So..
Tristan actually went, "Hey, it's the asian girl!" And semi-waved yesterday.

I was so surprised, I responded the way he does, kind of.
This sort of "Half-way Spirit Fingers while shrugging your shoulders".
That's how I describe it anyway.

And.. Mary ( a 17-year old girl from LJ) thinks he has the same feelings I do, but blah.
If he does, why did he ask that other girl out? =/

Anyway.
Algebra 2A quiz on Monday.
I'm so not ready.
All we've been doing in that class so far is reviewing Algebra 1!
And I'm drowning fast.
Shitshitshit.

Grow up Rebecca.
Forget Tristan.
Forget being kind and courteous.
Forget trying to network yourself.
Forget those feelings.

If I said that I hated emotions... and I wished I didn't have them, I'd be a shell of a human. Since emotions make up a lot of a person's psyche and thought patterns..

"It doesn't seem enough to just glance at you.
I want to be with you, always.
But..
Wishes and hopes don't seem to be stable enough for me.
Only you're there in my mind when I want you the most,
It's a shame these affections don't just wither away."

Sad mushroom