3 Day Weekend
hey everyone,

i'm really happy that the weekend is finally here- not 2 mention a 3 day weekend. and also, after this very stressful week. i think some ppl could sense the stress from me. cuz.. on wed nite, i basically studied from 4:30-12. well, wite breaks of course. and then i woke up at 5 to study some more. and i studied a lot for my tests/quizes on fri 2. who knows if it all payed off [which i highly doubt] but... it's outa my hands now, so what can i do?? well anways, i duno what im doin this weekend. i don't care if i dont do nething, i'm so tired from last week. i wanna go 2 the movies tho. there's a few good movies out that i wanna c. i wanna c, fighting temp's, out of time, and duplex. but eh, we'll c what happens. well anyways, i guess that's about it 4 now.

dont wanna go 2 school tomorrow
man, i agree wit natalia. school sux. and i don't wanna go tomorrow. this week is gonna b hell, cuz i have a test in every one of my main subjects. it sux. i wish like wud b a lil easier. what happened 2 the good old days when things were so much less complicated?? like.. the summers when i was 8 and 9?? man.. so many memory's. but i guess i dont got it THAT bad compared 2 a lotta ppl.. but yet, i still bitch like a lil selfish bastard, eh, i recognize it, but can't help it...

Realization
hey readers,

was up?? nothin much here. well, neways, u know when sometimes, u just GOTTA think about stuff, but u don't really wanna think about it, cuz it's.. serious stuff that u just don't wanna "face" [4 lack of a better word]. well neways, that's just what was goin through my mind. even tho this is semi-serious, this isn't what i was thinkin about: everyone's leavin ib! first it was luan [which couldnt b left] then a couple of weeks ago, ASHLEY! ah it's so weird. i don't even think i've even accepted it yet. it's weird tho, cuz we share.. or shared i should say, lockers and now it's all empty. and then next month hema is leavin. then next yr ally is leavin. a lotta ppl r leavin. now that i think of it, by senior yr, the ppl who r still here will prob b close wit one another, at this rate wit ppl leavin. and there have been ppl that i was friends wit but not great friends, that left 2, like vanessa d and melissa and other ppl. great, and now NATALIA says she's gonna leave 2.. this sux!

Hey,

What's up?? Nothin much here. Well, neways, since I don't really remember when the last time I updated [and all the events that followed...] I will just write about today:

Chem- That class is ok. I don't mind it. I acutally got what she was talkin about today and I get the periodic table and how 2 read it and all. It really IS like a big cheat and if u know how 2 read it, then it makes it a lot easier 4 u. I hope I do well on the test- Christina U owe me a study session! Lol. But if I do well on the test, then that mite bring me up 2 an A! That'd make me feel smart, lol, cuz not a lotta ppl get A's in Chem. [Even tho I have B's in practically EVERYTHING else] Ms Swanson is a good teacher, but VERY moody first thing in the mornin. She was much nicer when I had her durin 2nd period. I dunno.. I don't really care tho.

Cermaics- was good 2. Had a quiz today, I think I did well on it. Mrs. Howard is pretty nice. All of my teachers r nice ppl.. they always have been, it's just that some of them rn't GOOD teachers, u know? But neways, it was REALLY weird, cuz she just randomly started talkin about how her son was gay, and he had aids, and died. I was like, uhh. I don't know y teachers chose 2 reveal such weird things me [LOL- Briana]. I mean, I'm not makin fun of her at ALL, I'm just sayin it was weird how she just told me somethin so personal. I've actually learned 2 enjoy that class. At first I was like, yyy did I take this class [well it was either that or AP World History] but I liked it now. When I finished my quiz, I got 2 work on my coil pot. It's weird, cuz it doesn't cantilever that well, so it just suddenly goes from small 2 very wide lol. I don't have many cars, but it's fun wit Keri and David. I throw lil balls into Keri's pot. And we all had fites wit by spraying water. And it got this huge ball of clay thrown at my eye lol. I dunno, it's just stupid things like that, that get u through the day.

Lunch was ok- thanks Christina 4 comin into the po' folk line wit me lol. I don't know y u have 2 give them ur student no. tho?

