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:: 2003 24 October :: 3.40 pm
:: Mood: cool
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails - Where Is Everybody?

its been a little while.
im at codes' house right now. were holdin' it down real good.

i went back to school yesterday. it was great to see all the boys again. i felt the love. but going back to school sucked. i hate making up stuff. o, well. thats what i get for being sick.

i havent gotten my test results back from the dr. yet. im waiting for those things. we'll see if i have that kissing disease or not.

haha. i was talking to my math teacher the other day about making up my math test that i missed earlier in the week. i said, " is it ok if i make it up some time next week, any day...someday?" and she thought i said "sunday". so she says, "sunday...sure. no, wait. i wont be here on that day." i was like really....wow. shes so dumb. lol. it was classic.
tina and me along w/ her other students need to start a club. it will be great.

today was pretty good. just a normal day i guess.

i spent my 7th period trying to get gum out of tarek's hair. poor tar.

codes and i are going to a concert in naples tonight. it shall be musically stimulating.

i will miss the ernie and lenny this weekend. have fun and be safe you two.

nicholas you are too cool for words. " i dont eat boofalo!" haha.

thats all for now kiddos,
much love.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 21 October :: 7.57 pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: nirvana

a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down.
wow. the past couple days have been very uneventful.

ive been home sick popping pills all day and sleeping. ive only been awake for 4 hours today and its 8:00 right now. thats pretty sad. but, o well. im sick so thats what i do.

ew. im supposed to gargle salt water 3 times a day. its like drinking an ocean. lol.

i miss all the boys at school! my days are so empty!

i go get blood taken tomorrow and get tested for mono. thats a whole lotta fun right there.

yay. me and lenny are good now. as far as i know, anyway. i hope so. that makes me happy.

i love the lou!

thats all for now.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 19 October :: 4.27 pm
:: Mood: tired

blah blah
homecoming was so much fun.

i hope everyone had a great time.

now, im sick. it sucks.

Carrie,
xoxo

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:: 2003 18 October :: 2.18 pm
:: Mood: anxious

today is homecoming. i hope its a good time. im sure it will have some memories.

i hope everyone has a great time!

Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 16 October :: 4.10 pm
:: Mood: scared

sometimes i wonder what its like to be normal.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 14 October :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: tired

a penny saved is a penny earned.
today was pretty ok.

i got to wear pajamas. that was a very cool thing. i wish it was like that every day but that would most likely turn into a bad thing. i would be even more tempted to fall asleep in class. i dont need any help in that area.

congrats to my dear codes on her license! thats so neat.

i actually did all of my homework tonight. i cant believe it. thats the first in a very long time.

me and adam are doing well. :o)

tomorrow is twin day. it will be fun. im looking forward to homecoming.

my mother is driving me fucking insane. i just want to smack her but i wont. maybe, just yell at her.....

thats all for today,
That Silly Charles
xoxo

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:: 2003 12 October :: 7.05 pm
:: Mood: disappointed

i wish my mom were more understanding. she drives me fucking insane at times. i wish she knew how much her put downs hurt. its like a stab in my chest.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 11 October :: 9.44 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: coldplay-a rush of blood to the head

he is so going to cut that barber's hair.
this weeks been pretty crazy.

i went home w/ lenny yesterday. we ate pizza and watched slc punk. "the sun never sets on my asshole" haha.

last night i went to the movies w/ the boys. we saw intolerable cruelty. dont see it. terrible terrible movie. all they do is rip up paper, lol.

i got to see my adam. it was great.

a certain someone was being a very not nice person but someones going to cut his hair, right lenny?

ernest left early this morning to see the cubs play. me and lenny missed her.

so....me and lenny spent the day chillin. we went to the bagel factory in our pajamas and saw half of the school, lol. then, we saw tim as we went through the mcdonalds drive thru. it was so funny. after that, we went to the beach and saw dani, anna, and lou! i watched them skim board and give each other wedgies. it was great fun. we saw giraffe too! haha.

i cant believe homecoming is next week. it snuck up real fast. i hope it will be fun.

happy four months to michelle and chris.

thats all to say.
im going to sleep.
my love is like woah.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 8 October :: 7.22 pm
:: Mood: happy

as of today, adam is my boy. that makes me unbelievably happy.

he gave me roses today! :o)

hehe

today was good.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 6 October :: 4.27 pm
:: Music: alien ant farm-glow

ill be the fuse that you blow.
im so glad we have no school today.

codes is over and we are having a party! we went malling today and bought codes a very pretty dress and other unmentionables.

