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:: 2003 15 July :: 1.36 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Nelly/ P Diddy- Shake Ya Tailfeather

Hey Everyone,

Was up?? Nothin much here. I feel so lazy. I think Monday's and Tuesday's r always lazy days 4 me. And then on Wed, Thurs, and Fri, I actually do stuff. But I'm comin back 2 FL this Sunday. So that's def gonna b nice. I've been here for about 6 weeks or more. But in a way it seems like I've been here 4ever, but at the same time it feels like the time just flew by. And also, I feel accomplished, yet, unaccomplished. So, I dunno.. but school's about 2 start again. Weird. Less than a month. I wanna c everyone, but who wants 2 go back 2 Atlantic in itself... especially IB?! I haven't even started my summer assignments yet. The history one doesnt sound that bad. Now that I know we only have 2 do one (thanks Natalia) Some ppl don't know tho. So I'm kinda glad that I didn't start it yet. And I'm obv gonna do the movie one. But I still dunno whether I'm gonna do the daybook or the reading.

Anyways, this weekend I wanna c Bad Boys 2. A lotta ppl wanna c that. It looks good tho. I also wanna c Swat. That looks good.

Anyways, that's abou it 4 now. Gonna go eat lunch now tho..

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:: 2003 12 July :: 11.38 pm
:: Mood: accomplished/ tired
:: Music: 50 Cent- PIMP

Haven't Updated 4 A Long Time
Hey,

Like the subject say (^), I haven't updated 4 a long time. Well, let's c. Last, last Thursday (B4 4th of July) I went 2 Houston. I have 3 Aunts/ Uncles there, so we spent the 4th of July weekend there. It was ok. On Friday, we obviously went 2 c fireworks. We went 2 this town called Galveston and saw them by the beach. It was really nice, and we were really close 2 them. Saturday I spent the whole day basically at my uncles' house. In the evenin, he had a bbq. His kids 4 and 3 and they're really friendly. So my lil bro had fun playin wit them. Sunday, we celebrated my lil bro's b-day at this resturaunt. (He's six now) And Monday we drove back. So, it wasn't that bad. My other cousins (one 15, and another 12 ) r kinda annoying sometimes. I dunno... I go there pretty often, so I think I'm gettin annoyed wit them or something ?? I dunno. But the lil one is the biggest brat... and then she calls ME spoiled. Damn, that got me pissed... f word flyin all over the place... I mean, not that it's such a big deal 2 b called spoiled, but when she's spoiled as hell herself and the biggest brat and then she's gonna go call me spoiled. And she's sooo sheltered. I'm look.. well, even if I am spoiled, I've been through a lot more shit than u have... What's the worse thing that's happened 2 u, missin one of ur pbs shows (she's 12 and she STILL watches pbs)... Ah, it's whatever... It's not a big deal, it just annoys me.

So, we came back on Monday. Tuesday and Wed. were lazy days. Thursday and Friday were ok. I cooked.. it was ok, not really bad, but not really good either. I give my mom a lot more credit now..

Today, I practiced driving (Reversin is harder than I thought.) I saw Pirates of the Caribean. A LOT better than I thought it'd b.

So, that's it. I kinda hand 2 write in a rush, so sry if it's not well written or whatever...

under the darkness


:: 2003 27 June :: 4.35 pm
:: Mood: chillen

Hey everyone,

Was up?? Nothing much here. Believe me when I say NOTHING. I'm bored. U know... when u're bored, but u have things 2 do.. but u don't wanna do THOSE things? Yeah, that's how I feel.

But, yesterday I finally got the new Harry Potter book. :D I stayed up 'till 2 readin it. I read kinda slow tho. I'm only pg 120-something. It's kinda slow paced so far tho. He hasn't even started the school year yet. So, I'll c what happens. But I wanna finish it soon, cuz there's a lotta other books I wanna read. And I have 2 get started on that summer reading thing (I think we all do.. lol)

The other day I was watchin the Tom Green show. And 2 girls from that show Surf Girls came. I think they're names were Mari and Kulla. I dunno. But neways. He was like, yeah.. so who won? And they were like, o, we both did. And then a second later, I think they realized they weren't supposed 2 say, so they were like, O, we can't say. Lol. I thought that was stupid/funny. Mtv sucks no tho. The new real world is stupid. Road rules is boring. And makin the band 2.. makes p diddy look like an asshole. lol..

