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2003 26 November :: 5.19 pm
hey everyone,
was up?? nothin much here. well anyways, 4 those of u who don't know im in la. i dunno if just didnt tell some ppl or they just totally missed out on the point lol- probably the first one.
it's been all rite. the flite here was sorta annoying. the plane was so small and i had 2 wait 4ever in orlando, [cuz my connectin flite was from there] i got there at.. 8 30 and then it left 4 new orleans at 10 55. i was so bored. i had my daybook wit me tho, but do u think i did it? lol. then i guess i don't have a valid excuse 2 complain. and then when i got there, i didn't c my dad 4 like. 1/2 an hr. i swear, it's always somethin. it was kinda confusin tho, so i understood. cuz the delta baggage claim is seperate from the other airlines, and i usually fly continental or southwest. so.. and then in the evenin we had 2 go 2 these ppl's houe. i was so bored, and i fell asleep lol. i was tired cuz i had 2 wake up in the mornin 4 the flight..
sunday, i saw cat in the hat lol. it was good. my brother liked it. i liked it 2. good family movie. and then.. i dunno what else i did lol. i have madd short term memory lol.
then monday, my dad had 2 go 2 work 4 a lil while. the house was SO messy. [my stepmother isn't here now] sooo i cleaned [yes, very masculine, rite? u guys know how anal i am tho so it's probably not that much of a suprise lol..] but, it wasn't really as dirty as it was messy. just disorangized. so yeh, that was 8 30- 2. lol u can only imagine.. then went 2 barnes and noble later and got some books. wait, maybe that was sunday... who knows... who cares ??
tuesday- was eid, our religious holiday, for those of u who don't know. in the mornin we went 2 go pray the eid prayer. it's so cold here so i didnt feel like goin, i mean i wanted 2, but the coldness made me not want 2- u know what i mean ?? it was also my birthday. we went out 2 a japanese resturaunt, and it was good. i like how they cook it in front of u, it's cool.
then today, haven't really done much. opened a bank account. my dad gave my $800 :D u know, now that i think of it, i dunno y i'm smilin cuz i never spend my money neway lol. i dunno it's not that i'm cheap, it's just that i dunno what 2 buy. if i do spend it, it's on cd's or maybe at the mall or somethin.
neway, that's about it. gonn go out later and im comin back 2 fl on sat 4 those of u who care. leave me commentsss :DDDD
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2003 20 November :: 6.39 pm
:: Mood: chillen ;)
:: Music: ja rule- clap back
was up ppl,
nothin much here. today was a 1/2 day. it was worse than regular days. tests r so stressful. i think teachers seriously plot and schedule them on the same day lol. neway.. it was nice 2 get home early. shit i dont even know what i did but the time went by so fast. it seemed longer tho. i watched mtv. i say that show, true life: i'm a clubber. there was this girl named patricia, and she was SOO weird. i swear, she was pychotic. it creeped me out. even tho she was kinda fine but it was all fake. she had 3 boob jobs, a nose job, and cologin [sp?] in her lips. and she was polish so she had this accent that made her seem more weird. and she was a clubber and there's a dj and she stalked him. and they showed her takin drugs and stuff. she was divorced twice. it was soo weird. she looks like the epitomy of the type of person u don't wanna get involved wit lol. if u guys know what i'm talkin about comment lol. neway, tomorrow's friday. not too much hw [finished already] and i gotta pack. annoying. i hate packing. sat im goin 2 my dad's, im not gonna be here on mon and tues. told my teachers already. i dont think im gonna miss 2 much. well neway, it's startin 2 change- weather wise. i like it. i like the winter feel. well thas about it 4 now. g2g. later.
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2003 14 November :: 8.15 pm
u know what sucks- not being able to express yourself freely. cuz if u do, ppl either, dont take u seriously/ listen 2 u, or u feel stupid and feel like u create drama, or u end up feelin like a jackass, or ppl just shoot u down and try 2 defend themselves b4 even giving u a chance 2 express ur thots and at least finishing what u have 2 say, or just dont take responsibility for their actions, or other things that i probably haven't even mentioned. for me, it's all these things. but hey, it's just a thot..
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2003 10 November :: 7.16 pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: jay z- change clothes [and go]
Hey everyone,
Was up?? Nothin much here. Well, anyways- it's Mon. The weekend was fun. Vanessa's party was a lotta fun. It was.. refreshing cuz it was so old school. Lol. There were games and stuff, like a scavenger hunt [christina and me lol] pin the tail on the ---? [I dunno what is was] lol, duck duck goose, and stuff. And it had a theme. [Pirate sorta thing] A lotta ppl were thur. But b4 that, it was a lazy day...
Sunday,I didn't do nething and since I didn't do any hw on Sat, I had 2 make up for that.
