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:: 2003 7 May :: 6.44 pm
:: Mood: Eh.. Blah-ish
:: Music: Frankie J- Don't Wanna Try No More

School Day Good/Came Home Day- Bad (If that makes any sense)
Hey Everyone,

What's up?? Nothing much here. Today was an ok school day. Some funny stuff happened, as usually does happen everday. Mr Lona wasn't here today, so the biz-nitch was here again (Read my last journal) She's not that bad. I'm an asshole for no reason. She's takin attendence, and she wanted us to say "aqui" and I was like- Shit, I'm not sayin aqui, u can say aqui 2 yo ownself, shoot.. And everyone's like, Sameen- say aqui, lol.

In Bio, the test was as hard as a motherfucker. He only gave us like 40 mins to take it. And we had to go run. Yeah, that was funny. We had 2 run only 4 12 mins. And the 12 mins and I guess it had ended. And Celine was supposed 2 take my heart rate and everything. And she was like chasing me cuz I didn't hear her stop. So then I stopped on my own, and I turned around and saw her chasin me.. her hair everywhere. I made her go through the sprinklers and shit. Lol. I'm sorry, Celine.. ur so nice tho, thanks for not gettin mad.

Math was ok. That class is so boring tho. We're doin like Alg 1 stuff now that like ties into Geom and I've forgotten it all. I took the pass and brought like 3 Sodas, one for me, Celine, and Vanessa. And Mrs. Vakakara got mad at me.

Ok, that was it. Then, when I came home, I felt really bad. Cuz, I was supposed to go to Key Club, but I COMPLETELY forgot about it. I was totally oblivious about it. So, I went on my bus and I came home and I didn't even remember it at all. So, I came home and my dad was on the phone, and it sounded bad. My mom was supposed 2 pick my sister up from dance class after she picked me up. So, she was late and stuff. I felt so bad... And 2 make me feel more stupid, Key Club was cancelled neway! So, if I would've listened 2 the annoucements or something, then I could've at least called my mom or something. So when she came home, she was already pissed, cuz GNC was not giving some $70 they owed her.. they were giving her like $30. I dunno. But I felt more bad for my sister, cuz she had 2 wait there. Cuz I know that feeling b4. My parents have done that 2 me! Like one time, My dad thought my mom was picking me up and my mom thought my dad was picking me up, lol. But look at me, those situations happended 2 me and I turned out just fine (twitch, twitch)... But when my sister came home, she was bein really nice 2 me. I love my brother and sister tho. They're like 10 yrs younger than me, so in a way, I feel like I've sorta helped raise them..

All right, I'll go now. I hope tomorrow's better. Tomorrow's Thursday, but really like a Friday cuz we have Friday off. I dunno what I'm doin this weekend tho. I wanna go c X-2. Ne1 wanna go c it wit me?? Ok, this was supposed 2 b me saying bye, lol, but I'm still talkin. Aite.. peace..

PS>> I dunno why I'm sayin this, but think about ur actions b4 u go through with them. Cuz u can't take them back. Same wit what u say, cuz once u say something, it's said, and u can't take that back either... Think about it..

1 heavy shadow | under the darkness


:: 2003 6 May :: 7.33 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Pharell/Jay Z- Frontin'

Hey Everyone,

Updatin my journal as I should be. Today was a fun day. In first hour, Mr. Lona wasn't here. But actually, that was worse. Cuz Mrs. Levine is a biz-nitchh. I Don't like her. She made this one girl cry! Well, actually, she's havin "problems" now.. but. Ok, she was playing wit her cell phone. , under the desk. And Mrs. Levine saw it. So she was like, please don't take it. So, Mrs Levine didn't take it, but 5 mins later, the girl started crying. So.. yeah. Then second hour was actually ok. (All of u guys that read my journal last time will get this) She yelled at NATALIA today! Cuz we were both doin other work. It was the assignment that's like due later, but we were doin it while she was lecturing. And she saw Natalia doin it and yelled at her. I'm sure she saw me but didn't yell at me. I think she might've felt bad, from the class before last class. And then, Natalia was playin wit Rachel's cruches and Ms. Mies. was lookin at her.. and she was like- whattt, I'm fixing them so that u don't trip over them. And u know Mrs. Mies.. she fell for it and said Natalia was sweet. lol. A lotta funny things happened 2 Natalia last class when I think about it. Somethin else happened 2 her, which I wasn't supposed 2 know about, but I won't say it, cuz it's kinda mean. Anyways, then English was fun cuz Mrs. Savage wasn't here. Yeah, that's it. I have a Bio test tomorrow. I have 2 do good on it. I have a border line B. So.. yeah. That's why I'm anxious ^^^ cuz I just wanna take it and get it over wit. So, anyways, what's everyone doin Friday? Write in my comments thing... I'm happy we have a 3 Day Weekend. I need 2 catch up on my sleep. Anyways, next time I'll write more interesting stuff.. Hasta Luegooo y Adios Amigos

