Ah, Who's bad? Who's stayin up @ 3 am in da mornin?!
Hey Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah, so I'm up @ 3 in da mornin. The past few days have been.. eventful 2 say the least. Well, yesterday was the last day of school. I had **Health** [read previous journal (s)] And.. I found out that she won't call my mom nemore. WoW, I'm not "shakin in my boots nemore!!" It's like, damn, I was expectin u 2, it woulda been funny. But, ehh whatever. I don't care that much.. So, then, the bell rang and everything went by sooo day-em fast. I barely got 2 say bye 2 ne1. So, amara came home wit u (read on). Our bus was borin, as usual. Well, sometimes it's fun. Jackie's funny. We do the stupist stuff. I duno, it's even 2 stupid 2 repeat. Ok, yeah, no one can tease me about it 2 my face. Yeah.. so I just wrote it rite now, but I just deleted it cuz it sounded so stupid. So u'll never know.. CURSE U PEOPLE!

Ok... So then we went home, and a lil while later my mum dropped us off. And she was like, yeah, i'm goin 2 publix, i probably won't b home till 45 mins later.. so don't call home 2 tell me 2 pick u up until 45 more mins AT LEAST. (yeah, this is relavent) so we were like, yeah yeah.. Sooo, we go to the front office, which is like a room in itself and we were like, we're visitors.. we wanted 2 c our teachers. And the lil BITCH ASS MOTHERFUCKIN secretory was like, uhhh no. u can't c them now, u have 2 come back when it's not school hours. so, we left the office room and we were ponderin on what 2 do. And she got up from her desk.. walked 2 door, opened the door.. and was like, um, u need 2 leave the building 2. And so, we waited outside 4 a few mins, thinkin ok, now what do we do. and we waited just kinda loitering. so then i was like- do u wanna sneak in from the side? and me and amara were tryin 2 convice eachother 2 do it. and then so we started walkin and halfway 2 side entrance, i was like, oh but there's signs in the front of the buildin sayin- NO TRESPASSING VIOLATORS WILL BE PROSECUTED. and we were like, oh shit. (but we went neway) we were such dorks. we were at the door and checkin 4 camera's and not goin in and askin kids for their passes. and then even on the side entrance it said NO TRESPASSING VIOLATORS WILL BE PROSECUTED. we were like, ahh it's a sign! and then we looked in the window of the door and we opened the door and saw what looked like an administrator. so we quickly closed the door and hid behind a bush that was see through lol. and these girls were lookin at us and laughin. so, then we ended up goin in and went 2 our teachers last year and they were cool, they were havin a party lol. so then, we went 2 my spanish teacher's class and she was so happy 2 c me. but then, she was like, but there's this e-mail that says- high school kids rn't supposed 2 b here and some of them r sneakin in through the side door. if u c them, then buzz the office. but of course she didnt. so then she went outside and checked that there werent any ap's. and so we lef the school. so then were outside and i checked the time and like only 15 mins passed. so, yeah, we went on the other side and sneaked it. but before that it was funny, too. we had 2 go around, and u can kinda c the entrance from the office, so we had 2 sneak behind cars. and i'm all like- bendin down, checkin b4 i go, and amara's like, walkin slowlyyyy.. takin her sweet ass time. meanwhile i'm hyperventalatin and like- WHAT'S WRONG WIT U?!?!?! and so, we passed by the portables and one was MSSSSSSS. Bergers. (haha, sounds like burger) and so, we went in. and turns out it was a different ms booger. and so amara was like, ms berger? and then she was like, oh nevermind and we closed the door. but she was like, hey wait. but we kept walkin. and she came out and was like, r u 2 high school students? and we were like, umm yeah. AND RITE THEN!.. my 7th grade math teacher came and was like- heyyyyy. and so then the "ms. booger" was like, uhh r u takin care of them? cuz i think she's a new teacher or somethin. lol. and so we were talkin and she was also like, yeah, u're not supposed 2 b here, but SCREW THE RULES! lol. she's like, yeah, go c ur teachers and c'mon what's the worse that could happen? i dunno. it's weird 2 c how teachers change.. when u don't have them. she was kinda.. ecentric and she didnt like me and she wasnt touchy feely at ALL. and she was givin ME hugs and stuff. she was really nice. and so, once again- we snuck in. and amara saw one of her teachers and she didnt even recognize her, she's like, uhhh who r u? and then another one her teachers is sooo weird. then, i think a teacher saw us and then she was nice tho. she was like, uhh u guys rn't supposed 2 b here. so, she took us 2 the office and we were like, uhh (cuz the lady already told us 2 LEAVE!) and so then, we were like, we sorta kinda a lil bit already came herrreeeee. so she was like, OMG u guys cant b here and we made a u turn outa the office lol. she was nice about it tho, she was like one of those sweet lady's that wouldnt hurt a fly. then we were waitin, cuz i called my dad and he was like, no ur mom isnt back yet. and my mom didnt have her cell phone sooo.. yeah. and then we were waitin. and amara saw this police officer. and was like, maybe we can ask him for a vistitor's pass. so she asked him, and we was like givin us this stupid ass lecture and sayin how if we stand on one side of the buildin then we can get a breeze. and then he was like, yeah, but can u believe that some people actually were goin through the side of the buildin and snuck in?! and we like NOOOOO and he said- but not u or nething! u guys did the rite thing. it was funny and we were crackin up when we left. so, then my mom came and she picked us up (there was other stuff that happened but it's not imp.) and we asked her if we could come back. So we did and we got to our teachers and the end. (tired of typin.. )