And todayyy, was ok:
- Chem: test
- Cer: quiz, glazed my project
- Eng: read Aura, weird book
- Span: quiz, reviewed hw, and learned a new tense
Now that I think of it, the day was pretty boring...
The bus ride was fun. U don't know how bored I would be w/o Jackie and Edgar. Actually, u all know me- I'd just talk 2 myself lol.
I had 2 go get my teeth cleaned today. I hate goin 2 the dentist, it's so annoying. And she hurt me, too. It felt like I was donating blood [cuz she cut up my gums so much] rather than a refreshin teeth clean.
Well, anyways, tom is Tues--> Veteran's Day---> off.
Thas it 4 now.
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2003 20 October :: 8.57 pm
hey everyone,
was up?? nothin much here. well neways- today's monday. it didn't really feel like a monday tho. in chem- it was ms swanson's b-day. but man, she doesn't give it a break. she got pissed at ashifool, and then someone was like- ms swanson, y didn't u stay at home? and she was like, y? all my friends r at work neway, and then mitchell was like- u have friends?! that was mean- i felt bad 4 her, cuz she said it really did hurt her feelings. poor teachers, even tho she can b mean sometimes. isn't it weird when u c like... mean ppl, or ppl that're mean 2 u, bein sad?? it's like- u wanna feel bad 4 them, but then on the other hand u wanna b like- ha, good! neway, then was math. i just made an a- it was an 89.7. and then was econ- i payed attention. it's so hard tho. i dunno if i'm gonna b able 2 b consistent wit it or not. hopefully yes. and i found out, 2 my surpise, that i got an a in that class also- 89.5. i was so shockeddd- obv in a good way. the stayin up till midnight and wakin up again at 5 payed off. and then was art. sorta boring, but i forced myself 2 pay attention. i realized that sittin in the back in classes isn't good. cuz u don't pay attention as much, and it's easier 4 u 2 daze off...
well, tom is the psat's. that means that the classes r all shortened. i sorta like odd days tho. but i'm glad span is reduced. i hope i do well tho. but i don't think it REALLY counts 4 nething, but i'll still try.
i wish i had done more stuff this yr. like powderpuff and homecomin. i didn't do it last yr either. o well. there's the next 2 yrs. next yr is prom and stuff tho. wowww that's weird, 2 think about that kinda stuff. eh neways...
the bus ride today was fun. this frehsman [fabian] got this tampon and threw it 2 the front. and then later on sutton put it on this annoying kid- dorell. and laura's sister- katie, told ms betty. i swear, that got me SO pissed. i just yelled out BITCH. cuz it's so stupid, it didn't even involve her- wtf? but it was still funny [the whole tampon sitation] and the busdriver didn't do nethin lol. so i.. guess.. it didn't matter.
well neways, today was all in all a good day. actually i haven't had a good day in a long time- not a good day. most days r- eh, days. and some have been bad. but today was actually good. but i don't wanna reitterate it 2 much, cuz it always leads 2 somethin bad happenin. watch, tomorrow i find out that i have a c in span and thurs i failed the art history test. lol. ehh. my life is so boring- all i talk about is school. ok, i'm gonna write less about school 4 all u woohu readers- does ne1 even read my journal- cuz i NEVER get comments nemore. it makes me feel lonely :/
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2003 10 October :: 7.16 pm
:: Mood: tired
SO tired`
hey everyone,
ahh im so tired. i dunno y, but u know when u get MORE sleep, u feel MORE tired ?? lol. it makes NO sense, what-so-ever. i went 2 bed at 9 last nite and then i woke up around 5 30. but when i go 2 bed at 10 or 10 30, i'm not as tired. and so when i got back 2 school, i had 2 go get my haircut [i think my mom wanted me 2 get it cut b4 my sis's b-day party tom] and then i had 2 go wit her 2 party city, wal mart, publix, and 2 the library. ahh it was so tiring. i dunno y. i just wanted 2 go home. now i am. well, neways, school was ok today. nothing great. actually pretty boring. no.. REALLY boring, now that i actually think about it. MAN.. how boring was school today?? and it didn't even feel like a friday, yest did. cuz, i dunno. on the bus we usually have fun on friday's, but had fun yest, but today was really boring. and this week has felt so long, i think cuz i told myself it would b short, so i expected it 2 b TOO short. but chem was boring, took notes, while studyin 4 my other quizes. then ceramics, had 2 take my quiz and we're makin somethin stupid. which i couldnt even really work on cuz had 2 wait till next class 2 dry a bit. then eng, was uneventful, besides his lil story bout him gettin arrested. and i got my progress report finallyyy. although it was wrong! it said i had a 120% in the class. i didn't wanna changeee it, but he knew obv somethin was mistyped. one hw assignment was worth 5 pts and she typed in 50. lol. man, so it was really an 88. i want an a in eng tho. it's gonna suck if i got a b. esp in eng, cuz that's usually ez 4 me. but neways. span was next. it was really boring. and the quiz was hard. all the teachers decide 2 give the quizes/tests on the same day. but w.e. this report is gonna suck, i know it aleady. i'm gettin so many more b's than i did last yr. at least last yr it was majority b's, not this yr. i think im gonna have FOUR b's. that would suck major ass-age. well neways, i guess that's it.
