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2005 6 April :: 10.07 pm
:: Mood: wondering
:: Music: My own tune
Fuck...
I'm losing weight which is wonderful but I feel tired and hungry alot. I have learned to ignore the feelings which is probably not good but whatever works.
Everyone one knows now. Fucking Lindsey.
I got burnt again. I went riding then gave Petey a bath because he was really tired and hot. Then I went to work but it really wasn't very interesting as it usually is.
I have a meet tommorow at Kent City. Its only a scrimmage and I kind of feel like throwing up.
Shit.
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2005 4 April :: 10.31 pm
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: Boston- Piece of Mind
I can drive.... Illegally
I don't know what to think. Shes pissed at me because I stayed longer than I should have but hell, its about 8 cents a minute and eventually it all adds up. She wanted to go running but she decided it was to late because she had a date with g-yeo. I feel semi bad because I know she was on a runnning streak and I ruined it but on the same token she still could have gone running and I would have gladly gone running with her. Oh well I suppose.
I like where I work. I love the people I work with. Everything was pretty good until "unnamed" yelled at a customer for not tipping him. I feel bad for him cause he works to jobs with no break in between. I can see why he did it but for the most part it was uncalled for. Everybody has a breaking point and I guess we all found his.
I feel numb.
I dont think I like it but it helps me think
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2005 3 April :: 11.58 pm
:: Mood: content/exhausted
:: Music: Will You Walk a Little Faster- Alice in Wonderland
Kibble is my favorite....
My former crush has somewhat faded. I know he is taken and it makes all the difference. Now for some reason I have my eye on someone who is forbidden but I can't shake him from my head. It is not nessacaily a crush nor is it an obsession but somehow he is always there subconsciencely or not.
I don't want this to happen again.
Its not right but it feels like it is.
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2005 3 April :: 1.03 am
Bless The Broken Road
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.
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2005 2 April :: 11.21 pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Rascal Flatts.... Broken Road
"You know you have had a good day when you come home covered in placenta"....
Recap of day:
Woke up at 10am and ate a JUMBO grapefruit. Then went over to Al's to ask for help getting the car out of the mud down the road that occured at 2am. Got the car out after about 15 min cause I got it stuck real good. Went home ate some fruit loops cause I LOVE fruit loops then let the ponies out with the cows. Came home went running with that hot kid Katie for 2 miles. Then we got dressed to go riding after I gave her a cupcake made of hamburger with mashed potatos as frosting and carrot pieces as sprinkles. She ate it with Ketchup. Crazy. We went to go and get the ponies from the pasture with the cows and saw a cow having a baby but she had complications. Katie and I helped her(See Katie or Myself for further in depth details, it is an awesome story) and by the end I had Placenta all over me. Went for a nice 4.5 mile ride that took about an hour then went back to my house for grilled ham and cheese sandwhiches and made cookies and took them to work at which everybody loved. Worked till 10ish then came home and wrote this.
That was my day in a nutshell.
Tell me your day, I want to hear it.
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2005 2 April :: 12.38 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Hitchin a Ride
I don't Know....
I am afraid. Of many things........
11 hours of sleep, racing around uncontrolably, taking the car to Tows for some iced tea, and going to work. What a day and yet I am still missing piece of the puzzle.
Make me happy.
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2005 29 March :: 10.43 pm
:: Mood: Better
:: Music: Dookie
Blessings....
I am ever so blessed but fail to see it. I hope everybody realizes that in my eyes I am blessed to have you by my side.
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2005 28 March :: 6.33 pm
:: Mood: Spent
:: Music: She Paints Me Blue
And Away We Go....
The track was cover in three inches of water. It was rather hard doing sprints through it. Shoes got water logged. Newspaper is soaking the water up now. I'm tired. I like my new hair, its a good color. Very subtle but in the sun its pretty. I don't mean to write in short bursts but for some reason thats how I feel like writing.
I love you Katie and I hope you know that.
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2005 27 March :: 1.20 am
:: Mood: Spent
Squirrels....
What about them makes them so cute. Their squeaky noises, or little paws or maybe its the way they scurry up the nearest tree protecting his beloved acron. I think their funny. Who knows maybe one day I could be reincarnated in to a squirrel!!!! That would be the Ulitimate.
(giggles)
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2005 26 March :: 12.57 am
:: Mood: crazy/exhausted
:: Music: Something Corporate
My life is a living hell. I swear it is like a fucking soap opera. People lieing, cheating, sleeping around. Its all fucking fucked up.
oh am going to see GREEN DAY!!!!!!!!
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2005 26 March :: 12.41 am
hey yall, i'm erin wrighting for the bug L... so i live in saginaw and i'm crazy i grew up in cedar and left in the 6th grade, i love insane things. poetry is the bomb and all who read this will be dubbed Uber......
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2005 20 March :: 2.37 pm
I'm sorry Ryan
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2005 20 March :: 2.34 am
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes....
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2005 20 March :: 2.16 am
:: Mood: Not sure
I felt fine....
I was alright. Then I got cold and started to shake. My hearts beating really fast. I only get like this when I don't know what to do or think. I'm scared to think who wrote it but the curiousity is still there.
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2005 17 March :: 5.58 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: My own tune
I am getting back in to my groove of running. For practice today I was supposed to run an 8:30 mile but ended up running a 6:50 instead. I still got it.
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