wanted to go to the viewing but my mum didn't want to take me. Class of 09 has forever changed.
Today Jess's friend came over, talking about how the bus was taking so long and he had to use the bathroom. The bus was held up by the funeral and he was complaining about it. I know he couldn't have known, but I think Jess did. I was almost about to run out of the room crying.
This was not how I expected the new year to begin...
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2007 1 January :: 9.06pm
Sorry, I don't have the time.
I have a digital world to save<3
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