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:: 2005 19 February :: 9.57am

IT WAS AWESOME!! I MOSHED!! I HAVE BRUISES!! I GOT KICKED IN THE HEAD! TWICE!! Hahahahahahahahahaha. Ha. Ha. It was great.

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simplywicked

:: 2005 18 February :: 11.48am

Sometimes
I just want to leave my body
And travel to a new one

I would be someone no one cares about
and ruin my life for the hell of it
just to see what would happen

But I'm stuck
in the shell of my body
complaining about my life.

simplywicked

:: 2005 18 February :: 10.55am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: children(remix)

stupid ass computer.

So as i was saying before my computer stupidly freaked out...

God, Never mind, its too early for this.. i dont want to re-type everything.

CHRIS-- You could have freakin told me Gabe was there!!! Grr!

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Chocolatemilk

:: 2005 17 February :: 9.19pm

Hahahaha

Right before Nora and I watched Anchorman, I was bragging to Zach about watching it, when he couldn't (and it's his like..favorite movie). So...we start watching it, laugh a lot, get half way through it, and hear the doorbell ring. Of couse..I have no idea who it is, but I look through the blinds and HOLY SHIT ITS ZACH! Hahaaa, so we watched the rest of Anchorman with him.

Hahaaaa

Zach: "That guy is gay! J-A-Y"
Us: " J? "
Zach: "Ahhhhhh nooo shut up."

But it was funny..I mean..jay? HAhahaahaa

[edit] If you didn't get that ^, I'm not explaining it. Its just too...

WHY IS THAT CONFUSING?

Whaaaaaatever..

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simplywicked

:: 2005 17 February :: 3.22pm

greg is my twin. Hahaha not really. w00t! Tomorrow is Papa Roach! And probably going to see Constantine w/ mike. Yumm, rice... ahahahaha ADD!! I have a 3.0!! yay! Beat that BITCH! Muwahahaha

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simplywicked

:: 2005 16 February :: 9.29pm

Goddd i hate Ann. But i looooooooove my ice cream!!

As you may have noticed.. I changed my thingy.. good? Bad? Yes? No? American idol is SOOOO funny!! Ohh my god, i totally just dissed Anya! but i love her!

shpadoinklebunny:American idol is SOO funny!
shpadoinklebunny: depressed people should watch it and they'd be like HAHAHAHAHA
Mandoroxors: Lol I know
Mandoroxors: hahahhaha
Mandoroxors: or they might just be like "I ..-sniff- was like that -sniff- one day...and -sniifffff- I FEEL SO BAD FOR THEM! But I'm worse off than they are, and must go cut myself now-
Mandoroxors: ...sniff
shpadoinklebunny: lol
Mandoroxors: wow, did i seem like anya there or what?? god, i'm sorry for that shallow impression of a depressed person.
shpadoinklebunny: lol
shpadoinklebunny: hahahahahahahaha
shpadoinklebunny: you're anya!!
Mandoroxors: well she does that a lot
shpadoinklebunny: why dont you go call Gabe?
Mandoroxors: and it makes me angry sometimes
shpadoinklebunny: Russian
Mandoroxors: HAHAHHAHA
Mandoroxors: HAHAHHA
Mandoroxors: HAHAHAHAH OH GOD thats funny.

But seriously.. i love her... :-D

AHHH! my dad was trying to read my journal! I was like, "look its pretty!" and he was like "-read-" and i was like "AHH! Stop!" and he's like "Uhhh why cant i read it?" And im like "Cuz im 14!!! PRIVACY! Teenage girl thing!" I mean, i dont think i have anything really bad on here.. but come on.. hes my DAD. Its bad enough thats he's coming to the Big Easy with me 'n morgan and tori ... yeah.
I have to go watch American Idol now. :-D

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Chocolatemilk

:: 2005 16 February :: 5.22pm

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I�m dying are the best I�ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what�s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I�m dying are the best I�ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarge your world
Mad world

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simplywicked

:: 2005 16 February :: 3.11pm

THE HAT!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! You have no idea how much i longed for it. Sweet sweet victory is MINE!! Its so beautiful. M precious... muwahahaha.

I think Mike was mad at me today.. or this morning.. or something. But hey, if he cant handle my hilariously cutting sense of humor... thats his problem.

OWL tonight! I wish i could find my chapstick cuz "my lips hurt real bad!" ... But really, they do. GODDD i have alot of HW i've been putting off... ughhh. Oh well....