Ok, There's nothing else 2 really talk about.. bye

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:: 2003 25 June :: 9.37 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Coldplay

Who Let the Dogs Out? (Who? Who? Who?)
Was up, everyone? Not much here. I'm sorta bored. Today was pretty uneventful. I woke up sorta late, cuz I went 2 bed late since I was up so late from watchin "The Nanny." I love watchin old sitcoms. They're the best. I go through my phases tho. B4, I liked, The Facts of Life, then The Cosby Show (Bill Cosby is one cool dude tho), Golden Girls, and now.. The Nanny. Eh, I guess I have no lie, but whatever. So what has everyone been doin over the summer? I need 2 get started on my summer assignments. Haven't started shit yet.. Oh well.

I dunno. It's weird. Sometimes I feel like I'm such a bad person and that I'm gonna rot in Hell. But on the flip side, it's like I have EVERY opportunity to change, yet I don't. I don't make those changes. But, really, if u think about it... every second that passes by is a chance 2 change it ALL around. And I feel like I have to re-think what things r important 2 me in life.. if u know what I mean.

I missed watchin the BET Awards.. I wanted 2 c them, too. Does ne1 know when they'e replayin it? I heard it was a good show.. but of course everyone that said that were ppl from BET lol.

So, neways everyone... I'm gonna go now. Bye.

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:: 2003 25 June :: 12.09 am
:: Mood: blissful
:: Music: Beyonce/Coldplay <-- Just bought their cd's

Wassup? Nothing much here. I changed my woohu around again. At first, I didn't really think about the title that much. But... now that I think of it, I really do think it's true. I think a lotta ppl don't know the REAL me, or haven't seen the other sides of me. And I think that's my doing, cuz I don't show those sides. But, I have 2 find a nice icon 2 go along wit it.. can't seem 2 find one.

Today, I was really lazy. Well, sorta. I guess I started off okay. I woke up around 8:30 and went out 2 run. And then the rest of the day, I didn't do nethin. Eh, oh well. I still have the rest of the summer. And then, when I go back 2 Fl, I have 2 do all the summer assignments in the last 2 weeks cuz I forgot all my shit here.

I tried lookin 4 the new Harry Potter book today. It's sold out everywhere. And the only place they have it is Sam's Club.. and of course my dad doesn't have a membership there/ doesn't want one. But I got 2 new cd's today. Beyonce- Dangerously in Love (I wanna marry her, wouldn't u say I'm more gangsta than Jay Z neway?!... :D) and Coldplay- A Rush of Blood to the Head. It's my first "rock" cd in yearzzz. lol. They're both good. I was gonna buy them wit my own money, but my dad bought them 4 me.. that was nice :)

Well, I'm gonna go watch "The Nanny" now.. (don't ask). Bye..

Write Comments- I need somthin 2 read in LA (lol- Louisiana)

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:: 2003 23 June :: 5.37 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Joe Budden- Pump It Up

My Trip 2 Arkansas
Yeah... don't ask WHY I went 2 Arkansas. In case if some of u don't know... I'm in LA visitin my dad. LA.. as in Louisina, not Los Ang, but LA just looks better (don't ask lol). Neway, so my dad came home from work on Thursday and was like- we're goin 2 Arkansas 2tomorrow. So we drove there Friday. Eh, the car ride wasn't that bad, but my ass was hurtin by the end. In the nite, we went on a dinner/boat cruise. Saturday we drove around seein everthing and we went to the top of this mountain.. it was really nice. And they had a swimmin pool on toppa the mountain, so we went swimmin there. Then on Sunday, we went horseback riding and crystal minin. And then we left that afternoon. It was ok. I think it wasn't that bad cuz I went there wit low expectations.. but.. yeah. It was ok. I felt like a hick tho. Shittt.. a gangsta hick lol. So it was ok... But it feels like I've been wit my dad 4 so long. It hasn't even been 3 weeks. I dunno.. it's not that I don't want 2 b here.. but.. it's hard 2 explain.

