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2005 4 March :: 9.48pm
Beware of Hippos After Dark...
Beware of hippos after dark...
Uh-oh, my window is still open..
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2005 3 March :: 3.27pm
Ok, i need to clear somethings up.
In the long run, yes, it's good that Mike was trying to talk to me and get past his anger. But it's just WEIRD for it to be the day after we break up. I dont know if anyone else can relate.. but it actually made me sad to see that I meant so little to him that he could get over me in a day. And yeah, i eventually want to be friends with him too, but not NOW! It's too, weird. We both need to take a little time to adjust to not being together. Thats why I dont want to talk to him.
So everyone who is saying "I thought you wanted to still be friends" and stuff can please just shut up, i dont care if you mean well, you dont get it!
Sorry if that was bitchy, i needed to say it though.
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2005 2 March :: 9.25pm
Yeah,it was sexual tension.. that would be soo weird.. i mean.. really weird.. I'm sorry mandy.. i feel bad about it.
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2005 2 March :: 3.12pm
bipolar ex.. Boys are too much effort. He pissed me off today..I'm like.. "Dude, why are you talking to me, you hated me yesterday.." But w/e i dont care.
OWL tonight. Ambure is soo cool! I want to be friends with her more.
I'm at my dads house.. but i dont know where he is.. i got here and it was..empty.. lol, ohh well.
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2005 1 March :: 3.47pm
Why the HEALL was he talking to me? Urrrgh! Boys are soooo stupid!!!
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2005 1 March :: 3.19pm
The zen of slushies
i got a green melon flavored slushie to make myself feel better..
Me 'n Mike broke up.. This is how it went
Me: Running down the hall past him after english
Him: catching up to me "So... whats up?"
Me: Taken aback "Umm... I think this.. was a ...mistake.."
Him: -GLARE- "Yeah, me too." -GLARE- -Walks away-
Me: ...umm, ok...
So yeah.. I'm glad we're not going out.. like really, i am. But I'm not glad because A) I wasn't perpared to break up with him.. he took me by surprise, and B) I didn't want him to be mad. I mean.. He JUST SAID he wanted to break up too, so if he's gonna be a little bitch about it and get mad at me.. It won't make anything easy! We sit near each other in english, we'll prolly have to work together at some point in time, and we have mutual friends. Grr! -drinks slushie- Ahhhhhh, I'll drink my rage into oblivion. Hahaha. I just made a joke in my head, but it doesnt make sense out loud so nevermind.. hahaha.
I have a D again in science.. uhh oh...
Oh well.. its all good. :)
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2005 28 February :: 3.13pm
Wednesday
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2005 27 February :: 8.47pm
Put an X in the ( ) for the ones that apply to you:
(x) snuck out of the house?
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
( ) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(x) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
(x) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
(x) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
(x) swore at your parents?
(x) kicked a guy where it hurts?
( ) been in love?
(x) been close to love?
( ) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
(x) broken a bone?
(x) been high?
(x) given someone a bruise?
(x) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
(x) flashed someone?
( ) had oral surgery?
(x) saw a therapist?
( ) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
( ) gotten stitches?
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(x) bitten someone?
( ) been to Niagara Falls?
( ) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex?
( ) crashed into a friend's car?
( ) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
(x) been dumped?
(x) shoplifted?
( ) been fired?
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
( ) stole something from your job?
( ) gone on a blind date?
( ) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
( ) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
(all the time.. ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(x) Been to Canada?
( ) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
(x) Eaten Sushi?
(x [sort of]) Been snowboarding?
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been to a moto cross show?
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
( ) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
(x) tried killing yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
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2005 27 February :: 3.02pm
:: Mood: seul
Je me sens si seul. Je pense qu'ils ont une partie de thé avec hors de moi. Je seul pleure le dimanche.
whoa that translated poorly.
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2005 27 February :: 12.52pm
another day at home..
I did tai chi though.. haha. Mandy and Sophie are shopping, anya's playing tennis.. *sigh* ahh well.
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2005 26 February :: 5.56pm
i got two giant lollypops for 30 cents. They're all valentine-y.
I'm so lonely with out a tea party :(
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2005 26 February :: 4.55pm
God damn it!! He got AIM! I dont want to talk to the freakin mime! Or in french.. pantomime, hahaha.
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2005 26 February :: 4.42pm
Haha, français.
Ainsi, c'est nouveau. Je me demande qui sait ce que je dis. Soulevez votre main si vous parlez français ! Je veux que le jour national d'histoire soit excédent ainsi je peux
traîner avec mes personnes. Mais, ce qui jamais. Je devine...
Je veux definately me casser vers le haut avec Mike. Je pense que je pourrais aimer Curtis.. Uh OH ! Je devrais être une nonne et ne pas regarder des garçons jamais.
Haha i serait une nonne drôle. Ok, le temps français est fait.
juste badinant, je n'aime pas vraiment Curtis... J'ai juste la chose où j'aime seulement des personnes quand je
biseaute les ai. comme avec Michael.
