i think this song can best sum up my emotions right now.
Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I've fallen
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated


Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated


Running
As fast as we can
I really hope we’ll make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

i've been thinking..
1. school's been treating me well. junior year isn't as bad as i thought it'd be. i know it'll most likeyl get harder. but i worked myself up for worse things. i guess that's good..?

2. i love my friends. they're great. i got a little reminder of that on monday. you know who you are. (note: i always think it though!)

3. thanks guys for the compliments on my new hair. it helped...

this week is going well. i really don't feel like writing about it though. too tired/ lazy.

OMG!! MY HAIR IS GONE!!
she def. cut it shorter than i wanted it. :(. i do not like it at all. i just keep telling myself it'll grow back. heh.

anyhoo, Exorcist was a good movie. scary in the sense that it jumps out at you a lot. and the possessed lady had a creepy face. but it didnt give me nightmares lol.

Rachel's party was a lotta fun!! danced the whole night away. good people, good music, good times.

thats all for now. xoxo.

WUSSUP HOME FRIES?!?!
its been a while since i updated. hmmm...

tuesday: had a long convo with amy on the bus. signed up for dance. talked to carlos for a long time.

wednesday: i dont recall anything special happening.. sorry

thursday: those spanish quizzes can kiss my bootay. english wasnt that bad. but i learned that schilit has a cat named Samantha Susan, nicknamed Sammi Sue. yeah-n she thought of that when i told her i wanted to be called sam. weirdo. then a long chat with amara and amy.

friday(today): was a good/funny day. it brought up the whole week. in ceramics we just made tiles. math- "do you know the muffin man? the muffin man? THE MUFFIN MAN!" lmao. thats me and kaila's new line.
sam: "i thought of a way to remember the name for raccoon in spanish. you know how its mapache?"
Kaila: yeah..
Sam: ::uses hand gestures:: you know how they have patches around their eyes?
Kaila: yeah.
Sam: ::still using hand gestures w/ a funny face:: just say " ma-paches"
lmao. that was great. although amy didnt think so. then dr. baum thinking i have a mustache. and the whole class staring at me. lol. lunch- kaila's a bully. jk. jk. you had to be there. social anth- i dont think anything happened. but im kinda excited about the observation thingy. bio- took a quiz that ashley and logan freaked me out on. got a 70- not too bad. paid attention/ talked to amy. bus- made fun of davis and his neck. lol. "sam youre gonna be 16!" WRONG. lol. then i went to kaila's picked out her outfit for tomorrow. did a bunch of quizzes and read through a magazine. watched music videos. crossing my eyes like the cat then freaking out. lmao. fun stuff man. then amara called a lil bit ago to ask if i wanted to see the Exorcist. i got approved. im excited/ scared. lol. then when i got home, there were these two repair guys. well the older one was like 50-60's age range. so i said hi and everything and walked inside. so later, my dad comes in, and i ask, "why did you say, 'thats my fucking daughter'?" turns out that he was a nasty old man. gross. if you get what i mean. my dad was pisseddd. thank god he's gone.

tomorrow's rachel's partay! looking forward to that. but now i gotta go eat before i go. later homies. xoxo.

umm. yuh. this is gonna be a long one.
where did i leave off? oh yeah- friday. nothing happened. past out after school.

saturday: did some homework. called up people trying to see if i could go out but everyone was busy. then my kaila called, so i went over there. we watched barber shop 2. i liked it a lot. maybe even better than the first one. then we had some chinese food and i was brave and tried something. turned out to be sweet and sour chicken. but i get props for trying it with out knowing. lol. after, we had our scenes. lmao. those were great. we read our horoscopes for the year. interesting to say the least. an we just chilled and such. good times. went home about 11:30. around midnight i called ashley and talked til about 3:15. she keeps me entertained. :)

sunday: did bio homework all day!! holy crap- i was dead by the end of the day. i couldnt even talk right. then i went to my aunts house to use her printer..printed my thing. then had to print 64 pages worth of social anthropologhy stuff. got home about 10..read the chapters for davis. finally got to bed around midnight.

monday: BAD, BAD day. got busted for dress code. i never knew you couldnt wear halter tops even if you had a jacket on. and my shorts were too short. and the flip flops i was wearing werent the "newer" ones. they were the "old" kind. wtf?! well, i called my mom to bring me clothes- she couldnt get there til 9:30. so i had to wait in student services. i asked ms. stacey if i could just wear atl clothes until i got mine. she said no because of my shoes. i dont get it- the ones with beads are allowed but plain one arent!? then norris decides to talk to me. yuh. weird kid. i was in detention for pretty much two hours. and they speak in ebonics in there. if they want to yell at me, they need to do it in english. i havent been that mad in a while. so i finally get to trig. and i ran into a desk. yuh. ouch. everyone said i looked scray because i was so pissed. i can believe that. but the rest of the class went pretty well. time for fourth hour- i find out all the bio i did wasnt even due today! lunch and social anth. were alright. in bio, a girl took my seat. grr. on the bus i just slept. oh, and did i mention- im sick??!! i just want today to end.

so yeah, im hoping tomorrow goes better. and i hope i can get through tonight with all this reading bullshit. later. xoxo.

so far- i'm liking school.
i'll go class by class...