bye

Monday, But Really Was A Tuesday
Hey Everyone,

What's up?? Nothing much here. School started again today. Now there's 5 more days left! I'm countin down. Today was actually ok, lookin back on it. Spanish, we didnt do nething, cuz people took make up's and then we got those tests back. I think I'm gettin an A in Spanish this quarter. U know what I realized, a lot of ur grades also depends on who u have as a teacher. Like, if I Mrs. French, I know I would've gotten A's the whole year, but whatever. And PE was funny. "I think I'm menopausal!" LOL. I was really havin hot flashes. I was sweatin, when I didn't even do nething! And then my cancerous apple and Sam takin a picture of me bittin it and holdin up my apple and green apple jello at the same time. And then her tryin 2 take a picture of me laughing AND THEN me, her, and the other sam takin a picture and she couldn't stop laughing, (HYENA!!!) she was cryin at the end. And Vanessa flipped Ash's bag, it was funny. But he thought it was me. Oh, well. And then no one likes this certain person.. the name will b left undisclosed. (or disclosed, whatever makes sense.. as if I know what it means neway) Most ppl feel bad 4 her when they first meet her, but then they end up hatin her, lol. I think u guys know what I mean. But not 2 sound mean or nething, but yeah.. u guys know.. (leg dropping, lollll) And in Bio, we saw a video, so it was boring. And then in Math, we did a practice test, and it was all multiple choice, so I did like the first 50, skippin the first 20.. and then gave up after that. The bus was ok. It was rainin so hard. Our busdriver takes the weirdest route, but I got dropped off first, so I really don't care. And it was Luan's b-day yest, so he got so many birthday punches. SORRY! Both his arms were red! I felt bad 4 the kiddd.. but on the other hand, better him than me.. jp. Well that's about it. Nothing else other than that, besides the fact that my computer is so annoying. Oh yeah, there's this funny song by Mya, called Whatever Bitch, it's funny. It's about dragqueens lol. Well, IMA (christine, sam) go now. Bye. Oh yeah, and maybe in Mrs. Mies's class tom, I'll make up another rap. lol. Adios.

Hey Everyone,

Was up?? Nothing much here. Kinda bored. It's almost the end of the year. Crunch time, need 2 raise my grades, esp in Savage. N-e-ways, I'm not gonna stress. I can't wait 4 the summer. I have so many goals this summer. I def wanna get a summer job tho, so hopefully that'll go well. Anyways, I suddenly have an overwhelming feeling of laziness, so I'm not gonna finish this. I know it was really random. Bye!..

Bad DAY
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Today was the worst day. You know when u have those mornings, that start off pissy and then ur whole day just goes bad?? Today was one of those days. It was annoying. I got on the bus, and I got the biggest headache, cuz it smelled like paint. It's like, wtf? We have a new freakin bus every dayyy.. I like the bus we had just fine.. And then Mr Lester (bus driver..) was like, we're gonna have 2 pick up the other bus again. Cuz we've been havin 2 pick up this other bus from time to time and it's so annoying. They smell and they're all juniors and soooo immature. They bring phebbles onto the bus and throw them at eachother. Its like, dude, grow the fuck up! They're like white trailer trash, but they dont live in trailers. And then, that got me pissed. I duno y I was so pissed about it.. but it turned out we didnt have to pick them up. And Spanish was madd annoying cuz we had to watch stupid ass "La Catrina".. Stupid ass motherfuckin gay movie that's way 2 melodramtic. Neways... PE pissed me off, too. Cuz I wanted 2 sit down, but there wasn't space.. and Dominic (that prick!) wouldn't move down and I was all squished. And then b4 that, we were playin asshole. And then I left, cuz I wanted 2 study 4 bio. Then like 20 mins later, when I was done, I wanted 2 come back, and they were like, no we decided that we're not letting ne1 else join in. Ok, b4 that.. it was like only a few ppl inluding me. And then Coach Gould brought her class in, and like 5 ppl joined, which was annoying. And then ppl from Coach Gould's class were tellin me that there were 2 many ppl..argh. Then, Bio pissed me off a hella lot. I hate Mr Morone. He's the worst motherfuckin teacher. I swear, he's screwed us over for all our tests, including the last one. I studied so motherfuckin hard 4 itttt... And then in Math, I come in the class and the bell didnt even ring yet and Mrs motherfucking Vadakara was like, Sameen go to the back. I was like- whyyy I didn't do ANYTHING. And she was like, I know.. go 2 the back. And then, when Ashlei came, she told her 2 move 2 (cuz I guess we "talk" a lot, but I'm not that bad..) and she never moved and she gave her attitude. So then I moved behind Rachel, cuz she sits in the back 2. And then she tells me 2 move, when it was like 1 seat. Then Allie moves back 2 her old seat, when Mrs motherfucking Voodoo-kara told her to move 2.. and she started talkin 2 ppl.. I was like what the fucckkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Argh, just thinkin about it pisses me off. And then the busdriver was late when we got dismissed.. as usual. He's nice, but damnnn it's so annoying! We've never had 2 do this b4 when we had Miss Betty.. But good thing was that we didnt go backwards, so I got dropped off first. Well anways, hope the weekend and monday will b better.. Hasta luego..