Eng- we got 2 take out Id's. Mine is a mixture of orange/yellow/brown lol. It's weird. Then we got a lil free time. That class has the atmosphere of a reg class. Then, he went over vocab and analyzed a lil TOO much. I mean, he's funny, but he's not THAT great, lol. That sounds mean, but it's the truth. I just hope I do well in the class, cuz I failed the quiz on Gatsby, and Ms Nelson still hasn't given me a progress report, so I have no idea where I stand.

Span- sucked ass as usual. The test was hard and we didn't have much time. But eh, what're u gonna do?? I have 2 REALLY try 2 next quarter. And THEN on the finals. But.. that'll never happen, even tho I always tell myself that.

I have SO much hw 4 tomorrow. It sucks. Sooo that bein said, I better go. No one comemnts on my posts nemore.. so please someone comment :D.. cuz that's really the only reason I update, so I can get comments lol. Yes, I know, I'm a dorkkkk

I can teach u, but I have 2 charge
Heyyy

Wad up?? Nothing much here. It's the weekend!! Weekend's rule, weekday's drool! U know what's funny- on Kazaa they have this add and it shows a picture of Christina Aquilera and then it's like- r u what trash? Find out at ... Yeah, that's mean, but still funny at the same time. I woke up this mornin and I did some hw, it makes u feel kinda accomplished when u do that first thing on a Sat morning.

Anyways, school is boring as usual. Ashley left. Art is gonna suck now. I kinda like my new schedule now. I like math, but I was fine wit English as my homeroom. Ms Swanson is such a bitch first thing in the morning- she was much nicer during 2nd perioid. But neways, all my classes suck in general. I dunno how I'm gonna make it till the end of the yr- none of the less, through junior and senior yr. I wanna stick it out tho. Just as long as I don't get ne C's and more A's than B's, then I GUESS i'm good. But now I'll b happy 2 get even one A wit the grades I have. But neways, I just remembered y I don't update that much, cuz I never know what 2 say. Sooo I guess that's it.

I HATE school.. and yes, with a passion
School is so annoying. I hate it. I hate doing hw. I hate stuyding hours 4 tests. I hate wakin up earlier than everyone. I hate getting home later than everyone. I hate classes being so long, tedious, and boring. I hate how I hate the classes that're supposed 2 b ez, like Spanish and Ceramics. I hate how some ppl r just naturally smart and don't have 2 try 4 their grades. I hate how all of our teachers r able 2 leave us w/o givin a fuck- ok, well Ms. Ammons has cancer, so that's obv understable, but Mr. Feldman- and we can't leave, lol. Ok HATE is a strong word, so just substitute all the "hates" 4 "dislike... with a passion" I dislike mostquito bites 2. But then again, u must b a sick person 2 actually LIKE mosquito bites. I remember when I was lil once, like 8, I stepped in an ant pile and the bites didnt go away for like.. a month. Well I dunno, I mean obv u're gonna have 2 work hard in school, but it's like, yyy do we have 2 give so much when we're not even in our senior yr or in college?? y o y? And I JUST realized that we're a full yr ahead of the ppl in regular classes- yes I know, I'm slow. But yeah, I've just wasted 20 mins of valuable study time that I should prob have used 4 my Spanish test- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ok that just felt so much better. I'm not crazy, I SWEARRR. laterrrrr

Weekend's over Almost
Hey Everyone,

Was up? I changed my woohu. I dunno y. I just felt like it, randomly. Nothin' fancy like some of u ppl. I dunno how 2 do those crazy backgrounds. I feel computer impaired. Lol. Well, anyways, the weekend's just about over. I got a Chem test tomorrow. And a Spanish test on Wed. I dunno, but lately I've been havin a lotta thoughts about leavin IB. It sounds stupid, but IB seriously has been DEPRESSING me. It's like- goin 2 IB, u set such high standards, which never get met. But, I duno, I don't wanna go 2 some stupid ass white jewish boca school. I like Atl, I just don't like IB that goes along wit it. But anyways, I know I'm probably not gonna end up leavin, so there's no point on dwelling on that. So I guess that's it. I better study and finish up my hw.