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:: 2003 18 August :: 7.08 pm

Wasupwasupwasup?!?!

I realized I don't update that much nemore. I used 2 update daily. Eh, I guess that's just what happens. Well, I'm not really likin school that much. I dunno y. A lotta ppl said change is good (Sunil) and that I'll grow into it (Christine) which I guess is all true. Everything's so different tho. The only classes that r ok r English- cuz it feels sorta normal cuz some friends r in that class. And ART! fun fun. Everyone's in that class. But it's sorta divided cuz of the 2 sides. Lol- I made Christina repeat what she was sayin like 20 times. I felt so bad. And Mrs Stecker didnt have enough workbooks which made me even more clueless. And Sam and Ashlei make fun of me at their expense- not nice. The ppl in Economics r familar. Math, no one's really in besides the 2 Vanessa's and Kailannnie. I like Mr Feldman tho, even tho a lotta ppl don't like him already. And the English teacher 2.. a lotta ppl don't like her. So I guess that's basically it. I like even days, but not odd. The only thing I like about odd is lunch. Cuz I gotta bring 3 textbooks.. killer. Didn't do much this weekend. I nearly missed the bus this morning cuz I woke up at 5:59 and I'm supposed 2 leave the house at 6... But my mom dropped me off. I just made it there 2. I literally got ready in 4 mins. Didn't even do nething else besides brush my teeth and change my clothes. Well I guess that's it.

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:: 2003 13 August :: 8.13 pm

First Day of School
Hey Everyone,

Well as most of u all know, today was the first day of school. I guess it was ok. I'll leave it at that. It coulda been worse, but coulda been better 2. I couldn't sleep last nite. I went 2 bed at 9. And I didn't fall asleep 'till 11:15. So, that was pretty damn annoying. And I missed The OC (it's a new show, but good) and Real World. So it wasn't that hard 2 get up today. But, it usually isn't on the first day. So I went 2 my bustop. There's only 3 ppl at my bus stop. There's this new junior. And like last yr- Edgar and I. And Ms Betty was on time. (She's back!) And I got 2 c ppl. It was nice. Sittin in the backk lol- sophmores in the house. There weren't that many freshmen tho. So when I got 2 school I went 2 JROTC 2 get my locker changed. God damn, it's so annoying. They told me 2 come back during lunch. Then I went during lunch and they're like- they guy's not here. Sooo ??? Well neways, this was my day:

English: Didn't have Mrs Ammons cuz she's in the hospital. So we have Ms. De Fabrique. She seems ok. Kinda strict, but ok. It was sorta short. She started givin out books and stuff tho.

AP World History: It was ok. Kinda boring. All freshman tho. We had 2 go around the room tho and say our name, what school we went 2 last, etc. And I was like, I was here last here, cuz I'm a sophmore and all the heads turn lol. Work has already started tho. A lotta people's siblings r in that class tho- Jourdan, Robyn, and Jeanette's. They all look so small. It's weird cuz I wonder if we looked that small or not lol.

Lunch: Everyone's in my lunch.. so it's all gravyyy... (1st Lunch)

Algebra: Mr Feldman is really nice. He seems like a really good teacher. I liked the way he organized the first class. I already got bonus points. Lol. But the question's he asked were so ez. They were Alg 1 questions. There rn't that many in the class tho. Mixed wit Freshmen and Sophmores. But I felt bad tho. Cuz he's a new teacher and some other teacher told him the bell 4 3rd lunch was the dismissal bell 4 7th hr. So we all sorta left. I wanted 2 tell him.. but.. and besides, 3rd lunch was boring neways.

Spanish: It was ok. We played Bingo and did some review. Ashlei's in it wit me. Sammm left me! Thanks a lot. Lol.

And that was basically it. Ms Betty went backwards on the way home, so I got dropped off last basically. Annoying...

Well that's about it..

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:: 2003 12 August :: 5.46 pm

School starts tomorroowwww!
Hey everyone,

Ahhhhh:: school starts tomorrow. I dunno y, but I'm SO unbelievably scared 4 this school yr. It's really weird. I'm even more scared than I was last yr. Strange.

Wellll, anyways, not much 2 say. I guess I better go now and get my stuff really 4 school. C everyone tomorrow.

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:: 2003 8 August :: 11.10 pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: Alicia Keys- Fallin

A lot on my mind
Hey Everyone,

I'm kinda stressed. (Explain later..) On Thurs, I went 2 Atl 2 get a locker and a schedule change. I got my locker in the 400's, but I gotta change it. It's too low. They're so annoying. They wouldn't let me change it when I went. It's lil bullshit like that, that gets me pissed off. I think I let lil petty things bother me more than serious things. Anyways, so I gotta change it on Wed. Hopefully they'll have good locker then. Cuz u know- it's really the principle (lol- thanks Chrisitni) of the matter. Cuz, if u're gonna pay $6 4 a locker, then y not get one that's gonna b good 4 u? U know? Anywayy.. then went 2 the IB office 2 get a schedule change. We had 2 wait there 4 so long. I'd say at least an hour. Ms Kelly is so nice tho, I like her. She's really professional and everything. So I changed 3rd pd 2 AP World History. Yeesh, wish luck. I know a lotta u guys took it last yr. So, I'd b very appreciative if u guys would help me and tell me how it is and what 2 watch out 4 and what 2 pay attention 2 and stuff like that. But I'm takin it, on top of Economics. Some may ask y.. but I want the college credit. Actually, I think, if u're interested, u should think about it. Cuz it wouldn't b THAT bad. We had World History Honors last yr and so many ppl could help cuz a lotta ppl in our grade took it and so did the juniors, and (I think) the seniors. I saw a lotta ppl tho: Natalia, Sam H n Q, Rachel, Amara, (well.. obv, cuz I went wit her) Edgar, Luan, Sunil, Ash, Liz, Adelia, Allison, Katie, Rich, ehh short memory lol... but I think that's about it.

