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2004 18 August :: 5.25pm
I feel bad for whoever has to sit next to me in band. I suggest heavy duty ear plugs. ::nods::
I got lots of new clothes that wouldn't normally be "me". But I don't care. I liked them. So I bought them. So don't yell at me for looking not "me" and wearing pink(Yes, I bought a pink shirt...) or for dressing more "girly". I liked it so I got it. Ok?
Good bye.
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2004 18 August :: 3.04am
It's 2am. I quit.
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2004 18 August :: 2.44am
Hol-e crap. I have a problem. People will be talking to me online. And I'll see what they say and take it in and plan out a response. Then I get distracted for a split second. Then a half hour later I realize..shit..And it's always when someone says something..you know..umm...confidingish? I don't know. It makes me feel bad. And that's that.
I'm sorry dudes. I really need to find my mind. I think it's been working too hard. And it just shut itself off. Which I like. But not in the bad I get distracted way too easily way. If that makes sense.
Ok. Bye.
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2004 18 August :: 12.39am
4 days
I wish i could say im swimming in happiness but i definatly am not. not only am i extremely about spencer, and others leaving but i just got in a fight with spencer and im kinda sour towards a few...for...reasons.
its hitting me i want to die, but i know being sad isnt helping him, so im trying im trying soooooooo hard to be happy im sure this is hard for him and i dont want to make it harder, im excited and i help him get ready and buy him things he needs to go to school. i hope it helps.
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2004 17 August :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: some radio station
neil
contrary to most other entries about neil, this one is positive.
first, allow me to begin by saying i woke up this morning to a warm, gentle kiss on my forehead.
i opened my eyes to him, who recently, ive been feeling a deeper love for. love is hard to describe, its just this feeling in your heart and you know it. but now its stronger and i like it.
i liked waking up and making breakfast with him. i hope that he is my future because he makes me feel so good. when i cry about my mum or my friends, he holds me and rocks me, comforting me. and when im mad at him, he explains himself and apologizes and no matter what we're disagreeing on, we agree at the end...because we know how to get across what we're trying to say rather than just hoping it'll go away and letting it build up.
i dont want to be too hopeful though. it feels like we have forever when he's leaving only FIVE days from now.
i didnt realise it was so close.
oh, sinking feeling.
oh thats not good. i thought it was further away. in the summer, everything seems so floaty...and dates dont matter...
i think ill go see him...i dont know...
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2004 16 August :: 11.10am
:: Mood: sad
Well, it's over.
God damn it. I hate the world sometimes. It's just not fair.
I don't know anymore. I can't do this.
It's not fair.
-Patrice
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2004 16 August :: 1.21am
5 days
its starting to hit me that this is actually happening...it started with kyle and he left and now its all happening. 5 days. 5...5!
god dammit
did just spend the weekend with him went to michigan with him to the samsons house...they hate me, or at least they think i hate them which i dont but thats because im shy, you all know that. gah. i dont hate them. theyre very nice people. i wish i could spend more time with them because some of them seem very fun. except that kid that never stops talking...lol but he was cute. he's like what 8?
jorie and neils party was amazing. i had a great time. took lots of pictures made cool viedos.
i decided im going to make a cd of all the videos i've taken this summer, im making one for Hul too anyone else want one?
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2004 13 August :: 10.20pm
Semester 1:
1.Study Hall
2. PE
3.Comtemp. Fiction
4. Wind Ensemble
5. Sym Orchestra/lunch
6. Int'l Studies
7. Trig
8. Photo
Semester 2:
1. Creative writing
2. AP Government
3. Study Hall
4. Wind Ensemble
5. Sym Orchestra/lunch
6. JR/SR PE
7. Photo Studio
8.Theatre Tech
Hm. Any sameness?
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2004 13 August :: 3.59pm
My schedule...
1st Semester ( I HATE IT!! GRRR)
1. P.E.
2. Choir
3. Contemporary fiction- Curry
4. Lunch
5. Psycology- Mann
6. A.P. Government- Erickson
7. Trigonometry- J. Pardon
8. A.P. Stats- Ballenger
2nd Semester
1. Acting Studio
2. Choir
3. Advanced Math- Gartner
4. Creative Writing- Curry
5. Lunch
6. Consumer Management- Nardini
7. P.E.
8. A.P. Stats -Ballenger
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2004 13 August :: 12.49am
Concert was awesome.
I shared air with Issac. ::dies::
My ears are ringing.
We camped out for 5 hours. My feet were numb.
They're ok now.
Insanity.
Much love.
-Me
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2004 13 August :: 12.17am
8 days
i didnt even see him today
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2004 12 August :: 12.28pm
I need food. And that's that. Lol. Good bye.
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2004 12 August :: 1.33am
So True
Horoscpoe
You may find that you need to go back over old relationship issues in order to get to the heart of the problem currently concerning you. It is also likely that even though you and your partner are enjoying a progressive phase, you may feel as though you are regressing. But there is too much happening for things to remain this way for long. Mars is going to make sure that nothing stays stuck. The Sun trines Pluto on Thursday, which brings some intensity to your work situation. Go with the flow!
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2004 12 August :: 1.01am
9 days
Im sad. So today a bunny ran across me while driving. I stopped of course but spencer said the bunny was really cute. then he said i was his little bunny. and it was so cute and then i cried and he's being so cute and so sweet and telling me he loves me and he's leaving in 9 days, so i cried.
to help myself i went to get doughnuts and went to barnes and noble and saw a really cool assingment notebook i think im going to get. it was cute. then went to quarter bowling which we didnt actually do and then went to ashleys and just sat around WITH EARL! that was cool i was never really close with earl or anything it was just cool to see he's still alive, and that he's still the same and a really nice guy to me at least. so yeah i dunno just laughed, talked about one acts and got my mind off of college which was good...cept kyle is leaving saturday so thats sad and i was reminded of college again but not for long. Yeah im gonna scrapbook ive been gone a while and i need to scrapbook :) byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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2004 10 August :: 11.39am
my hands are freaking out again. It hurts like hell. My parents think I have arthritis.(sp) Yeah. I'm an old lady. O.o;;
Listening to Hilary Duff. Somebody want to kill me? Lol.
Ok. Back to Thoreau and my endless dorkiness.
Later days.
-Patrice
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