Hahahahahaha, you dont know what i saaaid!
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2005 26 February :: 12.38pm
Panda fortunes are true!! That was so crazy. I'm taking Mandy to vegas with me.. Haha.
I sucessfully dodged three attempts last night. Call me mean, i call it self defense. I dont know why i did though. There is a fine line between sexy vulnerable and wuss, but im pretty sure he crossed over to the dark side. Oooh this was a mistake. I wish i were able to actually commit myself to a relationship and have it WORK sometime.. but thats not very likely. I now know though that if i continue, i will feel guilty for leading him on. Its not fair for him to think i still like him when i DONT! Why did i think it would work a second time? Grr!! I need a sex god. Minus the relationship part.
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2005 24 February :: 10.19pm
You're the top..doo do doo do do do.. Cody was kinda flat, but other than that it was a pretty good play! Vivi came over and we ate burritos *mmm* mandy, you missed out. Haha. Hmm, so yeah.. It was cool... :-D
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2005 24 February :: 9.19pm
My favorite poem ever:
Angry Lashes
The eyelashes
In the bottom corners of my eyes
Speak the truth of my soul
As they curve to crack
And spike like prickly cactus pins
Against the beauty of my mask
I suppose it is true
That thou shall never put mascara on the bottom
Of thy lashes
But glitter is so tempting
To place betwixt the vines
-end-
It is by Sophia, and it is good.
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2005 24 February :: 3.09pm
Hahaha I'm so funny! Me 'n Meghan were walking home from da bus and we were talking about crack whores and stuff and I'm like "Meghan, you're so pretty I could sell you for drugs!" ... And it was really funny at the time... Haha. Something Corporate is tonight and i can't go. I'm going to anything goes though.. I was gonna go with Ashlee, but she ditched me for Heather, Annie, and Breanna.. I obviously came out on the upper hand with that trade. At leat my mom isn't a Crack Whore like Breanna... Its funny though cuz I think Breanna's Mom really IS a crack whore.. Hahahaha. No wonder she's so screwed up! Constantine again tomorrow. I'm DEFINATELY having doubts.. right on time too.. 3 weeks.. as always..... Urgh. But thats my problem.. And i dont want anyone else to think they should talk to me about it.. unless i start the conversation. Then its ok. I HAVE TO PEE!!
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2005 23 February :: 9.06pm
:: Music: Something Corporate-- drunk girl
Curtis is funny. Hee hee.
Sophie and Jarret should SO hook up.
I thought about HIM today and it upset me. ><
Ann.. is there anything to say...? I mean.. come on..
DONNIE DARKO!
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2005 22 February :: 7.31pm
:: Music: Something Corporate-- Straw Dog
sorry alex, i cant go... :(
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2005 22 February :: 7.21pm
i feel like a bad person. I dont like making people sad.
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2005 22 February :: 4.10pm
I am about to break a very strong moral rule i have by posting this.. BUT I LOVE THIS SONG!! I LOVE THIS BAND!! I LOVE EVERYTHING! Hahaha.
"Drunk Girl"
I kissed a drunk girl
I kissed a drunk girl, yes I did
Kissed a drunk girl on the lips
I let my guard down
how could I have been so dumb
Her eyes were open
I know I am not the one
I know I am not the one
I know I am not the one
I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
I'm sure I could've been anybody else
I went to her house
and everybody there was gone
her little cousin just passed out on the lawn
We walked to my car
She mouthed "Is everything ok?"
We leaned in slowly
So now I can say
I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
I'm sure I could've been anybody else
anybody else
I pulled away
cuz you see I didn't think it would be
right I said let's save this
for some other night
She said "No, no, no I know
That everything is gonna be just fine"
How could I do this when I want her to be all mine.
I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
I'm sure I could've been anybody else
anybody else
I know you don't care about me
I'm sure when all is said and done
and I go home feeling lonely
You will have had your fun
do you even remember?
I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
and now I'm sure
and now I'm sure
I could've been anybody else
anybody else
anybody else
I could have been
anybody else
*sigh*
Isn't it great? Its by something Corporate.. Which is an awesome AWESOME band. Thank you Alex for telling me about them.
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2005 22 February :: 3.22pm
:: Music: Kernkraft 400-- Zombie Nation
Oh gad, it hurts to move.. the pain of the muscles... yeah. The YMCA sucks, just kidding, but still.
Mike was being an ass today, but its ok..
HE GAVE MY LOVE ORANGE TO MORGAN!! I dont know why, but it upset me.. I mean.. i know he shouldnt know that i care about little things.. but i do..ish.. and it just annoys me.. and i dont want to tell him cuz its dumb.. but still...Yeah.
I thought my cat died this morning, but hes alive and purring, *yay*
I want to go to Something Corperate really really bad.. but I'm broke and TORI NEEDS TO FRICKEN PAY ME FRICKEN BACK!!! GrR. Its on a thursday though so it could go either way.
