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2006 12 November :: 10.53 pm
| The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
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Your Birthdate: September 15
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You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents
Your power color: Jade
Your power symbol: Flower
Your power month: June
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If Giraffes Could Fly..... |
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2006 6 November :: 7.24 pm
:: Music: Travis Tritt- Its a Great Day To Be Alive
I really do...
Pete and I are having a rough time. I think we need to take a break from one another. His usual habits are really getting on my nerves right now. I dont know why. I love him very much and tell him everyday but right now I just want to kick his ass. He was so sweet tonight at dinner but he kept trying to get seconds and I told him no several times and he still proceeded to go get some. I feel bad that I am being kind of a bitch to him but he needs to be told every now and again when he is being stupid. He is absolutely adorable and I can never be mad at him for very long but I think he is getting jealous of John because he is getting more irritating when it comes to the stunts he pulls for attention. I think we just need to limit how much we see each for a couple of days and then things should be alright between us. Maybe its because I am not spending enough time with him. That could be. I should devote a whole day to him and make him feel like he is King. Even though he sure acts like it right now. We will take a break from each other for right now so I can clear my head and then I will be able to love him like I love no other. Thats exactly what I will do. I really do love him dont get me wrong but we all need a break once in a while.
**If you didnt already know Pete is my horse and so is John and no matter what I love them both unconditionally.**
3 zoos are out of control |
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2006 3 November :: 12.25 pm
:: Mood: Intrigued
:: Music: The wreckers
hmmmm...
I might go to England as of last night. But that is way up in the air and is more of a 'oh that would be fun' thought than it actually happening but it is possible. We are like two peas in a pod.
1 zoos are out of control |
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2006 27 October :: 9.36 pm
:: Mood: crappy
hmmmmmmm...
I may not be upbeat on the outside right now but I am dancing with elated emotions on the inside.
And it feels great.
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2006 2 October :: 8.58 pm
:: Mood: happy
Its better now...
It will be okay now.
I promise.
4 zoos are out of control |
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2006 4 September :: 1.11 am
:: Mood: tired
I am so proud of Pete...
We had two shows this weekend. One on Saturday and the one on Sunday. Saturday Pete and I took home a 2nd in Pole Bending, a 3rd in Speed and Action, and Texas Flag, and three 4th's for Keyhole, Cloverleaf, and Down and Back. Pete was ready to run too. I hadnt ridden him Monday or Tuesday and when I did ride he just wanted to go but I didnt let him and he got pissed. Although my legs got pretty banged up from hitting barrels and such.
Today we kicked ass. I expected him to be tired and sore from the day before but he had twice the energy and it was phenomanal. We we DQed from 3 classes but rocked in the Relay Race with Chrissy and we took 1st. Then I took a 2nd in Speed and Action and a 2nd in Down and Back.
But unfortutley my shins and knees are really banged up and bruised and they are swollen and hurt alot. In two days I got a total of 8 ribbons and Pete is still ready to do it again.
And I am terribly upset but dont know how to express it just yet.
Shea- I need to talk to you. Really bad.
2 zoos are out of control |
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2006 20 August :: 11.10 am
:: Mood: irritated
I am irritated and I will be that way for a while
2 zoos are out of control |
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2006 9 August :: 10.27 pm
:: Mood: sore
Please...
I am done. It was over a year and a half ago. Why cant you just let go. I know where it is going to go if I continue take your phone calls and when you stop in unexpectedly. It is nice to hear from you every now and a again but I dont want to talk to you all the time. I dont want to hang out with you or go fishing or go and grab a bite to eat because I dont feel the same way. Please let me go. I dont have the time to spend with you, I barely have the time to spend with the people I miss dearly.
Please let me go.
2 zoos are out of control |
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2006 26 July :: 10.10 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
Oh yes...
Oh good gracious I am estatic about everything. I have the enlightened feeling of simple happiness that just makes me smile everytime I think about it.
I love happy thoughts and right now I am full of them.
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2006 17 July :: 3.20 pm
:: Mood: sticky
:: Music: Cascada...still
Oh Motorscooters...
I went on the motorscooters last night and had a blast. I hadnt done that since I was little when I would go on short rides with my Grandpa. Actually to be honest I went on one a couple years back with my Grandpa and ventured out to the chesse factory where as some still remind me that an amish boy couldnt take his eyes off of me. Anyways, I really did have a great time but I am not sure if it should really go beyond having a great time. Chrissy you were right about him have more relaxed personality. I think we will get along perfectily but I dont know past that.
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2006 24 June :: 11.09 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: What a Beautiful Mess--Diamond Rio
I can see... in more ways than one...
I went and got my eyes checked finally. And the conclusion is that they are much worse than they were the last time they were checked. But what can I do. Its in the family to have bad eye sight and I guess I will just have to live with it. But now I can see ever so clearly with my BRAND NEW ULTRA POWER SUPER STRONG PRESCRIBED CONTACTS, that for some reason or another make my left eye twitch at complete random and let me tell you what it gets rather annoying after awhile. I will get a pair of glasses before too long as well. I can't wait for those cause sometimes my eyes need a break from having things in them all the time.
Sunday is my only day off and then I work at the barn for six freakin days. Only lucky me I babysit Tuesday and Wednesday in Sparta at 11:30 so which means that I have to get to the barn super early. Then on Thursday I do my work at the barn and then drive to Carson City to clean yet another barn, in hopes that I pay of the vaccinations for the horses. So that sums up next week, and I am game for plans but let me know ahead of time so I can sleep the night before.
I think I finally know what I want. I just hope that the feeling is coming from the other direction as well.
1 zoos are out of control |
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2006 23 June :: 12.40 pm
:: Mood: Thinking
Maybe....
I think I know what I want now but I can never be too sure of anything.
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2006 6 June :: 1.27 am
:: Mood: Tired and Burned
This Hurts...
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2006 2 June :: 10.56 pm
:: Mood: dirty
Yes...
I am finally done.
I finally graduated.
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2006 2 June :: 5.49 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
Ok, so the other night I didnt really go swimming with Katie naked but I did go skinny dipping the day after.
Simply put, Jess Sly and I decided that we were bored swimming in our suits so we took them off in broad daylight. She ended up losing her top in the lake which was rather hilarious. Anyway, we swam like that for at least an hour and eventually the boys came out and joined us briefly. Abbey and Vicki joined us later topless but nothing more.
I had the most wonderful time that I have had in a while. I have no problem getting naked cause I have learned to be content with the way I look.
"If I could run around naked without being severly penalized then by all the green grass in Ireland, I would."
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