we saw nora and jacqui. yay! before that we set off all these frankenstein and zombie dolls that scooted across the floor in Dillard's. we just walked away. it was funny. cheap entertainment.

matt nixon was walking on the side of the road when we drove by. he lost his shoe and almost fell in the road, not really though, lol.

we also watched Seven. that movie is SO freaky but it was really good. it tops my list.

ernest and lenny got it on today, i think. good for you guys. yay!

i was supposed to see sexy senior adam last night and today but both plans fell through. i was sad. but ill see him tomorrow. neat neat.

thats all i gots to say,
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 4 October :: 6.50 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: cold-13 ways to bleed onstage

its when times are at their worst that people are at their best.
i went to the mall and to dinner w/ my mom today. i guess it was a mother/daughter bonding day. i dont know that i would call fighting bonding but, just go w/ the flow. lol

everyone and their mom was at the mall today. i saw 4523424 people that i knew. maybe not that many but you get the idea.

i saw nicholas at dinner. that was neat. ive been missin him. i dont really know where we stand but it was good to see and talk him. :)

i got my shoes for homecoming today. thats special.

being grounded sucks so bad. i thought i was going to go insane last night. i got so bored, like woah. i cant wait until the weekend's over.

i broke up w/ josh. im such a bitch.

thats all, folks.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 2 October :: 8.01 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: nirvana-lithium

no pain. no gain
this past week has been so crazy. so much has happened that it makes my brain hurt just thinking about it.

my heart goes out to all my friends going through tough times right now. im here for all of you and i love you more than life. you all need to be careful. dont do anything bad!

ive been so tired lately. i dont understand why. i get enough sleep. its a mystery. ill have to call up the scooby-doo gang on this one.

the boys made me feel pretty today. yay! haha

im sorry to everyone thats been worried about me lately. you dont need to. please, dont waste your time.

ive been really confused about some things lately. i just dont know.

i really miss you. i feel incomplete.

i hope all of you have a good weekend. miss me while im stuck at home! haha

i send my love to all my boys!
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 23 September :: 8.25 pm
:: Mood: stressed, like woah
:: Music: finch-what it is to burn

there's always a light at the end of the tunnel.
i got stung by a bee yesterday. it crawled up my pants. damn thing just wanted in my pants, haha. i joke.

ernest and lenny stranded me in yearbook yesterday, too. it was so quiet and boring. but, lenny was there today and ernest you just need to come back.


i hope everything gets fixed for billyheimer. im tryin my best to do whatever i can.

im happy that michelle c. is feeling better about everything. it will all work out. it really will.

nicholas, you are way too ghetto for me, haha. peace, brother.

today afterschool was fun. we just chilled.

codes, you better watch yourself. haha

yay! ernest comes back tonight. that makes me excited.

i havent spent much time w/ my boy the past couple days. thats uncool.

im really looking forward to this weekend. i wish it was here already.

thats all for now.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 20 September :: 3.33 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: cold-insane

it's times like these.
these past few days have been neat.

i have boy. josh boy. that makes me unbelievably happy. yay! hehe.

i went home w/ michelle after school yesterday. after school was neat and so was last night. michelle and i chilled all night. it was good. we havent done that in awhile. then, this morning i went to her all-state audition w/ her. she did a great job. i have a feeling she made it. good job, codes!

i saw mrs. hessney there too. it was nice to see her again. i hope everyone's auditions went well.

i got my homecoming dress the other night. i stole ernest's. im sorry, boy.

ernest left us. im missing that child. come back soon.

melissa is really cool. she makes me smile.

i need to do all of my homework, like woah. im really behind. oops.

im really tired so i think im going to go have some much needed sleep.

i hope everyone has a good weekend.

bye kiddies. much love to you all.
Carrie
xoxo

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:: 2003 17 September :: 10.12 pm
:: Mood: nerdy
:: Music: nirvana-in utero

to my boys:
we are mean to the men boys.
we use them like little toys.
^said by lenny and ernest.

i stayed afterschool today w/ some cool boys. the lou went swimming in the pool! it was so funny. i was going to swim w/ her but the track coach told us to go away. the lou lifted up dani's skirt too. that was funny. it was all my idea too. im such the trouble maker.

i failed a chemistry test today. its the cool thing to do. haha.

im going to the good charlotte concert w/ dani, anna lou, maria, linsey, anna, and emily. we will have a good time. its kind of funny that i dont like good charlotte at all but thats ok. im happy to see the other bands and have a good time w/ the boys.

well, thats all i can think of for today.
Carrie
xoxo

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