Ahh Pepe, i have longed for many days to hear the sound of your typing, but now homework has torn us apart once more. Hahaha

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simplywicked

:: 2005 15 February :: 6.57pm
:: Music: Tool-- Parabola

Yum yum, tamales!! Hahaha, its a fiesta! OMG, i think Tori might come to Papa Roach wich would be SOOOOOOOO cool, cuz i dont really want to go with just Morgan, after saturday and all. But yeah.. I am SOO not going to be deep and meaningful tonight. I shall take advantage of the option to be ignorant.. Ahh crap! Big words!! I mean.. I love my little ponies, they're so cool!
You think im joking, but im not.. HAhahAHAHAH

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simplywicked

:: 2005 14 February :: 7.42pm

Kiminator77: i should not eat
Kiminator77: for like
Kiminator77: two months
Kiminator77: and see if i am not fat anymore
shpadoinklebunny: kim shut up. WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT COMPLAINING ABOUT YOUR BODY IMAGE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Kiminator77: right sorry
shpadoinklebunny: now what do you say?
Kiminator77: i say..
Kiminator77: umm..
Kiminator77: im..
Kiminator77: not fat
shpadoinklebunny: say it like you mean it
shpadoinklebunny: fool
Kiminator77: -breathes-
Kiminator77: -zen-
Kiminator77: -I am not fat-
shpadoinklebunny: again
Kiminator77: -I am not fat-
shpadoinklebunny: LOUDER! SO ALL OF MANHATTAN CAN HEAR!!
Kiminator77: lol
Kiminator77: I AM NOT FAT
shpadoinklebunny: now, BOW TO YOUR SENSI!!!!
Kiminator77: -bows-
shpadoinklebunny: you may now resume your conversing
Kiminator77: ok

I am the master at pep talks...

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simplywicked

:: 2005 14 February :: 6.46pm

eww, dark chocolate maple chocolates are really nasty... generic presents annoy me... but i shouldnt complain.. i mean, at leat i got SOMETHING.
Its crazy how well Tori and i can relate to each other sometimes, like she knows EXACTALLY how i feel sometimes, its weird...
whoa i just typed this without looking at the keyboard.. for the most part...

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simplywicked

:: 2005 14 February :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: happy as a hippo
:: Music: tool-- prison sex

Today was glorious!! Mike was soooo sweet! He gave me a big soft teddy bear in the morning, balloons delivered to my 3rd period, and a box of chocolates at lunch. I dunno though. I mean, it was sweet, but none of it meant anything... like any guy could have given any girl the same exact thing. I really like original presents. Dotn get me wrong, i loved all the stuff he got me.. but it lacks a certian je ne sais quoi.. I really liked his original idea of getting me a fish. I love eccentric-ness in guys, or just people in general. Omg, we both kinda tried kissing each other multiple times today, but the gods were against us. EVERY time someone would come up and be like "ohh my god you guys are soo cute!!" or "ohh are you two going out?" and i was like "Eerugh!! Gimme 2 mins alone with him!!" Haha. Cuz ya know, its valentines day... But yeah. It was a really good day!

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simplywicked

:: 2005 13 February :: 2.26pm
:: Mood: cranky

Karma? Or bullshit... that is the question. Thank god for payphones.

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simplywicked

:: 2005 12 February :: 6.54pm

I forgot to talk about solo and ensemmble, it sucked... actually alot of today sucked... oh wait.. all of it did.. except for the bread.. and hanging out with mandy and yah.. that was cool. everything else sucked...

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simplywicked

:: 2005 12 February :: 6.50pm
:: Mood: pissed off

OHH MY MUTHER FUCKING GOD!! How freaking... fucked up can you get?? So i didnt watch The secret of NIMH with her.. Big fucking deal. God i hate drama. And stupid people. MIKE IS MUTE! Omg its funny, yeah... but we might hang out tomorrow, i think i'll drag mandy along to ease the tension... yeah..

... GOD!!! sorry im soo pissed right now.. But the bread is good.

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Twitchy

:: 2005 12 February :: 12.15am

ok, gathering up my guts and manliness, sucking it up and giving it a shot
what have I got to lose?

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simplywicked

:: 2005 9 February :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: informed

DONT PUT CONDOMS IN YOUR BACK POCKET/ WALLET--THEY WONT WORK!
You pop the air bubble when you sit on them and the juice dries up. So then it dosent work.
And always use a condom!
Sombrarro, not mushroom!
Don't ever listen to a guy that says a condom is too big for him, if it is.. he wouldnt be able to walk.
Hahahahahahahaha bad image! Condoms are the number one leading preventor of STIs and Pregnancys (aside from abstinance), they are easy, portable, hassle free, and cheap. SO USE A FRICKIN CONDOM DUMBASS!!! ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS!

