Okay...so my friend Ashley is ranting about Ryan Gosling again...so I've decided to type everything she tells me about him.....cuz I'm so damn bored.

She says:
- his name is Thomas
- he has a dog named George
- he built a table in the movie The Notebook
- he is the same height as Clay Aiken
- his birthday is near Clay Aiken's
- he's Canadian
- he likes the color blue
- he worked with Britney Spears...
- his character Noah in The Notebook has a dog named Clem

Yargh! I quit.......and I'm bored again. i can't believe how boring summer is...but every year it's the same. Der... Anyway...i'm chatting again...

There are 19 people online on my buddy list...out of...161. I'm bored...

1. Name? Sarah
2. Were you named after anyone? um...dun think so
3. Do you wish on stars? Long while back
4. Which finger is your favorite? my middle one. :P
5. When did you last cry? I don't remember
6. Do you like your handwriting? um...no....?
7. What is your favorite lunch meat? ham...
8. Any bad habits? I bite my nails
9. What is your favorite CD? um........ummm............I have so many to choose from @_@
10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? You know what I'd do if I were another person and I knew me? I would take out a gun and shoot myself.
11. Are you a dare-devil? I can be...when I feel like it
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore to never tell? nope...I keep my promises.
13. Do looks matter? maybe...
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? millions of times
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end  of the rainbow? ...*leaves on the search for gold*
16. Do fish have feelings? of course!
17. Are you trendy? umm...ha ha......no.
18. How do you release anger? let's see...yelling, screaming, punching, flailing...something of the sort.
19. Where is your second home? home? nowhere?
20. Do you trust others easily? mm...not really.
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? my Lego set... o.o;;
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? i dunno....since I chose all of my classes...yeah.
23. Do you have a journal? online and personal
24. Do you use sarcasm a lot? heck yeah
25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Yeah, the eighth grade dance.
26. What do you look for in a man/woman? someone who understands me!
27. What are your nicknames? Sak, Kusho, Akañe, Cheezball, Squeakz, Sarre, DF, DF103...a lot more...
28. Would you ever bungee jump? YES! AFTER I SAW THAT GUY BANG HIS HEAD AGAINST THE ROCKS ON THE BOTTOM, I REALLY WANT TO!
29. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? no..
30. Do you think that you are strong? yes'm...
31 favorite ice cream flavor? butter pecan
32. What's your favorite color? neon green, black, grey, dark blue
33. What is your least favorite food? mm.........
34. How many wisdom teeth do you have? 2...but 2 more are growing in
36. How many people have a crush on you right now? one...two...two guys....
37. Who do you miss most right now? everyone but my family
38. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? um...not on email...
39. What color pants are you wearing? black, bondage pants
40. What are you listening to right now? The Leaving Song
41.what are at least 4 digits in your telephone number? 8284
42. What was the last thing you ate? shrimp scampi
43. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? JOY, I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A CRAYON!
44. How is the weather right now? um...dark and stormy?
45. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Bobo.
46. First thing you notice about the opposite gender? eyes...or hair
47. How are you today? sick and in pain
48. Favorite drink? tea...
49. Favorite alcoholic drink? bleh
51. Hair color? dark dark dark dark brown
52. Eye color? dark dark dark dark brown
53. Do you wear contacts? no
54. Siblings and their ages? um...Erica......13.....
55. Favorite month? October
56. Favorite food? fries...
57. Last movie you watched? Along Came Polly
58. Favourite day of the year? Hallow's Eve
59. Are you too shy to ask someone out? hmm....that would be a yes
60. Scary movies or happy endings? scary movies!
61. Summer or winter? winter...it's not hot...
62. Hugs or kisses? hugs...
63. Relationships or Flings? relationships....but.......*trails off*
65. Who is most likely to respond? no one
66. Who is least likely to respond? no one
67. Living arrangement? in house with a mom, a dad, an ogre, two cats, and a bird
68. What book are you reading? The Sun Also Rises
69. Favorite board game? board games are truly boring...no pun intended.
70. What did you watch on TV last night? ANIME!
71. Favorite smells? coffee...popcorn...
72. Favorite Musician? many many many!
73. Favorite Movie? i dun have one...
74. Favorite Book? mmm....
75. Favorite Brand? ehh?
76. Do You Believe In God? um no.
77. Meaning Of Life? there is no meaning in life (though that statement totally goes against my religion...but that's okay)
78. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? where am i?

Yeah....bored. Very bored. Want to die because I'm so bored. BORED! Very bored, absolutely, positively bored. I should be working on my contest entry for TokyoPop...but so bored...I want to be lazy. Yeah...the lazy-ness is going to get to me. I should do my summer reading assignments and projects. Yeah. BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! I want to sleep...but I'm so occupied...that I can't...YARGH!

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I'm tired of writing that word. I'm gonna go finish my fics or do something productive. Or maybe...I'll just sit here...thinking about doing nothing.

For the first time in two days...I dun feel sleepy...but the pain in my knee is growing by the second. Yargh!

Cha...I get the feeling that my friends don't consider me as a friend anymore and that they don't want to talk to me. Yesh. But, I'm too medicated to actually feel "blah" about it. I suppose that's a good thing, though it does kinda suck, spending most of the day sleeping.

Yargh, I just can't help thinking that it might be like this from now till....forever. I'm slowly drifting away from friends whom I barely talk to now. I still want to have some kind of connection with everyone, even if it is a simple "hi." Mm...but I guess I can't always have what I want...even though it is a hard concept to comprehend for me. Spoiled lil me. Cha.