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2003 5 October :: 6.02 pm
:: Music: Atl- Callin All Girls- good song
hey everyone,
was up?? nothin much here. it's sunday. wow, the weekend has gone by quickly- only tomorrow left! i don't wanna go 2 school on tues. esp wit the debate. i mite stay home, if i'm not ready. i don't get y wit diff classes it's due on diff dates. kinda stupid, but not like i care that much- even tho it WOULD b nice 2 have more time. but the rest of the quarter in that class prob wont b that hard. ahh i remembered i also dont wanna go 2 school on monday cuz i don't wanna c what i got on all my tests. i get 2 find out what i got on my chem, math, and econ tests, and then what my grade in art is wit all those extra credits. i KNOW it's gonna suck. i really do. but.. i guess it's outa my hands now ?? so anyways, how's life wit everyone?? nethin special i should know?? my birthday is next month- everyone who took my on-line quiz should know that ;) lol. i wanted 2 have a halloween party [natalia!] but eh, it's way 2 late now. maybe next yr. my mom said if i did it next yr, we could get a dj and stuff, so that'd b cool. but i wouldnt want my house 2 get trashed. and i know i'd get stressed about entertainin ppl. and i sorta want a bday party, but then on the other hand i dont. u all know how it is. well neway, i guess that's about it 4 now. update later.. [comments r nice] and i'm not a bully! lol, for my last, last entry. it just sounds bad!
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2003 4 October :: 11.34 pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Missy Elliot- Pass That Dutch
Hey,
Was up?? Nothin much here. Well, anyways, today was ok. I woke up and my mum made french toast. Then I had 2 help her out wit gardenin- had 2 spread some mulch in the front yard and move the mulch to the backyard. Then parents had 2 go 2 Olympia [geeze, they gotta go every weekend now] so I got 2 lounge around the house, wit no parents. I mean, my sis was there, but it doesn't matter. I love bein able 2 blast the music. Well anywas, I'm so glad this week is over. Wit gettin sick and then quickly recooperating. And the tests. And havin 2 deal wit stupid juniors on my bus. Some of them r all rite [the cool ones, like Farah and Sayan and Camila (even tho I dunno her that well)] but the some of the dorky ones r so FULL of themselves and just I think have somethin stuck up their ass- cuz that's how they act all the time. I cursed out one of them. Damn she was bein such a bitch tho. I wasn't feelin good and I asked her 2 b so loud, in a NICE way, and she was like OO SHUT UP SAMEEN ! And that got me so pissed off, and basically I cursed her out [lol] and now I think all the freshmen think I'm a jerk. Lol. I don't care. And some ppl r so quick 2 judge. One of the dorky juniors were like- he shouldnt say somethin 2 a JUNIOR. It's like, yeh, ok, a couple months REALLY makes u a superior human bein than me. And plus I don't think she knew what a bitch that girl was bein. Just stupid shit like that pisses me off. And then Thurs and Friday sucked. And Friday, damn I cursed out that girl again lol. And I almost got into a fite wit a South Tech kid. I dunno, it's not that I just try 2 start wit ppl, he's just so damn annoying. Ok, he's this lil white boy, who walks around in a wife beater and flexes, but has NO muscles and is just like.. a bag of bones. And not just that, he's highly irritating. So, I went 2 the front of the bus 2 throw somethin up and that girl I've cursed out twice [lol- I'm seein a trend here] called him back there I guess. And he took my seat. And I was just like, Dorell move. And was pointin 2 the inside of the seat, like tryin 2 tell me 2 go in. And I was just like fine, so I went in and then pushed him out lol [wow, I'm mean]. But w.e. that was that. And I dunno, later on, he just kept "tryin" me so I just punched him lol- not hard or nethin tho. And then that was that again. And that he comes back, and he keeps tappin me on the shoulder and I was talkin 2 someone, and he kept tappin my shoulder, so I kept pushin his head away, and he was like, don't touch my hair, so I touched it on purpose, and then he was tryin 2 block my hand, so I grabbed his hand so he couldn't move it lol, and then I dunno I was just gettin mad, but then someone said 2 stop, so I did. But he's so annoyin tho. He starts wit everyone tho, Avi.. Carlos.. Sayan. Then I had 2 go 2 Jackie's house 2 work on the debate, got some work done. Hopefully it'll work out well. And then I wrote what I did today. I guess thas it then...
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2003 4 October :: 3.28 pm
new journallllll
it's v. diff than what it was b4. take a look. thanks natalia 4 the tried [but failed] efforts. lol. appreciate it..
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