So, neways, as I was sayin, I'm kinda stressed. Hopefully I can handle it. (Ap world..) But really, I think I should go wit my instincts... I think I can do it. I want the college credit. And also, sorta stressed over the locker, but it's not the end of the world. I just wanna get it over wit, that's all I guess. And I wanna get a job 2, cuz I need money 4 car insurance. So I guess that's about it. School in.. 4 more days. Dreading it (as u can tell lol) Later..

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:: 2003 4 August :: 11.08 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Jay Z/Mya- Best of Me

Bored Outa My Mind
Hey Everyone,

Wellll like the subject says, I'm really bored. And I can't fall asleep. At 1 o clock in the afternoon I feel tired, but of course at 11 at nite I don't -- doesn't add up?? lol. So, today was kinda borin. I went 2 the mall. I hate shoppin tho. My mum got me a lotta stuff tho. Neway, I also worked a lil on my daybook. I finished the unit I DIDN'T do from yest and a unit today. I'm slackin wit it so much. I'm startin 2 write bigger and writin less. It's not like she's gonna actually read it, rite? I think it's 4 completion. Ah, Greta worried me about history tho. She's like, but u never know.. the econ teacher mite collect it. So ??? now I dunno what 2 do. I guess I mite start readin it ?? But it sounds logical tho, what I said. Cuz he's not even Ms. Carlin and plus he doesn't even teach Econ. Sooo.. that's it.

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:: 2003 3 August :: 1.49 pm

Hey,

My summer vacation's getting boring again. Lol. But.. I guess I have stuff 2 do tho. But, I don't feel like doin that stuff. I still gotta finish my daybook- which I think everyone else does 2. I'm not doin the history assignment tho, cuz we don't even have gov 'till next semester- everyone's been doubtin me, but it makes perfect sense when u think bout it (Ashlei- they're prob just mad cuz they did it already lol) I gotta paint my room this week tho. I'm gonna paint it gray, so hopefully I can get it done quickly. Have 2 get it done b4 school starts. The hard part isn't paintin but movin everythin from my room. So we'll c how that all goes... I gotta go get school supplies and stuff. I don't think I'm gonna do much b4 school starts, besides go 2 the movies and work on my daybook and stuff like that. Well.. I guess that's it.

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:: 2003 2 August :: 10.36 pm
:: Mood: blank

Hey everyone,

Was up?? Nothin much here. Well anyways, today was pretty borin. I didn't even sleep in that late. It was one of those days that u don't feel like gettin outa bed, so u end up in bed 4 like an hr. So I didn't do much. I felt a LIL accomplished tho, cuz I did a unit and a 1/2 of daybook today. If I do a unit and a 1/2 tomorrow, than I'll be a whole unit ahead.. wow, imagine that. (Lol, don't ask) I can't believe school's gonna start so soon. Yeah.. I don't mean 2 remind u all, but.. I'm SORTA excited.

Anyway, that's about it 4 now...

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:: 2003 31 July :: 3.28 pm

Finally got my schedule after like 10 trips 2 the mailbox, lol:


Pd 1- Eng 2: Ammons
Pd 2- Chem: Swanson
Pd 3- Com. Tech: Mies
Pd 4- Econ: Epstein
Pd 5- Alg 2: ?
Pd 6- Ap Art: Stecker
Pd 7: Span 3: Halcomb

Anyone who has classes wit me, tell me cuz I dunno ne1 wit classes wit me! :(

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:: 2003 22 July :: 8.05 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Beyonce

Good 2 b back in FL
Hey Everyone,

I'm finally back in Fl. It's good 2 b back. I hate flyin but my flight was that bad, I didn't have 2 change planes or nething. One time I had 2 fly all the way up 2 Atlanta.

Mmm, my mom's cooking. People r gonna come over 4 dinner tonight (Amara and her family..) I'm startin 2 get hungry lol..

We're goin 2 Las Vegas on Thursday. I can't wait. Our flight is very early tho. I have 2 get up at like 4:30. But... I can sleep on the plane. And I won't have 2 fly by myself this time.

I still haven't started ne of my school work. But, I think we have 2 do both history assignments, contrary 2 the statement I made b4.. thanks 4 the WRONG information Natalia! I think I can do it tho.. a lotta ppl haven't started it yet.

Well, that's about it 4 now. I'll try 2 update b4 I leave..

-Sameen

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:: 2003 19 July :: 7.17 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Nelly/ P Diddy- Shake Ya Tailfeather

Bad Boys 2
Hey Guys,

I just saw Bad Boys 2. It was awesome. It seriously was really good. It was kinda long tho, but I think they wanted 2 make it that way cuz they it was gonna b such a good movie. Well, that's about it. I don't have nethin much else 2 write about. But I'm comin back 2 FL tomorow. So by this time 2morrow I'll b back in Fl... well I better go pack..

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