I have to work on the chapter that I promised everyone on fanfiction.net...or at least all those who actually care. Blah. I really should quit writing...cuz it's worth nothing to the near future...........I really should stop, continue with my manga, lay back, and relax....yeah.

I should go sleep again...yeah. Night-night.

I'm spending more hours sleeping than actually being awake, cuz my meds are so damn strong. Yargh. Anyway, to pass time...blah.

1. Time: 12:31
2. Name: I don't remember anymore. I've been renamed too many times.
3. Name on birth certificate: Sarah Akane Kakusho
4. Nicknames: Sak, Kusho, Akañe, Sarre, Kush-Kush, Huggles o.ô.........stuff.....
5. Number of pets: 2 cats...a bird...and a gecko.
6. Number of candles on birthday cake: um.....16........actually...I haven't had a cake for my birthday in a long time
7. Hair color: dark, dark, dark, dark brown.....
8. #of body piercings: none...
9. Eye color: dark, dark, dark, dark, dark brown....
10. Favorite alcohol drink: bleh...dun remind me...
11. Current residence: Cape Coma...land of the newlywed and the nearly dead
12. Favorite ice cream: hmm....butter pecan.....yesh....
13. Been to New Zealand: no...that'd be interesting
14. Love someone so much it made you crazy: I haven't seen him in three weeks! That's a long time.
15. Been in a car crash? The one time I didn't have my seatbelt on. I got a bloody nose from it.
16. Croutons or bacon bits? croutons...
17. Favorite day of the week? mm..........Saturday......actually, I don't know anymore since I'm always asleep!
18. Favorite word or fraze? hmm..."Are you mocking me...I think you're mocking me..." or "People like you piss me off..."
19. Favorite Restaurant? no food...please........
20. Favorite flower? dead ones....
21. Favorite sport? Kendo...Kickball...Soccer...Swimming perhaps.
22. Favorite non alcoholic drink? um....water.....
23. Favorite food? NO FOOD! bleh...
24. Disney or Warner bro's? definitely Warner Bros.....Disney lost their touch...
25. Fav. fast food? starting to make me sick...
26. What color is your bedroom carpet? dark dark blue......
27. How many times have you failed your drivers test? none... :-P
28. Before this one, who did you get an email from? bot@fanfiction.net...a review...
29. Which store would you choose to max out your Credit Card? Hot Topic...SunCoast Vid...Waldens...Barnes and Noble...Best Buy...
30. What do you do when your bored? sit at the piano and write songs...write...work on manga...or sit around, thinking about doing nothing.
31. Fav. Magazine.? mm...NewTYPE....or.....Animerica........*gets weird looks* so, who cares if i'm more into anime than the hottest guys in Hollywood.... - -;;
32. Bed time? roughly around midnight...of course...my sleeping schedule is totally screwed up.
33. Who will respond to this email the quickest? no one since it's not on an email
34. Who is the person you sent this to is least likely to respond? ((read answer to #33))
35. Fav. T.V. show? Azumanga Daioh...or anything anime.....Dead Like Me...RFR....Degrassi
36. Last person you went out to dinner with....? dun remember, dun care to remember...
37. ford or chevy? um....dont..care?
38. Car or SUV? an SUV to care stuff...
39. Favorite smell? rain.....
40. Favorite cologne or perfume? hmm......slightly allergic to em......niya...
41. Favorite movie? dont have one currently.....
42. Favorite color? black...or grey...one of those depressing colors.
43. Favorite Book? ..dun have one.
44. Favorite song? right now...Sugarcult's "Memory" or New Found Glory's "Truth of my Youth"
45. Tattoos'? hmm.....interesting......dun have any...yet

There...now you know a lil more about me. Yep. Now I have to find something else to do. Yargh...L8terZ.

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I GIVE UP!! CHA!!!!!!!!! LADI-DAH!

Do you know how annoying hives are?!?!? Itchy, itchy, itchy. My face is puffy and it feels weird My legs and arms are...swollen! DAHHH!!!!! You know what...HIVES ARE EVIL!!!!!!!

This sux.....A LOT!!! A LOT, A LOT, A LOT!

("A lot" is not a word. It is a slang word meaning many. Thank you for the slight clarification)

Don't eat at Taco Bell! CHA!!!!!!!

Ah...I was up all night trying to think of a good plot for the Tokyopop's The Rising Stars of Manga contest. Yep, I'm actually entering that doo-hickey. It's actually kinda funny, because I can't draw half as good as the people who won last year. Besides, I know a few people who should enter because their manga drawings are out of this world. Cha.

So, since I'm going to be working on the manga for probably the whole summer. I've decided that this week, I'm going to write and finish one chapter for each story I have posted on both FictionPress.com and Fanfiction.net. Yeah... It's, I think, 7 stories...I think four of them are going to be a challenge though because I haven't written anything for it in a while. But I'm going to try my best for the people. Yes, for the people.

For those curious, I'm hoping to get out Ch. 6 1/2 of Rainy Day Woes, Ch. 3 of It All Comes Down To This, and Ch. 2 of Upon Meeting Devi, by Thurs. at the latest. Loss, The I.N.S.A.N.E.: Teenage Chronicles, Never Take A Dare Because Life's Too Short, and Back In the Day will be a challenge for me because I'm just out of inspiration. But anyhow, I'm doing my best to get this stuff out.

With that having been said, hope you'll look out for the fics this week. L8terZ.

++DF, LR, Kusho, SakPak, KuKu...whatever++