The new Harry Potter book came out on Saturday. I didnt't get it yet, I'm gettin it today.. Inshallah (LOL SAM). I heard like 5 million copies were sold on one day.. freakin crazy..

Well guys, Ima go now...

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:: 2003 17 June :: 7.52 pm
:: Mood: mischievous

I gots a new icon.. Next project --> My Biography [Thanks Natalia (read previous comments)] lol. Also, thanks Liz 4 the help. Btw- I got my own icon Chrisitne.. if that's ur REAL name.. :P

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:: 2003 17 June :: 1.35 pm
:: Mood: lazy

I changed my woohu around a lil bit. I know Christini's gonna freak lol.. Well, that's about it for now.

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:: 2003 16 June :: 8.50 pm

Hey Everyone,

Waz up? I just realized that I start off all my journals the same way. I don't wanna b so predictable... with that being said let me start over:

Wassup 2 all my peeps?!

Nothin much here. I'm bored over the summer. U know when school ends and then u think that you're gonna do so much stuff over the summer.. yeah. Well that's what I planned, but..

Even tho it feels like the days r goin by slow, it also feels like the break is gonna go quickly, too. But, I dunno, I wanna go back 2 school, but I don't. I think everyone knows what I mean... At least we won't b freshmen next year. But now that I think of it, bein a freshmen wasn't bad. U had an excuse 4 bein immature. And ppl in regular classes didn't know that I was a freshmen. When're I go flyin or somethin people always think I'm a lot older than I am. It gets 2 a point where it's actually kinda insulting. Like, people thinkin my lil sis is my daughter or something. I think old ppl think that us younger kidz r a lot badder than we really r so they think the worst of us automaticaly lol. I luv my grandparents tho. :) Neways, back 2 what I was sayin... I hope next year will be fun. Last year was kinda borin. But it coulda been a lot worse. But I had some fun times, in Mies and Vadaka. lol. I think the ppl who were in those classes wit me know what I'm talkin about. And some not so fun times- Bio and Health. Bio was so frustratin and Health.. well u all know about that. Speakin of school, I got my report the other day, as I'm sure u all did 2. I really wanted 2 get all A's an 1 B. But I ended up gettin 2 B's. I was so pissed.. I got a B in English. Damn that Macbeth book!

Well, anyways what is everyone doin over the summer? Tell me about ur plans.. I'm goin 2 Las Vegas at the end of July. This is like the 4th or 5th time I've been there. But it's fun. We're gonna go c some shows- Sigfried and Roy (sp?) and Mystere (Cirque du Soliel, show). If any of u guys go to Las Vegas, go c this show named "O". (that's an O not a zero.) It's also a Cirque du Soliel show, but it's really good. The tickets r kinda expensive, but it's def. worth it. They also have a Cirque du Soliel show in Orlano (Downtown Disney) called La Nuba. It was very good 2.

Well guys, I guess that raps it up. Special shout out 2 Sammy, who's gonna help me wit my randomness lol. In return, I'm gonna help her wit prayin. Damn straight- Muslims in the house. Lol, Sam.

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:: 2003 15 June :: 12.56 pm
:: Mood: Annnoyed/Irritated
:: Music: Nothing really...

Summer Break
Hey Everyone,

Was up?? Nothing much here. Well, anways, I'm at my dad's in LA (as in Louisiana, not Los Angeles, but writing LA sounds/looks bette, lol- don't ask) I feel like a hick when I say that tho. But, I was actually born in Louisiana in a small town (New Iberia) but then my parents moved 2 Cleveland.. eventually got divorced. Mom moved 2 FL, and dad moved 2 LA, but a different city (Baton Rouge). Weird, huh?

So, anways, summer break has been borin so far. I have nothin else 2 write about. But I have 2 go out now, so I'll write more later. Yeah, I know my journals get kinda lengthy sometimes lol..Bye

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