Isn't OWL great? ^^

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simplywicked

:: 2005 9 February :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: cake--never there

Today was a really good day. I have a B in science for like.. the first time ever, lol. AND the Kuglers hate me!! Why would i want someone to hate me you ask? Well i'll tell you. The Kuglers are manipulating evil skinny bitches and thats all there is to it. But they always talked to me in english and it got annoying. But today i was talkeing to Mike in English and Nicole was talking and being stupid and Mike was like "Can't you just talk to your sister at home?" And she's like "No i never talk to her at home" and i said (quietly i thought, but it must have been loud..) "Yeah, if they were my kids i wouldnt let them talk either" And Nicole was like "You're gonna be sorry for that Mike! And you too nora, you're a bitch!!" And Me and Mike just laughed because her fist is like.. as big as something thats really small... like a grape. So we wandered off and the went about spreading disease or whatever it is they do.. But now i guess they've started spreadng rumors about me or something, but i dont even care. I mean dude, they're just stupid. So that put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. No HW either! And OWL tonight! Yay!!

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simplywicked

:: 2005 8 February :: 7.57pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: incubus-- drive

i feel numb.. and i cant explain why. I dont know if this is a good numb or not..

Im feeling stressed about solo & ensemble.. its on saturday.. UGHHHHHHHHHH i frickin hate that song now.. it haunts my dreams.
The tension is mounting.

According to the love calculator Mike Urlacher and i have an 18% percent chance of working out whereas Michael Urlacher and i have a 29% chance of working out... strange.

I feel kinda sick. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

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simplywicked

:: 2005 8 February :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: mourning

It was a good day, untill i found out Fabio died.. Now im really sad. I loved him.

Notheing else worht mentioning... happy Mardi Gras... if its today.. ohh who cares? My lover is DEAD!!

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simplywicked

:: 2005 7 February :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: onion-y
:: Music: Tool-- aenima

Who knew there was a plus side to having a mute boyfriend? To anyone who ever doubted that fact, its rather OK. You can talk about any subject and they can't stop you! And they dont dis you! Still dont know what to get him fro V-day.. Maybe i'll just breakdown and ask him..
Ashlee came over and i totally won at monopoly! It was sweet.
OMG!! I found the coolest peice of bling ever in the park today. Its a big tacky Africa thing... Cuz im just that cool. Kalli talked to me today.. it was actually pretty weird. And Ghetto McWhatshisface asked me if i was goth. I was like... "what???" Do i LOOK goth? I mean, im wearing a blue shirt, a blue "belty" thing, and colorful beads and earrings... yeah, im goth. Psh..
Thank you to people that wore their seahorse colors. So what if its "pointless", all the cool kids are doing it.. you should too. It actually kind of pissed me off that Mike wasnt wearing any.. I dont like having my role of absolute power questioned. Hee hee.
Mardi Gras tomorrow! I was thinking of giving up the peanut butter M&Ms for lent. Just to see if i could. I mean, im friggin addicted to them!! But i dunno.
My math teacher thought i was catholic cuz i was talking about fat tuesday and stuff.. Hahahahahahaha.... Ohh it was funny.
I SKIPPED 2ND PERIOD!! Just kidding i didnt, it was excused.. but still.

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simplywicked

:: 2005 6 February :: 6.47pm

EVERYBODY WHO GOES TO LC!!!!

Wear seahorse colors tomorrow!! Its seahorse week! Dont ask questions, just do it. Seahorse colors include...
-Blue
-Coral (its a color i swear!)
-Teal
-some shades of purple

OR ELSE!!!

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simplywicked

:: 2005 6 February :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: ashamed

i'm a bad hostess. Sophie came over and all we did was play the sims 2.. Not that theres anything else to do, but i mean, we could have gone shopping or something.. Mike called too and wanted to do something and my people cant drive me due to a certian football game going on.. So i had to say no :(
he didnt believe me that coral is a color.
I'm a bad girlfriend AND hostess. I'll never amount to anything in life.
Just kidding, but still. I feel bad

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simplywicked

:: 2005 6 February :: 12.49pm
:: Mood: self concious

I like my body, but i hate my appearance. I have the extierior of a 13 year old boy. .....Or Logan.

simplywicked

:: 2005 6 February :: 9.42am
:: Mood: tired

Yeah so last night was pretty cool... kinda.. I could have saved $10 and hung out with poeple some other time... But w/e. Beaf was the only cool band. Mylestone was.. mylestoney... I dunno, i dont really like them. My throat is really sore now though. And AHHH! I think i have a giant zit! I can feel it... ewwwwwwwww.
Hopefully i can find someone to hang out ith today. I want to watch the superbowl though, Go Eagles!! haha.