Hey Everyone,

It's Sunday afternoon. I really don't wanna go back to school tomorrow. I didn't do all my homework yet. Yuk..

Anyways, what'd everyone do over the weekend? I have such bad memory, cuz I can't even remember what I did on Friday. I think I went 2 my friend's house... Yesterday, I didn't do much, but I saw X2 yesterday. It was reallllyyy good. The special effects and visual were really good. I liked it a lot better than Spiderman and the last XMen. I like X Men cuz of all the characters, too. I wanna be a mutant! And today's Mother's Day. I luv my mom ; )

Anyway, this is kinda short, compared 2 my other journal's, but that's it.

Weekend
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Was up?? Nothing much here. It's Thursday evening. I'm so glad it's the weekend. I dunno, but I'm gettin so tired these days from school. Before, this wouldn't happen. I'd just be anticipating the school year 2 end, but I wouldn't just wear out like this. Like I'm sooo lazy. I don't do shit when I come home from school. I don't know what's wrong wit me. I don't wanna be so lazy tho... I don't like that personality trait in ppl, and that doesn't exclude me..

Schools almost over. Wow, it seems like time is flyin by so fast. It's already been like a quarter of May. It seems so weird. Each school yr is goin by faster and faster, it's ridiculous. I don't want my life 2 go by so fast tho.. But at the same time, I wanna do those adult-ish things, like driving, bein on my own, but I wanna hold on 2 my past and everything. I dunno why I think like that. I'm always focusing on the past or the future, never the present.

U know that point in ur life where ur kinda looking for more and tryin to sort of move on and put certain things to an end and wanting to do more things and when ur just changing and evolving at a more rapid pace. I dunno, cuz everyone's obviously changing themself and I wanna change myself the rite way. Cuz everyone changes, that's inevitable. I wouldn't even want to be so one- dimensional. But at the same time, I wouldn't want to disown myself either. I'm proud of who I am and CERTAIN aspects of myself. I think a lotta people try to change their external environment when they really should be changing internally. I dunno y I thought about all of this, lol...

Anyways, this weekend my granparents mite come. I'm still not sure. I miss them tho, cuz I don't get 2 c them that often cuz they life on the other side of the world (Bangladesh.. yeah u know it.. REPRESENT! lol) I usually c them once a year, but they didnt wanna come this year. But they applied for immigration, and there's some kinda rule where u have to come every (some kinda date). So, they said they have to come b4 May 20th. And then they just called today saying that they don't have 2 come after all. So.. I dunno. I have a feeling that they won't come tho. Cuz my grandfather doenst wanna travel..

School was ok today. Nothing funny happened really, except for English, but nething major. We had the sub again. The bus was kinda fun. I pansed someone, lol. It was funny tho.. He's so undeveloped tho.. .. so there's like nothing 2 c. He just turned 14 and he's a sophmore.. Neways... My friends' brother died from Ecstasy. It's really sad, but she seems 2 be takin it well. My prayers and thoughts r out 2 her. She goes to ATL, but I don't wanan be spreading around other ppl's business, u know?

I can't wait till summer vacation. My mom said we mite go to 1.) Las Vegas.. but I've been there 3x already, so I dunno.. 2.) England, that's where I wanna go most... or 3.) A cruise.. I dunno y, but that's what I wanna do least.. but whatever it is it'll prob b fun. I wanna go to the Mediterranean countries tho, like Italy and Greece and stuff. My mom said she doesn't wanna do that yet, but maybe for my graduation or something.

Anyways, I'll go now. I have nothing else 2 write. Write comments lol. 'Till next time..