well.i dont what to say.so here's a poem from www.xanga.com/seofsorrow (my other journal)

it hurts.

to be shot down. its my fault, really,to not feel anything but letdown.

but

i guess you're right,i don't want to be a lie.

if anything,i don't want this to be a lie.

so, i'm going to tell the truth.

i love you.

::enough already,just shut your mouth and speak with your heart::