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simplywicked

:: 2005 5 February :: 3.15pm
:: Music: crossfade-- cold

Yeah, Back from Colville. I didnt have to go but i did because i dunno, my mom really wanted me to. The service was outside and thank god it was short or i would have gotten frostbite. Then we went to some dude's house and at "food". There was like a bajillion old people that were somehow related to me and i only knew my Aunt Donna and Uncle Vern. I think thats who i was talking to.. i dont know. But yeah it was scary. there was a snot nosed eight year old who was the only other person under the age of 85. So i sat in a corner and pretended to look at artwork for a million years untill my mom finally said we could go. Then she had to drive all over the place and show me the house she used to live in and whatnot.
On a different note... Is it mardigras? Superbowl tomorrow!!! Yessss.

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simplywicked

:: 2005 4 February :: 10.34pm

its sad that almost all of my entries were about boys.

I'm like a middle school girl.

Someone go buy me a valure jump suit that says "daddy's girl"

That is what middle school girls wear nowadays, right?

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simplywicked

:: 2005 4 February :: 10.07pm
:: Music: chevelle-- the clincher

Yep i was a bit overdue for a mental breakdown..

I've lost the ability to rhyme. I can only think of random phrases that could have the ability to become poems, but dont. It's like my muses are spiting me by giving me glimpses of the peoms i could be writing.

Best "Phrases" at the moment--
- Silent observer
- Balmy stoat (although this sounds like it should be the name of a tavern..)
- Encourage Pity
- Drowning in a sea of self pity <-- personal fav.
- sterotypical abnormal

Thats the extent of my poetic abilities at the moment.

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simplywicked

:: 2005 4 February :: 8.03pm
:: Mood: paranoid
:: Music: chevelle-- send the pain below

Dude, that was freakin scary! Ok so I'm all home alone and stuff, rihgt? Well i was closing the curtians in the front room, whisteling the kill bill song and this truck pulls up in front of my house.. and this guy gets out and is like.. walking up my steps, so i RUN upstairs and i hear him knocking on the door.... right? So eventually i come downstairs (secret mission style of course) and im like "OMG!" Cuz the phone rings. But its my mom. But i was still freaked out cuz i didnt know if the guy left or not, so i called my dad and made him come over to see if like... anyone was in the vacinity and no one was, but im still really scared. Cuz my moms gonna be gone till like, midnight.. so im home.. alone... and stuff. My Dad said it was prolly the guy who worked on remodeling the office coming to get his sweatshirt that he left here. Which makes sense sonce he said the sweatshirt (which was in a box on the porch) is now gone.
Ooof, i should go.. not be scared. I get freaked out easily though. Damn, vivi cant do anything either! I really dont wanna be home alone! My mom wont be home till midnight, god this is stupid!

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simplywicked

:: 2005 4 February :: 5.52pm
:: Mood: bored!!!
:: Music: crossfade-- cold

So its official, we're a couple. Hahahaha.
GOD I wish i were at chevelle!! Tori, Morgan, Patrick, and Mike are all going.... There.. but secretly I'm there too, cuz I made a puppet of me and made them take it with them, wich i think they did.. but i dont know..

This is really ramble-y but im talking to Anya so im not really concentrating...

I hafta go to a funeral tomorrow i think.. My great aunt or something.. I dont know. I think i met her once. I really dont want to go. I mean, its in freakin Colville. But yeah... i dont wat to go.

DUDE!! I bought a Super Blowpop at rite aid and it lasted for TWO HOURS cuz i just finished it!! I bet thats like a record or something!

Haha. Yeah. So i went to Morgans after school and tori was there and we went to Sac to see Malone. Buuut, he has 6th per prep, so we missed him. I talked to Mr. Hencz though and he thought my name was Norma. Norma?? I'd kill myself if that was my name! I mean.. come on now... norma.. god. So yeah. We all wrote notes to Malone and put them on his door. I really do miss the homebase days. *sigh*
And then i was ditched for Chevelle... yep. Now im sitting alone on a friday night hanging out with my cat. My CAT. Anya can't do anything and sophie's not picking up her phone.. i dont know anyone else's number either. AND my damn TV dosen't work. I know im complaining alot but i dont have anything else to do... besides math, but what kind of fool does that? Not this one is the correct answer. Ughhhhhh. i should go.. do... something..... Gahhhh

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