YOU'RE ALL GONNA FIND OUT...
so i might as well say it now:


we worked it out....i think u know what i mean..

:D

<3

WHAT A WEEK...
i dont feel like tryin to remeber everything that happened this week..too much thought required lol

but i thought i should update...

now that i think about it..i dont feel like typing..so bye

xoxo

<3

I SWEAR
people just go away if you have nothing better to do than screw up other people's lives.

i dunno..juss depressed/mad/whatever

I'LL BE DAMNED IF I DONT STAND UP TO A (BULLY)
WEEKEND RECAP:

yesterday i went to my bros flag football game..they won!..but i got burned really bad on my back..ouchies!..then i went into the ice cold pool with my sis..but we got out bc we couldnt take it..then the garage fell down and i had to hold it up until my uncle got there (no parents were home)..thank god he fixed it bc i would of been killed! and he swore not to tell so it was all good :) ..then my parents went out again..and we got chinese food..i left it there for a minute and harley ate the REST of it!!..luckily i was done..it was juss the extras..

today i got my haircut..more like a trim with layers..i like it :)..then we hung up my picture frames on the "collage wall"..its juss the begining but it already looks really cool..im so exicted to get it finished!..lastly, i did ALL my homework!!!

oh-by the way- im bringing a camera to school because i need pictures for the frames..so look good people! lol

much <3

RECAP:
so yesterday was goin pretty well and then i get to 7th hour..WHOA..here it goes:

kaila wasnt feelin well so epstein goes to her and says pick up your head..and then he looks at me (i was NOT talking) and says "what are you doing? are you taking notes? are your notes even out?" so i say "no, i didnt get them out yet"..we were only into 10 minutes of class. so i took out my binder and opened to the notes page...

E: ::walks away and turns:: says "youre going to study hall next class!"
S: me?
E: yes!
S:why?
E: because you arent doing your work..we're 20 minutes into class and you havent done anything..you arent paying attention!
( 10 minutes into class...and HE had attitude..and we only took like a paragraph of notes)
S: you think since i havent taken notes, im not paying attention?! ask me anything, i know what we're doing.
E: thats it! you have to leave!!
S: ( didnt say anything back, just packed my stuff)

***this was NOTHING like what i did in douglas'...i didnt give any attitude***

ms. robinson comes and picks me up and he told her that i was getting a referal...so while we're walking she asked me what had happened..so i told her..and she agreed COMPLETELY with me..and said that she would try and get me out of it because i didnt deserve it...so i was in lock down the whole class...but back in epsteins class...he said "if you cant handle IB..then you should quit"..something along those lines (refering to me)..ehm. i can hanlde IB!..and then kaila told me that people were talking about me..im not gonna say who they are..but ok, fuck you.

then i got home and told my mom..she was fine about the whole thing..she said that if robinson doesnt get me out of it..she will..so all i gotta say is..epstein u best watch yourself because i will get on your case and dont try to make up shit because i got witnesses..it aint over til i win..so u might as well juss quit now before something big goes down!!


ON A BETTER NOTE...i went to the movies with kaila n amy..saw you got served..OMG..i LOVED it!!! u all gotta see it!..yes-we're splittin j-boog 3 ways..lol..muy caliente!..it was a lot of fun..gotta do it again! love u chicas! n sorry for the really salty popcorn. lol

thats it for now..ttyl

<3

FUNNY DAYYY!
are ya gonna be? are ya gonna be? are ya gonna be? well well well well....

morning- bus ride..talked to kaila..then walked around with amy n kaila..YES with no make up!! i had to do it in the hall..twas weird

spanish- got out of my presentation again!!!

algebra- told off douglas!!! i was SO pissed at her...i wasnt even talkin while the rest of the class was..so yea i got purdy mad...but i think i got some other anger out lol ( kaila)..its jsut one of those things that gets u really mad..and thats mine: when ppl get treated unfairly...

chemistry- whoa there..talk about being stupid and high....amara, carlos, sterling, n crystal..what a group lol..and then kenyon decided to put on more chalk than usual...lmao

lunch-- fun..dont really remember what went on..but i know pretam was stealing food lol

art history-- i love my kaila n sameen time!..i dotn think anythign special happened..

SAT prep-- actually did the stuff..i didnt think it was that bad...so yea did that with amara n kaila..then rode the activity bus home...empty..i was so happy! lol asked random questions talked about music..girlie stuff..:D..then i had to cross an intersection with kaila..umm..i def. dont know how to cross streets lolololol..but i made it!!

then i had some dinner..watched full house! talked to some ppl online...including ASHLEY ( i didnt forget!) lol...and that was my day folks!

<3 much love. <3

I AM SO SOAR!!
yea..guess that exercise had its toll....

today was good..for the most part..got some complaints..but theyre being kept to myself

i stay after tomorrow..take the activity bus home..oh joy..lol

ttfn <3

SO FRESH N SO CLEAN
i just got done washin my baby harley. although i was washing him..i feel as if i took a shower too! lol..all good...now he's here chillen with me listenin to suga suga..he has good taste lol. so anyways..today i ran/walked/jogged 6 laps...did 15 push ups, 40 crunches, and 50 jumping jacks..i fell VERY proud!! then took a vocab quiz.100..then did good on the media project 190(95)! feeling good! KAILA YOU GOTTA COMPLAIN!!! then~ it was time to go home..so kaila checked the board n said the bus was spot 8..so we're walking and after a while we were like "think we passed it"..so we walked back and i was like "ok where is it kaila??" and she says "right here(almost gettin on bus 84)"..yeah. thats def. not our bus..i shouldda juss let her go on it..lol...so finally we found our bus *85* in spot 19..oh yea- almost missing it!!!! LMAO..that was great kaila, even if your a dick or saggy balls! we still love you..and as usual the bus ride was funnn!!

ttfn~<3

THE BUS CREW IS HAVIN A SLEEP OVER!!
havent updated in awhile...but today was hell three tests and a quiz!!!!

BUT

i went to kailas..walked in the rain like duckies! we got soaked..then amy n amara met us to go to the basketball game. we also met danielson there..fun fun stuff..although the boys team sux!! but i liked watchin my chica..now we're all sleepin over amys..movie nighttt!!! ahhh..im soo high..well i gotta get back to the partaaayy!!!!


ttyl..love ya mucho

<3

i is muy bored..
i havent done anything today. im so bored!! and i cant go out, so i dont even have that option. grrness. guess i'll find something around the house :-\

much <3

heh.
thank you everyone so much for your sympathy. it means a lot to me that you are here. but, to be honest, i dont want to talk about it and i probably never will. thats just who i am. i dont like talking about my feelings on certain things, and this is one of them. i thought you should know that, because i think that some of you think im depressed or whatever because im not talking..when the truth is that i just dont want to talk. dont get me wrong i am sad..but im "fine" considering the circumstances. thanks again for just being there, thats all i really want.

by the way, the funeral is tuesday, so can i have some volunteers get my work for me?? i would really appreciate that as well..just drop a little comment. :)

<3

i have been informed
my great grandfather (Poppy) passed away tonight :'(. im not going to school tomorrow..and i have no clue how this affecting my weekend..so i'll talk to you when i talk to you. bye

i cant get it out of my head!
Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No


See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel


Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back


You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i do admit im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah

blahhh...
it went from: "hes doing great!" to "please come down here, he took a sudden turn"

i have no clue whats going on...everyone is just running around like crazy...

i hope this isnt good bye :'(