I think Sophia and Jarret should hook up. They were sitting by each other at lunch and i could totally see it happen. I think he would be a good remedy for her Battered Soul... Haha.
I miss Pepe :( And Dante... Ohh poor Dante, i hope you could see that even though you had to die, the sacrafice was for the greater good of sim-humanity...
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2005 21 February :: 1.09pm
I'm at Gabeths... yeah, its pretty fun... Sitting... drinking a 2 liter... and more sitting... AHH ITS SO COLD!
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2005 20 February :: 10.23pm
Shoes!!
Is it too girly?
I like it though, so i dont really care...
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2005 20 February :: 9.10pm
Put these in the ( ) for the answers
Y = Yes.
N = No.
M = Maybe, depends.
O = Of course (apparently!)
* = Already have done.
( ) go out with me?
( ) hold my hand?
( ) give me your number?
( ) let me kiss you?
( ) have sex with me?
( ) play an SM scene with me?
( ) watch a movie with me... even a really sappy one?
( ) let me take you out to dinner?
( ) drive me somewhere/anywhere?
( ) take a shower with me?
( ) be my gf/bf?
( ) have a fling with me?
( ) listen to me if I called you, crying, even if you were out with all of your friends?
( ) buy me a drink if I didn't have money?
( ) take me home for the night?
( ) let me sleep in your bed?
( ) sing car karaoke with me?
( ) sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
( ) come and pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
( ) dance with me in the rain with no music?
( ) re-post this for me to answer your questions
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2005 20 February :: 6.59pm
I totally stole this from Tanner...i like my Soap opra name the best i think... it has a nice ring to it
YOUR PORN STAR NAME:
(NAME OF FIRST PET+STREET YOU LIVE ON): Angela Arthur
YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:
(YOUR MIDDLE NAME +GRANDFATHERS FIRST NAME): Elizabeth Wessley
YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME:
(FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT+FAVOURITE RESTAURANT): Jones Pho Toan
EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS:
(FAVORITE SPICE+LAST VACATION SPOT): Cardamom Olympia
SOCIALITE ALIAS:
(SILLIEST CHILDHOOD NICKNAME+TOWN WHERE YOU FIRST PARTIED): Nonie Ashlee's House
"Rap Star" ALIAS (a la J. Lo):
(FIRST INITIAL+FIRST TWO OR THREE LETTERS OF YOUR LAST NAME): N. Tay
ICON ALIAS:
(SOMETHING SWEET WITHIN SIGHT+ANY LIQUID IN KITCHEN): Ice cream Coffe
DETECTIVE ALIAS:
(FAVORITE BABY ANIMAL+WHERE YOU WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL): Kitten Clark
BARFLY ALIAS:
(LAST SNACK FOOD YOU ATE+YOUR FAVORITE DRINK): Ice Cream Pepsi
SOAP OPERA ALIAS:
(MIDDLE NAME+STREET WHERE YOU FIRST LIVED): Elizabeth Arthur
ROCK STAR ALIAS:
(FAVORITE CANDY+LAST NAME OF FAVORITE MUSICIAN): Mamba Havoc
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2005 20 February :: 3.47pm
You get some weird looks if you go to the store looking like a Transexual Hooker.... Hahaha.
Watched Rocky Horror w/ Vivi.
My dad got Donnie Darko! Yay!!! Frank creeps me out but its suuch a good movie!
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2005 19 February :: 9.15pm
Constantine is suuuuch a good movie!
It made me think about religion, and Heaven and Hell and so forth. I dont think that there can be a heaven. For a very practical reason. Over population. I mean.. there are five BILLION people on the planet now. That means theoretically, about 2.5 would go to heaven. Right? Well if there are 2.5 billion people going there now, meaning out of all the living people at this moment.. then what about when there are 10 billion people? or 15? How much can heaven hold. Or hell for that matter. I mean, most of us are (according to the bible) going there anyway. But.. when we die, its only our souls that go to heaven or hell, so technically, we arent matter. But do souls contain thoguht? What is a soul? I mean.. its not a body part, it cant feel pain.. So why does it matter where we end up.. if we end up any where. I usually like to think positivly about religion, and death, as positivly as one can. But it just seems so pointless! I mean.. people base their entire lives around the idea of something better in the "next world" but what if this is it? What if we just DIE? Does there HAVE to be more? Why should there be? I mean.. if i were God, i doubt i would let humans come into heaven.. We fuck everything up. Look at what we've done with earth, with each other. Heaven is divine, and we would only soil it. So why can't we be content with one life? One Earth? Because we need hope? We need the posibility that things can get better? What is the point of looking forward to things if they won't happen?
But yeah.. over population.. Damn breeders.
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2005 19 February :: 5.34pm
CONSTANTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! w00t!!!
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2005 19 February :: 10.44am
i thought my ankle was broken, but its not.. Darn.
We found the BEST gum ever on the floor! It still has flavour!
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