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2004 24 March :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: goldfinger-dunno
my motherly was being silly so i couldn't hang out with shoshi today. oh well, maybe next time.
linsey droved me to barnes and noble to get a book and coffee and we ended up goign to get food for me because im fat. we had a talk and we are all better now. i love my darling linsey and i hope we stay friends forever, thanx my love for our chat.
'you say that i'm the only one, the one your looking for. try and keep a straight face when you laugh.'
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2004 24 March :: 5.50am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: eh
i close my eyes and even when im sleeping im alright because you were in my live, once upon a time.
i'm sorry for trying to solve things and settle my feelings. why i ever got involved in anything at all is my own fucking stupidity. there are some things i should know well enough to stay away from, people to stay away from. i guess everythings okay, as long as i was the only one hurt in the process. as long as everyone else is happy....thats all that matters, right.
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2004 23 March :: 4.01pm
:: Mood: down.
:: Music: the vines.
"up high. down low. too slow."
okay. so yesterday i went to the beach w/ lenny and to her house and to the mall. everyone and their mom was at the mall. it was a good day. lenny you my buddy.
i wore lots of pink today. it was so odd. i had someone tell me that they had never seen me in pink in all the time that weve known each other. (i wore len's pink shoes.)
it kind of sucks being in the middle of stuff but its better than being on one of the sides, in my opinion.
my mom can be so lame. i was told that she didnt want to be w/ me in the store because i had writing on my arm. argh. thats so small. and very frustrating cause its so small. seriously, why would you get into a fight about that?
then, we were about two centimeters from getting into a car accident. okay. news flash: if youre old and you cant see, stay away from a steering wheel and a gas pedal.
i have no idea what adam has been up to. ive spoken about 10 words to him since i saw him on friday.
i think i worry too much.
but i was very happy to see all my friends lovely faces today. :)
wow, thats alot of bitching. im sorry you read that.
but yeah.
tomorrow's a new day.
all my love.
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2004 23 March :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: eh
i really hate being stuck in the middle of something, ecspecially when its my fault in the first place.
i guess today was okay. nothing special or earth shattering... yeah.
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2004 22 March :: 3.42pm
:: Mood: pained
theres nothing to say. i feel trapped and suffocated by my own fucking stupidity. how could i ever think it was true? gr.
spring break is over, its been over for a while sort of. i didn't get to spend nearly enough time with a lot of people, my fault again.
i think things change too suddenly, the changes should really give us all a little bit of a warning.
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2004 21 March :: 10.31pm
:: Mood: hurt
'now son, why would you steal a snickers bar?' ...the nougat?
dani, you are so gay for thinking that movies sucked....fruitloop.
today was ...okay. we places 2nd, gayyyyy but oh well. tonight was good sort of. i went to the moies with the baby danison and ran into lou and nick and said hi then went away from that. we saw taking lives, oh my i jumped so much and dani didn't help the situation.
...im not mad, i promise. im just a little hurt and confused. i love you.
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2004 20 March :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: peaceful.
:: Music: coldplay.
star light. star bright...
i got into a huge fight w/ my mom today which isnt at all suprising. i dont think we will ever understand each other. maybe one day i hope.
but its all good. it could be worse.
grandparents will be here soon. i love them.
i chilled w/ nick tonight. i had a good time. lots of laughs. there were hats w/ fuzzy balls, walking up to doors that said "do not enter" and trying to get out, and trying to name state capitals. it was fun. i had missed that. im happy things are the way that they are. we're cool.
...first star i see tonight, i wish i may, i wish i might have this wish i wish tonight.
all my love.
xoxo.
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2004 20 March :: 5.33pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: no
i got home about and hour ago. i tried calling linsey but she was a little distracted i guess. im assuming were still hanging out tonight? i hope so.
im tired but i slept for a whole hour so it makes me happy a little.
im just thinking about things, wondering how people feel. i guess asking some people how they feel would be smart, too bad im not smart.
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2004 20 March :: 7.43am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: a walk to remeber soundtrack :)
yesterday was nifty. i went shopping with my mom and bought fun items. I GOT A DONNIE DARKO SHIRT! yup, its amazing.
last night i hung out with nick, that boy is silly. he makes me smile though, ecspecially with his girl pants. :)
i sawed charlie and lenny! linseys hair looks amazing shes so hot. haha. tonight i chill with them both, hopefully i won't be to damn tired.
kisses to all,
emily
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2004 19 March :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: calm.
:: Music: t.v. noises.
"drop it like its hot."
today was funn, w/ two n's.
went to beach w/ lenny and her mommy. it was good times. i loved it.
then, me and lenny were trying to find something to waste our time so we went and played at target w/ hula hoops and kicked balls around. we ate at bob evans too. haha. we went to barnes and noble after that and we found ernie. she so silly. we waited until nick showed up and said hi to him then went and found lennys car again.
bell tower was getting really boring, imagine that, so we went down to the beach. josiah and josh came along for the ride.
then it was back to bell tower where i got to see my adam. im trying my hardest to keep that one out of trouble and its definitely worth it. he reallywanted to kick joshs ass tonight. i guess boys will be boys. i love that adam boy just the same though. <3.
im so tired and i feel like i havent been home in a week, which is kind of true.
today equal good day.
all my love.
goodnight.
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2004 18 March :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: cruel
:: Music: lenny IMing me
yay. i thought tonight was going to suck teribbly but my buddy andrew came to the rescue.
he called me and we went to the noble and barnes and got coffee then walked to fridays where i ate a whole TEN fries harhar. we talked, its cool to hang out with that boy.
danison, i love you more then anything. you desreve nothing but the best. your family doesnt know you, they have no right to hurt you at all. im your family, im always here for you. i love you dani, forever and a day.
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2004 18 March :: 1.03am
:: Mood: happy.
:: Music: taking back sunday.
happy st patricks day.
today was so amazing.
we all know how much fun playing kickball and having a picnic is, especially when its w/ almost all your coolest friends.
i think i went everywhere in ft myers today. or drove by it or something.
went to the mall for a lil bit and then to bell tower.
i watched haggard w/ lenny! it was amazing.
then, it was back to bell tower and we ran into our people. that was fun.
and then i went to the beach w/ lenny and jake, a kid i just met. it was cool.
and then we got home a lil bit past 12. it was exciting.
um...i feel bad. i love my adam. alot. and alot.
now, i sleep at lenny's. yay.
goodnight loves.
xoxo.
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2004 17 March :: 11.15pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: too late for that nonsense
thanx
LacrssJnky [10:54 PM]: I love you emily and always will goodnight
thank you andrew, it means a lot to me. i love everyone, kisses
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2004 17 March :: 3.50pm
:: Mood: jealous
:: Music: no
kickball was amazing! we actually played.
lenny picked me up at like 11:30 and then we went to go get the charles. we then proceeded to publix where we spent 50 bucks on food and what not, which is grand.
we got to the rutenburg at like 1 and played kickball for a while then got hot and ate...thats us. me and dani swung together she pushed me realy high!!!
i might head over to linseys later tonight, or hang out with my mom. dont know. bye lovelies
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2004 16 March :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: real world
holy shit i actually know him
You're a JEFF! Spastic yet very ambitious. You like
being in the crowd but if you can be in front
of it-you SO will. Your constituency loves you
but you will practice dirty politics.
Which Cypress Type are you?
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