7 heavy shadows | under the darkness


:: 2003 2 May :: 11.38 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: coldplay- clocks

Thanks Sam
Ay, this is my first woohu journal (yeh, so don't laugh or anything like that). It feels so weird actually knowing knowin people r gonna read my journal(s) cuz usually mine r so private and I guess u can say.. "deep" but.. yeah, ya know.. U know that feeling when u have so much that u wanna say, but u don't know how 2 say it? Yeah, well that's sorta what I feel like. I guess it'll be easier as I make more journals and stuff. Actually I read a lot people's journal's b4 mine. I wasn't even gonna make one, until Sam told me (hence the subject, which sounds kinda stupid, but I don't know how else 2 put it). Natalia told me 2 b4, but, I wasn't gonna then. History with her.. is kinda funny. But damn, she ALWAYS gets me into trouble. like 90% of the time, it's her getting my into trouble.. like making my talk or laugh (by like pokin me and shit! nooo I did not forget about that). Mrs. Mieszczinski is so mean to me. (I don't wanna say anything bad, cuz I'm paranoid that she's gonna read this or something.. I should've written that for my mood lol..."paranoid" cuz on the create ur own journal thing, I didn't wanna give my real name or age, cuz I'm paranoid weird people r gonna find my house and come to it) Anyways, that lady hates me. So does Mrs. Vadakara. But, u know, who really cares??? Yeah, English and Health were funny today (in a few more mins, it'll be tomorrow.. excuse me for bein so ammused but I can never make it this late when I usually have gotten up at 5 on the same day..) English, we finished up the presentations. Then we got to see other people's from different classes and basically bullshit (Ah, Mrs. Savage likes me! Ashlei, menopause/Ms Mieszczinski (that's such a freakin hard name 2 spell.. u try it!) lol) And Mrs Savage told us read at the end, but she needed someone to take the powerpoint thing away to the media center, but she sent people who actually wanted 2 read! i'm like, what the hell? mrs savage, u did that 2 piss me off didn't u.. cuz I needed to go to the bathroom 2, and she didnt pick me. Anyways, whatever. And Health was fun. We were talking about Alcohol. And I felt that I actually was drunk. Cuz I kept crackin up over the stupidist shit. I called this kid Charlie, when his name is Brandom, and he got pissed at me and I was like on the floor, crying, from laughing so much(exaggeration). And the teacher had to go pee, and so she sorta left me in charge of the class... (Well, sorta.. ok, actually, she told me to switch the transperency when everyone was done copying it.. don't ask me what she was doin in the bathroom whereas it would take her that long, but actually it was pretty quick, cuz she came flying back into the room wit her hair everywhere, I think she like sprinted there and seriously hauled ass...) Yeah so that was funny. And she locked us in too! She's smart! Lol. I wouldn't have even thought of that.. ok, well that doesn't say much. Ok, our palm beach county bus system is sooo fucked up. Today, we had to take 3 motherfuckin buses on our bus. And we had a new bus today, and people like drew all over it and shit. I think the bus driver's gonna get into trouble for it, I feel so bad for him. Sometimes I feel like I'm so compassionate, but at other time's I feel like I'm such an asshole. Anyways.. so, it was like 3 buses on one bus. And one of the buses.. ok, they're bus driver was late. So s/he came at the end of the bus loop obv. And some people missed the bus cuz they didn't know it was there! I mean, c'mon how fucked up is that! So I was one of the last stops. Sam, ur bus still sounds fun. They better change the route next year! The people on our bus just listen 2 their music... Anyways, I think I wrote a lot. I feel kinda bad for not writing about friends, I know I missed out a lotta people. (Rachel, I hope ur foot gets better, make it next year lol.. hopefully) I'll take care of that later. Aite? Ok..until next time..

7 heavy shadows | under the darkness

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