ceramics- so far it's like taking an easy version of art history. it better not stay like this.

trig.- so many people are inthat class!! i know im gonna love that class. and i love dr. baum. oh, and i got the negatives from amanda's pictures from kaila's party. they came out so cute!

lunch- it was amy, heather, and kaila. amy has siome FUNNY stories/comments. lol. then carlos joined in after we watched him look for people to eat with. lmao. i have a feeling we're all gonna get close. :)

social anth.- boring. just went over rules and such. but its a good group of people.

biology- great people in there too. amy, sam, sameen, ashley...etc. LMAO- the lip gloss going in my mouth thanks to sameen! old songs..found out what camel toe was. lol. and just the chats in there.

bus- listened to old music from the good old days. talked..the usual.

home- ate dinner and im talking to vanessa right now.

have a good night children. xoxo.

first day of school and we're officially JUNIORS!!
i wake up like usual. do the whole routine and go out to wait for the bus. yadda yadda..it finally gets there, so we all get on. i notice that amy isnt on, so i called her up and asked where she was. she says shes about to go onto 3rd street. i ask her why she isnt on the bus..she says she is. i say no your not, im on the bus. me and kaila figured that the bus route got split. we picked up a few more stops and amara calls and is on amys bus. THEN, we reach one stop and the bus driver tells the people there that ONLY south tech kids are supposed to be on this bus. well, i assumed she was stupid and said no, atlantic rides this bus too. anyhoo, we finally find out that we were on the wrong bus!! lmao. eventually we made it to another atlantic stop..where we got stranded. lol. we arrived a school late. got in trouble for dress code. saw mr. morone. had to run to class. and then i was finally able to sit and go back to routine. my classes are great. i have lots of people in all of them. i was happy lol. then i took the right bus home- had the usual funny convos. and now i gotta bounce. ttyl. xoxo.

the last night of summer...
you would think i spent it relaxing or finishing up some last minute things. heh- guess again. i just spent the night fighting with my mom. damn those mood swings. she just randomly went crazy. and now i got my sister on my back. you wanna know the funny part? i'll tell you- the whole thing is my fault! pardon my french, but how the fuck do you get off telling me that your random rant is my fault?or that because i cant perfectly work to your schedule is my fault? and then when i finally get pissed- i have no fucking right to be? nah uh. i dont think so. like im supposed to be controlled when my head is about to pop off with anger. i just love how nothing was their fault and i should be the one who goes to them and tries to work things out. whatever. not this time. it'll just have to blow over, because i am not apologizing for not doing anything.

whew. had to vent. laterr.

who makes an awesome team??
answer: me and kaila!!

mhm. yup. that's right. we got all the bio work done. even with our ADD distractions. lol. i don't think i would have gotten it done so fast if it weren't for her. muchas gracias chiquita. much love. but of course we managed to do other stuff while i was there. --> i saw all her pretty new stuff from her bday and her shopping spree. and the usual girl talk. looked at pictures from the party. they came out really cute.

now i gotta go to my aunt's house to print out this crap. my printer died. then i'll get the spark notes for the book. yuh- completely forgot about those. thank god kaila reminded me. :).

peace out homies! xoxo.

PS: kaila did my background. do ya like?? i do!! wuv you girlie!!

summer. and i'm already working hard.
yesterday ----> i worked on biology almost the whole day. i dunno how i made it. well, i did take a break and watched Runaway Jury. good movie. but it was right back to work for me. talked to some people- but mainly it was about the assignment. yeah- i know, what dorks. heh.

today ----> went to breakfast. then tried reading, but i think next time i should do it without the tv staring me in the face. only got to chapter 4. but i'm not stessing it that much. i did some more bio homework. i just have those last 6 questions. i might get together with kaila tomorrow to work on it. if not i'll just do it tomorrow by myself. oh, and f.y.i. we finally got a new air conditioning unit. so it wont be breaking anymore. yay for that.

this was my little break. i'm off yet again. ttyl. xoxo.

THAT WAS ONE FUN PARTAY!!
it was me, amara, amy, heather, valerie, carlos, anand, briana, danielle, rachel, amanda, sameen, and, of course, kaila. we all hung out, ate, and danced. even i did. i was so proud of myself. lol. kaila looked like a princess, she was so prettyful. and everyone else was cute all dressed up. i had a lot of fun..i just wanted to update on that. im out now. xoxo.

tonight's the big night!
yesterday, i talked to amy and heather. they're a riot and a half. and now i really wanna see the Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, or whatever it's called, movie. then i went to the mall and bought some earrings to go with my dress and then a new pair of jeans. that made me happy. we also went out for lunch at Chilli's. yumm yum. got home- did some homework while talking to my ashley. so i guess you can figure out how much i actually did. lol. talked some more to amy about what we're wearing to the party tonight and other random stuff. my kaila called too! later, i went to amara's to pick up a biology book. she saw me driving- i think i shocked her. haha. then we rented Monster. holy crap. that's a disturbing movie. i don't think i've ever seen a movie like that before. but i still liked it. and before going to bed, i read some of the book. now i'm here waiting to get my nails did. lol. amara might come over later so we can get ready together. but she's not quite sure yet. that's all for now folks. xoxo.