:: 2005 20 June :: 8.23 pm
:: Mood: depressed

here we go again

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:: 2005 14 June :: 3.36 pm
:: Mood: depressed

i just dont kno nemore

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:: 2005 1 June :: 10.16 pm

haha u stupid bitch, i cant believe u went to the website

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:: 2005 27 May :: 11.26 pm

dont cry because its over...smile because it happened
i cant believe how fast this year has gunna by...not that i mind or anything. tonight was pretty fun, it was jeffs graduation. I went to the mall and got him a present...i got him a giftcard to the mall for $30., and a kick ass card to go with it. Afterwards my dad bought me chinese food :)...than we went over to fau, cuz thats were jeffs graduation was being held at. aaawww he looked sooo cute. the best part of the whole night tho was that his graduating song was kelly clarkson "break away"...HAHA...after his graduation we all went out to eat at long horns mmmm mmmm good!

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:: 2005 25 May :: 3.16 pm

F stands for fantastic...yea right
just got bak from school...i reli hope i didnt fail my chem test.

today wasnt reli all that interesting except that two of my friends at lunch kept talking about how they were gunna give me a makeover, and take pictures...sad to say that was the highlight of my day

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:: 2005 23 May :: 6.08 pm
:: Mood: cynical

4 more days until im free from prison
i swear if u ever smile at me again u sadistic mother fu**** im going to rip ur eye balls out with spoons and feed them to my cat!

sorry i just needed to get that out of my system...anyway this weekend was alright not much happened except that i went over al's house and he was explaining to us over dinner how he would make kids run a mile and do a hundred jumping jacks if he was a gym teacher lol...well it was funny at the time, I guess it was one of those moments were u just had to be there

moving day is coming up soon, i havent even gotten to see the inside of the apartment yet...how much does that blow!?! anyway today in my sociology class one of the girls was telling the teacher how two black girls got into a fight in the neighborhood im moving into...im not racist or ne-thing, it's just that im a scrawny white girl and i dont reli wanna worry about offending anybody...oh well lol

last weekend was sooooo fun. emily came over and we were so bored so we called my dad so we could do sumthin...he took us to the mall, and we played this reli twisted game. me and em had to go to seperate sides of the mall and shop for each other, but to be able to keep wut we bought we had to cum in $1 or less of each others purchase...the worst part was he gave us $100.00, and if we lost we had to clean out his car. well we had lady luck on our side because we were only one cent away from each others purchase...i got a videogame (kingdom hearts :)) which i still cant beat :(

well i got a sociology test tommorrow and i think i better go study so my fat ass teacher doesnt have a heart attack if i fail

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:: 2005 10 April :: 4.40 pm

finally, sumthin in my life is goin riight

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:: 2005 8 April :: 8.30 pm
:: Mood: moody

I feel like laughing and crying at the same time

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:: 2005 7 April :: 5.29 pm

Have you ever felt like a huge weight has been lifted of ur shoulders? Thats how I felt yesterday...I basically felt like my life was goin smoothly. No problems at school (with any specific person *hint-hint*), i had no homework to do, i wasnt arguing with any family members...i was just happy...no strings attached.

well, that all went down the drain today. It wasn't like I had a horrible day, it's just that one little unimportant thing happened and it got me thinking. At one point I even felt bad...like I was a horrible person, but than i also realized that everything happens for a reason, so nothing changed and im pretty much bak to being happy

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:: 2005 28 February :: 7.32 pm

uhhhh why does life have to be so complicated!!! Im soooo tired right now I feel like im gunna pass out on my keyboard. I found out today that i have to go in early tommorrow and take my mock AP exam...how much does that suck?

Friday night I went and saw my brothers band play...they were pretty good, Jeff kicked ass on the drums... the vocals couldve been a little better though. I met my brothers FUTURE girlfriend...I swear they better go out lol theyre so cute together.

Saturday was so boring!!! (until Emily came over) I didnt do anything!
Sunday was pretty good...I went and saw Constantine...that was one trippy ass movie...oh well lol.

*I reli wanted to punch him in his face today and let him kno how much i hate him

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:: 2005 18 February :: 3.38 pm

uhhh im so sick right now i feel like im about to throw up! I kno i havent updated in a while but not much has been goin on. My valentines day sucked, im sick, i have to go my aunts party thing tommorrow...got a ton of homework...uhhh i gotta go lay down

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:: 2005 29 January :: 9.09 pm

I think the only word that can describe how im feeling right now is empty

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:: 2005 24 January :: 3.15 pm

I cant stand this any longer...I thought we were good but i guess not

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:: 2005 23 January :: 12.32 pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Dynamite Hack "boys in the hood"

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:: 2005 22 January :: 4.06 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: sum spanish rap song (sad isn't it)

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